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[deexhell]

16/05/24

Same same ?

[deexhell]

15/05/24

Same

[deexhell]

14/05/24

...

I didn't went to the gym but I didn't binge ...,

🤷🏾‍♀️

Good day

[deexhell]

13/05/24

I didn't went to the gym but stayed healthy and didn't binge 💖🥹

[deexhell]

12/05/24

Didn't went to the gym today

Ate a lot kind of watched lots of movies

[deexhell]

11/05/24

I went to the gym today . I almost didn't I got dressed at 6am and went out but I wanted to go back home right away.

But I did it I did 50min cardio ( bike and I walked )

I'm happy ! I didn't binge yet which is great I had chia seed with lemon in the morning. And now I'm planning to make some home made onigiris 💃🏾

[deexhell]

10/05/24

Weight : 115kg ish (I haven't weighed myself since two weeks ago)

I bought cute clothes to go to the gym today but I didn't went at all.

I went 3 times this year and I have a membership since mars 2023 😔🫢.

I'm a bit ashamed but I'm also proud of myself cause I went alone one time ( out of three times)!

[deexhell]

[deexhell]

Why?

Hello to everyone! This blog is my safe place !

I'm trying to lose weight the healthy way!

For the first time in my life I actually got a gym membership and I'm actually committed to going regularly I went 3 times already, and it was so great but it's actually not easy going back alone cause I'm a bit shy/anxious in public .

Anyway this blog is a way to keep myself accountable. I'm on Tumblr since I'm 15 ish, I was there when some messed up things were posted . I DO NOT CONDONE ANYTHING HAVING TO DO W Ed and things like that .

My post may be triggering thoughts cause sometimes I binge eat (I eat my emotions a lot sadly).