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I like the bnha ending because it pisses off my supervisor who practically bullied me for not being a real nerd.

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The Olympics is over but don’t forget the Paralympics starts on August 28th!

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Sardine! 1903. Source.

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Game Boy Color Promotional Demo (1998)

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I can't believe I am saying this. But I got rejected by an incel and a "manlet." I had failed relationships with geeks and nerds because they disrespected my life choices. Also I really don't like it when they bully and isolate me for not sharing a fucking discord or not watching some show every theater kid reject will dump in two years. Now that I became a real goth and those guys are lining up, I really don't want to reach for low hanging fruit anymore. I am tired of my self worth nosediving because I followed advice from the fucking internet and dated and chased those materialistic excuses for adults.

I don't care if you're rich, go fuck yourselves if you're in that group. From now on my self worth is determined by me, not some four eyed freaks who would cheat on me with a shorter woman because a website told them it will give them internet points.

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I hate fish, I am never cooking it or reheating any breed of fish in the house again. I hate the guilt tripping over leftovers, the guilt tripping over the destruction of our ocean, the guilt tripping and the physical abuse I faced over my weight, the lack of cooking options, the improper heating instruction, the toxic fumes that destroy my mother's flowers and the whole world, the verbal abuse that comes from doing ANYTHING WRONG, and the torture that is deciding what to eat during lent, the constant need to ruin a "healthy" dish for taste and texture, the guilt tripping over waste, and all that verbal abuse over a stupid serving. It's trauma. Why didn't society in all it's lazy and hedonistic glory abandon cooking fish yet? I don't know. I my physical health is second to my emotional wellbeing and I am sick of ignoring my emotional and psychological wellbeing for a blood relative.

Guilt, guilt, and MORE GUILT.

It's all an excuse people do to torture me. I fucking hate living in New England and all the seafood. This is why I hate those stupid vacations in Maine. Out of all the towns with the majority population being somewhat Mediterranean in Massachusetts, my family happens to be the worst at cooking fish. I'm sick of associating seafood with guilt. My mother prefers to ignore my boundaries when it comes to my sensory needs. And until I find a safe option that isn't beer battered scrod, I don't think fish will be associated ANYTIME. I can't even eat shrimp nor scallops because somebody is going to get an allergic reaction. Crustaceans and mollusks are out of the question.

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Long Tail of Comet Pons-Brooks ©

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The Big Problem in Dutch Football

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Thank you Tifo. You reminded me of a horrible incident that happened to me the other day. (Trigger Warning: it's long) 

Last Week, this one customer ranted to me how he's moving to the Amsterdam from Boston. I'm trying to be happy for him, saying "Oh the Dutch have a great soccer league!" and then he went ballistic on me. I get he's upset, I'm reticent around college sports myself ever since my guidance counselor said no on my desire to go to a four year; but nobody wants to see a wrinkly douchebag berate a cashier in public for talking about sports. (I'm happy my co-workers find college sports entertaining, they are emotionally stronger than I am who demands academic loyalty). Like I get we Boston sports fans are nuts compared to the rest of the US since I am one of those meat headed Boston sports lovers who goes to duck boat championship parades; but get a grip, this isn't Danny Phantom. We didn't resort to throwing flares yet. We don't wear that antisocial hooligan badge with pride. 

I look back on this, and I deduced he was on drugs or something since he was wrinkly, pallid, and the pupils of his blue eyes were dilated. He's like 170cm and has a shitty accent and will go ballistic if he sees a sports jersey that says "Boston." He has white hair so you can't confuse him for your run of the mill leftist or your average Andrew Tate fan. He doesn't even deserve to be called an incel or Karen. Even social justice warriors love sports enough to protest over sport washing and major sports bodies holding major tournaments in places with oppressive regimes like a lot of Ultras are already doing. Don't get me wrong, I might not be surprised that the 2026 Men's World Cup could be protested here but then again if people don't want to see games in the US they can go to Canada or Mexico. But nobody wants to see that wrinkly bastard go on a nerd rant over people who like to seeing muscle men play kick balls with mad skills.

 He was one of those stupid people that thinks Europe doesn't have sports culture. Which is false. I wish I could tell him clearly that there are hooligans in Western Europe that are more frenzied than your average American fan but no he makes it hard for me to speak properly like I am getting lectured. I couldn't defend myself. We just got a new Department Manager and I don't think she's ready to deal with our town's level of Karen-hood yet because I don't want to see her sad. My last Manager left because of this. I could not finish my shift on time as I broke down started crying for hours, and it involved several meetings with the bosses chastising me for the remainder of the week after he fucked off. Even threatening to discuss this with my mother. This was the third March that involves me having me cry loudly at work and almost getting fired over something stupid. It’s pointless to defend yourself when you work retail. Like I don't give a damn what you like and what you hate about my special interests. If your bullshit rant sessions, scream fests, and arguments threaten my sense of security, school records, and puts my career in jeopardy, I will not be happy with you in the near future. I don't like being yelled at. 

AND YOU PROVED ME RIGHT.  Even the Red Sox and Yankees rivalry is less frenzied than whatever the hell Feyenoord or Ajax fans are doing. Heck Honduras and El Salvador started to war with each other in the 80s because of the events unfolding during a soccer/football match. I even watch ultras burn their own tifos or banners with flares over YouTube for fun. To them, Americans act way too detached and wholesome for their liking and protests made by fans are usually rare. 

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Just want to show this picture of some wildflowers I took yesterday