ethereallyjade

[ethereallyjade]

Jade we misss youuuuu

aww thanks, I miss you guys too <3

Don't worry, I'm always here checking up on things, just more silently these days. Got a few things in progress, lots of life happenings, but even when I don't seem active, best believe that I'm always working on something!

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Colby's Turn On's

Venus/Mars/Eros Analysis (M) 18+

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Imma say it right now, loud and clear, this man ^^^

Is an ass man

Look at the guilt in his face. That is a man that's been caught. He knows what's up (and it's him)

High key likes to be challenged, but in that silly/flirty kind of way. Wants to be playful about it

Low key loves the chase, but only when he knows that the other person is super into him but playing coy about it

HOWEVER!! Once the chase is over and he's got you, that's when things begin to change

Tell him straight up about how you feel and what you want

Hit him with that "You up?" text and he's already on the highway

Be confident about what you want and what you like and he'll fold immediately

Can likely be talked into trying new things if you show that you're really into it

Risk taking.... need I say more?

He highkey gets the most freaky when he's abroad, whatever that may mean to him. I'll leave it up to your imagination

Thinks that piercings and tattoos are sexy on people

Kinda random, but people who like to learn. He likes him a smart cookie, or at least someone open to new possibilities

He likes when you let him have the upperhand, especially when it comes to flirting or other more spicy activities

Likes being in charge and dominant, but he done told us this years ago so nothing new here

He lowkey kinda sensual with the 'act' itself. I'm seeing him really liking soft touches and nice scents/candles stuff like that

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Namjoon Turn Offs

Astrology Analysis

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Dishonesty. He wants the blunt truth even if it destroys him and he hates liars. You cross his trust once, even in just the smallest, little, white lie of a way and you are gone!

Kind of ties in with what I said above, but fake and superficial people. He's the type of person that can tell when someone is putting up a mask or a front and he will be off put by it to say the least.

Having that said, small talk and surface level communication/relationships. Namjoon wants-No, NEEDS something beyond surface level. He craves depth in everything and everyone he meets. While he doesn't necessarily expect depth from everyone, he will 100% keep an arms length away from those he doesn't feel it from.

I feel that this is most people, but entitled people. He's turned off by arrogance and ungratefulness

People that aren't introspective or lack self awareness. With scorpio and virgo being in his chart, he wants to know EVERY little detail about a person, so someone who purposely holds back their thoughts/feelings, or even worse, isn't even aware of them, especially when they're in a more intimate relationship with him, will frustrate the hell out of him and cause him to not trust them

Moral of the story, if you want him to like/trust you just be authentically and unapologetically you

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Pick a Card: Texts From Your FP

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ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟙

"I wanna give you my everything" "We're gonna have it all"

"I love you. I need you."

"I can't wait to have you"

"You complete me"

Shufflemancy: Heather - Conan Gray

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟚

"Damn" "Are you always this annoying?" "Stop playin" "Yeah yeah omw." "You want me to pick you up anything?" "I know it's hard" "It doesn't have to be" "You know I always got you"

Shufflemancy: What Christmas Means To Me - Stevie Wonder (They seem really goofy about this lol)

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟛

"God you always so pretty" "Stop looking at me like that" "Whatever. I knew I could get your cute a**" "You really wanna know what I'm thinking?" "You already know I'll get you whatever you want. All you gotta do is ask"

Shufflemancy: Eleven - IVE

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟜

"Don't underestimate me" "No, it's not too expensive. Which one do you want?" "Do you ever think about having kids?" "What about dogs?" "We'll be like those old married couples" "I think you'll look cute with gray hair" "If it will make you smile"

Shufflemancy: Could You Be Loved - Bob Marley & The Wailers

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Pick a Card: How Will Next Semester Go?

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ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟙

It's gonna be real smooth. You're getting it all put together. I'm sensing that many of you may be graduating this semester. Older sibling/senior energy. There's a sense of everything finally coming together or something wrapping up nicely. Something is finished. I'm hearing 'Good riddance!' Signed, sealed, and delivered!

Your grades are going to be gorgeous. There's some kind of celebration, lots of smiling. You're going to feel very happy and abundant this upcoming semester. You'll have all your ducks in a row and feel very ready for whatever is next for you.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟚

I'm getting a kinda ridged energy here, but you guys will make it through. You might have a really hard class this semester, but I'm seeing that the thing that's standing in your way the most is yourself. Do not be afraid to ask for help: talk to your teachers, find tutors, watch youtube videos, etc. Put the time in. But most of all, don't allow negative thinking to get in your way. Don't tell yourself that you're gonna fail or that you can't do it, especially before the class even starts. That kind of self talk feels like nothing in the moment, but if you keep doing it it will affect you in the long run and not only adds unnecessary stress on you but can lead to other disorders. So, like, nip in before it gets out of hand.

Give yourself the chance, do your best. You might not get the grade you want, but you will pass this class or whatever it may be. Things might start rough or confusing, but I'm seeing that you'll start catching on towards the end. So, just put in that extra work when you can and you'll be fine.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟛

Similar to the last group, things might be a struggle at first, but you will catch on fast. Are some of you doing something new? A freshman? I keep seeing a young person going into college for the first time. Like, they didn't take things seriously, they were partying, going out to eat too much, hanging with friends, not doing homework, but then something happens and they're like 'Oh sh*t, this is real.' Can you relate to this? I'm seeing that you're gonna get hit with that wave of 'Oh, I actually have to lock in this time around.' There will be no avoidance or immature behavior this semester. The cards are saying to start getting your sh*t together lmao.

