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i need an extra for it’s just us. please please please

hiii!! every time someone shows love to a fic of mine, it means the world. i appreciate you so so much. 🩷

admittedly, i love this fic but have a hard time associating myself with it because i feel like its something of the past. it was written before i finally found myself and my style as a writer so i don’t think i’ll be returning to it for a sequel or such. i posted the first chapter spontaneously before realising i regretted it but i finished the fic and im glad so many people enjoy it.

im so sorry anon but if it does anything to lift your spirits, im writing for the ohff on twitter, bodyguard louis x pop princess harry, and I’d love to see you there!!!

thank you, i love and appreciate you so much 🩷

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today is officially the first day of summer so if you’re looking for the perf fic… well hello!!!!

if you give it a go, come talk in my inbox! 🍒🌊📷

all of our tomorrows

by eulogiseme | 32k | E

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They’ve both been evading the reality of growing up. With Harry set to leave for Paris in a few days to pursue Fashion Design, Harry and Louis decide to spend one day retracing all the places that had brought them together. Maybe that’s all it takes to realise how blind they've been, and how they'll never let each other go.

Or the summer fic where they spend their last day together roaming Venice Beach and all of the city’s corners pretending to be strangers. Featuring scandalous car rides, jealous shot rounds, red lingerie, answers to questions they’ve never had the courage to ask, and learning that goodbyes don’t need to be so hard.

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— this easy thing of sacrifice

for the @momrry-ficfest (last snippet before posting begins!)

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“Baby…”

Harry opens his eyes, tears streaming down his cheeks fiercely. With a weak shake of his head, he blubbers, “Don’t call me that either.”

“Why not?” Louis breathes.

Stubborn, Harry shakes his head.

“Tell me,” he insists.

“When you call me baby, it makes me feel alive again," Harry whispers. "Like it's just me and you and no one else exists. No one I've hurt, no one who needs me."

Louis frowns. Fear still etched into his heart, he doesn't know what to do to solve this.

"You're my baby."

"After everything I've done?"

"I... I don't know, Harry." He admits, "You need to talk to me."

"I'm your baby for the night." He breathes, weak hands grasping onto him. "Can I... be your baby for the night?"

He whispers it like it's something forbidden. Is love forbidden for monsters?

Looking at Harry, Louis doesn't think he could ever deny him anything. These feelings that have crept up on him are dark and obsessive. Louis felt their true nature when he tasted blood on his tongue and craved more; now, as Harry never denies the allegations. Still, Louis craves him. Wants more.

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@shawnmendes

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— Fyodor Dostoevsky (via lunamonchtuna)

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so much love recently on ‘all i’ve ever learned from love’ and i realised i never shared some artwork with you guys on here.

the fourth picture is exactly!!! how i envision louis on harry’s balcony.

you can read aielfl here

1. ‘After Midnight’ by Jack Vettriano

2. ‘Eugie & Geo’ by Fabian Perez

3. ‘El Verso X’ by Fabian Perez

4. ‘Cool Breeze and Cigarette’ by Fabian Perez

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Hii, I hope you are having a peaceful and beautiful day. The passages you reblogged are very appealing to my taste in books, so I wanted to ask, what are the books you like or have read recently and maybe you want to share? Can you make suggestions please?

hiii! i am sending the same amount of love and good vibes back to youu! 🌸🌸

thank you for the compliment, you have made the reader/writer/booknerd in me extremelyyyy happy. thank you!!!

anon, truly, i have been waiting for this moment my entire life. so much is going on in my life rn i haven’t been able to read as often as i usually do but i will share a few recs that i adore and think are quite similar to what i reblog on here.

first, for that hopeful melancholic type of love, ‘white nights’ by dostoyevsky…. i truly felt like i learnt what real longing meant after reading that (and i recommend this book to everyone).

the last book i read was ‘good morning midnight’ by jean rhys who is absolutely fabulous at writing and depicting female struggles. i read ‘voyage in the dark’ by her last summer and loved that too. and ik i said i’d recommend books similar to what i reblog but i’m halfway through ‘sunrise on the reaping’ the new hunger games novel and there is always so much you can learn from suzanne collins’ and her view on politics and such. especially when you consider the state of the world today.

for something light hearted, either ‘emma’ or ‘pride and prejudice’ by my love, jane austen. (cliche but fab!)

‘letters to vera’ by vladimir nabokov and ‘letters to milena’ by franz kafka touch on love and all its in betweens, and have such gorgeous prose.

and a final contemporary piece that is actually not as popular as the others is ‘a summer evening’ by geoffrey nutter. i shared the story of this a few weeks ago (here) when i posted my new fic because i included it in there.

i hope this isn’t too overwhelming and i didn’t bore you either. thank you for giving me the chance to ramble about books, i hope the world is being kind to you today. 🩷

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Hi! I was just re-reading your fic “all i've ever learned from love ” and I just wanted to say how my heart swelled at Harry's love for Willow. You described his love for her so beautifully that sometimes I go back to the story just to feel the way Harry treats her. Louis and Harry's relationship is very tender and soft, but Harry and Willow definitely changed something in me. To be able to convey such a pure love in such a beautiful way requires great appreciation (I hope I am not out of line).

