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“Who’s the real you? The person who did something awful, or the one who’s horrified by the awful thing you did? Is one part of you allowed to forgive the other?”

— Rebecca Stead, Goodbye Stranger

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Richard Savoie.

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rmmbr?

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I am just not sure when / if I’ll ever be okay. Don’t get me wrong, I have weeks and months where everything is great and satisfying and going for me. But like a little stitch in the seam, waiting for the time to come unraveled. That is me. Constantly waiting and waiting and waiting to become undone again. So it begs the question, was it ever properly done in the first place? Was I ever okay to began with?

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sleepy girls club™

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Jack Pierson, as if he belonged. No one, 1991

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Is there anywhere left to go?

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“Last night you visited me in my dreams, and I think we were in love again”

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I have to admit it. Even though I don’t want to. Even though, I’ve been lying to myself. It still haunts me. You still haunt me. I see you in my dreams. They are more like nightmares, but you are still there. Even after all this time. You’re still fucking there.

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I Had a Flashback of Something that Never Existed  from “Ode à l'oubli” 2002

Louise Bourgeois

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time runs and i can’t catch up!!!

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“These mountains that you are carrying, you were only supposed to climb.”

— Najwa Zebian