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Shit...

I needed to read this! 😭

You are not missing out on anything.

In fact, it is impossible for you to ever miss out on anything at all.

That person you thought you’d marry? They're with someone else because your soul weighed them and found them wanting.

That job you wanted so badly? Someone else got it because your future self came across something better.

That dream you thought you’d have by now? It's never coming because the Universe says it's too small for you.

So stop looking back. You’re not going that way.

Onward, always.

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Another reason I don't drive and have so much anxiety about it. I'm 37 and still without a license. Used to be ashamed but at least I've not killed myself or anyone. 🤷🏽‍♀️

i hate driving. here are the laws! if you break them there will be consequences! except youre also expected to break the law just a little bit. people will get mad at you if you dont. you dont have right of way but the person who does is waving you forward for some reason. here's the speed limit! it's not the speed limit, the actual speed limit is that plus ~5-10. the light is green but you're in the turning lane. can you go? should you have gone just then? the person behind you is honking at you. there's a weird noise coming from your engine; if you try to do the right thing and get it checked out, will you get scammed? you are driving a 1-2 ton metal machine rocketing at speeds unknown to humankind for most of history. around a million people die in car accidents every year; that's about one person every thirty seconds. if you take that seriously and try to drive safely then people get mad at you.

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Everything about this! Lol

GOT-DAYUM, (got)dang-it, (got)dern-it, goddammit, is what I grew up with!

bastard sounds great in an irish accent. if an irish person calls you a 'daft bastard' it just feels right

the welsh have the monopoly on things ending in hell. fuckin hell and bloody hell hit different in a welsh accent. its like music to my ears

the scots have piss and shite for sure. "its pishin it doon out there" "this is a load of shite" absolute poetry

if i may speak for the english i think we do penis related words very well. dickhead, knobhead, bellend, etc.

and for all the shit we give them, you gotta admit that no one can deliver a 'goddamn' quite like an american. theres a certain weight to it that you just cant achieve in other accents. when an american says goddamn you know shit just got real

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Joy Sullivan, from “These Days People Are Really Selling Me On California”, Instructions for Traveling West

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Eminem & Avril Lavigne - I'll Follow You | Remix by Liam

I know this so g is AI generated but it's cool and I think it belongs in our playlist!

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Happy 🌲 420!

I've ordered and received some free gummies from indacloud.co

If you are a STONER, these will not get you high but they will provide a slight buzz. I wrote a review saying that in a post on their Facebook page and they sent me another Dirty girl for free.

Personally I feel the local dispensary here provides a much more wider variety of strong carts and vapes. Yes, I need a tolerance break but I'm not ready! 😭 Anyway that isnt even all of my stash lol. But it is 12g of weak concentrate right there total with the remaining about 2-3g.

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My son can't say fork! 🤣 He's so cute and I couldn't ever be mad at him.

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Show Clip - Wicked - "Popular" - Original Cast

OMFG I love musicals but I'm VERY VERY picky. It's hard for me to get into one I've not seen because I'm deathly afraid of being disappointed if that makes sense. But I love this song and it's a perfect example of my higher self (Glinda) is with me. Hahaha. I'm a tomboy so she gets this way when I ask for her help. Very excited and eager to help, insulting about it but funny so I'm not offended at all.

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My story isnt over and neither is his.

He's the other half of my soul. He's alive inside me and I'm here to do what he didn't! I survived 4 suicide attempts, it must mean something maybe? 🤷🏽‍♀️

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I finally lost 55 lbs in a year thanks to Ozempic!

I have PCOS with insulin resistance.

That's why diabetic medicine works for those on PCOS. I need to get back on spiriolactone tho and will in may when I see my new doctor. I was diagnosed with PCOS, endometriosis and adenomyosis in '22 even though I knew I had it for decades just to see what my options were because honestly I don't really like birth control and my periods have always been normal and loyal in spite of having PCOS. It's just very heavy and painful. I was told I couldn't have children (wasn't something I cared about anyway) so why am I on birth control if I can't have any? Oops I got pregnant a month later 🫢.

I also take Myo Inositol for hormone regulation. This helps with balancing male and female hormones. I can tell you just these two things alone and minimal exercise helped me lose the weight. Not too fast though! In 2018-19 I went hard at the gym. Without ozempic I would need to basically live at the gym every day to lose weight and keep the weight off. I tried it and it worked but I lost weight too fast. Just missing the gym a few days, my weight started to pile again. It's not practical to spend that much time at the gym! What Ozempic did for me was reduce my PCOS food cravings like sugars, carbs, processed foods down pretty low so that I can closely monitor how much I'm eating, when I'm eating and what I'm eating easier instead of blindingly picking up a bag of hot fries. Especially around my period. Because my weight gain is connected to cravings and constant emotional eating.

I was off Ozempic for 3 weeks because I didn't know I could ask for a refill from my new Dr who I don't see until end of May. In those three weeks I was in PCOS food craving hell for the last 1 just about. Gained 10 lbs in that week. A month or two later it was gone. Thankfully. But fuck dude it was really hell!

Another thing to note is that if you don't want diabetes from PCOS, had gestational diabetes, been prediabetic, diabetic medications are the way to go! Im 5'3" at 151 lbs which means I should lose more but man I've been 130 most of my life up until I was 22 and have been bouncing back and forth between 130 and 175 before getting pregnant for years. I'm happiest at 145 and 150! I still have some jiggle! When I had my son I weighed at 210 lbs and was miserable. Felt shame, disgusted, I hated my new body, I hated myself for letting myself go, I was jealous of some of my friends who bounced back and how I dealt with it was by eating and giving into my PCOS symptoms. I still have a fupa and stretch marks and some handle bars but I'm happy and that's all that matters.

