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I finished Derry Girls yesterday. I know the whole show's about a serious topic and all, but it's done in such a funny way that you don't expect it to go so dark at times. Which is why this show is genius. You see everything through the eyes of a bunch of naive teenagers who honestly have other things to worry about than the Troubles. They think about boys (and girls), and school and the fact that their mums are gonna kill them if they don't pass their final exams, and you get invested and forget what's happening out there. And every time an episode ends with a reminder it's brutal and random and it's so real. Because that's how it is in real life: you never expect to get a call telling you your granddad is dead. Or for your TV program to be interrupted to tell you terrorists crashed a plane into a bunch of towers and killed over 3000 people. Things like that always come unexpected and Derry Girls understood that. Beautiful show.

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me with everything i watch

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”she star on my valley till i dew”-my friend

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no one reads mu posts anyway but this is turning into a vent page about my crush.. no one cares but ill try to post and think about other things

i wanna kiss her so badly but i can never do that again

shes the most amazing person i know like seriously i love her

i want her to want to kiss me without it taking her being drunk or tired

i feel like ill never get over her

idk

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spotify shuffle is ruining my mood right in the morning

my situation isnt exactly like this bc she is gay but… just doesnt like me😘 i kinda never wanna se her again and at the same time i want to be the person she talks to about her day

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yeah so i told her i like her.

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painted this yesterday, i used watercolour and markers

i mostly like it besides her face just doesnt look that realistic and her looks more like she has rash rather than her having been crying like i intended it..

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cw. vent, nothing serious just talk about getting help

so before school ended for summer break my friend convinced me to start going to our school councillor. and i kinda reluctantly did it with her. ive been really nervous before every appointment and for a while after our last appointment. like i feel like i really cant go there or be there and talk about stuff i just want to escape and ghost her

update that i wrote later* i had an appointment with her today, and i was like a few minutes late and apparently she had double booked me with someone else who had gotten there before me. she said that she’d text me some options for another time.. she hasn’t texted me yet and its been some time so maybe this is my chance to ghost her.? i feel like if i said i didn’t need help anymore she wouldn’t believe since ive told her a lot already but i could just kinda dissapear like i never reached out.. tho i feel like if my friend found out i would have done that she would be dissapointed in me and i dont want that

i dont know im just ranting

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spamming but my friend/crush sent me this and said it was me..

shes not wrong tho../j

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crying to this even though it isn’t even a situationship 😭😭 why can’t she just like me ahh

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Introduction💫

Hi, i’m Elmi, she/her, minor

I’ve been on Tumblr for years but i want to actually use my account and post things about my interests

I’ll post/talk about

•my paintings

•my drawings

•my poems <- i’d have to translate them to english since it isn’t my native language, but we’ll see

•other projects like sewing, making jewellery

•music

•video games<- rn mostly stardew valley, but i also like mario odyssey, little nightmares ect.

•reading<- i’m very much into reading rn, on my third book of the month whoops😭

•fashion, what i wear

• and lastly, i’ll most likely talk my personal life, so like school, relationships and stuff like that.

\> I’m currently struggling a bit with my mental health so i’ll probably post vents too, witch i’ll add fitting trigger warnings to ❤️

❌Do not interact list:

•idk older/most adults,

•homophobes and racists, my page is safe for members of the LGBTQ+ community and people of all ethnicities 🫶🏻

❓rules:

be nice and respectful, don’t traumadump, basic stuff

okay byee!