Not to wish bad fortune on any of you, but I'm really getting the sense of like... you will fail if you don't put in the effort. Like, go talk with your advisors, talk to your teachers, get a calendar. Everything you need to succeed is right in front of you, but no one can help you if you never ask. Watch your spending habits, don't cheat, do your homework, surround yourself with supportive good people, organize you work and time. This semester is really what you make it.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟜

I'm seeing giddy, more energetic, friends, and fun. This is a more laid back semester. You've been working hard, been very mature in your schooling so far, and I'm seeing that you'll just be reaping the rewards from your past efforts. Maybe you'll be working on a passion project or doing an internship. Something that doesn't feel like real work, because you'll be so into it. You'll be feeling stable and calm this semester, feeling accomplished and just better.

You might be getting more popular. I keep seeing that kind of student that walks into any room or class and just knows somebody. If that's not you, you might just be a familiar face to a lot of people because they've seen you all over campus or at events. Either way, others are starting to recognize you for something. If you don't have good and supportive friends already, you might find them this semester.

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Pick a Pile: Where to Find Happiness RN

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ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟙

Look for happiness in a mother, your mother, or another type of mature woman in your life. Seek your femininity, as well as beauty. Find happiness in a daydream. Find happiness through your intuition and your creative endeavors. Find happiness in caring for yourself and others, in healing and listening. Find happiness in support and loyalty. Stand your ground, remember who you are. Don't waste time looking down upon others, just be a beacon of light for those like you.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟚

You will find happiness in freeing yourself of your worries. Let go of self blame/pity, anxiety, and guilt. Block negativity and learn how to overcome your fears. Get out of bed, stand up, turn the lights on, and most importantly lift your head up. Allow your tears to fall when they need to, but remember that you are strong. Stay hopeful and allow yourself to heal.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟛

Stop letting another person fill your cup. In fact, anything they put in your cup, dump that sh*t out. Learn your boundaries and then speak them. Let the world know where you stand. I'm seeing you may have recently cut off a lot of people or you want to. Do it, it's gonna bring you happiness. Stop giving yourself to people who don't respect you. Both parties are unhappy here. I'm feeling a very "I'm done with this bullsh*t. I had enough," kind of energy here. Allow yourself to disconnect and put an end to what does not serve you. You will find happiness in finding balance, connection, and equality.

ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟜

First thing I heard was 'Dethrone the King'. I already love this pile. Y'all will find happiness in calling someone out on their bullsh*t. Find happiness in calling out those who abuse their power. I'm seeing a man in particular; a man in power, a father, or parents in general. You will find happiness in being stubborn against them, rebellion, taking back control, as well as finding discipline. You will find happiness in finding your power and standing tf up, BUT also through being logical. Follow your heart, but don't abandon your head.

I'm actually geeking about your reading. You got the Emperor reversed. LIKE! Powerful old man in all red getting dethroned. We all know what's up. I'm rootin for ya'll

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Pick a Song: How to Build your Confidence

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ℙ𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝟙

the boy is mine

I'm feeling hesitancy. "Take some time and you'll get there."

Be more spontaneous and outgoing. Say yes more often (when comfortable ofc) and a whole new you could very well emerge.

I'm seeing painting or writing, some sort of creative hobby that involves a tool of some kind or maybe ink.

You have talents and you should be using them in competitions, or at the very least putting your work out there for others to see.

Be an artist, and more importantly, own it.

Your work should be filling you with excitement, not dragging you down. Do something that makes you happy, it's been too long. Or maybe travel a little. Do something that actually excites you and fills you with ideas and passion, then you'll be that much closer to a feeling of fulfillment.

Channeled Song: Kissland - The Weeknd (Yo, as I was looking for the song, I saw the show 'You' pop up. Maybe you should go watch it on Netflix or something, especially considering the pic you chose lol)

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MILLION DOLLAR BABY

Okay, I'm already getting that you're pretty smooth with it.

"Just keep being you, baby"

I feel a cocky sort of energy, a smirk, something flirtatious. Maybe you're good at flirting or you should allow yourself to be more flirty.

Okay, after pulling the cards I'm seeing two different ways to interpret this pile.

One. You are holding yourself back from your own happiness. You are already everything you want to be, but you hold yourself back and put on a face for everyone. You act so mature and independent that you don't allow yourself to have fun, and in order to feel more happy, you need to ease your control over yourself and just allow yourself to feel in the moment and have fun. Worry later. Allow yourself to be excited again!

Or two, you're the complete opposite and you need to get more control over yourself. Maybe you have a bit of an ego, or trust too much, or have ridiculously high expectations. Sometimes you go too hard and end up embarrassed or people start talking about you and you're inability to stop. If this resonates, then you need to have a little more independence and maturity. This will grant you the freedoms and money that you need in order to thrive and glow in the future. Your hard work will bring you abundance right now, then in the future you'll look back and realize all the things you thought you had were actually really fake and how much better things are for you now. You are already great, but you could be more. Create some stability and realness in your life, honey.

