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God, I can't tell you how much the "there's not enough enrichment in my enclosure" joke has helped my mental health. Because, for some reason I can't comprehend, pretending that I'm a zoo keeper caring for an animal (which is also me) just makes everything easier to comprehend. Like "Your head gets screwey when you're apartment is messy" just doesn't carry as much resonance as "The tiger becomes agitated when its enclosure is cluttered" because then I'll be like, no shit? The tiger? I've gotta keep things nice and clean for the tiger.

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Undertale au. Everything is the same, except Sans is now Sans Italic, so he 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, he 𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 and he’s 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨.

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Same with new wildlife, so many babies that may have died of dehydration without ever knowing anything different

There are so many bugs during a drought that didn’t know that rain exists and thought that being deprived of water was a normal experience.

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There are so many bugs during a drought that didn’t know that rain exists and thought that being deprived of water was a normal experience.

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Three months. Three months is has not rained. But finally, the forces against us retreated and we may experience petrichor once again.

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Going to the science museum today, all is right with the world.

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It’s been 3 months since it’s rained, it’s been over 100° outside for 2 months, and I’m allergic to everything. I want one of those simulators like in Star Trek Next Generation so I can go outside without instantly dropping dead.

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If you keep procrastinating and hate that you’re procrastinating, but feel like you cant stop…. Thats not procrastinating, thats executive dysfunction, and that will take more work to overcome through trial and error and finding out what works for you. You are not “lazy” and you certainly aren’t a bad person because you haven’t found what motivates you. Don’t be too hard on yourself, you’re trying your best. - A

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Playing Mario and Luigi bowsers inside story on my DSi, effervescent.

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A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can't Seem To Figure It Out:

did not eat

new hyperfixation and no time for it

have not done a creative in 24 hrs

Bad Sounds

clothes are touching my body

cold

people

one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel

last time I drank water was ??????

nervous nervous nervous nervous

got a Slightly Worse grade than expected

last hug was ??????

slept a full 45 minutes

lonely ............

guts are shredding (again)

have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs

stuck inside

too much screen time

Yay Overwhelm

room is disaster area

have not talked to Person in a while

bored

imposter phenomenon (again)

no current routine

how long have I been working???

Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

something is actually wrong

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Good (early) morning. I’ve shaved my legs for the first time in a month and I feel naked.

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Hello. It is currently 2:17AM August 2nd 2022. I’m going to be trying to better myself with my physical and mental health, so I figured I might as well document it. Maybe I’ll post some art stuff too, if I actually make anything.