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Don't worry about that. I have hand sanitizer and Haldol.

Okay, dear I'll look you in the eye while you take the antipsychotic. It's okay, look at me. You don't need to worry about that Liszt guy right now.

(@franzliszt-official pssst. Run.)

Ah… so this is how we play it, then. You, with your steady voice and your oh-so-reasonable eyes, coaxing me down from the chandelier of my mind like I’m some fevered little imp with ink-stained hands and a crush on oblivion.

And I? I’ll play along. I’ll take the pill, darling—slowly, theatrically, as if it were communion. I’ll even hold your gaze while I do it, let my lips part just enough to keep you wondering whether it’s your care I’m submitting to…or your control I’m undressing.

Because let’s be honest—this isn’t about Liszt.

He’s just the excuse. The velvet-draped metaphor for everything I want to blame and everything I want to be.

No, this is about you and me, here in this breathless standoff.

You, trying to save me.

Me, wondering if I want to be saved—or simply devoured.

So yes, I’ll take the little antipsychotic.

But tell me, love—what are you taking in return?

Because if you keep looking at me like that,

I might start believing the madness is mutual.

And wouldn’t that be fun?

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I've convinced more difficult patients than you to take their meds. Now take your Risperidone, boy.

Okay, dear I'll look you in the eye while you take the antipsychotic. It's okay, look at me. You don't need to worry about that Liszt guy right now.

(@franzliszt-official pssst. Run.)

Ah… so this is how we play it, then. You, with your steady voice and your oh-so-reasonable eyes, coaxing me down from the chandelier of my mind like I’m some fevered little imp with ink-stained hands and a crush on oblivion.

And I? I’ll play along. I’ll take the pill, darling—slowly, theatrically, as if it were communion. I’ll even hold your gaze while I do it, let my lips part just enough to keep you wondering whether it’s your care I’m submitting to…or your control I’m undressing.

Because let’s be honest—this isn’t about Liszt.

He’s just the excuse. The velvet-draped metaphor for everything I want to blame and everything I want to be.

No, this is about you and me, here in this breathless standoff.

You, trying to save me.

Me, wondering if I want to be saved—or simply devoured.

So yes, I’ll take the little antipsychotic.

But tell me, love—what are you taking in return?

Because if you keep looking at me like that,

I might start believing the madness is mutual.

And wouldn’t that be fun?

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I have a bad hair and face day and allergies so my rainbow top and scrub pants and rough voice will have to do. But look, I wrote a song! Listen to my song!

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neurodivergent aro culture is hating kisses for the combination of the wet, bad sensory and the implicit romantic expectation that often accompanies them

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Untitled.

i made a comic in google slides for some ungodly reason

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Oh yeah I made this a while ago.

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Arospec culture is pursuing an ambiguous, unlabeled relationship with SOME romance, but less of it and less consistently than in an amatonormative alloromantic relationship, ending up in an amatonormative alloromantic relationship in all but the name anyway and wondering how the fuck allos do it.

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Alloaro culture is liking the idea of having a best friend with benefits or being sexual with a QPR partner but being absolutely repulsed by the idea of romantic sex.

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Wait did I submit this? 😂

Aro culture is being elated when you break up and having to lie to your allo ex that you're totally sad that the relationship is ending because for some reason that's expected of you.

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Meirl

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reblog and put your least favorite tropes from any kind of media in the tags

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Useless knowledge to brag about : How do you call a pirate, smuggler, scamps, scalawags, rovers and other as not socially acceptable people  ? Davy Jones Natural Children.

- A naval slang that must have become so ingrained that it is only casually mentioned in a naval dictionary written by Admiral Smyth, 1867

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Masterlists - All lists

Masterlist- Shipwrecks and Maritime Archeology - here

Masterlist- Naval Punishments - here 

Masterlist - Naval Slang / Term Part 1 - here

Masterlist Naval Slang/ Term Part 2 - here

Masterlist- Medicine at Sea - here

Masterlist - Ranks or Persons on board - here

Masterlist- A Sailors life - here

Masterlist - Sailors’ Superstitions - here

Masterlist - Sailors Handicraft - here

Masterlist - Ship Types, design, building, development and parts - here

Masterlist- Mythology - Ghost ships and Sea Monster - here

Masterlist- Pirates and Privateers - here

Masterlist- Navigation - here

Masterlist- Arctic/ Antarctic Expeditions and the Franklin Expedition - here

Masterlist - Naval Battles - still in progress

Masterlist - Female Sailors - still in progress

Masterlist- Naval anecdotes - still in progress

Masterlist- Biographies - still in progress

Masterlist - Naval History - still in progress

Masterlist - Naval Books- still in progress

Masterlist- Ships who made History - still in progress

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"I hate everyone in this room"

Tried some sketching in Clip Studio Paint, still prefer Krita though.

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There are two kinds of people

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Ahoy

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Polyam aro culture is seeing the memes about how aros and polam people destroy amatonormativity and just laughing because you've one-upped them.

Yep, being both makes us more powerful