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[earth2james]

Just know I tried to fight it. The call is getting louder now. I can feel it getting stronger now.

[earth2james]

This life is so pointless.. Will my next life be like this? Tell you all I am better. What a lie. As I sit alone with tears in my eyes. So easy to hide behind jokes and a smile but truthfully I felt this way for awhile. Staying high to forget it all. 6 feet from not giving a fuck at all. Can nobody tell Im about to fall? Dealing with this battle my whole life. Itll hurt for a minute but youll be okay tonight.

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[earth2james]

What I hate the most, is that I told the moon about you. It was 2am, I was all alone with no sound or movement for miles. Just me and the moon staring back at eachother. She was showing off, as usual, and I was deep in thought, as usual. You see, we have known eachother for years, the most constant thing in my life, the most trusted. I told her "I found the one this time, I just know it. So if I dont see you as much, I still love you, just know it." Then I disappeared for months to chase your love, giving you every ounce of me, craving so much of you, a butterfly flutter like no other. To get a hate in return, like no other. Id do anything to have a taste of you one last time. Now I just sit alone, staring at the moon, as she stares back at me, knowing it was the moon all along I loved and never you.

[earth2james]

I want the side of you that you don’t show to anyone else.

[earth2james]

Wasted. I take you out, we get wasted. We fool around , I love how you felt. What makes me such a fool for you. Your soft lips. Definitely. The way you make me crave it. Mostly. How I love to tear you apart. #foolish #faded #medicated #raw #cannabiscommunity #lovelife #tragic #magic #girls #jacethebear