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Something about us(Soukoku)

chapter 5 Man-Eater part 2

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27504406/chapters/67256563

Dazai POV

Today was the day. The day Chuuya and I would officially go on a date. We’ve hung out before but this time I’m surely going to make him mine!

We meet up at our designated  time around late noon. To be completely honest, I didn’t really know what we were going to do besides hang out.

I would usually have a plan on what we would do, or how it would start and end, but this time the only thing I could focus on was that he actually said yes?

I continued pondering in my thoughts on where we would be going until I saw him. My jaw dropped to the floor. He looked absolutely stunning, no gorgeous to a tee.

I knew that his style was sometimes androgynous and out there, but this was something else.

The black cropped turtleneck emphasized how  small and dainty his waist truly was, and how cute it looked when some of his stomach was showing. At the same time it also brought to light how easy it would be if someone decided to choke him by slimming his neck. His red shorts from mid-hip to mid-thigh also contributed.

“Hey dumbass, my eyes are up here!” the effeminate man hissed, trying to get me out of my daze from how nice he looked.

“It’s not my fault Chuuya! I mean, look at yourself.” I joked sternly, pointing at him up and down.

“What do you even mean?” He questioned.

I pinched the bridge of my nose and simply sighed. “You’re wearing a very revealing crop top in the middle of winter! Not to mention those tight shorts and black tights underneath it all!” I tried staying calm and composed but I just sounded like I was scolding him.

“You’re not my mom.” He scowled. “Plus you see this.” He pointed at his face. “I put eyeliner on and I even did my eyebrows, which I hardly do mind you, so just be happy with what you get, ok!?”

“Yes ma'am.” I complied as I grabbed his hand and began walking.

“So where are we even going?” He asked, breaking the silence that was clearly there for a few minutes right after I held his hand in mine.

“It’s a surprise.” I said, giving him a dorky smile. “But I know you’ll love it when you see it.”

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“Jeez, you really outdid yourself this time, huh Dazai?” The redhead was on the verge of tears.

“Whatever do you mean?” I acted as if I had no clue on what I did.

“You’re always talking about my ‘shitty’ taste in hats, but here you are taking me to my favorite hat shop.” he said quite conspicuously.

“I guess you're right about that.” I gave a nervous chuckle. “We should stop ogling at the place and head in now”  I opened the door like the gentleman I am for chuuya.

To be honest it wasn’t out of the ordinary just your usually hat store. It smelled like the  library me and Ranpo would go to but it also smelled like a musty cologne Oda would use from time to time?

What a nice aura I thought to myself

“Let’s go over here” chuuya pestered as he grabbed my arm over to the direction he was talking about.

“What about this one” the small pointed at a black fedora “don’t you already have one like that though?” I questioned “yeah I do, but look at this” he grabbed one of the hats on the rack “it has rose patterned inside though, isn’t that cool!” he beamed ecstatically showing it to me

“Yeah, that is pretty cool but look at this one.” I took off an orange beret on the hat rack “what’s so special about this one?”  chuuya positioned his hands on his hips

“Well if you must know chuuya, it’s orange just like your hair, its cute and it reminds me off a fox just like you” I laughed

“Ha ha your so funny, you should be a comedian” chuuya retorted sarcastically “y’know you should also buy a hat you wouldn’t look so bad with one?”

“I don’t really do hats, I don’t think I would look that good in one unlike you”

“Whatever” is all he said.

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We continued looking around until Chuuya spotted one “How about this one?” it was a short black fedora with a wide brim and a rose on the red band of it

“Not bad dazai” was all chuuya could say “but how much is it though, it could be really expensive?” me and chuuya looked at the price tag. He scrunched his face up

“That’s a lot” his face expression saddened “I’ll buy it for you” I protested

 “Oh, no you really don’t have too I mean it's like 200 hundred dollars in U.S. currency”  chuuya added “Then I really have to buy it if it’s that much now” I answered as I tried on different fedoras and berets on.

