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Misunderstanding: Scorpius Malfoy

A/N: Hello my loves! I love it when you guys ask me to request and this one is a good example of this. Anyways, I love writing for Scorpius, he’s such a complex character I am truly in love with him. I did alter the request more to fit into Scorpius character if that’s okay. Enjoy!

Warnings!: none except for hate???

Pairings: ALBUS X READER (platonic) JAMES POTTER II X READER (platonic) SCORPIUS MALFOY X READER (hatred to romantic {a little})

REQUEST: ANON asked: More Draco Flirting please. And a Scorpius x (Gryffindor) reader where they dislike each other because she's Georges daughter. but scorpius keeps trying to be nice to her and she eventually dates him.

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The sound of the food and the utensils being placed from their mouths to the plate and onward seemed more interesting than the conversation that he was holding with Albus. He kept on looking at the Weasley at the table next to James, Al’s older brother. Scorpius cuts his friend off and begins his own conversation with his own bold statement. “I think James and Y/N are having an affair.” He blurts out playing with his food. “Wait for what?” Asked Albus being distracted by the very confusing statement that Scorpius just blurted out. Scorpius is smart, and he knows something that Albus didn’t know.

“I don’t understand-” Albus said once more causing Scorpius to look at him with a gentle stare. “They’re dating.” He says in simpler words to make sure Albus knows what he’s talking about. “Who?” The brunette asked. “Y/N and James.” He said strictly. Both of them make their eyes move to the Gryffindor table where 7th year James Potter and 5th year Y/N Weasley talked and presumably flirted. “They’re not.” Albus retorted trying to eye the situation in a brighter light. “What’s up with you and her anyways I thought you didn’t like her.” Scorpius just laughs silently to himself. “I don’t know why she’s so tangent with him.” He’s still looking at them.

He’s observing how James smiles at her and she smiles back but with a brighter smile that outshines his smile completely. Ever since they have entered Hogwarts together there was a rivalry between that they both mutually established.

Unfortunately, it grew bigger when Y/N made it as a prefect for the Gryffindor house gaining them more power than most of the students with them. From the other side of the perspective, Y/N and James were having a good conversation. Until James brought up the fact that his little brother and his friend were staring deeply at them. “Don’t look but Scorpius and Albus are looking at us” Like she was told she looked straight at them. James hand suddenly made it side of their face pulling them back to his side of his vision. As he began to become red she laughed and playfully pushed his hand away.

“I told you to not look.” He told her as she looked at him with innocent eyes. “I know, I just wanted to take a peek, okay!” They both smiled at each other’s comment, and they pulled their hair back. He laughs at them as they look at their food once more. “I wonder if they were talking about us-” they said in unison. Y/N’s eyes grew bigger as James adjusted his posture to gain back composure. James and Y/N didn’t realize but their laughs were dying down, and looking towards James watch read that they had about 5 minutes until lunch ended which meant that he would walk her to potions. As they both stood up he leads the way as they followed before him.

Scorpius and Albus walked to potions together talking, “what’s up with you today” he asked Scorpius who just looks at him and shudders his shoulders. “I actually don’t know. Y/N’s just been on my mind lately.” Albus was wondering why but he didn’t worry about it since he has been this apprehensive around Y/N since they were first years. As they sat down they started to bring their exam. The exam to make the drink of despair. He began to make the concoction as Y/N began to freely make the potion without hesitation.

It had taken her about 10 minutes faster than the usual, and before adding the last ingredient she called for the professor to come towards her side of the table. “Proceed,” they say as Y/N placed the last ingredient and the potion turned a pitch oily black. A smile arose on their face as the professor congratulated them with a smile, and silently walked away.

Scorpius was almost done with his own and called for the professor. He had taken about 15 minutes to finish, and as the professor came forth he had placed it making the same potion as Y/N, but in a longer interval. He blew his hair out of his way with his mouth blowing air. He began to look at Y/N once more. He began to think about her more frequently, and it was because of her presence with Potter that began to tick him. He didn’t understand what was going through his head but he knew it wasn’t good. He made his head think that this was a rivalry, and not something else.

He couldn’t like her, they both had established that even though they were both friends with Albus they tried to get away from each other. They didn’t know why, but it had been that way since 1st year and they didn’t try to change anything. Realistically he had tried to ask Albus but he said that Y/N was more interested in stuff than to worry who liked her or not. It wasn’t that he made himself seem off-putting it was the fact that he was an alpha as so were they. It was a moment that was established.

He was thinking about how to bring it up to Albus again, he didn’t want to be annoying but he wanted to know more.

He craved more knowledge on something he has been so anti about. It was this year that he started to want more, Scorpius was confident in himself, but this topic made him nervous. Something about them was unsettling him and it was being he was insecure around them. Or maybe it was the fact that they were hanging out with James Potter more than Albus. Scorpius made himself think that he was protecting Albus, but he knew in the back of his head he didn’t understand why they would like and or associate themselves with someone like him. The golden boy, he scoffed. Albus is better than he is, and they should know that.

He thinks to himself that he is doing this because they met Albus first, and that means Y/N should put him first and hang out with him. Not that he cares about them in the first place he just feels that they should be putting Albus first.

As Scorpius is thinking, Albus failed the potion twice and was now beginning to feel the pressure from his peers, he knew that he could do it. Y/N was looking at him fail shaking their head whenever he made the same mistake from the last time and altering something that didn’t need to be altered. Y/N was determined to help him, so they grabbed their wands and started to use some of their magic. Y/N was skilled in nonverbal magic but no one really knew about it since they have doubted her since she is the daughter of George, and he wasn’t really known to be a powerful wizard.

She concentrated really hard to make the objects move. Albus started to see that the containers were moving by themselves he looked around to see who it was and saw that it was Y/N. He sighed in relief as he let her do her thing. Then they stopped and he got concerned that she caught and looked back only slightly to get drawn back by the pen moving onto the paper. With instructions. He smiled as he did them exactly how it said to be. He was thanking the heavens above for a friend like her. What they didn’t know was that there was someone looking. It another classmate named Riley, she had always hated Y/N for her looks and her smarts. Riley knew this was an opportunity to strip her of her title of prefect and ruin the clean and sharp imagine Y/N has made for herself. She smiled as she also stealthily took out her hand and started to interfere with her magic. Although she didn’t know very well nonverbal magic she whispered spells to contradict what she was doing with Albus. He was getting close to add the last ingredient until Riley made the vile move closer to him indication to use it. Y/N noticed from the start that she was trying to counterbalance her magic. Then she stopped all completely, Albus should know the rest of the potion since there was only one step left to finish it off. Y/N turned around in her seat and sat down with a smirk. Y/N knew that the professor heard Riley whispering spells towards Y/N who just looked like she was observing her wand. Albus raised his hand with pride as he indicated that he was done with potion all together.

The professor came to Albus and smiled at him, and told him “Good job.” Once he did that Albus looks at Scorpius who was thinking still about the problems that were going through his head. As everyone started to pack up the materials and throw them away if necessary, Y/N walked to Albus who was packing up. She did it once she was done with her, as she had only to put up some because once she was done she had done most of them. Placing a hand on the table, Albus looks up from the materials and towards her. “Merlin, thank you so much for the help I thought I would never finish that potion” Y/N chuckled as she saw Scorpius waiting at the other table for them to stop talking. “No problem, that’s what friends are for anyway right?” Y/N and Albus didn’t realize that Riley and the professor were talking. “I will have to talk to your parents about the behavior you’re displaying at this school.” He told her as she just listened and thought of ideas she could get back at Y/N. One idea popped maliciously into her head.

