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Help!

Hi! I want to start losing again but everytime I start to restict my hair falls out and I'm so scared of that happening. Does anyone have any tips so my hair wont fall out?

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Istg I've been binging so bad the last few days. If my ed doesn't start eding soon imma fucking kms

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I get so excited when I shit now. Like, finally. I can feel the food leaving my body

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I want to eat a taco. A beefy cheese burrito. But guess what? That has calories. I'm fasting. I want to be skinny more than I want that taco. I want to be pretty and loveable more than I want food. So what will I do? Throw it away. Starve for longer. I'll weigh less in the morning. Isn't that worth it?

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Hey let's be moots! I hardly see anyone with a higher SW like me! I'm 228.2 rn and I wanna be 90 eventually.

HW:246lbs

CW:227lbs

Gw:120lbs

Ugw: anything under 120lbs

I know it’s bad but I really want to be skinny!! Give me meanspo!

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This shit is getting to be too much. My family wants me to eat with them. My favorite meal. I don't want to. I'll eat a little. Hopefully. But then I'm gonna fast for as long as I possibly can. I've lost like 25lbs so far. I only started late September. Can I make it to 210 by the end of this month? I sure fucking hope so. I have about 16 more lbs to lose and if I cant lose it I might- might- idk really. Is anyone out there? Because I need help getting skinnier faster.

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I wish I was smarter. I wish I didn't have to ask so many questions. I wish I did better in school. I wish people loved me. I wish my partners would stick around. I wish I had something to look forward to. I wish I was able to be normal. And someday, I'll get there. Someday I'll have my wishes. Why? Because today I only ate a little bit. Tomorrow I will be smaller. And smaller. Until I get all my wishes. Someday, when I'm skinny enough, I'll be enough. Someday. Everything will be okay. I hope.

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Hey girly! I'm in the same boat rn. I'm 228 and I've been higher too. Message me on Pinterest @emotrocity or my email at holoitzme0224@gmail.com. stay safe!!❤️❤️

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Okay, so I know I made a few posts about restricting, but I'm still very new to doing it. I have no self-control. I'm thinking about posting my stats, but I'm still very iffy about it. I am 295 lbs so will my stats even be worth posting? I've been committed as of the past 2 weeks to keeping my omad under 1000cal. I don't know. Is there any other people who are overweight like myself who have tips for starting out with fasting and restriction? If so can you guys give me some tips?

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Hey! I'd love to be buddies! My pintrrst is @emotrocity

Looking for ed buddy!

Last couple of days have been shit for me, and I’m scared that I will go back to bingeing every single day. Please anyone help me to be my goal weight. I’m so fucking scared please

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I was binging for like 4 days stright- ugh. So I'm getting back on track today. I worked out for a bit and burned 74cals but I have to go to work so I can't burn anymore today but I might do an exercise in my room tonight. I don't plan on eating until at least 2 today so I can reach a 24hr fast. So if y'all wanna be 4na buddies message my pintrrst @emotrocity k thanks byeeeeeee

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My fav from here is the hard shell fresco style taco it's 140 per taco and it takes like a regular taco

TACO BELL:

Cheese roll up - 180

Breakfast soft taco bacon – 240

Breakfast soft taco egg and cheese – 170

Hash brown - 160

Shredded chicken mini quesadilla - 180  

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Yay! I'm so glad you figured out a way! Like I said, if you need anything else, lmk! <3

If a god exists then it FUCKING HATES ME WHY DID MY MOM BREAK THE SCALE fuck fuck fuck what do I do

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Hi! I was reading a book about a girl in a similar situation. Ok, so what you're gonna do first is count up whatever money you have. I don't know where you're from, but in the states scales aren't too expensive for a cheap one. Maybe 40 dollars? But anyways, if you don't have the money, get a job or do something on the side to get the money. Then, buy a scale with your money, hide it under your bed, and weigh yourself that way. If you need any more help or other tips, I'd love to help. I have strict parents too, so I'm pretty good at sneaking around. My tumblr messages don't work though so message me on pintr3st. @emotrocity I hope this helps!!! :)))

If a god exists then it FUCKING HATES ME WHY DID MY MOM BREAK THE SCALE fuck fuck fuck what do I do

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IMMA KMS

I fucking binged. At least 2000 calories if not more IN ONE SITTING. I feel like shit espically cause when i weighed myself this morning I didnt lose, I maintained. Im gonna gain tomorrow, I just know it. I want to fucking die this is awful. But I started fasting at 2, so hopefully that will help. Wish me luck to be better tomorrow.

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O.....M.....G

I found a better alternative to Monster. It has less calories(only 5 as opposed to 10), vitamin's, and IT TASTES LIKE STRAIGHT CANDY. They come in all kinds of flavors and its zero sugar!!! Ghost energy drinks are where ITS AT!!!

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I need buddies!!!

Hey! My comments and messages on here aren't working for some reason (or maybe they are and im jus spamming u guyz lol) but anyway I need buddies to chat w so plz hmu on my pintrest @emotrocity Thanks!!!!

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Ugh.

My biggest fear food is fucking meat. And I NEED the protien. But I'm scared cuz most protien shakes have tons of calories. Can anyone help?