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how jean treats jeremy, cat, & laila vs how he treats everyone else

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3D model of a exy (lacrosse) helmet.

I’ve never done a timelapse of my 3D work before and was unaware there was a trick to it so the vid looks a little bit insane with all the camera movements but I figured I’d add it anyway.

Modelled in blender, texture painted in clip studio paint

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the foundest of families for @sirfatcat-mccatterson

as part of @aftgexchange

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Played enough in Exy and are sleeping

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i keep seeing people say neil is canonically better at fighting than andrew??? genuinely confused as to where this is coming from outside of fanon...like genuinely why do people think he can beat andrew or even renee in a fight? neil is not physically intimidating like andrew. he is not capable of the same physical violence (maybe if u give him a gun). and yeah i see people point to his upbringing with nathan and MAYBE im cheating bcus im pretty sure this was only mentioned in the EC but his training never moved past dead animals. mary literally took him and ran before they could move to training him on live ones, and i think that's evidence that he wouldn't be some insanely crazy good knife fighter (also the fact all of this occured before he turned 10).

and call me crazy but there's No Evidence that Mary taught him Any physical fighting while they were on the run during those 8 years. in fact i think there's more subtextual evidence for her refusing to teach him both so that 1) he'd remain dependent on her and 2) so there was no chance he could become like nathan. like did we forget that his whole thing is getting his ass beat. over n over again. this is, i would argue, one of his most character defining traits. the foxes' battered wife in the wise words of one david wymack. mr "i start fights and let andrew finish them" josten.

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Whenever I start writing a new story, I'm always super hesitant to post anything about it because I'm never sure if I'm gonna finish it. I have literally a dozen half written stories with 50+ words in them

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no matter how terrible my day is. i can always end my day in bed imagining fictional characters making out sloppy style and fucking raw. and that's beautiful. there's some good in this world mister frodo and it's worth fighting for

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After the ravens-foxes game in TGR, Andrew and Neil are in Abby’s office and alone for a second as she went to go grab something and Neil is worried Andrew hurt himself further by intervening to keep them from hurting Neil further and Neil says “you promised to let me fight my own battles” (their conversation before he got taken after the game by Lola when Andrew ended their deal). And Andrew looks his ass straight in the eye and says “if it means losing you, then no”

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I might just be fucking stupid but it just hit me that I don't NEED my laptop to write my stories. I don't NEED to sit down on my bed or kitchen table and stare at my keyboard trying to make it type on its own. I can open the WIP on my phone and do it there. I have free will. There is nothing stopping me. There is no right or wrong way to write

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foreign to me these people who romanticize being in your 20s. babe where I'm from we spend our 20s being mentally ill

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Anything can be cursive if you try hard enough! Mando'a Edition

have you every had a brainblast moment and decide to create your own mando'a cursive system?

im like 87 % certain that im going to have a fully working cursive style because its really shaping up so far??? Had to do a lot of fiddling to make it work but if you've ever seen a cursive Z before (or friggn cyrillic cursive) ill let nobody judge my radical approach to mando r&k

im trying to find the middle ground between faithful and write-able. It's going from

OG -> first draft/uppercase/block letters? -> current form

if you know anything about typeface design and want to toss me your wisdom give me a honk, hoot or a holler

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If you are a vampire NEVER feed from someone named Richard. 400 fucking years and everyone still calls me Dick Sucker

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sometimes i lock in too hard when writing that it feels like the spirits of the characters are possessing my body.

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I’d rather stay in and read fanfics on AO3 than do this thing called go outside and talk to people

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Have you ever read so much fanfiction and consumed so much fanart that you genuinely forgot what canon is?

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The wonderful Glass Octopus. Living at depths of around 3000 ft and only being about a foot long, these strange little creatures are rarely seen by scientists.