Channeled Song: Burning Down the House - Talking Heads

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BOA

"Take it slow" "It's okay to make mistakes"

Are you a perfectionist? A little hard on yourself when you mess up? Allow yourself to make mistakes.

Girly, you are already great. Don't let your spirits die. Don't let your talents die.

I'm feeling that you've been really down lately; loss of faith and hope, loss of optimism.

I know it's hard to just get more optimistic, especially when you've been let down so many times, but I'm seeing that you just need to hang on a little longer, push a little harder, because something great is about to happen just around the corner.

Don't fool yourself. You hold all the power that you need. I know you're tired, but you still gotta be the one that gets up and makes a difference in your life. Just trust yourself, and trust your talents. You will get there.

You've been through more than enough challenges lately, but I'm seeing that the answer to your problems is actually very simple: Just step away for a moment. The reason you can't overcome is because you're not allowing yourself to use you talents or creativity to their fullest potential. You put too much stress and pressure of yourself and it's not allowing you to be at your best. Take some time, de-stress, don't think about the issue at all, then come back and you'll be more than ready. Pressure only boils you down. Take time to flourish and you'll be everything you need to be.

You are already everything. Just let yourself breath and you'll realize nothing ever needed to change about you, because you already have it.

Channeled Song: Disturbia - Rihanna

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I'll go out of my way to tell you that ur readings are so accurate and just dont stop ever! you are bringing joy to atleast one person that is me and i m sure there are more people out there and this is gods work, so thank you so much for ur efforts.

lol thank you so much, it means a lot to me! I'm hoping to start posting more soon. I'm glad people are enjoying them <3

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hey i just wanted to ask how to find vesta in one's chart, i have my chart but vesta word is not mentioned anywhere is there any other word that is used for it?

I usually use Astro Charts or Astrodienst for my charts, so I can only really help with these two sites.

For Astro charts, after putting in your birth stuff, you go to settings, planets & asteroids, and click on Vesta then Apply and it should show up in your chart. On the chart it will show up as a V with a little squiggle above it.

For Astrodienst, you'll want to make an extended chart. You'll scroll down to Additional Objects and under Common Elements you can click on Vesta. Otherwise you can type its asteroid number into the manual entry. It's asteroid number is ' 4 '

Hope this helps!

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Pick a Card: Traits of Your F/S

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Pile 1

Your F/S might wear big clothes. I'm seeing dresses, baggy clothes, or just oversized things. I'm getting somewhat emo vibes or they might just like black clothing. They are great at keeping optimism and picking themselves back up after periods of grief. Your F/S might have a hard time connecting with others or has had a bit of a rough past in terms of relationships. They could be a bit of a rebel as well or just crave more freedom in their lives. Back to their looks, their clothes might stand out in some way. Something about them or their personality is bold, but they don't even mean to be. They might have a very simple look, but it's so different from those around them that it comes off as bold, because I'm picking up on a very quiet and even reserved energy from them so I don't think their looks are a very conscious choice on their part. Either way, I'm still seeing that they're confident in themselves and have a leader like potential.

Pile 2

Clumsy, and colorful. Might wear sweaters or hoodies a lot. Could have an affinity towards churches? Or maybe really likes historic buildings or museums. Likes to travel. Likes the ocean. They are independent and trust their own decisions. They might move homes a lot and don't like living in one area for too long. They might live or be from somewhere with a cold climate. They have a humble upbringing. Could have come from a broken home, divorced parents, low income, or even faced homelessness at some point, but I'm seeing that they're ready to move on from that or have already. All in all, they're a very talented person and they're ready to take their opportunities. They might be from a different country than you.

Pile 3

Clean, smooth, "Must be perfect." Maybe their a Virgo lmao. I'm seeing that they can be the type of person to put up a front. They appear as well put together, mature, clean, and may even be seen as a leader of sorts, but on the inside they're definitely struggling with something. They might be a really naive person, and find themselves often being taken advantage of by those around them. This could also be taken as they're a very emotional person and need to learn how to put up this courageous front so that they stop being taken advantage of. As far as physical appearance goes, I'm seeing someone who's blond, medium length hair. Might like wearing blues and greens, dresses or long shirts. They might like to accessorize themselves. They may also be the type to really dress up when they leave the house, but dress very casual or im hearing 'bummy' behind closed doors lol.

Pile 4

They like hanging out with friends or even partying and drinking. They love to travel. I'm seeing a very happy and positive person hear. Maybe they can be randomly contemplative or have big dreams which is something their friends find odd about them because they usually have a kind of careless and partying type of personality. On the flip side, I can also see this as being someone that does not like to party. Maybe they're surrounding friends have a careless, parting attitude towards life and they want to break free of that and work towards something they find important. They might not be very close with their friends or feel like they've never fit in with their friend group, and again, dream of going somewhere else or leaving to find their people. They might contemplate moving overseas, so they might either be a foreigner to you or maybe you both move to a new country together. For physical traits, they might have curly hair. I'm seeing a lot of the color red. That might be their favorite color, or a color they wear a lot. Maybe their hair is red. I'm also seeing that they might get dressed up often.