Once she was done talking, she turned around and towards the door seeing as Y/N and Albus were still having a conversation. With the flick of her wrist and a few spells, she had made the potion of despair spill all over Y/N. Albus turned his eyes towards the spillage, and as Y/N immediately went to the floor with tears flooding her eyes. She was in extreme pain as all of the potion had made itself all over her torso and her legs. She tried to rub them, but it didn’t work. The pain made her pass out from the extremeness she was going through. Albus went to the floor with her and called for help which made Scorpius aware that she was on the flood lying down from the potion.

The professor came to their aid, and they took her to the nurse.

Y/N had woken up. With a bolt to her movement, her head began to hurt causing her to lay down and try to relieve the pain. “Geez,” she had said before looking to her side and seeing a worried Albus right there with them. He looked up from his stare at the floor and smiled since they have taken up. Y/N looked at his dark brown hair. And looked at the windows to see it was almost sundown and that she had missed Quidditch practice. “I’m glad you’re awake I thought I had killed you back there.” There was a laugh between them. “You didn’t and aren’t you glad?” She said to try to remove the tension from them both. He stood up and hugged the figure on the bed. “Thank you,” she said as she also wrapped her hands around them. “Do you know who spilled the potion?” She asked because she knew that Albus didn’t.

“I don’t know” He admitted, and she looked at him again. She was trying to think, and the only person that came to her head was Scorpius who was watching Albus and them talk. The doors of the nursery come open and come through Scorpius Malfoy with his face in a neutral position. A smile on his face when he saw Albus. “Hey,” He said to Y/N as he sat down with a chair next to Albus. “I just want to say that I didn’t do it. It was Riley, she was mad at you.” He looked down instead of looking at her. As she looked at him she knew in the back of her head that he was telling the truth.

“I know you might not want to talk to me but I know that you hate me…” He said trailing off in the end. Her face scrunched up and questioned. “I don’t hate you, I thought that you didn’t like me.” She said back that confused Albus and Scorpius together. “I thought you didn’t like me because you kept your distance away from me.” She said as he looked up at her “I kept my distance because you kept it from me!” He claimed as Albus laughed.

“Oh Merlin, you have hated each other for years because of a misunderstanding. Imagine a world between you guys!” He said making them look at him. He smirked. “I’m sorry about all of this.” She said to him as they were locking eyes together. “I am too this is so dumb I’m glad we made up.” Albus hugs them both and makes them get close.

“Finally, my best friends are together!” He said to the air. “Together?” He asked, “I thought Y/N was dating James?” He asked the question that was begging to be answered. “Me? And James? What an odd accusation, James is my friend!” She defended herself. “I don’t like him like that,” She continued as a piece of Malfoy came back together. The conspicuous that they might be dating was relieved, and he couldn’t be anymore happier. He wouldn’t admit it but he finally registered that some of that may be some jealousy towards James, and now that he knows the truth a large amount of weight was now released.

Along with some of the hatred, that he had was miscalculated into something that he didn’t want to admit was liking someone. Now he finally understood that some of that were because he started to think that she was prettier than the rest of them, that she was smarter. That she was more significant than the rest. He finally can rest knowing that some of the reason he was thinking about her was that he liked her. Right now, wouldn’t be the time to say, but Scorpius swore he would find a time to tell her. For right now he laughed.

Scorpius and Y/N finally laugh in harmony.

A harmony that waited to happen, and eventually when it did was a beautiful one.

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boyfriend ; tom riddle

A/N : lmao i’m back from the dead!! with a banger! so yes since it’s summer i will be updating so!! yeah!! and i will start of requests soon so watch out for that too! i also made this at 3 am pls bare with me.

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warnings!: nothing except for mild smut.

the noise of a mouse could be heard but the noise of a creeping person trying to get the attention of their lover could not. and that was what (Y/N) was doing, trying to wake up their “boyfriend” Tom Riddle. they laughed as they kept on sending up magic paper airplanes to the room to send a signal for him to wake up. the plan had been failing for about an hour.

but, oh, they were determined to make sure they got the satisfaction they wanted. the power was what they wanted and they knew from who to get it from at 2 AM. suddenly, they sent the last one of the collection of 30 up. it took about 6 seconds to get up the stairs then the sound of it going through the door was heard. but it was different. there was no indicator. there was no way that (Y/N) could check. they could never.

so they just sat close to the fire place trying to go to sleep, when a paper airplane flew into the fireplace making them look back. a crowd of paper airplanes came crashing through the stair case. they were baffled that someone had sent them back, and straight into the slytherin fireplace. after the crowd of them came to end they saw the culprit.

no other than tom riddle himself. there was a smirk plastered on his face as he was wearing a black tank top with sweatpants that matched it. his slim figure came through the attire and the fireplace light had made it seem more dramatic.

the attention of (Y/N) had came back to the fireplace that now had paper and sizzling the paper making them brown, black, and ash. no longer flying to annoy Tom ever again. blinking hard they turned back to see Riddle moving close to them on the couch.

“why do you dare awake me?” he asks as he stares them dead in the eyes. there was no response except for (Y/N) getting situated to push him down with a shove. their hands now being on top of his chest and his expression changing. he doesn’t mind being the bottom.

—for now.

they straddle Tom as he let’s the real magic begin. his hands move to their body and start going up and down making sure he has ran through all of the spots he could’ve missed in the last time.

he never missed a spot.

(Y/N) lowered themselves down and came close to his ear, close enough to distract Tom on why he was disturbed in the first place. “what if i want to see my “boyfriend”” they said in a voice that was so mellow it caused shivers to run.

there was no response as they began to kiss Tom placing their hands on his cheeks. he was hungry and it was obvious, he had grabbed their thighs and pulled them closer to the good spot.

as the pull apart he looked at them clod in the eyes “i’m not your boyfriend” (Y/N) does nothing as their hands move down to his chest once more. their head now hovers over his neck.

Tom won’t admit it, but he loves how close he can feel their breathing. he will never admit that though. “if you weren’t my boyfriend, then why can i do this.” the snarky comment then led to (Y/N) placing their lips on his neck.

butterfly kisses among his neck then led to harsher kisses that made Tom groan. it had escalated quickly as he made another noise when a hickey was placed on the place he loves. he had hit another wave of ecstasy when (Y/N) had bit it. not hard enough to draw blood, but enough for Tom to feel pleasure.

“i hate the word boyfriend.” he said in between hickeys being received. he then pulls their face closer to his and makes out with them in harmony. their heartbeat starts to take over faster and faster. “don’t tell me i’m an exception.” they fought back after they broke the kiss.

“i’m not your boyfriend” he said once more reminding them as he grabs the bottom of their shirt wanting to pull them forward. there was a slight struggle between them. “do you want this or not” they asked as they placed their hands on his.

slowly but surely they started to run up and down his torso and thighs to get his worked up. “n-o” he said in between pants. “are you sure” they said as they started to go faster and faster. there was now something hard between them.