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HAPPY 8th ♥️ ANNIVERSARY TO US ON THIS JOURNEY! 💐🥳

Just hanging out on the balcony...it's a beautiful day!

We've been working together since 2017. I can't believe how much I've learned, how much we overcame, I've finally started actually HEARING his voice and omg it's been a wild wild ride. I look forward to more accomplishments on this journey. What will another year bring?! 🤔

In others news, yes I know I've been very silent here and there. A lot is STILL happening. It's just very difficult to put in words the things we've been working on. The main thing is my ability to hear his actual voice comes in goes with my emotions. When I feel down it's harder to hear. Of course I'm up, down and all other the place. The thing is we are working also on past life trauma. It's a whole process...when I regress with Erik, I hear the things happening and sometimes see the scene flash by. In disturbing parts I'm still able to lay still and listen intently. When my guides have a discussion with Erik and my higher self about me, I can listen in just curled up in bed, eyes closed and listen.

I've also been getting a lot of practice giving mediumship readings for friends and family. When I get comments on how spot on I am, it freaks me out. It's like confirmation this is really happening! When Erik tells me things and it happens as he says, it's still a shock and surreal because holy fuck this is really HAPPENING!

8 years of this and some times I find myself pinching my skin to make sure I'm real. I understand it appears I have first person syndrome or whatever it's called. IDC this is really happening in my life and I'm here to tell you that...

When something is real you know. It might be some time but you know. Things start to come together and it makes sense. You can't just rely on your feelings alone because feelings can distort your vision. I'm glad to have stuck this far and can say that I feel 💯 certain he's my twin flame. I know it deep in my soul and I know that I ironically pride myself in my humility but I can't lie either. I can't ignore the 8 years we've had.

Personally 8 years is long enough to be certain. I wouldn't fully believe someone if they've only been on the journey for a short time. I shouldn't have been certain at first too but I dialed back years ago realizing self assurance is not cute especially if youve only begun without work being done. So I accept the criticism I received at first (it happened before I made this blog).

And that's the thing too! I FEEL that some level of spirituality, intuition, empathy, love for others, self love, perseverance, bravery, and the desire to be a better person are keys to having a twin flame on the other side. I don't take a person seriously (someone who reached out to me) when they claim to have a TF in spirit if they don't possess the qualities needed for this journey. I'm serious because this journey IS NOT for the faint of heart. So it's kind of offensive when someone make a big deal about having a TF in spirit but nothing to show for it especially on a blog. What I look forward is substance. A lot of time I see surface level shit 🤷🏽‍♀️. So I'm like...where's the cream filling? If you're going to make it a big deal, show us the goods! I mean that's why I have my blog. If you feel you don't need to prove it, it just looks sus to me. I'll leave it at that.

This journey is so taxing emotionally, psychically, physically (the brain is a physical object), intuitively, spiritually, etc. We truly suffer from separation and it's not something I enjoy being made light of especially from someone who displays complete disregard for those truly suffering in a real TF in spirit relationships. As an intuitive I just sense ill intensions and lack of knowledge from others with a strong unwillingness to learn.

Don't get me wrong I've had wonderful encounters with others truly in a TF in spirit journey. My door is always open for support. I welcome anyone willing to learn, grow, get advice, learn from my experience, and become independent in learning where you stand on your journey. I can totally help with that....But I will not confirm your TF. That's some you need to work out on your own.

Often times people will jump at the idea someone is their dead or not living TF because of shared interests. Many will jump because they are for lack of a better term...desperate. Then they fall off the wagon realizing it's a phase. It's okay. You don't need to feel bad. A TF relationship with someone not living is LASTING if it's real. You know in time. You really don't know instantly. It can happen but often times I look at their blog and it's not a peep. I could very well be wrong. Just throwing this out there.

Why would someone want a dead TF is beyond me. I will never understand how some people can be so willing, so on board to suffer the loss of a TF. To suffer TF separation this way is so incredibly painful. Yes, it's not always painful. Yes it can be worked through. It's a constant flow of healing, breakthroughs, revelations, psychic developments, overwhelm,etc. I know for a fact we are warriors and we are here for a purpose. That is to help the world and self development. If that is not your goal, I'm sorry then think about it again. I could be wrong but something tells me I'm at least on track but I'm open for a healthy debate or sharing of experiences.

I love talking with other people with a TF in spirit. It allows me to collect data and find commonalities between us. It's very interesting!

🤭😘💕 I've gone on enough now!

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I've decided to say fuck and talk about Erik. It's so exhausting hiding the truth why make myself miserable?! If they get me committed that's just a small vacation for me! My son is hitting terrible 2s real bad and I NEED a break. My fiance would know how I feel most of the day. Being ASD with sensitivity dealing with a toddler....need I say more?

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Original comic by Rasenth

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17 Exhilarating Signs Your Twin Flame Is Thinking of You Sexually

Usually I HATE articles like these because they are shallow and don't usually emphasize the spiritual side of having a TF in your life. It's not a surface level relationship. Yet many will still call a one night stand thier TF based off one fleeting experience. It's deeper than that and there so much that goes with having a TF in your life than just loving each other.

Sometimes these things can take time to develop and the individual. For example...

Being an autistic, I'm not good at picking up flags or signs. So of course I'm not going to recognize many TF signals. But that's me. You could be the same way but pick up instantly. It doesn't make your experience more valid. It just means you're an individual. It took me years to piece together everything that made up my TF journey and I'm still having revelations 8 years into this.

Basically, no experience is one size fits all. Keep that in mind.

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Omg lol this is what it's like when spiritual beings are all trying to get your attention at once.