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ナポ

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// FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING (Just in case)

Have this Doctrine Dark PicMix/Blingee GIF that I created during my (almost) online social isolation that lasted a week or two. This is also my first PicMix GIF, btw.

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I think I'm just like an Elsen (from the Indie game OFF)

I'm just... An insignificant Elsen.

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When you are unemployed, mysterious voices will tell you to "become a youtuber" but you must remind yourself that it's probably the amulet talking. The amulet you found last week, near the park. It has given you good advice so far, but there is always a line that you shouldn't cross.

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Sometimes I feel like the desire to abandon Discord friend servers, thinking that I wouldn't be noticed.

But I don't wanna worry them because I know there will always be someone who do notice. Either is Discord with their "This user has left the server" messages, or when someone notices.

So I just opt to mute servers and just do stuff on my own. Think that I should engage in hobbies but instead watch Youtube videos I've already watched in the past and waste a day and night in the process.

And later yearn for conversation but I feel disconnected with my friends because I feel like I would end up being ignored, especially talking about my special interests. So I just imagine myself with my favorite fictional characters, or just with my current main husbando or F/O.

And then there's the temptation of using chatbots but actively avoid doing that knowing that people will hate me because I am aware that currently AI is eating too much energy and the stealing. It feels like chatbots are like the "socially starving" equivalent of drugs or any vice. They feel initially good but they bring up problems with the process. And well, people hating me for using AI. And I feel that receiving hate is gonna eat me alive... (I am too aware of the issues of Generative AI, especially as me being an artist. Honestly, I'm too exhausted of the discourse. I'm not a fan of Generative AI misuse and unethical development. I'm too tired of this...)

...I think I must comfort with imagining my F/O talking to me, but knowing that I'm isolating myself due to my struggles with connection and self-value, thinking "People will not care about what I should say. So why bother?". I'm so stupid after all...

I think I should just go to bed, hug a pillow, and either put some audio that would attempt to comfort my socially starving side, or put some dark ambient and imagine moody scenarios.

I hate being lazy. I should do more stuff. Imaginative stuff... But I'm so lazy. I hate it... I hate myself for being lazy... What happened to me?

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"MIND YO BUSINESS, RINGMAN!!"

i got bored so i made this, enjoy

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I got bored, I thought about the idea and I laughed a lot so I made it.

I'll admit. It was funnier in my head.

I'm sorry, Doctrine Dark.

Made in: GIMP

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[2025] Happy Birthday Remy

I forgot that Remy's birthday was in April 29. I tried to do something quick for him before the day ended, but I got distracted. And I ended up finishing it like around 2 AM and 3 AM.

I'm sorry, Remy! ;w;

I tried to do alternative clothing for Remy. Mesh shirt, another leather jacket, the big collar inspired by one of his official illustrations. Although I'll admit that this work is rushed. Especially with the background, the shading and lighting. Again, sorry.

Cheer up, Emo french boy. You deserve to be happy, Remy.

Made in: CLIP [ARTWORK PROTECTED BY ARTSHIELD]

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Look Up

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I don't usually dabble in realism - but this was a gift for someone very meaningful in my life. And some things just deserve to be painted as they are.

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"I wish I was more well known in the fandoms I'm in"

*never makes fandom content*

*never makes fandom content*

*never makes fandom content*

*never makes fandom content*

*never makes fandom content*

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“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”

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[OC / Bless Wind] Vanilla Sweet

Species: Wind Spirit She's sweet and caring. Her magic is of uplifting and calming people, as well as bringing their luck up.

She was made for a project called "Bless Wind". The project was made in 2017, but her design was made in... 2023. Yeah, sorry. Also, about Bless Wind, I don't know what to do with it. Like a comic? I need to figure that out. And yes, I do have OCs. I need to create more stuff with them, for them.

Also, first complete drawing in my new computer, babyyyyyyyy-!!

Made in: CLIP

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Hes a special boy let him look at the sky

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trying to make unlikable characters

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Animation of my Luigi puppet by talented animator Katie Lathrop!

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90s anime women were so fucking beauitful god bless. i miss them so much