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Under fire…

My flesh, work and my extended family are under fire from black magicians, mindspace authorities, witches on both sides of the good-evil divide. Someone tell me the antichrist shows up soon if not the Rapture. Some people didn’t hear Jesus: you made your bed now sleep in it. Ties and connections cannot sustain the barrage of public indignation.

Ten thousand RM was stolen from the family joint bank account that sustains Gandma, now 95 and senile. She’d been protesting being scuttled for the younger ones to work, marry, and succeed. No way to treat a lady IMHO. Like something out of The Matrix.

Evil times indeed…

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Moving on up…

A month to go, to a projected church rapture or some kind of catastrophic event. Maybe nuclear war.

Under the glumness of body attacks (pain etc.) and the umbrella of telepathic dread, I find an oasis that is God’s love and purpose for my life and my salvation. Yes, I am moving on up. Doing good work for Him. My name is in a book and I want to keep it there.

Today we’re bringing a standing fan over to the small house the folks are retiring to. May also have breakfast out. Must remember not to order coffee as I already had a cup. Managed to exercise well at 5am and finish my morning routine by 7.

Have to remember to write my weekly journal on Substack.

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https://freelunch.my/sos.epub : I formatted Sea of Storms into an epub with Sigil. It’s FREE to read, TEACH, and SHARE, and will look good on your smartphone. New cover too. Contains 10 of my favorite tales like “A Question of Procedure”, and “The Writer’s Room”.

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Back from psych clinic…

This rainy afternoon, we were at Jaya One for my psych clinic visit to get my monthly Arip jab. I hope this will be the final one after which I’ll be free from misdiagnosis, pushed by my family ‘influencers’ for the past 25 years. Been keeping up the running and workouts to stay healthy before my routine blood test in 5 weeks time.

The piano has gone over to our retirement house. Moved very efficiently, the place isn’t far from our old bungalow. Thing about it is it’s far less secure. This morning we found a flying drone with a camera, crashed in our driveway and someone tampered with the letterbox, strew garbage by our gate. I hope nobody spreads the awful peeping tom slander but it may already be too late.

Mom and Dad aren’t much smart, believing in their old grampa ways he brought them up with, suffering, sacrifice, take-advantage etc. Why can’t they just be normal? Get us all killed…

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Self portrait from where I usually lie against my divan and thin latex mattress, with my iPad 10. Been wearing these Oakleys more lately as the sun is hot and I don’t wear a watch much.

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Bought this odd cheese…

We had pasta for dinner. I cooked. Included a weird cheese that cost about $4. Used half of it. It didn’t melt in the microwave even after a minute on high and has an odd smokey aroma with specks of spice embedded in it. Not sure if you can eat the skin around the cheese but it didn’t taste bad so we did.

More later…

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My ePub, mss2, finally featured in a store. $1.10 / 5rm for 3 short stories, about 70 pages in total, with a new color cover I designed myself. Just right for your phone or tablet. The old and stiff PDF version is still free on FreeLunch.my

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Got an email birthday wish…

My blog here is one year old. And I posted practically every day. It’s been a quiet Saturday. We just came home from watching K dramas at the new place. I worked at my laptop in my room. My eBook mss2, is up for sale on Eksentrika.com, paperback, to order. Both dirt cheap at 5rm and 15rm++ respectively. About a dollar for the ePub. I don’t make much on the paperback but I know it’s nice to hold a real book so I opted in anyway.

Took my meds and will brush and turn in by midnight. Tomorrow, Dad wants to transport a large teak chair over. Looking forward to a nice, comforting breakfast. Life’s niceties are now fewer and further between.

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A little relaxing afternoon…

The folks and I shopped at Decathlon today. Mom bought sandals so her toe can heal but she wouldn’t buy the good ones, just something nobody would be jealous of. Such are the wages of sin. It cuts into worship, which is sharing our thanks, for our pleasures, with God.

Spent an hour or so at the retirement house. It’s becoming more of a home as we begin having some meals or snacks there more often. Soon someone will dump there and then we have to move in. The piano is going over next week. And maybe by EOM, the rest of our furniture and valuables.

Liew witchy forces attacked and we repulsed them yet again. There are hundreds of Wiccan weapons for which there is no physical or mental response but the love and grace of the savior, Jesus, so we believe as Christians. It will be some fight if it comes to that. Recover soon, Mar Emanuel.

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Survivor…

Still can’t see eye to eye with the British mind forces who are like the Terminator or evil Superman. I’m not 100% Malaysian Chinese, being born and spent my formative years in the west, in south Australia.

But by some luck, I’m still alive and reasonably healthy. Did my pushups and ran a few hundred meters this morning. Had leftover egg for lunch. Mom wants to go over to the new place to clean our cupboard / storage.

I spent the morning learning and using Sigil, which I think is better than Calibre at making ePubs. I had no idea ePubs were basically web pages and multimedia wrapped in a bundle.

My rib injury is healing well and now I can do 1 situp a day if I’m slow and careful. 29 left to go.

Was fantasizing that 10k people bought my eBook, and I could afford a luxury watch by EOM. Hahaha… money in my middle age.