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Pick a Card: Where is Your F/S?

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Channeled Messages: "Fly high , little one. Fly high," empty, ducks in a row, distracted, just can't get it right

Okay, this is good energy here. Where are they? They are partying. Some sort of gathering or celebration. Something that's giving them a lot of inspiration. I'm almost feeling like this celebration isn't necessarily for them, but it's kick starting them to fulfill something on their own. It's kind of opening their eyes to something they haven't seen before and it's making them feel free from something they were struggling with in the past. This idea could lead them to make a hell of a lot more money, or maybe this celebration is due to them making more money and now they feel more comfortable and stable to pursue something they've been thinking about for a while. Wherever they're at, they're feeling a sense of joy, success, and youthfulness that they haven't felt in a while.

Pile 2

Channeled Messages: indented, stopping to think, CONTEMPLATIVE, mirror image, butterfly, spoon, shiver/cold

I had to stop and brainstorm a few times before doing this reading, so your person might be very in their head right now, for better or worse. Okay, we got all cards in reverse, so it's probably for worse. They are stuck somewhere. Hopefully not literally. I keep seeing a picture of a room. Maybe they're in 'hermit mode' right now, which is funny since I didn't actually pull that card. However, instead of working on themselves and healing like the hermit typically intends, maybe they're just hiding away in fear; spiraling with thought after thought about something. It's healthy to allow yourself to feel or to need time away every now and then, but I'm seeing they have definitely overextended their stay. The cards are saying 'its time to go now'. I'm seeing a shaded, quiet room with empty bottles and candy wrappers. I'm hearing they may have spent the past few months in a constant state of alertness which caused them a ton of stress which explains why they've been hiding away, just to get a break. Sorry, to end on a sad note, but they're having a really hard time getting their energy back right now.

Note: It took me a while to shake off the energy of this pile, and immediately upon starting pile 3 I felt this huge weight lift off my head. Pile 2, your f/s is likely in a really dark place rn, I'm sorry.

Pile 3

Channeled Messages: Easy by The Commodores, sweet, light & giddy

I'm not feeling an overall negative energy here right off the bat, however the cards are suggesting that your f/s may feel very insecure right now. I think they're in a place that is blocking their creativity or feminine energy. They might be surrounded by people that are pushing them around, unbeknownst to them, and this is subconsciously making them feel insecure and unsure about themselves. I'm picking up a lot of feminine energy from this pile, which doesn't mean your f/s is necessarily a woman or anything. Maybe they're surrounded by a lot of women, but I don't think in a romantic way. I'm feeling that a woman close to them is really getting in their head and influencing them in a negative way. All in all your f/s has very good energy, I think they're a very kind and sweet person, but at the moment they aren't surrounded by those that have the best intentions.

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Namjoon in Pursuit of Love

Venus+Mars Analysis

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Venus in Scorpio

For starters, it's gonna take this man an eternity to even admit his feelings to himself (even though lord knows he feels it so deeply that it's literally undeniable), let alone to admit it to ANYONE else

Absolutely the type to lowkey stalk his person of interest, nothing weird of course, but just like watching their every move from across the room out of the corner of his eye, and going through their social media

He wants to know everything about them before even thinking about pursuing

But once he does decide he wants someone, he won't waste another second

Namjoon wants someone to understand his soul. He's very serious about love and very passionate

He's extremely private about matters of love and extremely protective of the ones he does love

He likely even struggles with possessiveness and obsession because when he does open himself up to love, he does so intensely. He loves so deep it hurts, which is why he protects his heart so much in the first place, because the second those floodgates open all that built up passion and insecurity comes pouring out

This can be very overwhelming for many, so someone that's patient, deep, and understanding of him is important, as well as someone that doesn't fear intensity

He takes love very seriously and needs to know his partner does too, otherwise he sees it as a waste of time

Namjoon expects total loyalty

The ideal relationship, with anyone really, is one that transforms him into the best versions of himself and is deep in the most beautiful and scary of ways

He wants to know his partner inside and out. Every thought, fear, dream, and insecurity laid out for him and his eyes only

He wants his world rocked, but ultimately, he wants something that lasts til death do you part

Someone he can feel safe sharing anything and everything with is his goal

Someone who can ground him also would be best. He has a tendency to overthink with love, so much so that he may think about all the bad things that could happen, get so lost in his daydream, and end up breaking his own heart from something that never even happened

Also, having Cancer in the 8th is basically everything I just said but x2

11th House

Likely finds most of his love interests though mutual friends, online, or anything regarding being social (events, concerts, clubs, or anyother type of gathering)

Could be prone to finding himself in situationships (mix this with it being in Scorpio, lets just say commitment could have been a touchy and/or difficult subject for him)

He's attracted to those that are independent and different or uniquely themselves. Someone that dares to dream and isn't afraid to stand up and out. He might even date people that surprise others, as in people that are different than him or what his friends expect him to like

Mars in Cancer

Again, heavy protector energy here

He may be ashamed to admit it, but he's a sucker for a damsel in distress

This placement is all about nurturing and saving others and can really get excited about someone that needs him