Tom looked at them in triumph, the more he neglects the more they will pick up the pace. ending him with a win either way.

or so he thought.

they had suddenly stopped. they pried Tom’s hands off of them and they had gotten off of him smoothly. they stand cross armed and looking at him. he hates being looked down upon. so he stands up with them and looks at them dead in the eyes once more. he was still hard and didn’t do anything to fight it. “couch now” he demanded.

they didn’t move which angered him. “now” he said as he started making them back up until the hit the couch with their bottom. he had the power now and there was no stopping a horny Tom Riddle.

as he slightly pushed them and straddled them making sure that he didn’t hurt them. he looked at them again. “kiss me” he said placing his hands on either side of their head. they didn’t move again. causing him to give up and kiss them in the process. their hands then flew to his face trying to get the kiss deeper.

they both had smiled into the kiss and tom had rolled his eyes. oh what he had to do to get some pleasure. but it wasn’t any pleasure that he could get. this was a new level of pleasure that some nobody couldn’t give him. he had fought for this and it made it 100X better.

they had let go and looked at each others faces one more time. “you’re not my boyfriend” they retorted back and they placed their knee up to his bulge. as they slightly kneed it he grunted.

“i’m not your boyfriend, i’m your formal lover.”

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MASTERLIST edited 7/8/18

AVENGERS

pietro maximoff

fighting (1) (2) (3 ending)

chris evans

interview (one shot)

captain america

steve watching you pick up thor’s hammer (imagine)

ATTACK ON TITAN

levi ackerman

he, who (prologue)

BFU (BUZZFEED UNSOLVED)

ryan bergara

actions. (one shot)

HAIKYUU!!

tsukishima kei

angst (one shot)

sawamura daichi

need (1) (2/ending)

KPOP

EXO

park chanyeol

soccer (one shot)

STAR WARS

kylo ren

The First Order Club (1) (2)

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diaboliimperii · 5 years

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Who do you write for?

hi, love! i write for Marvel, some harry potter (if you go down on my page), star wars, and anime! shoot ahead with a request if you want!

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THIS IS IT CHIEF

That’s what should’ve happened

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If you’re a fan of

- Shameless (US)

- Degrassi

- Stranger Things

- Black Mirror

- Dark (Netflix)

- Brooklyn Nine-Nine

- Tom Holland

- Thomas Sangster

- Harry Potter

- The Maze Runner

reblog this then I’ll follow you

it would be nice if you follow me back :)

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my TL is kinda dead asf so reblog this and i’ll probably follow you :)

must like marvel, tony stark, steve rogers, and…that’s basically it

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Prompt list!

Here is the prompt list! Please make some requests the queue is widddeeeee open right now. Feel free to request any character, not just the ones I have already written! Alright let’s have some fun!

1. “I love you, you idiot.”

2. “That’s never going to happen.”

3. “I can’t believe you don’t like Disney movies.”

4. “Damn, when did y/n get hot?”

5. “Only if you give me a piggy back ride!”

6. “Who doesn’t like waffles?”

7. “Just shut up and kiss me.”

8. “Is there a reason your crawling through my window?”

9. “You’re everything to me.”

10. “I had the weirdest dream about you and now I can’t stop thinking about you naked.”

11. “just tAKE THE JACKET”

12. “I can’t stop blushing… You’re not helping!”

13. “I’ll always be here.”

14. “You’re my nerd.”

15. “We could just make a fort…”

16. “Hey! Don’t do that! You can’t do that to me!”

17. “I don’t regret it, not even for a second!”

18. “They’re right behind me aren’t they?”

19. “Then come here and make me.”

20. “Sometimes I wish the sun wouldn’t go down.”

21. “Were you ever going to tell me?”

22. “I’ve never said that to any one before.”

23. “In your dreams!”

24. “Oh bite me!”

25. “I’ve never been more in love with you.”

26. “Can you just hold me?”

27. “Nothing would make me happier.”

28. “Dance with me?” “But there’s no music!”

29. “Where’s your shirt?”

30. “The least you could do is not hog the blanket.”

31. “You should stay hydrated.” “What?” “You should-“ “I heard you…”

32. “Have you seen my… oh”

33. “You’re not always right you know!

34. “I can fix that.”

35. “For the last time I AM NOT JEALOUS!”

36. “Is this you trying to seduce me?”

37. “Wait… is this a date?”

38. “If I did anything right in my life, it was falling in love with you.”

39. “ I just can’t stop thinking about you.”

40. “I just miss you every second of every day.”

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he who, waits (8) / l.a

a/n: sorry for the LATE update ! please forgive me I have done no good for you guys, I suck sorry!

request here! // or in the blog description // hc’s and imagines! and everything in between

warning(s): language

pairing(s): eventual!boyfriend! levi x reader, brother! impliedtwin! marco bott x reader, bestfriend/lover! jean kristein

word count: 3.1k

(So like on mobile I can’t tag my previous stories so just try to find the previous ones under the #rowenasfic tab or #rowena writes stuff. Or go to my master list! The rest of the other chapters do have the other chapters!)

Once Jean hit the glass of the headquarters more glass started shatter in front of him, he was seeing all of the familiar faces of his fellow cadets. He was relieved that Marco, and his squad made it. He was waiting, he was on edge. While looking at the faces he didn't see hers. Jean was looking around to see if she was going to show up anytime soon, but she didn't show any trace that she was going to show with the rest of the cadets. He was Marco, he was next to Jean the whole time complimenting him.

He didn't see her though, she left faster than everyone after Mikasa, yet she wasn't there. Maybe she was taking more time than usual. Did she run out of gas? He asked himself as he places a hand on his face while trying to find a possible explanation why she wasn't there. Marco was also looking if she was going to come sooner or later. "Where is Y/N?" Marco asks as Reiner does nothing but stare at the hysterical Jean. Reiner left Y/N to die, yet he did nothing but look at her boyfriend who was about to have a panic attack.

Jean looks up from his gaze on his hand and looks at the other people who were hiding under a desk. He asks questions, but since it was going out of hand he decides to punch him on the face. As he raises his foot to kick him, Marco takes his shoulders in his hands, and begins to consult him while pushing him back. While yelling someone yelled "Hit the deck!" And the faces were worried more than were a couple of seconds. The ground shook under their feet like a earthquake as they turned their head to see the face of titan on the side of the wall.

It has smelled from them afar. Marco let go of Jean as Jean started to curse. They all started to go further in the headquarters as Jean stood there thinking that one of those titans were successful with eating you at this point. He stood there in shook. "Y/N" was the word that was all over his head. "That liar!" He yelled. "Y/N you fucking liar! You said everything was going to be fine! But it's not! Fuck you! He said to the air, as it was the only thing he had to say.

He was in shock still that it was the last time that he saw the girl he fell in love, he was shocked that their last conversation was about his first kiss. Jean was regretting to not kiss her, in the moment. He regretting fighting with Eren in stead of listening to Y/N. He never knew it was going to end like this, and it was all because of him. Jean had messed it all up. It was all gone because of him. Her jumping off the roof was going to be the last time he ever saw her. He wanted more time with her in future, but it was all finished with her. Because of him.

Everything slowed down when he saw a fist of something hit the cheeks of the titans that were peeking in from the other side. He was on the other side of the vision and he was taken back from what he was seeing. It was a titan that had hit them with pitch black hair. It was a titan that he didn't see before. "Wha- Oh my god" Was al that came out of his mouth. Windows shattering made him look at the window. His hopes came up, but fell as just fast as they came back as he saw that it was everyone but Y/N. Connie was thanking that they made it time, but he didn't see Y/N anywhere.

"Where is Y/N?" He asked as they all looked at him. "We didn't see her. I thought she was already here seeing as she was going really fast." Connie replied to the worried jean in front of his face. Jean's face faltered more and more, and he was getting sadder by the moment. It was already confirmed in his head that she was gone, because he didn't keep an eye out to her. Connie then pointed out to the abnormal that had punched the titans before hand. He was explaining how it was fighting the titans and it didn't care.