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Ungrateful harmers…

All the work we did in mindspace against the Liew witches went under-appreciated as the UK mind forces beat us up for not becoming their slaves. We set it in stone and iron, not to be their friends from now on. I have to work on my book cover graphics. Already running late.

Latest information, that a religious rift may be imminent, and government shakeups could occur around the world. Christians have to be strong and stand firm till the end. The pressure from the British is immense and I can’t write in more detail right now. Want to get some breakfast in.

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I signed a contract to write for an online mag…

We finished cleaning the big house when rain hindered our short hop over to the small retirement house. But nevermind, I had to pit stop from this morning’s super spicy meal. And on the way, I okayed my contract with a local Malaysian magazine for just a buck a month. I pay them for the exposure of 20k readers. Not a bad deal IMHO, and something to do as we wait interminably for our Rapture and I search for holy artifacts to desecrate in case I’m left behind… no … that’s for “Once I Dreamt”.

It’s still pouring and dinner may be late. There is a night bazaar tho, where we retire to, this evening. Good place to get cheap greasy food. Talked to young minds about blame / fault, being offended, being unintelligent / stupid, and all the false things that people in mindspace taught in the past.

I wonder what damage will be seen in Israel -right now, it would be just before lunch in Jerusalem.

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Wearing my 077j…

Woke up with this Seiko on wrist. Been wearing it a lot lately, on a Zulu strap which is comfy and doesn’t mark my wrist. Took it showering yesterday (not hot showering). This morning, it came with me on my run. A pretty bland, toolish watch that’s nothing much to admire. Some voices say it’s in prophecy -my choice of Tribulation / Rapture watch.

Tough times lie ahead and I should rather be seen wearing a Duro / Marlin, 10x cheaper. I did attempt to get one of those initially but was cheated with a very poor fake.

Had a bit of flu symptoms last night just like Dad’s but my younger body fought it off. Was able to work out before dawn as usual.

Asian witchy forces made their rounds, escorted by western babies. Seems our efforts educating people are not what these end times need. Just guilty people afraid for their lives and cursing God they disobeyed from early on.

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Caring for Dad…

He gets sick a lot lately. Made him chocolate drink for breakfast and a sandwich, 2 crackers. Today is still Id holiday in Malaysia. It’s very quiet. I ran and worked out before dawn. Didn’t fall asleep on the floor as usual as I had made a point of climbing onto my mattress when drowsy. Attacks by psych twisting and pain-giving continue to plague us Christians and random little ones. Meanwhile, will Iran launch ballistics on Israel? It must be close to the Rapture.

My site, FreeLunch.my is down. There had been a slew of strange log entries the night before. Have I been hacked? Luckily my blogs are still up.

God told me to lie down for Him till the Rapture, He said it some time back. Maybe last Winter. Devote time to his purposes. Indeed I have not been working on my projects much at all. Most left unfinished. I am sorry not to be there for every innocent kid and defenseless sweet sinner, every VVIP under attack. But I made a difference.

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I poached salmon…

Just 5 minutes in a half inch of boiling salted water, lid on. Then I made sliced herb and spice potatoes in the microwave plus some olive oil. A dish of tangy sweet honey mustard and chopped parsley to go with the delicately treated fish.

Surprise! I got the Houm fan this morning as I went on a long walk. Had to carry it back home all the way, 3.1kg of it. It’s one of the nicest things I’ve ever owned, even has a remote. Will do duty in our new living room on those muggy late afternoons.

Talked to the westerners involved in the Liew witch crisis as many so called ordinary men on the street fell easily to LiLian’s smoochy smooth talk, and her genius manipulator’s signs and wonders. What an end times it’s turning out to be.

Tomorrow, will resume my running and pushups, eat less sugary foods. I had been snacking on lemon lime conserve sandwiches.

Dad may have Covid again. We’re not sure. Yay! I’d love another round of it myself. Thanks so much, whoever made / released this virus. I don’t mind dying of it and meeting Jesus earlier. Just so fed up with life and people cheating themselves of what is effectively free salvation, freedom from the shackles of evil if not sinfulness.

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Mom’s clear of cancer…

She almost broke down over her scan which showed an abnormal stomach growth. She was quick to schedule a scope which found it benign. So we celebrated with Cantonese and Hokkien fried noodles for dinner. Cancer is devastating. BTW Dad is getting more and more incontinent and we don’t know why except it might be the long term effects of his prostate radiotherapy.

Feeling generally a bit down due to my folks and their aging woes, but at peace and thankful for yet another day filled with Jesus’ love. Beliefs are not a fallacy / weakness. Beliefs actually help you confine and concentrate your ‘energies’ in ways you want. Beliefs are like a lightsaber to a Jedi. BTW, big thanks to George Lucas for StarWars. He doesn’t probably know the magnitude of its educational worth.

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Am considering this orbiting fan for our new house living room, by Houm, sold at AlliThypermaket for well under $100. This is much cheaper than a Dyson at $250 and up. Will go check it out maybe this evening when it’s not too hot. Hope they have discounts.