I proceeded to the checkout corner to buy it but Chuuya kept on talking about how expensive it was and that I shouldn’t buy something like that for him especially if it was just a hat.

I finally convinced him that it wasn’t that much and that I wanted to treat him on our date.

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“Your really immature y’know” The young male said as he slightly punched my shoulder “Ow chuuya!” I exclaimed dramatically, maybe being in theater really did make me more dramatic than I already am?

“You know you’re happy that I bought it for you” I smugly replied as I looked at the other shops around us “Yeah I am” he mumbled as he hid his flushed face in his red trench coat. 

Chuuya smoothly grabbed my hand as we continued walking until I finally asked “So where else do you want to go now” the smaller man’s face looked up at mine

“Want to go to a club” the man asked innocently not knowing what he was getting himself into later in the night. “Were still 18?” I replied “Were technically not even adults yet?”

“Say’s the person who always ask to drink with me and  occasionally  smokes on the school rooftop” he was right about that part

“That’s because I’m oh so lonely and sad, and you're the only person whom I find nice to hang out with” 

“Well look for someone else then?” he asked I think jokingly “Fine we’ll go to the club later since it’s still like 7” I finally agreed with the man “we could do some Karaoke for the mean time?”

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Something about us(Chapter 4) soukoku

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27504406/chapters/67256563

Man-Eater (Part 1)

Dazai P.O.V

“I know, so do I”

Those words itched at the back of my brain, God, I can’t get it out of my head, I could barely even get some decent sleep because of him. 

Cheeky bastard. I chuckled

There’s no point on thinking about it if it’s just going to confuse me. I grabbed my smartphone from under my pillow and decided to call Oda for advice on what to do.

I called him two times no answer?. I decided to give up he's probable sleeping still I mean it's still only 4:00AM, I put my smartphone back down on my bed and headed to the bathroom. 

It was nothing out of the ordinary just plain white floor tiles a cracked mirror and medication capsule on the sink counter, I started brushing my hair until I heard

the phone ring!

I frantically ran back to my room and picked up the phone "Hello, do you need something" voice yearning with ecstatic as I gripped the phone tightly

"You tell me, you're the one who called first?" the older man's voice sounded as if he hasn't slept in the last four days? "You ok Oda, you sound hella tired?"

The man sighed "Of course I am you woke me up on a Saturday in the middle of the night?" 

I felt kinda bad I mean he teaches a bunch of annoying high schoolers throughout the week and this was one of his only off days, I should've thought of that

"Sorry, I'll call back later in the day" my voice ringed with guilt "No need" the gruff older man said "I can't go back to bed now, so tell me why did you call me again?"

I heisted for a moment, why did I even call him? I pondered deeply in though. I was so caught up in thought that I couldn't overhear Oda calling out my name in confusion

"Osamu!"

The man practically yelled out "Oh sorry about that" I almost dropped the phone out of realization whenever he yelled, but who was he to blame I was kinda blanking out when I was the one to call him in the first place

 "I called because I wanted to talk to you privately" that was slightly the truth, I did want to see him to get the other man out of my mind but this works too.

"Fine, we'll meet at the usually spot"

"Yes, thank you very much" I tried containing my joy but it really wasn't working, it's been awhile since just the two of us have hanged out so might as well make the most of it.

I took care of all the essentials like taking a bath and brushing my teeth and now I was ready to go but before I left I looked myself up and down at the mirror 

"Damn I look nice" I winked at myself while fingerguned myself while I walked out of my small apartment. _________________________________________________________________________

I meet up with Oda at the usual café we attended "Well don't you look damper?"

"Don't I always look damper?" I retorted sharply with my hand on my chest acting if what the man said was the harshest thing in the world

"Whatever you say drama queen" he ruffled my hair making it look messier than it already was"Hey this took me awhile to do"I said in defense trying to fix the mess he made.

