damnitsnikk

[damnitsnikk]

Dear,

One time, I woke up without knowing that something big was about to change my life.

One time, being in starbucks felt more nerve wracking than any other days.

One time, I decided to make that move and kiss you.

I fell for you. I was falling so hard everything seemed unreal. Like when you were little, and your dad getting home from work with a present for you. You weren’t expecting it, but it came and it made you really happy. 

Each and every single day, it kept on happening. I kept on falling even deeper and that scared me. I wanted to always be with you. I needed to be with you. Did you feel it too? I knew you did.

We kept on making memories together. The laughs we had, the romantic moments we had, our first moments like first night together, first date after we were official, first time we rode on your motorcycle, first time we kissed in a cinema, first time I drove you, first time we hung out with your friends, first time you met my sister, first time I cooked for me and vice versa, first time I bought you flowers, your first birthday with me and vice versa, first candle thingy for you, first fight, first break. And even a lot more firsts that we went through together, I can never forget those.

I am writing this because I know, I proposed to you, and you did say yes. But it is a really cruel world where you could be taken from me any time the universe want to. This is a cruel world where being in love isn’t right at all especially when you’re in a same gender relationship. It is cruel enough that you can’t have your family supporting you in your own wedding when it’s all that you want.

I love you, I love you with all my heart. And the only hate I have for the world is how you could not marry me because I’m not a guy, because your and my family won’t be in our wedding and giving us their blessings. But believe me, I really had a good time imagining our future together, how I would take care of you and our children in the future, how you would tell me to sleep somewhere else as you sleep with our baby. Which might now happen now. I’m still hoping for a miracle. I still want those to happen. You know,

cause I love you. I love you with all my heart.

[damnitsnikk]

[damnitsnikk]

When everyone knows you're gay and tries to set you up with literally anyone...

just..how..again

[damnitsnikk]

Stop Weight Shaming the Flawless Sasha Pieterse

Ok, I guess it’s time for me to weigh in on this because I’ve read the last fucking “Sasha is fat” comment I am going to read today and there are too fucking many of them! I try to stay out of stupid fan comments and pointless banter but I can’t ignore this anymore. I love and respect Sasha too much to just sit by and let fucking idiotic people drag their knuckles on the ground and insult her and call her fat! Sasha Pieterse is not fucking fat! Sasha Pieterse is a goddess, she is flawless, she is beautiful inside and out and if you can’t fucking get past the fact that she has matured as she has grown up, then fucking go run into a wall and stop polluting the human gene pool!

Sasha Pieterse started filming Pretty Little Liars when she was 14 years old (some people suspect it was really 12). She was thin back then, and had the body of a young girl. She was a pretty young girl, and that’s part of why she got the role, but it was also because of her acting ability. Even Troian Bellisario who was much older when she started filming Pretty Little Liars, said that Sasha, who is the youngest of them, made her feel like she was in high school again being bullied and controlled. Sasha was that talented an actress at 14 years old to make someone much older than her feel intimidated by her. More than that, she was able to act completely against her own personality, but I’ll get to that. Below are pictures from each of the seasons leading up to season 5.

 Somewhere in Season 5b Sasha started to gain some weight. Many people suspected she was pregnant, but the truth was two things. First: She was now 19 years old! She was maturing into a woman. She was no longer the small girl she was when she started the show and yet that was what everyone had come to expect from Sasha and how they expected the flawless Queen Bee to always look. The other reason is; she has a hormone imbalance. This is something she can’t help. It threw her into a depression for a little while, but she had great co-stars who loved her and helped her through it (Including Troian who has dealt with eating disorders before). Many of her fans came to her rescue too, as I am now doing. This was Sasha in Season 6.

Last Sunday seems to have breathed life into these pigs arguments again after her appearance at the Teen Choice Awards. People are saying that she is fat and that she’s hideous and a bunch of other fucking garbage. GUESS WHAT, SHE’S A FAR BETTER PERSON THAN YOU WILL EVER BE!

