ferallion666

[ferallion666]

Riiiiiiiigggghhhht..... sorry, I forgot, I'm the one who was chosen to be the family's forgettable, usable, disgusting, ugly, fat, unwanted, replaceable, unloveable, and stupid one I'll try harder next time to live up to that.

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I got to be free for 6 hrs and felt so happy

Been back for only 2 hours and already been told how much of a fuck up, useless, waste of space daughter i am

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It's fun when people dont even know it's still going

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I smile and laugh because if the people that cared about me know my real pain, they would be worried and I cannot burden them with my weakness.

I’m the strong one.

I do the saving I don’t get saved.

[ferallion666]

I bother everyone

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Only been awake for 1 fucking minute and im already getting fucking yelled at... im so fucking done

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I hate that yelling at me is such a HUGE trigger since 99% of the world yells at one another instead of talking

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I hate myself so much. I’m so disgusting.

[ferallion666]

"My life is sad and small and a burden to those I love."

-Red, 'Orange is the new Black'

[ferallion666]

Someone: "You aint worthy of nobodys love"

Someone: "You will be alone"

Someone "Your unloveable"

Someone: "Your not worth anyones time"

Someone: "You always have issues, bye"

I'm finally noticing the pattern

[ferallion666]

I hate how I look

I hate my body

I hate the way i sound when I talk

I hate my brain

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[ferallion666]

It's weird how your own mind can make you think these things and make yourself hurt worse even though you try so hard to get it to stop

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I think I'm beginning to become scared to be alone, when thats all I wanted to do.