He wants someone that feels like home, that he can open up to and be himself with. Someone that he can explore the dark side of and let them see the dark side of him as well

He craves emotional connection

He wants someone he doesn't feel alone with, which unfortunately is a frequent theme in his life (mostly from to his own doings but-)

Once he finds someone to settle down and make a family with, he will be extremely focused on and protective of them

8th House

If you couldn't tell already, he's gone through some shit regarding his relationships

Extreme passion towards anything he sets his mind to, including relationships, and If it wasn't clear the first time I said it, he takes this very seriously

This placement isn't too different from everything I said above in Venus in Scorpio, except Venus takes a lighter/prettier approach to it and Mars is more aggressive and passionate with it (and Venus being in Scorpio can already be a messy sight, so take that as you will)

LOYALTY

If you betray his trust in any way he will CUT YOU OUT, and considering the nature of his Mars sign already, he'll get revenge too

Yet another theme to point out, he's a protector and will do so even if it costs him everything. Anything to see his loved ones happy and safe

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Namjoon When Upset

(Mostly) Mars Analysis

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For starters, let's look at what made him upset in the first place

Pride, especially with who he is and where he’s from (very prideful over his nationality, source of education, etc.)

Anything regarding loyalty. Does NOT take betrayal lightly

His loved ones and their safety. So help you if you come for his loved one (or if his loved ones come after him). He’s especially sensitive to them in every way

Having that said, because he’s only comfortable showing his deepest self to his loved ones, they can be the exact people he projects/emotionally dumps on even when his anger has nothing to do with them in the first place.

He’s also deeply hurt when his feelings are ignored or put down in any way, especially when done by someone important to him.

Now for how his anger manifests,

If not already insanely obvious, dude's passive aggressive AF. and can be very petty as well. If not put under control, he can become whiny, hypocritical, and manipulative when upset with a tendency to assume he’s right.

Could be prone to crying when angry and/or makes sure you will. If you do him dirty enough, he will constantly remind you of what you did lol.

Despite his sensitive nature, he can easily detach from his emotions and become very cold when feeling vulnerable or that he’s wasting his time on someone/something. If we’re talking about a situation where he's like REALLY pissed, he can become brutal, immediately closing himself off to others and cutting people out of his life indefinitely.

He stays pretty quiet about his problems and is unlikely to speak about it for a while, which usually means his anger comes out in bigger ways than it was initially felt.

He tends to lose himself in his career as a means to distract himself from, well, honestly any overwhelming emotion really. The type to disappear for years after you dump him and then suddenly come back a millionaire.

May use jokes and sarcasm as a weak form of communication and coping mechanism. He wants to connect when he feels scared or hurt but is so resistant to letting others help him.

Because of his scorpio placements especially, it’s no surprise that he feels things very deeply and passionately and this includes his anger. He knows how intensely his anger comes in and easily consumes him, which is why he runs from it, because he fears himself. He fears that he can't stop himself from hurt others, like it's his destiny to be a monster (And OMG I could say so much more about this and his whole Rap Monster persona, but I digress for now) He instead directs his anger inwards onto himself, and because this anger is desperately trying to find the surface, it comes out as passive jabs.

When used more healthily, his anger shows through art and competition(being the best at whatever he sets his mind to).

A little NSFW, but I’m also seeing another big way he channels his anger is through s*x, but I'll touch back on that in another post.

For the most part he tries to just ignore his feelings and keep quiet, but again, it never works and often results in him becoming very moody.

In the end, if he sees the problem worth being resolved, he will communicate in a fair way and tries his best to choose his words carefully so each side is thoroughly heard.

But be warned, he rarely forgives and never forgets.

[ethereallyjade]

Pick A Card: What Your Body Wants to Tell You

Choose a photo that calls to you and the cards will tell you a message that your body would like you to know right now. This is just for fun. Do not take anything seriously or above legal or medical advice. Masterlist

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Pile 1

Channeled Message: Stuffed, Clogged, Ridgid, Resisitant

Your body is encouraging you to branch out and try new things. I'm hearing try new foods. If you've been thinking about trying out new recipes, your body's giving you the green light to do so. If you've been thinking about adapting new habits and exercises, it's also a go. Even if it doesn't work out, you will learn to adapt and make adjustments along the way, but you need to try something other than what you've been doing. It's time to use your enegy more effectively, and if you don't have energy it's time to treat yourself/eat/move better so you can start making that energy. Having that said, don't get too caught up in trying to find a perfect routine. You may have a habit of trying to do too much research, and although that's still important (don't put your body through potential harm w/o research obviously) make sure you're doing as much as you're thinking. Just let loose, have fun with your health practices, be in the moment with your body and don't think too much, just do. You're in a period of change and old habits are needing to be left behind and walked away from. You're so close to becoming that person you want to be. The time is now.