Jean's world was already spinning thanks to the disappearance of Y/N with no clue nor trace of her being alive. And now an abnormal making it easy for them to go through? This was fucking up his head so much. He didn't know what to think at this moment of crisis. Now he was getting guns assembled to go down to try to fight off the titans. As they were assembling it, they were wondering why it came down to this. IF Y/N was here maybe he''d be smiling with her as she said something to make him smile. Maybe he's hold her hand one more time.

It was going to be different without her now, and he hated it. It was like he missed something, but it wasn't an object it was a person. How much of a coward he was because he let her out of his grip. It was like every time he saw Marco there would be something missing from the picture. It was her who was missing from the picture. Marco was also looking down. It was like when he didn't see come to the front of the window he had lost half of his soul.

His mood was depleting as the time came. He looked at Jean and he missed someone there making him to look at him. It was something that he missed, his mood had dropped down from his usual side as his twin of life hadn't showed up. Everyone around him noticed the most affected by her absence. Reiner and Bertolt looked at each other almost every time Jean and Marco looked at each other with sad eyes, and kept on doing their work. Her presence as much as it was irrelevant it was like there was someone with a strong personality missing.

"Captain!" Petra said to the man approaching her as she was tending to the injured. "I can't stop the bleeding." She said as her eyes were searching for the answer. "Captain." The injured man said in a frail voice. Levi took steps forward, and kneeled down to see the cadet face to face. "I'm here."

Levi looked at him with the same expression as anyone before him, "Did this make a difference? Was I helpful?" He asks him with a even weaker voice ringing in his ears. Weakly, he raised his arm with all the force he had left "Please, sir" He begged as it rose more. "I don't want to die without helping mankind." It was every soldiers dying wish to know they did something good and impactful to the mankind. Levi took his hand in one forceful strike. Levi looked at him dead in the eye. "You did a great job today, soldier."

He was now crying, the injured man as he knew these were the last moments in his life. Levi kept on talking to him, and he was listening since he knew that it would be a honor to hear the captain complimenting anyone before they died. "And you will keep doing it. Your strength won't die with you, the torch will carried on by me." Levi's eyebrows furrowed as a response to himself. "I swear this by my life. The titans will be eradicated!" He said in a louder tone than usual. "Captain." Petra said making Levi look away from his view. "He's dead." She said to hm as he looks at the body in front of him.

"Did the man hear what I said?" He asks as Petra looks at him. "Yes, sir. I think he heard it all. Look at him, that's a face of peace." Petra said in between her soft spoken sobs. "We can hope." Levi said as his gaze goes to the ground, letting go of his hand and raising himself up from the position he had himself in. A voice boomed making him turn to the sound. It was Commander Erwin with the rest of his squad behind him. "We're pulling out." He told the Captain. "What do you mean?" Levi asks as he looks at his direction.

"You damn well know we can push farther." Levi lowers his gaze, "My men didn't die to pave our retreat!" He exclaims to him. Erwin looks down on him. There's a swarm of titans moving north bearing down the city." Erwin's words sting as both Levi and Petra move backward in their stance. "It's just like 5 years ago." Erwin tells the group as he turns the other way. "Something's happening to the city." Suddenly a soldier next to him clears his throat. Erwin gets reminded of what he was missing.

"We also found a cadet from the 104th training corps unconscious out on the ground. She has been dispatched to the hospital, but she seems to be in critical state. We think it's Y/N Bott..."

Levi's heart was hurting to know that Y/N is in critical condition. Why was he hurting the way he was when Y/N was just another cadet. His heart was pounding and it wasn't a good pound. He knew that she was just another asset to his life and sure, she spent more time than the usual soldier, but in the end she was just another. But, if she truly was another person why did his head start spinning and his heart start diving deeply? He suddenly wanted to see her again, to see if she truly was in critical condition.

Levi was preoccupied with how she was that he didn't realize that the day went on so quickly. It seemed like every time he hard her name, looked at her, or even spent time with her. Time would become slow and break apart to smaller fragments. Levi knew thinking that would make him crazy, but maybe that's what he liked about her.

Making him crazy.

He knew that he was a viable part in her life, but she didn't know is that she was also a viable part to his life that he never wanted to admit to. It was her who he would think about some nights where he would miss her presence entirely. Like always, he would never admit this. He would never come to the facts that she was something else in his life that was 't irrelevant like the rest of the things that swirled among him.

He would visit her every day, Levi would see her lifeless body begin to wither as the days went without her getting the proper nutrition. He could notice that her body was fighting for her will to live, and it bothered him that he couldn't do anything about it. He was cornered by the person who dared to stare him in the eyes. The captain wanted to do something, but with his limited time he knew he couldn't fulfil anything that was necessary for her to come back from the coma-state she put herself.

Jean also was growing more mad as the days went. Once he found out that she was transported to the hospital, he went to find her immediately. The girl that was courageous enough to head out, and make sure the titans didn't get in the way was now in the hospital, and he blamed himself. He wanted to make sure he would see the day that she retorts at him one more time. He wanted to see the day where she would hold hands with him again. Jean wished that she would be there to steal his first kiss before anyone else. He wanted to be happy. With her. Jean was making sure that he would visit her again to see if she would wake up when he was there for his 1 hour of visit.

Unlike Levi, who would write down the things that happened that day to show Y/N when she wakes up, Jean talks to her, and holds her lifeless hand with one swift move. Jean would express how much he missed her with so much love lacing his words. Jean would come tired from his day of training, and he would miss out on seeing her, and would regret it immediately. But, unlike Jean, Levi never missed out on a day to see her. He would always find a way to come even if it was for 1 second or for hours. He would always be there to see her on the bed, with a neutral tone on her face.

Flash.

It all came down crashing, when levi heard that the military had some very compelling evidence that Y/N could be one of the abnormal titans that put down the wall in the first place or could be affiliated with who was behind it. Now that Eren showed that he was a titan-shifter, the public was questioning her. It was a domino effect happening right in his eyes. Eren is now considered a titan-shifter, and many of the cadets among her training class began to wonder if she was too.

It was when Reiner brought up some compelling information about her disappearing when the worst times for the cadets seem to appear. He and Bertolt made some her seem like she was affiliated with the attack, and because it was Reiner who said it, it became popular with the people in the dorms to talk about.

"Reiner, made some pretty good facts that she could be with the attacks, and that's why she'll be in the courtroom with Eren, she'll be tried too." Commander Erwin told Levi as Erwin sat as his desk while telling the frustrated Levi the situation. "Are you shitting me?" Levi's voice rings in the office of the commander.

"She's an idiot, she can be cocky, she's stupid as hell, she's annoying, she's obnoxious, she's arrogant, but she is not, I say, not whatever you're making her out to be, Erwin."

Erwin looks at how distressed Levi is at his comment about the Cadet he knows not too much about, he notices how he jumped on the defensive side as soon as he finished his sentence, and how cautious he was with his words. Erwin wondered why he was acting so selfish with a cadet who was under him. Levi sighed as he ran ah nad through his hair. "I'm done here." He shifted his weight on the chair in front of the desk where Commander Erwin sat in. He stood up with in one swift move. Levi made eye contact with blue ones who were confused with his actions.

