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guys i’m not sure what’s happening but whenever i click on my inbox even though it says i have things it there it’s js blank?? if you guys have requested something im very sorry 💔💔 idk why tumblr is setting me up like this i fear

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suamizi doomed yuri fic now ✌️ pronto! asap!

“if you would let me give you pinky promise kisses.”

contents; gut wrenching mizisua angst , mizi and sua are in a established relationship before sua’s death , this is kinda buns

a/n; first alnst request ahhhh!!! i hope this is to your standards oomf! i don’t usually write for ships but all my homies love mizisua so might as well

Mizi feels like she’s drowning.

She physically can’t stop sobbing. Hyperventilating, Mizi buries her head into the palms of her trembling hands, wiping tears in a desperate, futile attempt to calm herself just for more to flow out. Even Shine couldn’t do anything to help. This was the most upset she’d seen her in a long time.

She tries to imagine Sua next to her in an attempt to calm down. She used to bury her head into her chest whenever she got upset. Even if it was something trivial, Sua would gingerly run her hands through her baby pink strands in an effort to soothe her, murmuring soft reassurances to her in the softest and most precious way. In Mizi’s eyes, Sua was sublime.

Through choked out sobs, Mizi babbles her name like a mantra, as if maybe the nth time she said it, Sua would suddenly come back. Come back to her and wrap her arms around her, telling her everything is okay. Yet, no matter how many times Mizi uttered her name, no one was there to answer her.

Why wouldn’t Sua tell her? For her own good? To protect her? She tries to understand as hard as she can, how she could see things from Sua’s point of view, but right now to her, it doesn’t matter why Sua left her. The fact is she did leave, and it’s tearing Mizi apart. It doesn’t matter what Sua’s reasons or motives were, the pain is still there, and there’s no simple way to get rid of it. She just wants her girlfriend back.

Her throat feels dry and raw from crying for so long. She slowly curls tighter into the same fetal position and hugs her pillow tight, her right arm subconsciously hugging herself, trying to simulate the feeling of Sua being there. But a part of Mizi knows it’s not her. It doesn't have the same warmth as Sua's body. It doesn't have the same sweet, comforting smell of vanilla Sua always had. No matter how hard she squeezes the pillow, it'll never come close to the real thing. Yet she still hopes.

With Sua still on her mind, her brain replays some of the best memories she had with her, which is basically all the time they spent in each other’s presence.

Memories of them playing around in the ANAKT GARDEN flood into her head. Mizi bringing the black-haired girl the flowers there, or vaguely heart-shaped rocks. Catching that odd-looking fish in the river and crying over it. Chasing each other in various games of tag, the feeling of the grass underfoot when she and Sua were running through it together. The feel of her girlfriend’s skin under her own when she’d hold her hand. The sound of her laugh earned by Mizi doing non-sensical things just to hear it once more. Mizi holding up her dress up to Sua, seeing how the cream-colored dress would look against her complexion.

As fatigue from her crying begins to take over her, Mizi slowly drifts off to sleep with the feeling of emptiness still heavy in her chest. Hoping, wishing, praying that when she wakes up, she’ll see that familiar face and hear that beautiful laugh of her love, right next to her.

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hi guys! i js wanted to make a small post addressing this, but when you request, please remember that i write for oc x reader, not oc x canon! i promise im not saying this to be mean or anything, but over half of the requests i get are people asking me to write for their ocs (poorly) disguised as the reader.

i’m not saying that your requests cannot be detailed (atleast not to the point where you’re writing the fanfiction yourself..) but please remember my rules for requesting when you come into my inbox! i’d be happy to write anything as long as it adheres to them.

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so erm.. guess who’s back

requests are open!! i’ll be writing some of the ones in my inbox meanwhile :3

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REQUESTING !

. i strictly only write sfw works. i write for alien stage, hunter x hunter, cobra kai, and persona 5 right now, but i’d be happy to reach out to other fandoms!

. do not translate or repost my works w/o permission

. i have no posting schedule

. i focus on x reader writings, they can be drabbles, headcanons, and one-shots

. i write for female and gender-neutral readers

. most of my works will be written with a romantic dynamic in mind (unless stated not to in request or other things)

. i don't write for things like pedophilia, incest, poly relationships, yandere and gore, fics with mental illnesses, disorders or self harm. i'm not comfortable with that.

. please be specific with your request! like plot, gender, etc!

. there are times when i might get an ask i am not comfortable with, so i am sorry if I do not answer! i have the right to ignore/deny any requests, please don't take it personally. <3

- racism, homophobia, ableism, etc, is not welcome on this blog.

. this list will most likely change later on

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PERSONA !

. ann, makoto, futaba, haru dating hcs

. goro and ren dating hcs

. futaba character hcs

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HXH !

MAIN FOUR !

. cuddling hcs

KILLUA !

. killua w a civilian s/o

GON !

. nothing yet..

KURAPIKA !

. dating hcs

LEORIO !

. nothing yet..

