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⟢　　HITO MANIA ft. medkit (& occasionally subspace) ^_^^ flash warning, blood, and light violence

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⟢　　igaku / medicine ft : post & predisaster medkit from phighting :3

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⟢　　in honor of subspace’s ost drop +++ my interpretation of the meaning of it as a little bonus because everyone’s takes are very fascinating

atychiphobia is subspace’s theme song meaning ; fear of failure.

most, if not all, of subspace’s scenes are shown as a statue. this typically depicts glorification of achievements and immortalization of remembrance for the individual it belongs to. i interpret this into his need of wanting to make a mark on the world. he wants to be remembered, and he fears the idea of not being enough. he fears the mere thought of being seen as someone inferior because he thinks of this as failure. which then correlates straight back towards the song title, atychiphobia.

there are several instances of clocks or rhythmic dings relating towards clocks that appear throughout and most notably at the start of the video. i can see this as the clock ticking down until his inevitable death due to his rot and the fact that it’s continuously eating away at his own life-form. aside this, the song does gradually get more intense or loud after the dings at the start. i like to see this as his descent to insanity as he attempts to preserve his own life with however means necessary, even if that isn’t his specialty. he was made for death and destruction, so him trying to treat himself with life and prosperity is a complete 180° from what his abilities are meant to do. he continuously gets more adamant or desperate for a cure to the point it becomes the thought of, “WHATEVER IT TAKES.” he fears death because it is the opposite of what he wishes, and that is to be glorified or remembered for all of eternity. this, to him, is failure.

rather than a prideful or remarkable title, he’s instead referred to as the doomed potential. doomed could mean several different things depending on how you wish to see it, however, i look at this in the way that he’s doomed because everything he had done in regards to his death, was due to himself. he is the reason why he’s dying. his constant exposure to his own poison causes his biological form to rot to a fatal degree. the reason of his death will more than likely be because of that fact, and if not then greatly assisted by it. he’s a doomed potential because he truly does have the potential to make a difference. albeit being one of suffering, it’s a difference nonetheless, however he doesn’t have the resources nor time to complete that. hence, why he’s doomed.

on another note; medkit is the only one he can think of that could solve remotely every single part of this. every part that he deems as a scenario for failure, can be solved if he had that piece of medkit’s own abilities. medkit was made to completely rival or cancel out his own abilities due to it being one of healing rather than one of corrosion. he views medkit as a necessity for success because he thinks that medkit would be able to heal his rot to a degree that it no longer secures his demise. aside the fact that medkit is quite literally his main objective assigned by blackrock, he’s adamant on keeping him alive rather than executing him for his ‘betrayal’ because he’s aware of medkit’s healing aid and if medkit were to die, then he would follow suit soon after.

it seems like this helps in his descent towards insanity because instead of any other character relating to subspace’s lore, it’s only medkit who continuously has an appearance. of course, he may be so caught up in himself and his ego considering all the statues +++ how much he badly wants to be remembered, but it also seems like aside his obsession with himself—medkit is the only other one that makes a vague appearance in his thoughts. i think a lot of the visuals of this video can also resemble subspace’s personal obsessions asides everything else. these visuals are his desires and medkit is one of them solely due to being a means to success.

on the topic regarding a general basis on atychiphobia and what could have caused this for subspace; i would inevitably pin the blame onto blackrock. it’s well known that blackrock is unforgiving especially to those who wrong, defy, or fail it and i believe that plays a huge role into the effect this has on subspace. also not to mention that blackrock is the only thing subspace has and just barely similar to what he has as a family, so it’s not surprising he doesn’t want to disappoint them. subspace seems to be the face of blackrock in terms of advancements, and also looks like he’s held up to the highest regards. if he fails them, it will result into devastating consequences that he knows he will not be able to handle psychologically because he’s so used to doing everything right in their eyes to the point that if it changes, it would completely shatter him. that’s if, he wasn’t already discarded and expended before he had that time to run through the emotional turmoil.