hello!!! firstly, i wanted to thank you for this. you don’t know it but i got some horrible news today and this was perhaps one of the worst days of my life so logging in to read this truly made my day so much brighter 🩷🩷 (you most definitely are not out of line!!)

it truly blows my mind when people read my fics, let alone choose to reread them so thank you, im so glad you enjoyed it and im glad it found you and resonated with you. love in all aspects is hard but so beautiful and i really tried to show the hard side of it with this fic. its not easy and most of the time you’ve got to fight for it. harry and willow’s relationship was the first thing i ever wrote for this fic. i wrote the first few paragraphs of his struggle to love her in a manic haze then left the doc for weeks. all i really could write about was them for a while before i found my louis.

im so happy that their love and relationship means so much to you, it’s not often that people enjoy relationships that aren’t between h and l so i appreciate that. and now im rambling (which i always tend to do) but you stuck by me for 50k words so im hoping a few hundred more wasn’t so difficult.

thank you so much angel, appreciate you more than you’ll ever know. wherever you are, i hope you’re having an amazing day.

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— The Sleeper, Edgar Allan Poe

[text ID: At midnight, in the month of June, / I stand beneath the mystic moon.]

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You are pointing your gun in the wrong direction

by markruffalo

There are so many ways you can help and use your voice. Showing up to protests, using your right to vote, educating yourself so you are able to educate others. The news is scary, I know, but now it’s more important than ever that you learn about the world around you because ignorance will only make matters worse. Whilst you have the privilege to turn a blind eye, there are real families and people that are being affected by problems you have the freedoms to ignore.

Now, moving onto the situation in the US, in a country with a fascist dictator (to an extent I use those words lightly as I also don’t) it’s crucial you start opening your eyes now and taking a stand in a union because change is happening whether you’d like it to or not. And it will keep on happening until you see its effects too. It’s not about race or nationality, but we all are humans and we all have the same rights so to watch in silence as your peers rights are taken away is not displaying the humanity that you’ve been blessed with. As a society, you can collectively make a change or not and with the recent US election things have been stunted which is why you need to support each other more than ever.

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one week and so much love already, thank you

all of our tomorrows

by eulogiseme | 32k | E

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They’ve both been evading the reality of growing up. With Harry set to leave for Paris in a few days to pursue Fashion Design, Harry and Louis decide to spend one day retracing all the places that had brought them together. Maybe that’s all it takes to realise how blind they've been, and how they'll never let each other go.

Or the summer fic where they spend their last day together roaming Venice Beach and all of the city’s corners pretending to be strangers. Featuring scandalous car rides, jealous shot rounds, red lingerie, answers to questions they’ve never had the courage to ask, and learning that goodbyes don’t need to be so hard.

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your new fic was everything i’ve ever wanted. i love your writing and can’t wait for your momrry fic. you’re so talented, my new favourite author 💕💕

hiii, darling!! this is so kind and sweet wow :’)) you made my entire day! i hope momrry doesn’t disappoint and thank you once again. i hope you’re having the loveliest day <333

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all of our tomorrows

by eulogiseme | 32k | E

artwork

They’ve both been evading the reality of growing up. With Harry set to leave for Paris in a few days to pursue Fashion Design, Harry and Louis decide to spend one day retracing all the places that had brought them together. Maybe that’s all it takes to realise how blind they've been, and how they'll never let each other go.

Or the summer fic where they spend their last day together roaming Venice Beach and all of the city’s corners pretending to be strangers. Featuring scandalous car rides, jealous shot rounds, red lingerie, answers to questions they’ve never had the courage to ask, and learning that goodbyes don’t need to be so hard.

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if anyone is interested in a little story i have about the book harry is reading in summer/california fic, i’d love to share. i was thinking about this fic, and i knew from the beginning i wanted harry to be creative, a lover of the arts and consequently, he feels everything more which makes him so devoidant. i wanted a scene of him to be reading (i also noticed he doesn’t do that much in my other fics which, from me, im disappointed and am working on changing haha). i was browsing through my list on goodreads, trying to find the perfect thing and ended up on tumblr contemplating sylvia plath. it was really early for me and the sun was out and that’s when i really feel motivation and love for things i’ve left behind. anyway, whilst browsing my goodreads i found a book rec i saved from tiktok of a girl promoting her dads new book, she shared a page with a quote i’ll share below that i had screenshotted from august 2023 and when i read it it was just so fitting for harry and louis in this fic. the world never ceases to remind me of how often it’s thinking of me and surprising me. this was a silly ramble but i wanted to be hopeless and share it. romanticise everything.

“Look-the moon is a perfect circle.

A circle itself is perfect.

Please don't go behind the buildings yet again.

I have watched you all evening.

I have compared my life to yours and found mine lacking.

You are leaving me.

And you will never even know what it was.

To see a sliver of your brilliance as you finally disappeared.

I have touched the part of you that never felt me.

I have touched you all the way to untouchability.”

— A Summer Evening, Geoffrey Nutter

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all of our tomorrows

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art from the diner scene by the most talented @alphameowlouis / louismeowing [twitter/x]

out now.