We finally sat down and took our orders. He obviously ordered a raspberry black tea while I just went with a pure black coffee, I didn't really like it but I also didn't really hate it either

We talked about our week and whatnot until Oda realized that I was avoiding the elephant in the room "So what did you need to talk about so desperately?" 

the man swirled his drink left and right gently while his eyes drifted at the view in the windows.

"I like someone" I darted my eyes somewhere else not really knowing how he was going to react

Oda face stopped looking at the window at slightly shifted it facing me eyes widened 

"Thee Dazai Osamu likes someone, never in my years would I think that you could say something like that?"

"Oh stop it!" I hid my face in my arms "This is why I don't tell you things!" my skin reddened by the minute "Oh hush, so tell me what do they look like?"

God, I wished I didn't tell him, he was just going to tease me about it later 

"They're short, cute and easy to tease, oh and whenever I tease them their hand go into fist and their face reddens like red pepper it's so adorable I have to show you one day"

"My, My you must really like them to talk that highly of them"the silly man jested at me "Why don't you ask them out" Oda advised

"I did think about asking them out on a date if you must know, but apart of me feels like they're going to say no though?"

Oda raised up from his seat as he flicked my forehead "OW!" I winced in pain "What the hell was that for?" I hissed

 "Dazai, there're no women in this world that would say no to a man like you. Even you know that!"

But the person I want isn't a man I wanted to say but instead I just went with a soft "Your right"

"So...?" Oda said

"So what?" I replied oblivious. He flicked my forehead again "OW, Assho-" he cut me off "Your not leaving here until you ask them out ok" from the tone of his voice I knew he wasn't joking about it

"Fine, fine" I waved the man off as he left the café.

I sat in my seat for a good 30minutes until I mustered up the courage to text chuuya

Mackerel: hey u up?

Of course he's up you idiot i'ts like 2 in the morning I thought

Slug: yeah, you need smth?

Mackerel: want to go on a date tomorrow?

He didn't answer for a while, god this was stupid why did I even take oda advi-

Slug: sure, where thou?

He said yes he actually said YES!, maybe there is a god up there

Mackerel: it's a surprised, we'll meet up at the park near your house

Slug: sure, see u then~

Words couldn't explain how happy I was I fist pumped the air profusely, 

people around looked at me weirdly but that didn't matter I got a date I hummed in my head. 

After calming down a little I realized something what would I even wear though on a date?.

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Something about you (Part 3) soukoku

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27504406/chapters/67256563

I awoke to someone holding me, I turned around slightly and to my surprise it was Dazai. I would've usually scream then hit the Man but it was way to early in the morning and the fact that it wasn't the first time we accidentally slept together, hincing why I refuse to get drunk with him again.

"Where are you going slug~" the groggy proclaimed as he tugged onto my waist "I'm going to make breakfast, you want some?" I tried removing his hands, god he's such a man-child!

"Yes pwease" he's face lit up

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Dazai POV

God, I'm tired, it's been awhile since iv'e gotten a good rest that's probable the reason why I feel so groggy and weird? I grabbed my phone off of chuuya’s desk, it wasn’t so early it was only around 8.

I started scrolling through my post on Instagram. It was the same old thing every day, people would say how pretty I was and how perfect I am. None of them don’t even know me no one really knows besides my chuuya. No one but chuuya. That’s enough fooling around, I got up and started my day by going throw chuuya clothes that I could wear which just consisted of a long yellow hoodie and a pair of gray boxer briefs.

Then I proceeded to go down stair, chuuya’s apartment is really basic unlike him, I thought as I smirked For someone like him with such a colorful personality it really doesn’t show much here?