i interpret subspace into the idea that he is a complete mirror image of what blackrock truly is in terms of how the faction seems to portray itself. though, i believe it was stated somewhere that he would have always ended to be an awful person, i think blackrock is one of the worst scenarios in regards to it. because now, he’s the worst version of himself that he could ever be. so terrible to the point he is no longer himself, and instead a personification of what blackrock truly is. and with that idea since he sees every single one of his coworkers as expendable, what’s to say that his superiors do not view that way of him as well? he’s only there because of his potential to the faction and how intelligent he seems to be with technological advancement towards destruction. blackrock wants power because of what it had lost, and subspace poses as something they could use to get it. should subspace fail, then he is no longer of use to blackrock’s desires.

he wants to be praised and acknowledged because to him, that is power. that is fulfillment. yet, in every possibility and in every conceivable outcome, he will never EVER be truly loved by anyone. that’s what i think really drives him deep into himself because the only one who truly thinks highly of him, is himself. however, he will take any bait of attention from blackrock because that is all he knows and his self-destructiveness demonstrates how far he’s willing to go to make sure he keeps succeeding in their eyes.

he’s doomed potential rather than remarkable history because in the end, his own demise was forever sealed to be caused by himself. he doesn’t know when to stop, yet he has all the knowledge of how to drive it further. his goal is to live so he could continue his succession for blackrock, while his death in any given outcome (succumbing to his rot, discarded by blackrock, or any other means of death) would represent his failure.

thus, is his atychiphobia.

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⟢　　subsoace what are you doing get the hell off the catwalk dude oh my god get out youre not supposed to be here get out GET OFF

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⟢　　exorspace +++ subspace art dump bonus :3

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⟢　　DEATH IN THE FAMILY .

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⟢　　phighting butcher vanity featuring ; subspace, medkit & coil :3 LOVE THOSE GUYS!

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⟢　　stay safe & take care subkit nation. i can’t believe this bullshit is real but here we are! hearts and love to all those affected by the recent doxxing &/or any sort of harassment. there is absolutely zero excuse to putting someone’s life in genuine danger over a ship. subkit is such a non-issue, and in no way does it deserve for someone to be doxxed or harassed as much as these recent events.

update : i still stand by my claim, HOWEVER. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yXvHNS_2OYLr2BExTtCM3jtUsSQT1jtFA4xZshnZ-wc/edit

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⟢　　happy new year, and i hope you all are doing very well ! aesvic mention

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⟢　　regular shadowpeach doodles mixed w a slight artstyle study :3 hello shadowpeach nation

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⟢　　possessed(?) macaque design for my little au :3 i actually have no clue on what i’m doing but this was fun

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⟢　　hi phighting fandom how are u all today !!!! also additional flashwarning to the two listed belowwww

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⟢　　a snippet into a recovery arc for the agliophobia au storyline :3 this takes place wayyy after the lady bone demon ‘dies’ in the story and after sun wukong n macaque’s fight

sorry i have like two different arcs for this au that i focus on. post-lbd arc highlights their relationship recovering over after their disaster with the lady bone demon which is kinda shown through a small scene in a post linked above. i love hurt/comfort sososo much. look at them so happy… for now… until she manifests again…

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⟢　　“The moon can only withstand so much hate.”

tag yourself; WHICH PRESSURE ANTICIPATION QUOTE ARE YOU! this is a little doodle of my LMK au where it features the scenario that instead of LBD sending off Macaque as her champion, she fuses her consciousness with his (similarly to how she possessed wukong). its like a psychoanalysis on macaque’s character and emphasizing on his insecurities, thus, is why it’s named agliophobia, “the fear of being hurt” except like… The fear of being hurt psychologically the most

just rlly bare snippets of shadowpeach n their relationship recovering after the battle with LBD i love them theyre so doomed

　　　　　　　　 agliophobia doodle dump

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⟢　　do you guys remember those mlp infection aus that surfaced a little bit ago. what if its that but with phighting characters

this was done like a whilleee back but i need to clean out my storage so why not store it here. i believe the name for this was like… project contamination or something

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⟢　　what a whimsical little lad

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⟢　　art dump :3 lmk au angst specifically centered around macaque and sun wukong woah thats wild!!! agliophobia — LMK au