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I will tear you apart. With fingers and teeth, I will rip you to pieces. Saliva and blood dripping off my canines, you weep as I sink them into your skin once more. Scream for me. Cry as I desecrate you. Let the pain become numbing. Let your eyes glaze over as I feast upon you. Let your light dim by my hands, and mine alone. This is all you deserve.

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i don't know how to function like a normal human being.

with anything, relationships - both romantic and platonic - human interactions, engaging in conversation.

it's like learning how to walk for the first time, and you keep falling

and you don't know how to balance yourself properly.

so you keep trying, over and over, but no matter how hard you try, you just keep falling.

i'll stumble over my words, say the wrong things, do the wrong things, act the wrong way in front of certain people.

i think i used to be able to function properly, like an actual human being instead of an ugly thing wearing a flesh suit,

but i can't now

and i don't think i'll ever be able to again.

wanna know the real kicker?

i'm gonna be like this 'til the day i die

even with the medication and the therapy,

it will never go away; i'll never feel complete again

i'll never be able to genuinely, truthfully function and feel like a human being, like i'm normal, like i don't feel like i'm pretending

like i don't feel alive at all.

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Feeling particularly vulnerable right now if anybody wants to kidnap and keep me. i promise i will 100% develop a severe case of Stockholm syndrome :3

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Unfortunately I’m not nonchalant. I will constantly wait for your message. I will make myself bleed for you if you ask. I will get jealous when you talk to other people & make myself feel stupid for thinking you could love someone like me. You want a yandere until they get consumed into your life and constantly wait for you to message them back like a dumb dog.

~SFW

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I want you. Your bones. Your body heat. The bite marks your teeth leave.

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I'm a sucker for fucked up relationships. Unhinged obsession. Limitless devotion. Love to the point of destruction.

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:3

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need a yan bf to kidnap me in the middle of the night and take me far, far away from this place. to somewhere safe, where he can take care of me, where i won't be hurt ever again.

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Hey what if I kidnapped you haha. Hypothetically. Just curious. I wouldn’t actually do it. I mean unless I would. Like. Would that be okay.

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i can't breathe without you

please don't leave me or i'll suffocate

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yk that point in a bpd episode where you're clutching at your chest because it hurts so fucking badly and you're covering your mouth with the other hand because you're sobbing too loudly and you swear if you don't take a deep breath that you're going to die? yeah. that's what hell feels like

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