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DUDE I’M GONNA FUCKING CRY OMG

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hello. I’m not sure if you are still taking divergent requests or not. But I wanted to request an Eric Coulter x Divergent Fem reader. 1 year after reader graduated initiation her and Eric elope and during the first movie reader becomes pregnant with Eric’s child. During the invasion of abnegation Eric finds out she is divergent, then decides he must do his duty first no matter how hard it is. She tells him she is pregnant hoping to persuade Eric (which doesn’t work). She eventually escapes death with Tris and four. Following the 2nd film her belly is visible and Eric realizes she told the truth. During Candor attack the finally confront each other

Hi! I'm sorry, but i don't write for divergent anymore. i mostly write for the marauders now. Again, sorry about that.

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If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

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i'm too far gone. the first thing i thought when i saw this was the white cat is voldemort, the striped ones are death eaters conspiring with him, and then there's Regulus in the back, wishing he wasn't there.

'Consultation' by Louis Wain

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Never Love the Sun - Jegulus

Regulus had never wanted to run more than he did right now. He’d finally admitted to himself that he liked James Potter. Okay, maybe more than liked, but he’d only just admitted to himself with even liking the other boy.

And it wasn’t just because James was a boy that made Regulus want to deny his feelings for him, it was the fact that he was James. He was the sun, and who was Regulus compared to him?

It took him a long time to accept his feelings for James, but he finally did, despite him knowing that there was no chance for Regulus. Which brought him to this moment, where he was unable to tear his eyes away from the scene in front of him and run.

There was James, kissing Lily, right in front of everyone in the Great Hall. Regulus, the ever-stoic Black, couldn’t keep the tears from blearing his vision so he snuck out, knowing no one would see him.

Why had he been so stupid? Regulus had known there was no chance, so why did it hurt so much? He fled to an empty classroom and closed the door, sliding to the floor and resting his head on his knees.

Why did he never learn? You can’t love the sun; it’ll only burn you in the end.

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Reblog if you:

Like the color purple

Enjoy long walks on the beach

Desperately need to scream loudly into the void

Are secretly three cats in a trench coat

Need to drink more water

Are hiding seven walruses in your basement

But don't say which.

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i love this

hc that once, mary was given a detention for her "obscenely short" skirt.

the next day, everywhere you look, students are wearing skirts. there are even a handful of slytherins joining in.

lily has rolled her skirt up, and raises a perfect eyebrow when the teacher hesitates.

marlene has squeezed into one of mary's skirts, and has made tees with "screw sexism" pasted onto the front.

james and sirius strut down the corridors, skirts hiked up higher than mary had ever dared, flashing hairy legs and muscular thighs.

peter follows them, chin raised high in defiance.

even remus agreed, in the name of equal rights. he wears one of marlene's tees, shooting glares at anyone who even thinks about cat-calling the girls.

from then, mary never got another detention... for the length of her skirt, anyway.

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As a Regulus kinnie, i want to be there like that to a James kinnie, so i'm hoping i got the characterization right.

No Pretending - Jegulus

James muttered an excuse to his friends and quickly left the dinner table. He gave a weak smile when Sirius asked if he was okay, and assured that he was, just wanted to get some Quidditch practice in.

As a matter of fact, he was not okay. James rarely was, but he wanted to pretend like he was fine. What reason did he have to be so sad? All his other friends went through something, and James had a loving family, great friends, and he was doing fine in school. So why wasn’t he okay?

James felt like he couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think sometimes, like the voices in his head wouldn’t stop. Everything just got too much to hide sometimes, and when it did, James left. He didn’t want to burden anyone with his stupid problems. It wasn’t like he was actually going through anything.

What James didn’t notice when he left was the slightly concerned face Regulus made from the Slytherin table, watching him as he left, then quickly making an excuse to his friends to leave.

James didn’t notice Regulus following him, because he was too overwhelmed by everything and was just focusing his energy on trying not to cry, so he didn’t even hear Regulus’ footsteps behind him. Regulus grew increasingly more and more concerned.

James went to the quidditch pitch, just like he had told his friends he would do, but he didn’t practice. No, he just crouched out on the grass, and tried to focus his breathing, tried not to cry, but he failed at both. Why couldn’t he breathe?

Distantly, he felt someone crouch down next to him, and he looked up, quickly wiping away his tears and putting on a smile. He still couldn’t breathe though, and was sure he looked a mess.

He wasn’t expecting to see Regulus when he looked up.

“Hi Reggie,” James said weakly.

Regulus, for once, didn’t give James a talking to for the nickname, showing just how bad James must look.

“What’s wrong? “Regulus inquired, unable to hide the worry in his tone. “What happened?”

James slowly shook his head. “Nothing- nothing happened. I don’t know why I’m acting like this,” he still couldn’t quite keep his breathing even.

Regulus pulled James’ hands to himself, and starting breathing louder. “Breathe, James. Just follow what I’m doing, okay?”

It took a couple of minutes, but after following Regulus’ breathing, James eventually calmed down. He felt his cheeks heat as he realized what he was doing.

“I’m sorry,” James spoke.