Sasha Pieterse is one of the nicest people in Hollywood today! She is beautiful, graceful, smart, and a very talented actress. I do not understand why people feel the need to weight shame her or attack her in any way. It’s usually trolls who have nothing better to do with their lives. If this rant is bugging you or stinging you in any way, you should look at yourself and ask if you’ve ever been guilty of this fucking shit! Leave Sasha alone if you can’t say anything nice. Sasha is NOT fat, she is beautiful inside and out! She is an amazing actress and a wonderful person. She is beloved by millions, myself included. So if you can’t appreciate her for who she is, then back the fuck off and shut your fucking mouth!

[damnitsnikk]

how.

[damnitsnikk]

You know you guys are best friends when...

me: Start the conversation, please.

le best friend: you freakish little freeeaaaaaakkkk!!!

me: nice!

[damnitsnikk]

One day you're madly in love, then the other day you're screwed

everyone

[damnitsnikk]

Just something

Okay, maybe I don’t know the very first thing about writing a blog, but I really want to write things.

Here’s a story about this unique life

One day, I woke up having this life goal and being super determined. But a few days ago, I woke up being too caught up in the moment that I almost gave up. The obstacles, and how life has too many unexpected things, to be completely honest, I am still doubting it. But I still don’t want to give up.

Trust me, everything will try to make you change, it will change you. It’s your decision whether you want to embrace the changes and be better, OR embrace the changes and be worse. Do you get what I mean?

Trust me, no matter how much you believe that you are not changing, you are not the person you were before. BUT... it is your decision, to change and be better or to change and be worse.

I am not a wise person. Unless you think it’s wise of me to say such a thing then it’s your opinion. I’m just expressing my opinion. Maybe it will be useful, maybe it won’t. Maybe people will read it, maybe they won’t. But then again, an opinion of someone else is kinda good, you know.

Anyway, just something~

[damnitsnikk]

[damnitsnikk]

I've been trying to write an Emison fanfic.. I hope it will be.. well, at least good enough~ coming soon!

[damnitsnikk]

This shit better work

[damnitsnikk]

My Addiction

It all started when I went to this cafe by the beach. It was a really nice spot to hang out. Then I was offered to take a sip from that cup. I never really liked it before, but somehow, that day was different. It tasted really good. Ever since that day, I started ordering it everywhere I go, and up until today, I’m still addicted to it.

That was the story of “How my addiction to coffee started”

Reblog if it happened to you too. #teamProcaffeinating

[damnitsnikk]

From the first network that brought you the original Countdown to Season 7, we’re starting a new countdown to wrap up the days we missed after the premiere! Want to participate? It’s simple! 

RULES:

♥Reblog this post ♥All eligible posts will be reblogged as entries. Winners will be picked daily! ♥Posts will not be accepted if they contain stolen gifs, edits, etc. YOU MUST POST YOUR OWN WORK! ♥Negative posts or submissions will not be accepted ♥You do not have to be a Rosewood Network member to participate, however, you do have to be one in order to be eligible to win

The sky is the limit for your posts- be creative! We can’t wait to celebrate everything Pretty Little Liars with all of you. Once the days are complete, the second round of TRB’s “A” games will be officially launched, so get excited!

Make sure to tag your posts with #TRB Countdown as the very first tag so we can see them!

[damnitsnikk]

Emison || Probably Leaked Scenes

[damnitsnikk]

Reasons Emily Fields is relatable af

- super gay - really likes plaid - falls in love with anyone who’s nice to her - and some people who aren’t - broke as hell - bought an Apple Watch anyway - once got drunk and vomited in a bathroom - once got drunk and dug up a grave - the nicest and most insecure of her friend group - but was the first in her friend group to kill a man

[damnitsnikk]

Emison line from 7x10! What do you guys think it means?

[damnitsnikk]

PLL: 7x08 "Exes and OMGs" press release thoughts:

1. So obviously Paige returns. Ugh. Buuuut, that’s good for emison.

2. Emily goes for a job at Rosewopd High as the swim coach. So does Paige. That’s where they see each other - blah blah.

3. Alison decides to (conveniently) go back to work in Rosewood High in her teaching position.

4. BOOM. EMISON. Alison will see paily interacting and she’s gonna be so fucking jealous. And the bitchy Ali returns #thankyou

that is all. i cannot wait for this episode.