Pile 2

Channeled Message: Clashing, Deep Breath, Judging, Slow, Waiting, Patience, Observe

Okay, like I figured from the channeled messages, your biggest issue rn may be your own mind. As in, judging yourself too harshly that is. You may be quickly losing your patience with waiting and waiting for results to show on something. You want to stay calm about it, but inside your timer is ticking away. You're being asked to sit and take a deep breath. Perhaps you don't fully believe in your results. You want it bad, you may even need it, but deep down maybe you don't really believe this will/can happen for you or that you deserve it. I'm seeing this type of mentality is what's truly stopping you from transforming and being offered amazing gifts in life. Give yourself a chance at happiness. On a lighter note, I believe you are starting to realize what's actually important to you. Maybe you placed too much importance on having the best/most expensive food, equipment, medicine, clothes, etc. for your body and you're coming to the conclusion that it's the little things or the things on the inside that matter most, or for some of you the things you put inside your body. Things will start looking up for you, but you have to believe it.

Pile 3

Channeled Message: "Work with me". not listening, "there you go, you're getting there", distracted

You are in the midst of discovering something about yourself, but I'm seeing mood swings, tough love, and running away from the real issue. You're body may be changing in ways you didn't expect and you don't know how to deal with it. Maybe you want your body to go back to how it was, but the cards are saying to be present with your body and focus on changing your mentality to adapt to the now. Don't repress these feelings in you, but also be okay with keeping the past in the past. You are a new you and time needs to be set aside to explore this new you and to find happiness in it. Even if you don't look, act, feel, etc. how you used to, there's still so much you can do, if not new things you'll find you can do. TW: I'm really getting that for some of you this could be a weight related issue, but regardless of what it is, don't give up on yourself. You're still beautiful and worth it no matter what.

Pile 4

Channeled Messages: Mistakes, My fault, "it's just who I am", exhausted, "I can't do this right."

Both cards I pulled are Aces, which is giving me the impression that you've discovered something about yourself recently and are currently trying to become a new you. I'm not picking up anything inherently bad though. Honestly, I think you found a new talent or something good that can really change your life, but you're scared. Scared of what it means going forward. This discovery has brought out insecurities in you because you don't know if you can do it. You may be reluctant to tell others about this new thing and you're finding ways to implement it into your life in a quiet but successful way. I'm seeing that whatever this is for you could also lead to some financial gain. Your body's asking you if this is what you truly want? And since it already knows the answer is yes, it's saying to set goals and just go for it! It's time to be clear about your wants and needs and not be shy about knowing yourself. Slight TW, but obviously if the reason you're hiding this is because it could potentially put you in danger then obviously do what you need to do to keep it hidden as long as you can, but the cards are saying not to let great opportunities pass you by out of fear.

[ethereallyjade]

Pick A Pile: A Message From Your Soulmate

Chose a photo that calls to you. The message could be from a soulmate, current partner, future partner, or any other label that tickles your fancy. Some of these messages were oddly specific so take what resonates. And remember, It's all just for funzies My Masterlist

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Pile 1

Channeled Messages - Reserved, taking the responsibility

Their Current Energy - Your soulmate is currently redefining what it is that's important to them. Possible financial issues right now or a big loss regarding their possessions, but they are about to begin on a new journey in terms of money. They could be greedy and immature, or was in the past, probably prone to overspending too. All in all, they're realizing their not happy with the things they have in life and want to seek out better security and use of their time, energy, and money. I think they may be embarrassed about why they're in this situation or just very hesitant to answer. They could have been careless with what they were putting their money into or not realizing/being blind to where it was going. I got the image of like forgetting to cancel a netflix subscription or something and they never even use netflix but months go by and one day they realize they've still been paying all this time. Like something behind their back was taking from them. Someone could have also been taking from them while they were vulnerable or going through a tough time and they were naive to this person's true intentions. But they're building themselves up again from their mistakes and creating a new life, outlook on life, and idea of themselves. They are ready for change.

Message: I kept shuffling embarrassingly bad. This person is definitely very hesitant or nervous to speak right now, anyways

"I'm sorry for not putting time into us. It's just that they left me broken. They keep coming back every time I wanna move on. I don't wanna bring them into our relationship. But I wanna come through to you. I don't wanna miss out on what we have, I can't lose you. You make me feel like a kid again, remind me of what it was like growing up. I feel real happy around you, but I'm nervous. I wanna give you the stability that you deserve, but I feel like I have nothing to offer, so I've been trying to work on my job. Maybe that's where all my time has been going, but I wanna be able to provide for you. I need to get back on my game because I don't want you to ever feel like we don't have enough. It's not your burden to worry about. Anyway, just know that I love you. Always will."

A Song They Want You to Listen to: He Lives in You from The Lion King 2

Pile 2

Channeled Messages - earthy, simple, "I got you, you don't need to worry anymore", sun shining through the window when you wake up in the morning, fluffy white comforter on a bed, protector

Their Currently Energy - Right off the bat, before I even pull any cards, I'm getting huge protector energy. Like, right when I sat down to start this reading my dad called me and he don't never do that lol. Honey, they are determined to get what they want and what they want is you. They got everything and yet still feel like something is missing in their lives. They're missing you and they are tired of not having you. They are moving full force towards their goals and don't give a damn what anybody has to say about it. They tried to build up a life for themselves. Tried to push away that lingering emptiness by filling their lives with material things, but they've admitted to themselves that they want you and that you're one of the only things that brings them true happiness and satisfaction in life. So watch out, cause they're coming, honey. (I just realized I've addressed you as honey twice now, which is weird cause I never give nicknames to people, so they will probably call you that.)