Regulus looked surprised. “Whatever for?” he asked, trying to act gruff but he still couldn’t keep his concern from his tone. James waved a hand in the air helplessly. “For whatever this was. I don’t know what happened.”

Regulus looked at him with a new understanding.

“You’re used to acting like you’re fine all the time, but you’re not.”

Regulus stopped James before he even opened his mouth to protest.

“And that’s fine. It’s fine that you’re not okay and- “Regulus took a steady breath before plowing on. “And I’ll be here, no matter if you’re sad, happy, or mad. I’ll still love you, no matter what.”

James’ eyes blurred for an entirely different reason now. This was the first time Regulus said the L word. James had said it multiple times, but Regulus had never quite managed it yet.

“I love you too,” He assured.

Regulus gave him a half smile. “I know,” he said, pulling James close. “And I’ll be here, okay? You don’t have to pretend around me anymore.”

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Jegulus Masterlist

No pretending

Never Love the Sun

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No Pretending - Jegulus

James muttered an excuse to his friends and quickly left the dinner table. He gave a weak smile when Sirius asked if he was okay, and assured that he was, just wanted to get some Quidditch practice in.

As a matter of fact, he was not okay. James rarely was, but he wanted to pretend like he was fine. What reason did he have to be so sad? All his other friends went through something, and James had a loving family, great friends, and he was doing fine in school. So why wasn’t he okay?

James felt like he couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think sometimes, like the voices in his head wouldn’t stop. Everything just got too much to hide sometimes, and when it did, James left. He didn’t want to burden anyone with his stupid problems. It wasn’t like he was actually going through anything.

What James didn’t notice when he left was the slightly concerned face Regulus made from the Slytherin table, watching him as he left, then quickly making an excuse to his friends to leave.

James didn’t notice Regulus following him, because he was too overwhelmed by everything and was just focusing his energy on trying not to cry, so he didn’t even hear Regulus’ footsteps behind him. Regulus grew increasingly more and more concerned.

James went to the quidditch pitch, just like he had told his friends he would do, but he didn’t practice. No, he just crouched out on the grass, and tried to focus his breathing, tried not to cry, but he failed at both. Why couldn’t he breathe?

Distantly, he felt someone crouch down next to him, and he looked up, quickly wiping away his tears and putting on a smile. He still couldn’t breathe though, and was sure he looked a mess.

He wasn’t expecting to see Regulus when he looked up.

“Hi Reggie,” James said weakly.

Regulus, for once, didn’t give James a talking to for the nickname, showing just how bad James must look.

“What’s wrong? “Regulus inquired, unable to hide the worry in his tone. “What happened?”

James slowly shook his head. “Nothing- nothing happened. I don’t know why I’m acting like this,” he still couldn’t quite keep his breathing even.

Regulus pulled James’ hands to himself, and starting breathing louder. “Breathe, James. Just follow what I’m doing, okay?”

It took a couple of minutes, but after following Regulus’ breathing, James eventually calmed down. He felt his cheeks heat as he realized what he was doing.

“I’m sorry,” James spoke.

Regulus looked surprised. “Whatever for?” he asked, trying to act gruff but he still couldn’t keep his concern from his tone. James waved a hand in the air helplessly. “For whatever this was. I don’t know what happened.”

Regulus looked at him with a new understanding.

“You’re used to acting like you’re fine all the time, but you’re not.”

Regulus stopped James before he even opened his mouth to protest.

“And that’s fine. It’s fine that you’re not okay and- “Regulus took a steady breath before plowing on. “And I’ll be here, no matter if you’re sad, happy, or mad. I’ll still love you, no matter what.”

James’ eyes blurred for an entirely different reason now. This was the first time Regulus said the L word. James had said it multiple times, but Regulus had never quite managed it yet.

“I love you too,” He assured.

Regulus gave him a half smile. “I know,” he said, pulling James close. “And I’ll be here, okay? You don’t have to pretend around me anymore.”

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hope you don't mind i did it. Scarlet is my nickname for now, until i find a more gender neutral name i like

Do this picrew it is epic!!! (If u want lol)

Reblog with what you made <3

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LOVE YOUR PARTNER

SUPPORT OUR TRANS BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND OUR AMAZING NONBINARY SIBLINGS

no one will ever know which one

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It's the opposite for me. I'm a Regulus kinnnie, and of course i am looking for my James kinnie

I'm a James kinnie, of course I NEED MY REGULUS KINNIE OR MY LILY KINNIE OR BOTH BECAUSE I'M POLYAMOROUS PLEASE COME HERE I NEED YOU LIFE SEEMS TASTELESS WITHOUT YOU

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it's like she doesn't even know canon

see, canonically, James and Regulus and Lily and Pandora are coraising Harry together, and everyone is happy and gay

That marauders fanfic of Jily’s son written by JKRowling is cray cray, why does everyone keep dying ????

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would definitely recommend!

Important Jegulus news!!!

Yesterday, April 12th, The Mischief Productions released short Jegulus film "A night's tale". I just wanted to tell you because I love it :))

Here's the link:

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please do

Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.