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you tried everything. you tried relationship check-ins and using positive thinking. you tried modelling healthy coping strategies and printing out pages of cognitive behavioral therapy tricks. you tried relationship podcasts and audiobooks and posts on instagram. you tried steamrolling your own emotions and making yourself into a fractal of a person. you tried ripping out your own hair and you tried to feed from your own stomach. you tried setting boundaries - and when that failed, you tried to be okay with broken boundaries.

you tried explaining, over and over and over. you tried long-winded texts that delicately apologized and took accountability; you tried short and earnest apologies that directly confronted the issue. you tried letting them apologize first - and when that didn't work at all, you tried to delicately explain you needed their apology.

you tried, because you really thought they could change. sometimes, if you caught them in the right moment - they even seemed willing. they would nod and agree to try therapy (eventually) or try calming techniques (eventually) or try safe communication practices (eventually) or try -

and you feel like a fool, because you gave them so much grace about it, and that's how things got so bad for so long. you were being patient and kind and willing. you gave them time. you promised yourself that next week, they'd be better. next week, they'd be the partner you needed. next week, they'd be there for you. they'd finally see all the effort and love and trying! and as some kind of divine reward, why, they'd finally -

the whole time your boundaries shifted and swam. since you were being patient with them, you started taking barely-there token actions as being "enough." okay, they didn't really apologize, but even the use of the words "i'm sorry" was enough! okay, they didn't support you through grief, but afterwards they seemed guilty about that and offered to buy you sushi. wasn't that all good enough? isn't love about growth and bringing the other person up with you?

so when you finally broke about this and finally decided to run: well, you had expected to be ruined. you had cried in the shower picturing it. and instead. instead. you were suddenly, coldly, wildly - done.

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If you love me, you'll go buy the new Butterfly winged Star Stable horse and name it after me (because it's the only fairy looking horse with good wings that I like) If you don't do that, clearly you just hate me

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not to go all cringe on main but fictional characters have genuinely helped me through some of the worst shit in my life n i’ll forever be grateful to fiction for giving me comfort when i’ve needed it most

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IMPORTANT NEWS: I’m divorcing Navia. Clorinde is my new true love, I love Clorinde. I hate Navia, Cloringey is canon and I will be having three of her babies <3

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*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

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I'm sorry infold games but what the actual fuck???????? LONG MOMO?!!?!?!?!?!

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I'm sorry that happened to you, you didn't deserve that, no one deserves that I would burn the world to the ground if I could add even one moment of happiness to your past

I'll hold you as long as you need, it's OK, I've got you, you're safe in my arms if hurting others healed your pain I would bathe you in blood daily

I love you and I'm proud of you there is an inferno of anger within me and every day and every moment I fight to keep it in because I know what you need is comfort not more violence

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My friend... my friend just made me watch S1 of teen wolf....

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Love in Paradise from Epic but it's Life Anew

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i upload the latest episode immediately after finishing recording the new one and every single time i am so hyped. i outdo myself EVERY EPISODE. this series keeps getting BETTER. RAAAAAA

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new doribunn video tonight gang whos ready to cry about life anew

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god your art is so fucking beautiful, id give 0 hesitation to blow all my savings from my paychecks for art one day

thank you!!!! its been more than a year since this ask but still im very grateful for your kind words idk if this will be of use to anyone nowadays but i'll probably open public cmms in a few months lol

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drew my fursona as a sabertooth for funsies. yippee

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If my mutuals and followers could please just- reblog or read, I don't have this glitch personally but this is a good friend of mine and I wanna help :)

IMPORTANT NOTICE: Hey I’m sorry this isn’t Genshin women-related but this is really important and I would really appreciate if you guys could help if you can.

So basically there’s been a glitch happening to me on all my blogs and it happens to a few random asks. Here is what it looks like:

Basically the text inside the ask glitches into the section where you’re supposed to answer the ask, but for some reason I am unable to delete it when I click edit? Anyways, this only happens to a few asks and when they reach my inbox, I can’t even answer them as the option to edit is not there. Instead, the only button available on these glitched asks is the “post” button.

If anyone knows anything about this glitch, pls let me know. I really do not know how to fix this and I really don’t want anymore weird glitches :(

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hey people, for the sanity of a good friend can some of yall spam my ask box? to see if there's a glitch. my friend is getting glitches to where she can't answer asks on the app because it'll [the asks] go into where you answer and she can't delete it to properly answer. so i wanna see if i at least get that glitch too