Turning away with one motion that was fast and done with a mere second he moved on to the other side of the room with his feet taking him to the door to leave the Commander who had the audacity to accuse the girl he now knew better than anyone else that wasn't Marco or Jean. His hand touched the knob, and turned it only slightly with his hand moving the door open so he slip through and leave with ease. Erwin was still puzzled with how he was acting. Levi never acted out, and he usually agreed with everything Erwin said, but this time it was the polar opposite.

He had already visited for the day, so he began to make it to his office. He walked making sure that he wouldn't run into anyone else to make him blow a fuse. As he name it to the door of his actual office, the one that was for him, and not one he used to observe the cadets in the 104th corps. The door opened with his force, and he moved in to sit down on the couch type place where she would lay down sometimes.

"Shitty brat."

He told the air, as he remembered that in a day she would be tried as a human if she woke up, but if she didn't she'd be tried as a dead person. He stood up, and began to walk to the desk to pull out the journal to write about another day that she missed due to her carelessness. His hand made it to the bind of the journal, and his fingers began to swipe to find the page that was available for him use. He found a blank page, with nothing written on it as he found his ink and his quill. When he wrote in the journal he didn't sit down on his desk. He sat where she sat down when he made her paperwork, and it made him express himself so freely, he understood why Y/N picked the spot.

Day XX

If you're reading this you're still asleep in a coma state, like the idiot you are for getting yourself in this situation. Nothing important happened except for the fact that when I was doing paperwork there wasn't a brat there to bother me to help me. There was something that made me blink twice. Someone delivered me a pendant that was green and purple, and a ring that was red and blue. They said that it was to be delivered to me to deliver it someone, but they didn't say who. The pendant looks like a 3 year old made it, and it looks dirty, but I tried cleaning it and it wouldn't work. I wonder if you know who this is, because I noticed you have one like it, but the opposite colors. Other than that it looks like someone professional made it from yours but not this one. It looks horrible, and it made me think about your brother again. I heard the news about his death too. I didn't know him as a cadet as much as you, but it reminded me that you're going to wake up with a dead brother. Marco died with honor, and pride, and loyalty under his belt, Bott. You should be honored that he was your sibling. As much as a shitty person you are, he was a lot like you like I hear. But enough of that sad bullshit.

Another thing is that you're going to get tried to be associated with the wall attack, and I have no power to stop it. Erwin, told me a couple of minutes ago, and there is nothing that he could do something about it. Eren is also getting a trial in his favor for being such a brat. It's happening tomorrow, and awake or not you're going to have the trial. You're so fucking screwed, and it's your fault.

Just wake up, Y/N.

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he, who hopes (7) / l.a

a/n: ooooooooo what will happen to jean and the reader’s relationship?? will it break, and cause her to drift towards levi like she planned? or will it grow and cause her and levi to falter?

request here! // or in the blog description // hc’s and imagines! and everything in between

warnings: mild language / death (??)

pairing(s): eventual!boyfriend! levi x reader, brother! impliedtwin! marco bott x reader, bestfriend/lover! jean kristein

word count: 2.4k lol

prologue part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7

His hand slipped onto her hand to reassure her it was going to be okay. But in the end there was a sense that it would be the last time they held hands. He was trying to find some excuse from her eyes, but all she was doing was trying to find a way to tell him that she was worried for the safety of the rest of her friends, and him. She, on the other hand was trying to find some reason to withdrawal from his hand.

Jean was shifting as the man in front told them to get assembled since there was now a hole in the wall. The man with a look that could scare any others from the view made himself clear to make sure that the vanguard to get assembled, and to help. It seemed like they were going to war, and this time was going to be forever. Y/N interlaced her fingers with Jean instead of just holding his hand. The action was needy, and worried with caution.

Jean was thankful that she did that, it reminded that she was going to be his side on the way to the battle field that could potentially cause them to fall onto the ground, and no longer look into their eyes with a potential eye look again. Y/N on the other hand was worried, she was confused with how everything is going down to the hole once everything has been aligned. She was infatuated with the world being so against her being happy. Her head was enraged with how it was going for her right now.

"Defend till the wall's evacuation is done."

Were the words that rung in their heads as they were reminded that they were going to be in the field that was in danger to everyone, even them. A very dangerous mission this was, yet they were ready to risk it all to make sure that they have another day in the wall. Even that made them realize how much others had to put in the situation. Y/N's hand was about to get sweaty any moment now since Jean was clamping it. He wasn't worried for himself, he was worried for the girl he was holding his hand. He wanted to make sure she was safe in his presence.

Y/N was trying to focus on the things she was going to try to save humanity one time. Even if it meant she had to sacrifice her life to make sure the people she cared about were safe and they were going to have one more day. It was a hard thing to think about while there were many thoughts that were blocking her hearing the rest of the things. She could only feel. As much as her head wanted to process, all what was going through her head she couldn't. It was almost impossible to even think about the outside of the motions her hands were doing.

Suddenly her hand was ripped off of the one she was holding when the group of people held their fists to their heart, and she did too just incase she was missing anything. His eyes were shaking in the inside of his head trying to find people. The crowd of people were running and trying to find their gear in order to make sure no other casualties happen. Her hand was no longer sweaty since the contact from Jean was no longer there.

It was all a blur she is a smart girl, and her not comprehending the things that are moving through and out of her head made her question her way of her thinking. "Why did this happen now?" Jean asked while covering his face, he asked as there she was standing next to him, stunned, and immobile. "Just one more day, and i'd be heading to the interior!" He cried out while Y/N just watched, her heart was in a tension she couldn't break. It was in the 6th dimension and she couldn't get it back.

Bertolt just looked at him with worried eyes, both of them adverted to Christa comforting a boy who was throwing up. Jean got up from his stance, and began to fast walk to the other side of the corridor with Y/N following up behind him still trying to do the things the was used to be doing. "What the hell man! What's wrong with you!" Eren screamed making her head move up from her look on the ground.

"What're you talking about? We're all about to be titan chow. You want me to sing you a goddamn song?" He retorted to Eren who had a grip on his arm. "You're loving this aren't you, little psycho, course you are!" He exclaimed to the boy in front of him. With his immersive strength he had his almost of the ground.

Eren then grabs Jean and starts lecturing him about the death we signed up for. Jean's expression softens from the one he had before hand, it was deathly afraid. Jean then made eye contact with Y/N and turned away spitting a curse, and walking away without or with Y/N. She caught up to him with some jog. She was trying to get by, but it wasn't working. Her hand made it to his arm, and she touched it softly. He turned around.

"It's going to be okay, I swear."

He looks at the motion from the girl next to him, and he looks down at it. "Tch, don't make promises you're going to break." He told her. "When have I ever lie to you?" She replied as her hand trailed down arm to his wrist where she held it with a hint of force mimicking the softness. Instead of her initiating the contact, his free arm took it in his power to push both of them in a hug worth lasting for. "Don't fucking lie to me." He said. "I won't." She replied as quickly as he did. Jean and Y/N both wanted them to stay there until the fight was over but that was no chance. Y/N pushed herself out, and looked at his eyes.

"Now, let's give those titans hell."

She was free again in the air with her hair hitting the wind with her hands moving with the rhythm of the person in front of her. Jean. He was gliding with his gear on his belt trying to make his way to fight off the buildings. It's been about 2 hours since they were out to do the mission. And the titans have made their way to the place they keep their gas chambers. It was a messy scene. They saw Connie, and placed themselves in front of him. "Where are they? Did they all die?" Connie exclaimed to the people in front of him.

