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[dreaming-free]

I knew it would be the last day you sleep at home and I was terrified,

I told my friends that I was ready to let you go but I had lied.

My dreams, my plans and my future would go with a single goodbye

And that's not fair because I built our city in just one night,

city you never visited, city you set on fire.

The last day you slept at home.

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I never liked my skin until you lived in it.

Intruder.

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October,

October was never like the rest of months,

He usually comes to kill my rose garden and chill my bones,

Just like you.

I still remember that day,

when you crossed my body

just to teach me a song,

my mouth spelled out the melody while you kissed my soul,

And really,

I could feel how you used my spine just to make you feel at home.

Your past, your sins

and all the things that say who you are

took a place in every corner of my room,

making me live the fall and feeling the heat of june,

Now my seasons are lost

and they only know how to get with you.

October.

[dreaming-free]

Once you're in my state of mind, I'll never let you escape

[dreaming-free]

Stfu (you aren’t who you think)

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I always considered you my savior when I was the one who saved you from your dirty ocean

[dreaming-free]

I know that in some of your pores there are still traces of me, how can you pretend that I never lived

[dreaming-free]

I was always good at writing, but not on your skin, not when my blood was your favorite ink.

[dreaming-free]

all my good poems really came when you left

[dreaming-free]

I can crave you, but you don't need to know

[dreaming-free]

Update of my life:

[dreaming-free]

Give me no love, you get that good love, hope that you don't regret

[dreaming-free]

Fuck me physically not emotionally

[dreaming-free]

You disappear like a dream and return like the sun

[dreaming-free]

I have a smile on my face but a storm in my head

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