Message:

"I know you're struggling right now and that you have a lot on your plate, but you're taking up too much on your own, trust me, I know the feeling. Let me help you. You don't have to take all the responsibility. I'm here for you if you'd just let me in. I know you don't want to hear this, but you don't what what's best for others. I know deep down you know this, but you aren't acting like it. I know you have good intentions and I love that you always want to step up and help others, but you know the whole 'You can lead a horse to water' thing? Let them find their own way, no matter how hard it is to watch. Their life is their responsibility not yours. Take care of yourself right now. As for me, I'm battling out a few issues right now and gathering all the things I need. I want to do this right. I want to be solid and organized. I want everything to be put together and perfect when I come in. It may take a second, but you better believe I'm on my way. Don't lose hope in us just yet, I'm nearly there."

A few cards popped out immediately, but I put them back in just in case. Regardless, this person was eager to start talking to you and stubborn about it too.

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Boy in Luv - BTS

Pile 3

Channeled Message - Loud, energetic, playful, "Ayo, let's turn these lights on" (maybe they're afraid of the dark lol), clumsy, maybe even bad at cooking too but they'll tell you "Don't worry, I got it."

Their Currently Energy - Right now they're just spending some time alone, trying to figure it all out. Something in their life isn't going how they want it to and they're isolating themselves from the issue to debate whether they should stay or go. They're very stagnant and indecisive, but ultimately I'm seeing they will choose to take on a new outlook that isn't based on what others think is best for them.

Message: Before I start, I’m picking up that their energy is kinda slow or distracted. I had a difficult time concentrating and kept zoning out. They may have a lot on their mind right now and it’s overwhelming them to the point that they’re numbing themselves from fully feeling the reality of the situation.

“Hey. I’m sorry, for starters. I just have so much on my plate, work and all. I didn’t mean to put you on the back burner. I have a really important decision to make. It’s hard though, you know? Sometimes I do lose faith. In us. In everything. There’s just so much going on and I’m just so tired. But I know deep down what I really want and what's really important to me. I just gotta keep fighting, if not for me, then for you. I can’t wait to have you back in my life, be a kid again with you. Life’s been all about work recently and I just wanna hold you, watch movies or something. Just relax. I love having little play fights with you. You look cute when you crinkle your nose. I’ll make my decision soon, babe. Then I’ll be right there with you.”

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Hollywood Swinging - Kool & The Gang (This person has really cute energy, they’re just going through a lot, but by the time they find you they’ll start feeling more comfortable being themselves and letting out that silly side in them. Also, you or this person may be manifesting each other)

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Channeled Message: They're awkward and a mess, but boy are they whipped

Their Current Energy - Your soulmate has a bit of scattered energy right now and they're unsure what steps they should take next. They recently went through a big change in life where they had to leave something behind which is why they're in such a stagnant state of confusion right now. They may have just moved or recently exited a relationship, or both, or neither. Just something where they had to move on (by choice or force) and they're currently learning how to be confident with the new identity they've discovered because of their current environment.

Message - They're really good at keeping a calm and collected exterior, but on the inside they're feeling pretty frustrated right now, but they're doing their best to get what needs to be done as smoothly and with the least amount of mess as possible.

"I had to go. It saddens me to leave, but it had to be done. I thought it was everything I needed, but it was never getting better and no matter how long I tried to stay around to make it work, I always felt like something was missing. The stress finally got to me, it was all too much. I debated for long enough already. I had to go. I'm finally on my journey to find what I've been missing, what I know deep down I've always wanted. I've had enough of my old life and I don't care what others have to say about it. I want free of my burdens. I want something meaningful. I need something meaningful. I'll find it. I'll find you."

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Wait for You - Elliott Yamin

[ethereallyjade]

Pick A Pile: A Message From Your Soulmate

Chose a photo that calls to you. The message could be from a soulmate, current partner, future partner, or any other label that tickles your fancy. Some of these messages were oddly specific so take what resonates. And remember, It's all just for funzies My Masterlist

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Pile 1

Channeled Messages - Reserved, taking the responsibility

Their Current Energy - Your soulmate is currently redefining what it is that's important to them. Possible financial issues right now or a big loss regarding their possessions, but they are about to begin on a new journey in terms of money. They could be greedy and immature, or was in the past, probably prone to overspending too. All in all, they're realizing their not happy with the things they have in life and want to seek out better security and use of their time, energy, and money. I think they may be embarrassed about why they're in this situation or just very hesitant to answer. They could have been careless with what they were putting their money into or not realizing/being blind to where it was going. I got the image of like forgetting to cancel a netflix subscription or something and they never even use netflix but months go by and one day they realize they've still been paying all this time. Like something behind their back was taking from them. Someone could have also been taking from them while they were vulnerable or going through a tough time and they were naive to this person's true intentions. But they're building themselves up again from their mistakes and creating a new life, outlook on life, and idea of themselves. They are ready for change.