"If they lost their will to fight, I can understand." Jean said finally feeling the desperation from the people trapped. Y/N did not though, she was still with some sense of hope, but she was worried with how Marco was doing. She knew she was with his squad assigned still alive, but it seemed like he didn't want to be bothered. Bertolt and the rest of the squad were rattled more than usual. "Jean..." Were the words that came out of her mouth to comfort, the boy next to her. He was already drenching in despair. Jean was ready to give up to the titans. Y/N made eye contact with Connie, then he began to give a slight pep-talk.

"We've got to take down those titans!" Jean looked up from his sight on the ground to Connie, who was doing hand motions that would make him seem with more energy. "It amounts to the same thing if we sit here. The titans will sure be here as well." Y/N looked around at the others who were sitting or standing on the tops of the buildings. Jean was sitting with Y/N on his right side. Jean's usual boastful face was no longer there it had traces of hope nor faith. He was worn out.

"You're using your head for once, Connie." Jean said Connie hit his gas chambers. "But, do you think we have to capacity to pull it off?" He asked as he turned to face Y/N. Her face was in a neutral position while looking into his golden eyes. All she did was nod at Jean. "The veterans in the vanguard have been killed. Within our group of rookies, who was the knowledge or the experience to pull off an attack?" He asked, while turning his head to the rookies who were hurting as much as he was.

Y/N was fidgeting with her arms trying to do something, or say something about the situation. "I mean let's assume half of our force survives the initial assault. Then what? The supply room is probably crawling with titans. I don't see us accomplishing much in there." Connie cringed up at the words of Jean. Connie's eyes were searching for an answer, or even a speech that he could rebound with Jean's. "I guess it's hopeless." He claims, as his shoulder make themselves move down to side like they were before. Jean sighs while looking down. Y/N was looking to say anything, or to even save their hope but there was nothing that she could do to save them.

"God! What a dull life this turned out to be." Jean said as Y/N's head began to find Jean's shoulder to lay on. She wasn't tired, but she just had felt like she had to place it on him. Jean's free hand started moving up to run a hand to his hair as a sign of desperation, and tiredness. Y/N had scooted down closer to him, initiating more contact between them. "I never got to have my first kiss." Y/N opened her eyes wider. "Are you okay?" She asked as she left his shoulder. She turned to find his face. "I mean, yeah." Jean responded to her.

She stood up from her position she was in. She heard Armin's weak voice ring in her ears. Armin was crying because the squad he was in, died in battle. Jean also stood up.

Everyone started to look at Armin as he kept on talking. Y/N spotted Marco. He spotted her back. He immediately turned his head when Mikasa called out his name. "Marco. If we get through the titans at headquarter, we can refuel our gear and everyone can get back over the wall. Is that correct?" She asks. Marco looks over at his squad members. "I guess so. Even with you leading the attack there's just too may of them." She looks at Marco dead in the eye.

"I can do it." With her remark Marco looks confused and startled. "What?" He asks. "I'm strong. I'm stronger than all of you. I'm very strong. I have the ability to slay all of the titans that block our path. All by myself."

Everyone was taken back by her words. Mikasa was so confident with her words it made others believe her more than usual. Everyone was speechless looking at her as if she was some god. "This is supposed to motive us? This is all your fault Eren!" He exclaims. Y/N ebgins to block out his sentences one by one, as she starts to back up. As she's backing up more and more, than usual. Jean doesn't realize what she's doing until he hears running to the front of the roof leaving the others. Y/N moves swiftly as she releases herself to fall into the ground then to release her ropes to gather herself to the roof of other houses. Jean looks at her, and begins to yell at her. Y/N's listening to how he yells at her without his caution.

"Y/N!" He screamed at her as she began to follow her. The rest became a domino effect because of Mikasa, they all followed who was the strongest. It was something that gave them hope to do. All Y/N wanted to do was get over it. She wasn't realizing the fact that she was using more gas than usual. She wasn't realizing that Mikasa was also using more gas than usual. She was blurred.

All she wanted to do was get more gas to waste and make sure that she lives to make it to the scouts to be with the people who are as brave as her. She wanted to live to see the day where she could be doing what she always wanted to do. It was an odd thing for her to think out of her own head, but it was relevant at the time. She started slowing down, more and more without her realizing.

While Mikasa kept on going straight, she saw a potential enemy, she made swift turns until she grasped at its neck to inject herself forward. As she was moving up she ejected her blades from her holder and made the perfect cut. The titan was now dead with the help of her blades that made it easier. It started to fall as she removed herself from the titan and kept on moving. She wasn't lost from the group as she saw the last few people were Marco's squad. Another turn left she tried to speed up but her gas chambers were faltering.

She made eye contact with Reiner as she felt the wind usually hitting her face start to slow down, and to stop all together. He didn't stop, yet he kept on moving. "Dammit!" She said as she felt like she was going to fall all together. "Reiner!" She yelled, but he didn't move a muscle. He kept on going. Y/N was too busy trying to get Reiner to help her, that she didn't know that she was close to a roof of a house. There was a sense of desperation in her head, yet she didn't find something to change it.

Y/N lied to Jean it wasn’t going to be okay. She lied.

Y/N tried to look up, as she guessed this was her end, with Reiner not helping her out. She sighed as she stopped pulling her chambers to push out air. Sighing in sadness it was over for her. Closing her eyes, she tried to move them once more maybe to get at least more air. It failed, as she forgot many things. She forgot to tell Marco that she loved him, she forgot to tell Jean that she cared and loved him. There were many things that she wanted to tell people, but she didn't have the time. It was hard. Like always she was thinking about how she was going to get eaten by a titan, the she didn't know how close she was to the ground. Her head fell first causing her to loose consciousness. She didn't try fighting it. The last thing she saw was nothing. It was all darkness.

Black.

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Hey! Just popped in to say i love ur writing v v much! Its so good! Thanks for taking time to write and honestly i hope you don't stress too much with writing it quickly. I mean quality over quantity and also self care before anything else too!! I look forward to some jean or Reiner writings in the future love!(: take care xoxo

thank you sooososos much! and wow am I really that predictable!? I was planning to do 2 endings for the Levi story and a separate Jean story and a separate Reiner story ejwjdjdjd thank u 💙💞💞💞💝💜💓🧡🧡💘💘

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Hey just wanted to say ur writing for the levi x reader and brother marco i did want to say that i really enjoy where the story is going BUT i like it more if y/n goes romantically with jean. I realize its a levi x reader but i personally would not mind at all if that changed or (im also a writer) I've sometimes made 2 endings for some of my writings. For example one where reader chooses jean and one for levi. Sometimes i write for one character but the story suits another! Love u!! ^_^

You read my mind! Thank you so much for the love! Also yes I was planning to do two endings because I love Jean wayyy to much to leave him alone. Thank u! 💙💗💗💗💞💞💚

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he who, appreciates / l.a (6)

a/n: vvvvv excited to write the next chapter since i am in love wittthhh my boyssss also i swear it’s going to be levi x reader, it’s just hard to make him in the chapters. but i was thinking to write the part where levi shws up sho it wouldn’t be such a filler chapter. lololol its long, sorry!

request here! // or in the blog description // hc’s and imagines! and everything in between

warnings: mild language / sexual implication

pairing(s): levi x reader, brother! impliedtwin! marco bott x reader, bestfriend! jean kristein

word count: 3.4k wow

prologue part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7

His words kept on roaming in her mind as she did the rest of the grading without him. it hurt him that she tried to keep her space. He truly did love her, and her spacing herself from him and Marco to do her own good he was confused and revolted by her actions. Y/N just needed to space herself from Jean as he was being so brutal with his actions that it was hard for her to be the usual girl she could be. He was blocking Y/N's complexity thinking and that was bad. Her head was in the cloud and it was all because of a boy named Jean.