“You should really wear an apron when you cook so you don’t hurt yourself chibi” I called out to him “Don’t need one” he proceeded to fry the bacon still “You would be a wonderful wife y’know, I mean you can cook, clean, and you're really cute”

The red head stopped in his spot “if you think that’s all a wife does your really never going to get married you womanizer!” He held the pipping hot spatula in my face, if he got any closer I would have really been burnt. “You really shouldn’t point that towards me” I said nervously trying to back up from the shorter man

“And why’s that, I might burn you?” he started corning me

“Uh yeah obviously” his eyes deadlock on mine

“If I burn you it might actually do some good to that small brain of yours” he gracefully turned around and went to the sizzling food. God, he’s really cute when he’s mad. __________________________________________________

“Dwowuntoguut?” I said midway in eating “Finish your food before taking it's gross” a disgusted chuuya said

“I said do you want to go out?” I tried swallowing the food down quickly which resulted in it hurting more than it should, but who could blame chuuya’s food was just that dang good?

“Excuse me but what?” a confused and flustered face appeared on his face, he probably thought I was asking him out. Oh, what a sight that is “Do you want to go out and hang out right now?” I revised the question

“Oh sure, but where though?” he cocked his head to the side still confused

“Where we always go, the arcade” I smiled brightly. Chuuya’s the only one whom I actually showed a genuine smile to

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We both got properly dressed and ready and went outside and drove on chuuya’s bike into the sunlight. It’s been awhile since we went to the arcade and had actually fun, so I treasured this moment and clunged onto chuuya as if he was going to go away _________________________________________

We finally made it to the arcade, and we wasted no time to do god know’s what, we were just being kids and having fun even if it wouldn’t last that long we still enjoyed basking into the moment not knowing when we would have this again.

God, I hate the fact that a small cute red head slug like him could be a better dance than me!, his legs aren’t even that long there's no way a short legged man can be better than a long-legged man like me!, I huffed

“What, are you mad that i chuuya Nakahara am I better dance than thee dazai” he teased at me smugly

“Not a chance, you just got lucky” I pouted “Whatever, I’m just a better dance at DDE than you” the slug said triumphantly _________________________________________

We continued playing various different game until it started to get dark outside, we packed up our prizes mainly chuuya’s and went drove back. The sunset really showed of chuuya beauty as it glowed on his reflection, honestly everything looked more memorizing when Chuuya was in it.

I looked at all the dainty features on the man’s face as he continued to drive into the sunset “I love you” I said clinging onto to him desperately only saying it once because I knew he probably wouldn’t even hear it nor really care if it came from me

“I know, so do I”

I looked at the red head, was I imagining things or did he really confess to me just now?. Chuuya’s eyes were just on the rode, so there’s no way he could've of heard right?, I mean he couldn't.

I buried my face into the other back extremely embarrassed, I’m not supposed to be like this I usually I say something flirty while he blushes so adorable not the other way around right?

The ride continued like this me embarrassed while him looking cool until he drove me to his house and back to mine. I went up to my room and jumped onto my bed

“He couldn’t possibly like me now could he?”

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something about us part 2

Just the two of us

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27504406/chapters/67256563

I started walking home trying to get that idiot out of my head but it seems I couldn’t because that idiot was literally FOLLOWING ME!! “What do you want dazai?” god he’s more annoying than usual today? “I'm just walking home Chuuya~” why does he keep saying the last part so childlike?

“Dazai, your house is literally in the other direction” I narrowed my brows as I pointed at his stupid smug face “I never said I was walking to my house?” the brunette looked at me

“Then whose house are yo-” I stopped myself “no way, you're not going to my house!” “Why not?” the young man shrugged

“Because... Because… BECAUSE I SAID SO!”

“That’s not a proper reason Chuuya” The young man said trying to mock me “Whatever just don't touch anything okay?” “Mm-hmm” the brunette said as he walked a little ahead of me

I paused in my surroundings and observed the cherry blossoms casting down on us realizing that spring was almost over, which also meant that our time as being seniors was almost over.

“Hey dazai” my voice aching with sadness

“What, do you need something?” the man called out unaware of what I was going to say next. “The school year’s almost over, what are you going to do about your life afterwards?” it was hard trying to keep my composure knowing very well this topic wasn't the most happiest of one.

