just a bunch of sad thoughts, depression, anxiety, fear, panic and fucking bullshitin my 30' and you can call me Alice because, i too, am lost in wonderland
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decided to be vulnerable with someone today. never doing that again
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I want to be chosen without asking, remembered without reminding, loved without performing
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I will never romanticize my disorders because there's nothing remotely romantic about wanting to die 24/7
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My room is filled with hobbies I used to love, but now they're just collecting dust because depression stole the joy out of them. And I keep wondering when, or if, I'll ever feel that spark again for the things that used to make me happy.
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it's kinda tough to have physical touch as your love language and also suffer from CPTSD due to physical touch...
#bpd#tw depressing thoughts#just another pathetic existence#trauma#tw#actually bpd#borderline#i'm sure nobody really likes me#who would love me#existance is pain#cptsd#ptsd
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i was trying so damn hard to make it work, cut myself back where ever i could to follow your rules but in the end it brought me nothing but someone that would cross every boundary i ever set.
#bpd#tw depressing thoughts#just another pathetic existence#trauma#tw#actually bpd#borderline#i'm sure nobody really likes me#who would love me#existance is pain#boundaries
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having your feelings and thoughts invalidated over and over again makes you doubt yourself and accept unacceptable behavior.
#bpd#tw depressing thoughts#just another pathetic existence#trauma#tw#actually bpd#borderline#i'm sure nobody really likes me#who would love me#existance is pain#toxic relationship#toxic behavior
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"my child is fine"
your child only expresses their emotions in english because they feel uncomfortable verbalizing them in their native language and assuming them as their own
#bpd#tw depressing thoughts#just another pathetic existence#trauma#tw#actually bpd#borderline#i'm sure nobody really likes me#who would love me#existance is pain#bilingual
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One minute you’re recovering so well, feeling like life is worth living and you are worth loving. The next you are alone again, feeling 13 years old and harming yourself, reminded of why no one could ever like you in the first place. I fear I will always return back to that person…
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feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day
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I feel like I need to constantly apologize just for existing.
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I'm so sick of myself and I don't understand how anybody can stand me
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being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend
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At the end of the day I'm just a personification of my mom's sadness and my dad's rage.
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