Sighing to herself she made it into the mess hall, it was one of those nights. She wasn't going to eat since the revelation that Jean had uncovered from her. It was quite tough avoiding the boy who was in her orbit, but she managed to pull it off. She did adore that he was daring with his words, but it was the bluntness that made her dizzy. Or was it the fall from the tree that scared her to not think straightly?

The tree fall wasn't the worst thing it was because she made one bad move and she could have risked her life, but she didn't she was quick and speedy to realize that she was going to fall. It wasn't the best look on her track record, but at least there were no injuries. She made it to her spot, next to no one and in front of Jean and her brother. "Hey guys." She huffed out as he put her head down onto the table. "Hello, Y/N!" Marco said excitedly. "Hello." Her voice was muffled by her arms that were on her now, not letting her hit the hard wood they called a table. "Are you okay?" Jean asked as she rose her head. "Yeah, just tired and worried if I made it to the top ten." Jean and Marco look at each other.

There's a lingering thought between the boys in front of her, but she doesn't react to it externally. Rather, she takes in internally. The topic seems to shift from the sad one to another one less sad in momentum. "You got to do the strut to make the cut, ya know?" He says to Y/N as she nods her head in agreement. His eyes look at Mikasa as she plays with her soup.

Marco, then with his signature eyes looks at Jean who was boasting to you. "MP only recruits the best." He said as Marco blinked away. "Ah, man that'd be amazing, wouldn't it be Y/N?" He said in gleamy eyes as if he was looking into the stars. "Yes it would be, Marco." Jean notices that Y/N is only responding to her sibling. And it's bothering him, he didn't do anything wrong did he?

His eyes turned even more starry eyed as he looked slightly above, "working within a stone's throw of the king. No greater honor than that." He had his cup in his hand as he was raising it mid speech. As he brought it up to his lips he began drinking until the booming voice oof Jean retorted with s 'shut up, Marco.'

Y/N was on the edge today, and everyone knew it. "Watch it, Kirstein." She said in one breath. It was like Jean didn't listen to her as he began to get closer to him. Jean's hand had reached Marco's head as he smacked him lightly causing for his drink to get all over his face. "What the fuck!" Y/N said in a protective voice. She was irritated with his action to her brother.

"We're not children you can drop the misty-eyed bs." Jean said. It was obvious that he was on the edge too considering that he was so close to beating anyone up, win or lose. "Honor doesn't have any damn part of it." The blonde boy said to Marco who was confused with his actions. Even though Marco knew his true intentions it was hard to say whether he was going to stick to them at this part of it. "Watch your words, Kirstein." He turned and looked at Y/N who was gleming death eyes towards him. Yes, Marco was the most protective, but he seemed defenseless today, and it was Y/N's job to keep Jean straight. "You just want a nice cushy job in the interior playing glorified sentry." There was a slight silence from them.

"Goddammit Jean what part of fucking watch it do you not mean? Fucking hell with you, leave Marco alone, because if we're talking loyalty and honor everyone in here but you have those qualities. Fucking idiot I swear! You only pick on Marco because he's too nice to say something back!" The people in the mess hall looked at her. It was the first time ever she even spoke up, now it was true war. Marco looked at his sibling and was relieved she spoke up for him.

"That's not true, that's not me at all. Listen to you guys-" He was cut by the voice of Eren who looked stern and concerned. "Interior. This was apart of it 5 years ago." He took a drink out of his cup until Jean spoke up. "You got a point to make here, friend? I'm right here." He said. Not even words cold make it through Jean's thick skull. Words wont work so Y/N tried putting her hand on his arm trying to get him to not get into a fight. As her hand went to his wrist Jean flicked it away. "Poor Jean, so misguided." He said as he took his cup down again. He was always need for her touch and when he was fighting with Eren that didn't matter.

"Ad besides I don't think your head will fit in the interior anyway." Jean's golden eyes twitched. He was getting more fired up. Marco looked at his sibling as she just looked at them. "Y/N" Marco whispered as she looked at her sibling. "Let them be." She retreated. Chuckles erupted from the rest of the cadet in the hall. Jean looked at the people laughing. It was making him more repulsive than ever. Jean and Eren exchanged words that Y/N wasn't tuning in to listen.

He knew why he angry, Y/N - the girl who he likes yelled at him and called him vulgar words at him. And that she completely ignored him until that moment. Another was the reason that Eren was really pulling his string that Y/N had established. Not to mention the chuckles from the rest of the cadets in the mess hall who agreed with Eren after his comment about Jean. Not to mention the fact that the only comfort that Y/N tried wasn't words, it was mere hand touch, that he declined.

It was when Eren yelled "You son of a bitch!" That made her head turn to see Eren. Jean retorted back to him as he stood up. "Eren, please stop it!" Armin tried to make amends with arguing people in front of him. All Y/N could do is scoff causing Jean to look at her with an angry expression that he always expressed with her. Mikasa and Y/N made eye contact and nodded to each other.

They both stood up from their respective seats. As they moved to the fighting boys in front of her. "Gentlemen, please." Mikasa said. "Jean, Eren" Was what Y/N said as Mikasa grabbed Eren who had Jean's shirt in a bunch. She was placing it down. While Y/N grabbed Jean's shoulder, she tried to shine a smile trying to calm him down. She knew his weakness and it was her smile, how compelling it was to not fight Eren. But the fire that Eren had lit in his mind was not enough to be put out by her smile. Her hand was out of his shoulder and back to her side.

Since he still had fight in him he proceeded to grab his shirt and place him against the wall. "You think you could judge me, bastard?" He yelled. "You rip my shirt, you're dead!" Eren yelled as it looked like Jean was having the upper hand, in this position. "I don't give a damn about your shirt, you piss me off!" Y/N and Mikasa were the eye-lookers now. They didn't know how violent Jean could get. "What're crazy?!" He asked Jean. There was a silence.

It was a mere eye blink until the next thing Y/N saw was her best friend, Jean being thrown from his own feet to the ground with his back. Eren had managed to cause Jean to fall to the ground in a swift move. A move you've seen while training, it was a move that Annie had used once or twice. His head hit the ground first with his body letting itself down next right after. "Jean!" Y/N had gasped out accidentally earning a glare from some. "Dammit! What the hell was that move!" He yelled at Eren who was standing in front of him.

Eren was lecturing Jean about how he was a disgrace thinking the interior will forever be a safe place which it wasn't especially since the colossal and armored titan came through. Jean's eyes were searching through Eren's face. Jean's face flinched as the door opened with an angered Commander Pixis.

"Would someone pease explain the ruckus I heard just now?!" His face was only showing and it scared the cadets from moving except Jean and Eren who took spot in the nearest table. "I do hope everything is right." He said as his words were laced with the acid he spat out. "Sasha, passed some gas, Commandant" Mikasa said while raising her hand. She was quick-witted like Y/N but Y/N was speechless at the moment. "Why am I not surprised, learn some self-respect for the love of god." He said as he leaving the door frame.

Laughs were heard from all corners of the room as Mikasa self handedly handled the situation and made Sasha get embarrassed. He closed the door, and Sasha was pleading to Mikasa why she said that. Jean and Eren had looked at each other, while Marco and Y/N just started fidgeting with their pendants ad rings on their hands. They wondered what had gotten into Jean and Eren to fight so quickly. Maybe it was the stress that they were holding in couldn't hold in anymore.