The young man stopped in his shoes and turned around and slowly walked up too me. "I'll just spend it with you, who else dummy?" his lips purred into an innocent smile

"I'm being serious dazai!" he's 18 for crying out loud he should at least have a clue on what he wants in life! "And so am I?"

"Whatever" I dropped the topic and continued walking.

We finally arrived at my apartment and the first thing he did was touch my stuff!

"Keep your hand off remember!" if he keeps this up I'm really going to get a damn migraine

"Oh yeah, sorry about that" he took his hands off of what presumed to be pictures of me when I was younger "When does your mom come home from work?" his voice echoed as he wandered around more

"Around midnight probable" I dropped my bag down on the coach and went to the kitchen "Then that means we have the whole night to do anything till she comes, what should we do."the cheeky bastard hugged my waist from behind as he nested his head into my neck.

"If you keep this up everyone going to think that were dating." I tried unhooking he's hands from my waist "I don't mind, I mean why does that even matter?"

"It matters to me ok." I was annoyed at this point" also get your hands off my waist!" "Whatever" he sighed as he unhooked his hands off my stomach. He proofed himself on one of the chairs and stared at me while I started to prepare dinner

"Whatcha making?" the mackerel twiddled his fingers

"Baked Alaska" I said sarcastically "Really!" the brunette's face lit up like a little kid "No dumbass, I'm just making spaghetti" I poured the spaghetti noodles in the boiling water

"What can I help with then?" he got up from his seat and motioned himself to me "Nothing really, it's a pretty easy dish to make".

We continued chatting about anything until the spaghetti was done and ready now. I took the plates out and poured both our portions of the food.

"Do you have any red wine?" the mackerel said as we waited for me to sit down with him

"Of course I don't, even if I did have it I wouldn't get drunk with you again!" I slurred the last part out "Then what are we going to drink then?" he pocked his meatballs and played with it like a four-year-old.

I went to my fridge and took out the bottle of grape cider and showed it to Dazai "we'll just have this instead then, they're practically the same thing to be honest?"

I emptied out the cider into two fine champagne glasses and started to eat. I continued eating until I realized a certain somebody was just staring at me "Do you need something?" I asked politely which was a first for me.

The men followed with a simple "no" and a "I was just admiring how beautiful you really are" he swished his drink gently then taking a smooth sip in, after that he continued smiling at me making sure not to break contact.

"Whatever" we continued eating in peace until we were both done with our dishes, I got up to put our dishes away but before I could the young gentleman took my arm and said four simple words to me

"Come dance with me~"

"What?" I said unfazed "Come Dan-" I cut him off "I heard what you said but why?" the man took a few steps back "simple. I'm in the mood for some dancing?" he extended his hand out asking me to join him. I heisted for a moment till I accepted the gesture and grabbed his hand.

His soft fingertips trailed down my side getting in positions.

It was awkward at first but I got the hang of it, tried not making contact with him since it was kinda embarrassing for me to be dancing with this idiot, but it was also really nice and warm. I mean not every day does someone like Dazai ask a person to dance with him just for the sake of dancing? So it was slightly special for me.

We danced for who knows how long, but I'm pretty sure that both of us didn't even care, we were just happy to cherish this simple yet romantic moment between us. Just the two off us dancing side by side was fine with me.

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random thought

Akutagawa: “I won't forgive you weretiger, I will kill you!”

Atsushi: “My name isn't jinko or weretiger it’s atsushi we've known each other for 3 seasons now?. Repeat with me A-T-S-U-S-H-I!”

Akutagawa “...........”

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Edgar Allen Poe genderbend fanart

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Finished Lovecraft genderbend

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Lovecraft genderbend

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Akutagawa fanart

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Soukoku fic https://archiveofourown.org/works/27504406

Rating:

General Audiences

Archive Warning

:

No Archive Warnings Apply

Category:

M/M

Fandom:

文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs

Relationship:

Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs

Additional Tags:

Soukoku | Double Black (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Top Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Teenage Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Alternate Universe - High School

I Don't Even Know

Soft Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

POV Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)

POV Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Dazai-Typical Suicide References (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Mentioned Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Oda Sakunosuke Lives (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Love

Why Did I Write This?

