Everything is too complicated to dissect. The stress exhaustion that I suffer from due to the unrelenting torment inflicted by this evil old wretch is disabling and paralyzing. I'm unable to function because every shred of energy that I have is spent at work. "Home" is no solace because it's worse than the outside world. I'm going to the homeless shelter as soon as I get my SUV running.
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grinding my teeth until they break
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who am I ? do I deserve love?
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Everything is agonizing. My heart is broken. I'm devastated every day that I suffer through this existence. The sorrow and anguish that I suffer through lead me to the ledge. I'm implored to jump by this primal urge inside of my brain. The terror of looking down and realizing how long the free fall would be gives me vertigo. I'm nauseated. I could vomit.
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