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September so far 🍂🍁☕🎃◝(⑅•ᴗ•⑅)◜..°♡

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Draupadi the woman you are ✨

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I always thought I should actually post my journey of ' finding a job/internship in 20 days 'but never did because I thought it's just not worth it untill yesterday ..so yesterday was the 5th day techincally and I landed an interview after mindlessly applying to every job post that I see ..but that the 1 hour interview turned to be a disaster and I've lost every drop of self confidence that I had in me but after all the crying and mental breakdown sessions I'm here again TRYING AGAIN

so Today is the #6thday of finding a job/internship and I have no updates to share because I was still healing .Will update Y'all after I do some actual work

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So I'm constantly failing at every tech interview and assessments I give and I feel bad like really bad but I'm trying so hard to not give up and my friend yesterday gave me a not so necessary REALITY CHECK . Prayers I need PRAYERS !!!!

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As it's rightly said , You cannot heal in the same environment that made you sick !!!!

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This summer isn't summering like the other summers summered 🌄🌻

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I hope May treats us good ! ☕📸

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Current read ♡✨

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One thing that I have changed in 2022 , is to prove my point , to defend myself in an argument .. earlier I always ended up being the bigger person and let people think they're correct . But now I don't wanna be the bigger person I wanna be the right person ♡

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Folklore is the reason I am alive . I owe so much to this album that helped me deal with narcissists and pretentious douchebags around me in the past year and admire the lovely folks I have 🥺 . And now i am literally the happiest person alive ♡

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The feminine urge to listen to All too well( 10 min v) (Taylor's version ) and cry for an hour or so only to realise you never had a bad breakup like that . 😒🥺

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I like how breathing is such an easy task normally but when you catch cold and end up having a blocked nose . It (breathing) is the most difficult thing to do. (the entire day) 😐

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So I thrifted this book called 365 steps to self confidence and it's believe me earth shattering good ☕✨

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If you must die , I'll envy even the earth that wraps your body

Albert Camus , state of seige