Young Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Dazai Osamu Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Language:English

Something About us

CROWLEY101

Summary:

Chuuya’s known Dazai since they were kids but something changed. His behavior changed is what?

Notes:

i got the main idea of the story from the song Something About us hope u like it's my first Fanfic .^.

Work Text:

Chuuya POV

Everything's changed since oda sakunosuke became our teacher, I don't mean by the fact the schools became more lively, but the fact that your usually suicidal maniac changed for better or for worse. But I know for a fact that it huts deeply, it burns and I don't know why. We have known each other for so long, and yet he's distanced himself from me and I don't even know what to do like right now he's sitting in the classroom reading a book probable about how to tie a noose for dummies and I can't walk up to him to talk him due to the fact that if I do he might just be annoyed with me and leave me!

"Chuuya, I know I'm attractive but you don't have to stare so much you know?" the suicidal maniac said

my face blushed red, but I wasn't going to let him get the best of me, so I walked up to his desk with my hands on my hips

"What are you reading this time, oh let me guess how to tie nooses for idiots?" my voice filled with a condescending in it "No. I'm reading about the human body, so I know which place to target next time" he's face gleamed with joy "did you know that if you slit your wrist in the right place you'll only have less that 2 minutes to leave

He positioned the book to face, so I could see it thoroughly. Sick freak.

"your sick you know" my face scrunched up. the man's not right in the head always thinking about death it's like death just oozes out of him, and the more disgusting thing is that he is proud of that!

"Oh I'm just sickly in love with you Chuuya~" he said purring out the last part as he ruffled my orange locks "Don't do that!" my voice heisted "that's gross" my face burned extremely crimson

"Oh ChuuChuu~, you're blushing how cute" he hugged me from behind and whispered "Oh what are we going to do with you know that your so cute~"

"LET GO!" I said trying to get out of his grasp. God, why is he like this. "God your hot then your cold GOD JUST PICK ONE IT'S LIKE YOU WANT ME TO PUNCH YOU!!!"

"Your really cute when your mad you know that Chibi" he said still clinging to me

"Can you stop already!" I turned me down so wouldn't see my bashful expressions

"Stop what though?" his mouth curled up like the Cheshire cat

"You know what" my face still hidden"If you don't tell me I'm never going to know now aren't? I plus it's impolite to look the other way from others when speaking"

I turned around him still embracing him and directed my eyes at his "I'm talking about how you keep teasing me like you're my....." I stopped myself before saying something stupid

"Like you're my what?" Dazai said curiously

"Not saying!" I demanded "Oh please Chuu~" he practically begged me "I'm really curious now?" he stared at me giving me a sad puppy look

"Its like your my.... Lover" I mumbled

"My what?" he smirked obnoxiously. I know he heard me, but he was just teasing me at this point.

"GOD IT'S LIKE YOUR MY-" I got interrupted by someone opening the classroom door

It was the Sophomore Nakajima Atsushi, god things couldn't get any worse now could they!

"Oh sorry I wasn't tying to interrupted anything... I was just... NEVER MIND GOODBYE!" the boy ran completely embarrassed out of the classroom

Dazai looked at me "so what were you trying to say?" he said complete not caring about what just happened. I was embarrassed before but now I was embarrassed and pissed off because dazai probable knew we weren't the only in school right now!

"So are you going to tell me!" he pestered me again

"YOU IDIOT!" I yelled as I punched him and proceeded to leave the classroom. GOD THAT IDIOT, WASTE OF SPACE, SUICIDAL MANIAC, RAT LOOKING BASTARD!!

"WHY DOES HE KEEP ON DOING THIS!!!" I yelled out in the hallway.

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Fyodor fanart

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Dazai fanart

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Moon OC

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Hisoka and Illumi streetwear

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Demon Oc Rudge