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finiteframe3 · 1 month
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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
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finiteframe3 · 2 months
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finiteframe3 · 4 months
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female hysteria
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finiteframe3 · 4 months
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you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling
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finiteframe3 · 4 months
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TS tweet 21/2/24
Did it hurt? When you fell down an internet rabbit hole instead of doing work for the past 45 minutes?
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finiteframe3 · 5 months
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“This too shall pass” well can it pass a little faster jeez
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finiteframe3 · 5 months
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finiteframe3 · 5 months
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art I guess
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finiteframe3 · 5 months
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I'm choosing violence today.
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finiteframe3 · 6 months
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claimed by the sea 🔱
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finiteframe3 · 6 months
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edit: hey!!! this is post is getting WAY more traction than i thought it would so please go follow & support @tothechaos (op of the tweet) !!
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finiteframe3 · 6 months
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always vaguely feeling like im in trouble for something but idk what
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finiteframe3 · 6 months
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People who don't hyperfixate will never know the slightly horrible, completely impossible-to-replicate feeling of being so intensely invested in something it possesses you, takes over your waking thoughts and rides some weird line between being excited, anxious, and stressed as hell while still being entirely some other beast.
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finiteframe3 · 7 months
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finiteframe3 · 8 months
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WHY is tumblr suddenly in like,, dark mode??
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finiteframe3 · 8 months
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can't believe I'm expected to work even though I don't feel like it and would rather not
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finiteframe3 · 8 months
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BOLAS ROJAS BOLAS ROJAS BOLAS ROJAS
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