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some body inspo

just some workout/ body inspo for me I am waist training 8 hours a day with working out in the morning I tried to find realistic pics that I can get to in 3 months:)

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workout day 1

I dont know how im going to post this for real like do I post it day by day or week by week idk but today I facetimed my best friend and me and her exercised together we did different workouts because we have different goals but we did it together we doing it everyday. I felt really good it seemed really easy hopefully I can keep it up. im working out to lose stomach fat and tone it up also I want a nice bum ofc and slimmer arms I already have my workout split so im ready its just all about consistency and my diet

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Have to glow up before school

hey guys im back I was just working on myself but now im on to a new project I literally have to glow up not even for school but just in general like I want whiter teeth, slimmer face, skinny waist, with a nice cupped butt not a big butt but a nice shaped one so I will start back posting on here everyday so I can keep up with myself and track and y'all can also be on my butt about working out as well. I want clear skin too there's nothing wrong with me Its just I need to improve you know.

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guys omgggg

Y'all its 9:00 & I'm on Pinterest rn and im looking at room decor and purses and oh my days I wish I had a job like I'm not saying like jobs get you fast money but I wanna start buying my own things like look at these cute ass purses thats currently on my wish list like they're so cute I will get them I promise.

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I had this same mindset but I had to tell myself that I have to be happy for others or others aren't going to b happy for me and I'm selfish as shit and im still working on it

There's something so sad about not being able to enjoy your friends and family's accomplishments.

I want to be happy for you, but instead I feel jealous.

Just because my life is empty and pathetic doesn't mean yours has to be that as well, yet I can't help myself.

Whenever someone achieves something, I want to distance myself from them, because how can I even talk to someone like that anymore?

Why can't we be useless together?

Yes this is a toxic mindset, don't worry I don't have many friends, if any at all and it's very obvious why.

I used to think I wanted to die, so I told everyone that. They helped and I got a little better. Then I got worse, but now I think I'm beyond help.

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only thing I stress abt is how to get hotter

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my ex has been acting real nice to me ever since I got into a relationship. thoughts?

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Hey, get used to me

Guys im going to use this as a rant page/blog because I feel like I have no friends who listens to me for real so hopefully we can be friends and I can become comfortable with you guys