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i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

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My dearest love(AO3) has gone of to war(server maintenance), and I fear I shall never see them again(it’ll be up again in a few hours)

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don’t exhaust yourself with hate. show the world that you are capable and full of love

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Silence is screaming in my mind, stuck on repeat. Not much longer, I'll be dead so just forget me. I'm losing my mind, and I don't think you could save me this time.

Hyper-Insomnia-Para-Condrioid by Sum 41

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I’m so funny, get it because I’m fruity 🥲

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"God I'm such an attention whore I'm definitely only doing this for attention" I say, alone, by myself, as I take every possible precaution to hide my relapse from every single person who will see me.

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Never again is what you swore the time before.

Policy of Truth by Depeche Mode

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You have something to hide. Should have hidden it, shouldn't you? Now you're not satisfied with what you're being put through.

Policy of Truth by Depeche Mode

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I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours, but I think that God's got a sick sense of humour, and when I die I expect to find him laughing

Blasphemous Rumours by Depeche mode

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"I'm just a would've been, could've been, should've been, never was and never ever will be."

Bring Me The Horizon, "And The Snakes Start To Sing"

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Neglected children will sometimes go ‘okay time to dangerously deteriorate to see if anyone cares about me’ and then if nobody does, they don’t know how to stop deteriorating on their own, they’ll need help to pick themselves back up.

 And if that help doesn’t arrive, they’ll conclude ‘I was right to destroy myself in a world where nobody cares for me anyway, why should I live at all’ and it sets them on a miserable life path where all they see is chances for self destruction and proof of nobody caring, and from the very start it’s not their fault at all.

Because someone should notice when a kid starts losing themselves and step up and help. Children are not meant to know how to take care of themselves in an environment where they’re neglected, ignored and uncared for. Putting them in such an environment then blaming them for deteriorating is absolutely ridiculous. It takes paying attention and realizing when something is wrong and pulling a kid out of the black hole they’re falling into, before they can no longer crawl their way out on their own. 

It’s not acceptable to let children deal with abandonment and neglect all on their own, and expect them to not grow up miserable, resentful, struggling, and doing harm to themselves. It’s the same harm we never stopped them from doing when they were kids, when they needed to know that someone would care if they’re hurt. If we want functional and healthy adults in the society, we have to notice what is going on with the kids and make sure they’re helped in time. 

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rewarding myself for doing a bit of work with some good ol’ sh 

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Girl of sixteen, whole life ahead of her, slashed her wrists; bored with life.

Blasphemous Rumours by Depeche Mode