Message: I kept shuffling embarrassingly bad. This person is definitely very hesitant or nervous to speak right now, anyways

"I'm sorry for not putting time into us. It's just that they left me broken. They keep coming back every time I wanna move on. I don't wanna bring them into our relationship. But I wanna come through to you. I don't wanna miss out on what we have, I can't lose you. You make me feel like a kid again, remind me of what it was like growing up. I feel real happy around you, but I'm nervous. I wanna give you the stability that you deserve, but I feel like I have nothing to offer, so I've been trying to work on my job. Maybe that's where all my time has been going, but I wanna be able to provide for you. I need to get back on my game because I don't want you to ever feel like we don't have enough. It's not your burden to worry about. Anyway, just know that I love you. Always will."

A Song They Want You to Listen to: He Lives in You from The Lion King 2

Pile 2

Channeled Messages - earthy, simple, "I got you, you don't need to worry anymore", sun shining through the window when you wake up in the morning, fluffy white comforter on a bed, protector

Their Currently Energy - Right off the bat, before I even pull any cards, I'm getting huge protector energy. Like, right when I sat down to start this reading my dad called me and he don't never do that lol. Honey, they are determined to get what they want and what they want is you. They got everything and yet still feel like something is missing in their lives. They're missing you and they are tired of not having you. They are moving full force towards their goals and don't give a damn what anybody has to say about it. They tried to build up a life for themselves. Tried to push away that lingering emptiness by filling their lives with material things, but they've admitted to themselves that they want you and that you're one of the only things that brings them true happiness and satisfaction in life. So watch out, cause they're coming, honey. (I just realized I've addressed you as honey twice now, which is weird cause I never give nicknames to people, so they will probably call you that.)

Message:

"I know you're struggling right now and that you have a lot on your plate, but you're taking up too much on your own, trust me, I know the feeling. Let me help you. You don't have to take all the responsibility. I'm here for you if you'd just let me in. I know you don't want to hear this, but you don't know what's best for others. I know deep down you know this, but you aren't acting like it. I know you have good intentions and I love that you always want to step up and help others, but you know the whole 'You can lead a horse to water' thing? Let them find their own way, no matter how hard it is to watch. Their life is their responsibility not yours. Take care of yourself right now. As for me, I'm battling out a few issues right now and gathering all the things I need. I want to do this right. I want to be solid and organized. I want everything to be put together and perfect when I come in. It may take a second, but you better believe I'm on my way. Don't lose hope in us just yet, I'm nearly there."

A few cards popped out immediately, but I put them back in just in case. Regardless, this person was eager to start talking to you and stubborn about it too.

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Boy in Luv - BTS

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Channeled Message - Loud, energetic, playful, "Ayo, let's turn these lights on" (maybe they're afraid of the dark lol), clumsy, maybe even bad at cooking too but they'll tell you "Don't worry, I got it."

Their Currently Energy - Right now they're just spending some time alone, trying to figure it all out. Something in their life isn't going how they want it to and they're isolating themselves from the issue to debate whether they should stay or go. They're very stagnant and indecisive, but ultimately I'm seeing they will choose to take on a new outlook that isn't based on what others think is best for them.

Message: Before I start, I’m picking up that their energy is kinda slow or distracted. I had a difficult time concentrating and kept zoning out. They may have a lot on their mind right now and it’s overwhelming them to the point that they’re numbing themselves from fully feeling the reality of the situation.

“Hey. I’m sorry, for starters. I just have so much on my plate, work and all. I didn’t mean to put you on the back burner. I have a really important decision to make. It’s hard though, you know? Sometimes I do lose faith. In us. In everything. There’s just so much going on and I’m just so tired. But I know deep down what I really want and what's really important to me. I just gotta keep fighting, if not for me, then for you. I can’t wait to have you back in my life, be a kid again with you. Life’s been all about work recently and I just wanna hold you, watch movies or something. Just relax. I love having little play fights with you. You look cute when you crinkle your nose. I’ll make my decision soon, babe. Then I’ll be right there with you.”

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Hollywood Swinging - Kool & The Gang (This person has really cute energy, they’re just going through a lot, but by the time they find you they’ll start feeling more comfortable being themselves and letting out that silly side in them. Also, you or this person may be manifesting each other)

Pile 4

Channeled Message: They're awkward and a mess, but boy are they whipped

Their Current Energy - Your soulmate has a bit of scattered energy right now and they're unsure what steps they should take next. They recently went through a big change in life where they had to leave something behind which is why they're in such a stagnant state of confusion right now. They may have just moved or recently exited a relationship, or both, or neither. Just something where they had to move on (by choice or force) and they're currently learning how to be confident with the new identity they've discovered because of their current environment.

Message - They're really good at keeping a calm and collected exterior, but on the inside they're feeling pretty frustrated right now, but they're doing their best to get what needs to be done as smoothly and with the least amount of mess as possible.

"I had to go. It saddens me to leave, but it had to be done. I thought it was everything I needed, but it was never getting better and no matter how long I tried to stay around to make it work, I always felt like something was missing. The stress finally got to me, it was all too much. I debated for long enough already. I had to go. I'm finally on my journey to find what I've been missing, what I know deep down I've always wanted. I've had enough of my old life and I don't care what others have to say about it. I want free of my burdens. I want something meaningful. I need something meaningful. I'll find it. I'll find you."

A Song They Want You to Listen to: Wait for You - Elliott Yamin