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My entire childhood I wanted so desperately to have a pet lizard. They are a special interest of mine, and I even wanted to become a herpetologist for about six of those years. But I was never allowed to, and they were overtly prohibited from entering the house.
Now, living with my partner/cg, I still can’t quite believe I have THREE lizards, of two different species. When I have a bad day, or simply want company, they sit on my shoulder/lap/arms or explore nearby. I rarely do school work without a lizard on my laptop or sleeping on my desk.
far from being resigned to their presence, my daddy dotes upon them. He handles them so gently, knows all their favorite treats, and even has pictures of them in his office at work :)
there’s a specific kind of whimsy that comes from long-held childhood dreams being made real
#actually autistic#lizard#special interest#agere little#agere community#sfw agere#sfw age regression#sfw caregiver#caregiver appreciation#age regressor
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What summer feels like to me, as a little who adores all things vintage and spooky 🎠✨
(all photos are my own/are of me and taken by my daddy)
#sfw agere#age regression#sfw age regression#agere little#agere community#sfw littlespace#agere moodboard
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i have been working on this one chapter of my Jinx agere fic for over a month now, and still haven’t finished.
I have the entire concept in my head, but haven’t had the spoons/time to actualize it fully due to summer classes. Someday soon it will be posted ðŸ˜
#arcane fanfic#actually autistic#arcane fic#jinx and silco#jinx arcane#arcane#arcane agere#arcane silco#jinx agere
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NEW PAPA PERPETUA PHOTOS !!
Photos by Jennifer McCord / Rolling Stones UK
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I am so grateful for fanfiction as an outlet.
I can pour an absolute abyss of thoughts and feelings into narrative form and then some people actually read and like it?! It’s just so touching, particularly when I write about age regression, chronic illness, or mental struggles.
AND I can explore those topics through/with comfort media.
AND it's also a hobby I can do from my beanbag, even when feeling unwell. I love fanfic
#actually autistic#arcane fanfic#fanfic#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#agere community#age regressor#actually bpd
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i wrote another chapter :D
When It All Burns Down (18188 words) by spiderbaby Chapters: 4/7 Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jinx (League of Legends) & Silco (Arcane: League of Legends) Characters: Jinx (League of Legends), Silco (Arcane: League of Legends), Sevika (Arcane: League of Legends) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Age Regression/De-Aging, Sickfic, Medical Trauma, Jinx Needs a Hug (League of Legends), Silco Tries to be a Good Parent (Arcane: League of Legends), Jinx Has PTSD (League of Legends), Protective Silco (Arcane: League of Legends), Crying, Night Terrors, Platonic Cuddling, Codependency, Father-Daughter Relationship, Bedtime Stories, Hair Washing, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Chronic Illness, Angst with a Happy Ending, CW: canon-typical needles, Jinx loves fireworks
Summary: While Silco is immeasurably grateful that Singed managed to save Jinx’s life, he has grown increasingly concerned about the shimmer’s side effects. Plagued by a litany of symptoms, his Jinx has been losing her trademark sparkle. Even the doctor himself has proven unable to provide answers. After all, no one has ever survived this particular procedure before. But Silco vows to find a solution, no matter the cost. In the meantime, there is nothing he can do but comfort her; as if the tenderness of his embrace might drain the poison from her veins.
OR:
Jinx feels little whenever she’s sick, and shimmer makes her feel sick quite often. Fortunately, Silco is there for her, day or night.
#actually autistic#arcane fanfic#arcane fic#jinx and silco#arcane#jinx arcane#arcane agere#arcane silco#im hyperfixating again#jinx agere#agere fic#agere community
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Blasphemy. Heresy. Save me.
Ghost - Satanized (2025)
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sobbing as I don my Grucifux. I cannot WAIT for April 25th 🖤
Papa V has been revealed.
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My new bear from the Oddities Expo! 🧸 🩷

i thought his pink eyes matched my top quite nicely 💖
[Eyes and tattoo redacted for at least a semblance of secrecy haha]
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✨ Little moment of the day: shooting bubbles out the window with a shark-shaped bubble blaster while my daddy drove 🫧
The weather was so nice, so we drove around to look at trees and clouds and listen to music :)
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I have schoolwork demanding my attention today, but the urge to lie on a blanket outside and write Arcane agere fic is STRONG ✨
I have waaay too many thoughts about Jinx and Silco—so much so that I have expanded my latest fic yet again
#actually autistic#arcane fanfic#arcane fic#jinx and silco#jinx arcane#arcane#arcane agere#arcane silco#im hyperfixating again#jinx agere#sfw agere
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