fleur-files

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We've been so inactive sorry, we just don't front often anymore.

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watching yourself spiral into a mental breakdown while knowing you can't stop it is a different kind of heartbreak

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im so fucking over feeling sad all the time

I hate that I'm always in a rough spot when my friends are to like fuck. I always am the one to support them always and all I get in response is a frowny face and an are u ok.

no I'm Not Okay and I actively want to shove my head down the garbage disposal and flap that shit on

like do you even understand how awful it feels to be needing support and Never Fucking Receive It?

why the FUCK do I have to beg. why the FUCK do I have to cry to be noticed. this is actually insane. no one gives a fuck and it shows lmfao I would put on a fake smile for you and help you,.you can't even do that in return for me?

i literally can't do this anymore.

im gonna start letting my anger flow and apathy reign. I s2g.

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Specific System-BPD Userboxes

Safe for endos+willos to use. No DNI, just don't be a prick.

Want a more specific one? Feel free to ask!

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BPD hitting again. Might just break my vows to stay sober 🥰

- Quintin / Finley

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Wanting to find more transIDs that I relate to. That or make my own. I wonder.... 🤔

- Quintin

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Hi, we are now using the ⭐️💫 anon term and heard we can request Roux or The Artist for flags?

We were wondering if in system relationship flags existed

Also, we hate using the “Mixed Origins” term and wanted to have our own term flag. Basically we don’t have a name for it, but it would be where the body has a “Core” of two mixed souls and the rest of the alters are traumagenic. We are trying to study this phenomenon, because we are told it seems impossible, but a term might help us explain it on our road to researching this.

-Anon⭐️💫

Some name ideas for this term:

Coremixed / Coreswirl / Soulmixed / Soulswirl

Saturated with Desaturated and Pastel versions.

A traumagenic term in which two souls are mixed together to form a "core" or something similar to a core. The rest of the alters in the body are traumagenic and have no connection to the core. The alters may just be headmates, while the core is soul-based. Some alters may have different origins, while the core is soul-based.

Other examples of this include souls in the body fusing together to create a core, and can be any amount of souls, but commonly only two souls are needed to form a core.

Hope this can help you on your journey! - 🎨 Roux

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I keep seeing so many 11's but my angels aren't doing shit.

Angel numbers my ass, good positive change yet everything falls apart like it always does.

Fucking hell. 11 11 11 11 IT'S ALL FUCKING ELEVENS.

Damn the angels, they can have their 11s back.

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Goodnight everyone!!! Love to all transids and plurals and proshippsssss!!! 🥰

Hope everyone has a wonderful night and the sweetest of dreams!!

- Quintin

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with all the pain you're feeling, please remember about all the joy that's coming. even if you can't see it. it will come!

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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

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Having a BPD episode while my headmate cheers me on trying to make me happy.

Just staring off into space as she just goes "You can do it!" "good job!" "I'm so proud of you!" "Amazing!"

Like ok I love you but please stop

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opening up is like talking to a cop, everything you say can and will be used against you.

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Finley's Introduction & Info

Hello, I am Finley / Fin. I am a host of my system; The Fleur Files.

Pronouns:

He/Him - They/Them - It/It's - File/Fileself - Detective/Detectiveself - Sleuth/Sleuthself -

Gender:

Mingender - Mascgender - Detectivegender - Detectivebodiment - Noirflimic - Detectivic -

TransIDs:

Trans20thCentury - TransVictorian - TransDetective -

Interests & Likes:

Mystery Media - Horror & Thrillers - Theories and Conspiracies - Urban Legends & Myths - Folklore - Mysteries - Unsolved Mysteries - Documentaries - Crime Media - Respectful Crime Podcasts -

System Roles:

Admin - Gatekeeper - Advisor - Anchor - Archeologist - Archivist - Cialemedimate - Co Host - Communicator - Diplomat - Infogatherer - Journal Keeper - Lorekeeper - Manager -

Kins:

DetectiveKin - 1900sKin - EdwardianEraKin -

Pros:

Pro Choice - Pro Consent - Proship - Profic - Pro Marxism - Pro Paraphilia - Pro Endogenic - Pro Willogenic - Pro Mixed Origin

My Aesthetics:

Detective Aesthetics - 1900s Aesthetics - Edwardian Era Aesthetics - Victorian Era Aesthetics -

No DNI, just don't be a prick. We block freely.

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20thCentury & Victorian TransID Umbrella Terms

By Finley and Quintin, these terms and flags were made for Finley, anyone can use.

Trans20thCentury

An umbrella term for being a form of the 20thCentury (years 1901-2000). Your age, aesthetic, gender, identity could be affected by the 20th Century. Your body or soul could be from the 20th Century.

Terms under this umbrella could be:

20thCenturyGender

20thCenturyAge

Perma20thCentury

20thCenturyAesthetic

TransVictorian

An umbrella term for being a form of the Victorian Era (years 1837-1901) . Your age, aesthetic, gender, identity could be affected by the Victorian Era. Your body or soul could be from the Victorian Era.

Terms under this umbrella could be:

VictorianGender

VictorianAge

VictorianAesthetic

PermaVictorian

No DNI, but we block freely.

[fleur-files]

Quintin wants me to look for TransIDs I like, she says there's some I will like if I just look for a bit. I don't know. I'm still a bit weird about them...

Where do I even start? Do I just go to a mega thread or something?

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hey, you! yeah, you. the person reading this with a cluster B personality disorder.

you are not inherently evil.

you are not inherently a monster to be destroyed.

you deserve safety and happiness.