It was time for graduation and while dressed up she was ready to get either called top 10 or not. She knew wasn't as good as the best in general but during the grading of the graduation she pulled her weight, and she did better than she would ever think. It was what she needed to at least maker herself a mark. She took a breath and fastened her belts around her thighs. She didn't realize that Jean was looking at her with one eye on her and one eye on his belts.

He would never admit it, but he loved how the belts around your thighs made them look more better and fuller - to the least it turned him on more, than Y/N usually did. But, he would never admit it. Once she was done placing them in the right spot, he heels pivoted to the side of her bed so she can tie the laces of her boots. Jean was a blushing mess, but like before he would never admit that he admired Y/N from afar. Her heels then pivoted to go out to wait Marco, as he was too busy trying to get things together.

As Y/N turned around she waited for Marco to come out, as he did they went out together. He finally made it out of there and took a deep breath. "I'm so excited, yet I'm getting so nervous that I won't make it in the top 10." Marco said while putting a had on the back of his head. He took a shaky breath as he looked at Y/N. He knew that there was a chance that she would make it to the top 10, but in the lower rank. But, Marco knew there was a bigger probability that she wouldn't make top 10. There was a silence. "I hope you make top 10. I know you will." She confessed to her sibling. He blushed at her comment with his freckles being bluffed out.

"Thank you, but I hope you make it top 10, then we can both be in the top 10!" His eyes started gleaming again, it was obvious he had faith in himself that he would make top 10. It was some part of him that was eager to make it to MP to be in the aid of the King himself. It was the part of himself that also had some hope for Y/N in the trial.

He forgot to realize that they were announcing the top 10 first. It wasn't the best looking place to hold a graduation, but he gained his spot next to Jean. Jean wasn't there at the moment so he stood next to his sibling. Y/N didn't want to admit that she was scared, it was something that lingered in the rim of the mind, the fact that she might not make it top 10. It was her chance to finally beat Marco at something, but was it worth it?

She was going to do the scouts anyways, but was beating Marco worth it? "Of course it is!" She exclaimed to herself as Marco looked at her. With a questionable look he eyed her for once. "What is?" He asked as he began to can her for any emotions. "Well, for you know making it top 10." She lied to her sibling and although it didn't feel as great it was what she could provide to him. Suddenly, Jean appeared from the beck of the crowd to his spot next to Marco. But before he stood next to Y/N. "Are you okay?" Y/N asked as she didn't search for his golden eyes. He was trying to look for her E/C eyes, but he gave up. "Yeah, but Eren got what was coming to him, that bastard."

Jean, always making sure he was in the upper hand. "Well you also got your ass kicked so, I wouldn't talk shit." Jean still looking forward made sure he talking to Y/N by looking at her - well in her direction. "If I knew he was going to try to pull dirty tricks I would too." He retorted as Marco put a hand on Jean's shoulder. Jean flinched as he knew what this meant.

Back off of, Y/N.

He sighed as Marco took Jean's place for the graduation. While on the sight of the rest of the cadets the graduation began without them being in tuned. Y/N was too worried, Marco was too hopeful, and Jean was too arrogant to admit that was being rude to Y/N, but Y/N was also being arrogant about Jean picking on Eren. A voice started ringing in their ears.

"Now, we will be calling the top 11 of this class, be prepared to go to the front of the crowd once your name is called."

It was Commander Pixis giving out the instruction. He wasn't reading off of a paper as he cleared his throat. "Eleven, what?" Y/N breathed out enough for her to hear. "Yeah I know," Marco said as he hopeful because now Y/N had a chance to make it in the top 11. "This is a one time thing, since two people made the same score, we had to incorporate them both. Please come to the front, Cadets!"

Y/N's head was swirling, her hands were shaking, her movements were frail and clumsy. She wasn't doing anything in her mind more her movements but she was anxious. It was more of a she-worked-hard-so-she-can-get-this type of gizmo that made her shake in her boots. Thoughts were raining in her head, it was quite hard to think about the things in her head that were keeping her sane. She wanted to raise her hands to her head, but then it would cause distress. "All those 2 years-" She said until her thoughts were broken by Marco nudging her.

They called her name out.

"Y/N Bott, Mikasa Ackerman first in their class!"

Commander Pixis voice boomed as Marco shoved Y/N in a polite way to the front of the crowd. Her legs were made of lead as she trotted her way to the front of the crowd. Her head blocked out the voices of the people talking in the distance. It was like a self-mute. She made it in the front of the crowd, with her self. She wasn't shaking anymore, she was stiff as a statue. Politely, she placed herself next to Mikasa who had a stoic look on her face. Just a moment ago she was smiling but now she was a stoic as ever. She wanted to congratulate Mikasa but she could do it so she chose to do it another time. To think that the person she was tied with Mikasa Ackerman made her head spin and her body feel like she just ran 4 miles in 10 seconds. Looking forward in the front she realized while Commander Pixis was there so was Commander Erwin and Captain Levi.

She didn't see them when she was in her spot, maybe it was because she was worried of her placement. It seemed like Levi was there to represent the scout regiment, but in Y/N's head it clicked. He was there to observe the cadets. That's why he wasn't there some night, because he was actually in his other office. It all made sense now. It was why it happened. Y/N mentally face palmed herself as she knew that Levi didn't tell her. She groaned slightly as Mikasa just darted her eyes to her. "Sorry" She fumbled.

Y/N being too into her thoughts lately forgot to see that Reiner and Bertolt where next to her. She looked up at the tall blonde. He was looking ahead like Mikasa. Y/N then lowly bowed her head for her eyes reach the ground, and told her #2 "Congratulations." He hummed in response. Without speaking her normal voice she couldn't tell Bertolt congratulations. So she held it in. As he rose up, she tried to look for the silver eyes she knew.

While listening the list when on. Eren had already been called, and it was a sign that either Marco or Jean could be called up. All relief escaped Y/N's mind as they called Jean up to the front of the crowd. She mentally sighed knowing that Jean was going to be in the top. But once she met eyes with some gray ones in front of the room she looked away. He was n't looking at her, rather her direction. But before she pulled out, she swear she could see that Levi made a little noticeable nod at the direction Y/N was in. She was even more excited to know that Marco also made it to the top 10.

Jean.

Marco

Connie

Sasha

Christa.

Were the people after Eren who got called.

The time flew by as they explained who could make it to the MP and who couldn't. It was the top 11 this time, but Y/N knew she would loose her brother to the MP. But that didn't stop her listening. They had announced that they had to choose wisely. Y/N knew she wanted to the survey corps it was an easy option, but was it easy for her brother?

"How in god's name did I get ranked under Eren?" He asks to himself as he forgets that Y/N is next to him. "Lighten up." She responds with a poison undertone. He places his hand on the side of his face. Marco went to socialize with Eren, but Y/N was mentally and physically drained, so it all caught up with her. "I'm so tired." Y/N confessed as she began to sway side to side. She tried to keep herself stable but she wasn't succeeding. Jean saw her attempts and starting growing annoyed. "Stop swaying, from side to side, dammit!" He said as she saw him with a weary face.

"'m so tired, though." She told him. "Stop moving then!" He was annoyed to the extent that he was willing to do anything to keep her to stop moving. He was thinking on how he can keep her from moving. He was distracted, until a soft and warm body was on his side with its head on his shoulder. Y/N stopped moving, as it was her who was leaning on the side.

"Don't move."

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