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MY WORKS !

. persona

. hxh

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hello everybody…! 😭😭 i’m so so sorry for my inactivity.. school + my personal life has absolutely fucked me over 💔💔

for now i’m going to remain on hiatus, i’m not sure when or if im going to begin writing again but for now im going to leave my blog up until i make a decision. i’m so sorry to everyone who requested bc they’ve js been marinating in my inbox but i promise that if i come back ill get to them first thing (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ )!!! tysm for your support and patience ( ;´ - `;)

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HELLO?? i logged back into this account to check for requests and noticed THIS??? 😭😭

i honestly didn’t rlly expect to do very well when i started posting since im not super confident about my writing BUT GENUINELY THANK YOU SO SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!

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hello lovely!!!!! i made a request a little bit ago but i saw your post saying they all disappeared so i’ll ask again!! (if that’s okay of course!) i was wondering if you could maybe do killua with reader who is super smart (like eidetic memory super high IQ genius) but who is somehow still situationally and socially dumb?? sorry if this doesn’t make sense 😭 (something i was thinking of is reader getting caught up in a telephone wire while trying to talk to gon or something like that) have a good day!!!

₊ ☆ ‧₊˚ → killua x reader hcs!

cw: none

a/n: hihi dear anon!! this request is so me 😭 thank you for requesting again, i hope this is to your liking :3!!

- oh god

- i feel like he’s more.. like weirded out instead of mad because he’s seen what you’re capable of

- specially if you’re physically strong too

- like how can you take down an army of FULL GROWN MEN that are TWICE YOUR SIZE without breaking a sweat and the next thing he knows you’re trying to pull a push door

- so when you trip and fall, or miss yet another social cue, or can’t grasp a situation immediately..

- he’s js like “are you serious right now” and stares at you with a deadpan expression before helping you up or explaining

- after a while of being friends, he kinda just got used to the fact that even though you’re basically a genius you’re going to manage to trip on every obstacle in your way

- the longer you guys are friends the less second hand embarrassment exists to him because everyone around him is also used to it 😭😭

- you’re constantly being called idiot/stupid by him

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woahhh free promo!!! thank you chat (,,>ヮ<,,)!

waves nervously

hallo everynyan

killua girlies (⌒0⌒)／~~check them out ok. thank you .bai

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breathe we’ll get through this

thank you anon 💔💔💔

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tell me why i log on here and see that all my requests in my inbox and my drafts are gone tumblr do you think you’re funny

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hi!!! i saw your requests were open so i wanted to see if you could write either just character head cannons or general relationship head cannons about futaba (p5) ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ it would be greatly appreciated!!!

thank you!! have a great day!（╹◡╹）♡

₊ ☆ ‧₊˚ → futaba character headcanons!

cw: none

note: idk why i didn’t post this sooner i js remembered it was in my drafts js now 😭😭 anyways here are some of my personal hcs for futaba! i actually already wrote relationship hcs for her here if you would like to read those ^^

- so futaba apparently dyes her hair according to an art book

- the reason i think she dyed her hair is bc she rlly liked a character that had the same hair color 😭😭

- i also think she would have freckles

- and/or acne

- LOVESSS halloween!!

- i think the phantom thieves would actually all go trick or treating w her

- at the end of it they all trade their candy w each other

- has an account on practically every social media there is

- definitely has written fanfiction before

- this is a pretty common headcanon for her but i do think she is autistic

- loves making carrds/rentrys/strawpages

- former gacha kid

- it’s canon that she likes video games but specifically i think ; splatoon, animal crossing, kirby and the forgotten land, etc

- on the subject of video games, whenever she plays mario kart she picks bowser or yoshi

- had braces when she was younger

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hi!! May I just say that I love your writing! Keep it up🫶 Btw I want to request some dating kurapika headcanons please? Only if you want too of course!

₊ ☆ ‧₊˚ → kurapika dating hcs!

cw: none

note: tysm!!! i hope you enjoy this! im so sorry i haven’t been very active and it took me ages to finally get to this ( ;´ - `;)

- kurapika was a little shy at the beginning she to the fact he lacked relationship experience, so naturally it was a bit awkward.

- although it was slowly, he then started to become a bit more comfortable and confident

- due to him being involved in the mafia, i dont think he’s super into pda. the most he’ll do is maybe hold your hand or place his hand on your hip.

- he’s very protective over you. he’s scared of the risk that you could become a target of the mafia, or even the troupe.

- he’s a very gentle lover in general

- since he’s always busy, either because of his job, tracking down the troupe, etc he’s exhausted when he finally comes home. you basically eat and then cuddle until you’re asleep.

- talking about cuddling, i think kurapika will be the little spoon a lot of the times. he’s not against being the big spoon, but specifically when he’s tired or just wants to be comforted he prefers it.

- pet names consist of “darling,” “my love/love,” and/or “my dear/dear.”

- i see his love language being acts of service and/or words of affirmation

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Happy September 1st y'all!