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Yayoi and Rika...why did they have to die so soon? What a waste of beautiful character designs.

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Seraph of the end trauma rant pt2 :3

So, I’m back. Not at midnight for once :0

I made the pt1, and I have more ideas. SO today will be (probably) the only other part.

With Yuu, Shinoa, Mitsuba, and Narumi :3

TW: Death, murder, suicide,

Okay, starting off strong with the main character Yuu. He is probably focused on the most, both him and his trauma, so I won’t cover too much. However, I feel like the survivors guilt aspect isn’t shown as much as it could. Like how he felt so guilty about leaving Mika those years ago, even though Mika repeatedly tells him it’s fine. I just feel that could have been shown more. Also the whole thing with his dad trying to kill him and mum committing because she hated Yuu so much??? He has to be conscious about that, and clearly we need more on his reaction and mental state due to it.

Okay! Shinoa now! ;3 She’s the youngest of the most important family in the JIDA, and still ditched the army for Yuu. That has to be lots of pressure, and she still left. That takes guts, or zero impulse control, or both. She lost her sister, but we never really get to see much about that, exercise for Mahiru and Guren, but nothing much about their sisterly bond (if they had one). She had to hide all of the knowledge about the experimentation from the squad, and especially Yuu, which must have been eating her alive.

Okay, Mitsubaaaa :) She has lots to unpack, but I’ll keep it short. She is also a member of a pretty important family in the JIDA, and her sister and her don’t have a great relationship. Her sister, Aoi, works close with Kureto, so (if I were her at least) the guilt she must feel about the Seraph of the End experiment, especially since it was on her squad-mates sister, but be intense. She ALSO feels responsible for the death of her old squad, and watch them get killed. Again, survivors guilt and guilt in general. And then there’s also the fact that the JIDA tried to promote her rank, just because she of her family. I know that being judged on your family can suck, and she said it herself that it she gets a promotion, she wants it to be because of her work specifically.

Rounding off this rant we have the fabulous Narumi. Right off the bat I can say that, as someone three years older than Shinoa Squad, he already probably feels accountable and responsible for them and their safety. And then the poor guy had to watch his whole squad murdered in the space of a few hours. Idk abt y’all, but the scene in Shinjuku broke me, and then Nagoya added salt to the wound. The look on his face after Shinjuku…and then how he didn’t get any time to mourn because of Nagoya, where he lost MORE friends and squad mates, and then he didn’t get to grieve then either because he had to keep fighting, then protect Yuu, then run away.

In summary, for both pt1 and pt2: these poor guys are only teenagers and are going through some really tough shit. Get them therapy, or at least blankets, a warm drink, and cuddles. Because holy fuck they need them.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk(s) :3

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Seraph of the End rant

I don’t think this fandom is even alive anymore, but hello, and please correct me if i’m wrong on any of this!

It might just be me, but I feel like many peoples trauma gets brushed over A LOT, and this post will literally just be me ranting about three characters in particular.

Kimizuki, Yoichi, and Mika.

Also, TW: Abuse, murder, suicide, mental health problems, abandonment, SA

First of all, starting off strong with the telephone pole himself, Kimizuki Shiho.

Yes, he’s pretty bitchy, but with reason. His sister is ill with a deadly virus, and he is so much more worried than he lets on. Now, as someone who hasn’t read much manga, (i’m catching up slowly), my knowledge roughly stops after S2 ends. However, I’m pretty sure there is a scene in a manga where the squad is hyping him up, though that could have been a fever dream, it shows again that he isn’t as tough as he lets on.

Now, onto the cinnamon roll known as Saotome Yoichi. Watched his sister get murdered by a vampire for no reason, then had a moment of recognition on the battlefield with LACUS FUCKING WELT. The fear in this mans eyes like- Kimizuki get your ass over here and comfort the fuck out of him, whether on the battlefield or after in his room. I would have sold my soul for that scene. And his trauma is, once again, ignored! Why?! He’s a cinnamon roll and needs comfort (yes, he’s stronger than he looks, but give that boy a hot chocolate, blanket, and some cuddles, STAT)

And, to wrap this up, we have the blond russian vamp himself, Hyakuya (or Shindo) Mikaela. Who, in my opinion, has some heavily brushed over issues. Like how he tried to get Yuu to not give him blood, which would have resulted in his death. Many times in that scene, he said he would rather die than live as a vampire. And I feel that the fact that that was basically an attempt was brushed over. And I have an inkling that that wasn’t the first. But alas, that may be my headcanons catching up to me. Also, not to mention the fact about the whole Livestock stuff and before then! His parents abused him, ans then threw him out of a moving vehicle. A moving. Fucking. Vehicle. And then was finally happy for a while. Then was livestock. Then had his found family murdered in front of him, stabbed, arm ripped off, turned into a vampire, and separated from the only family he had left. Also, isn’t there rumours of Ferid SAing him? Idk if that’s canon or not. Mans has been through shit, and there’s no way he’s okay in the head. I’m not, and I haven’t been through any of that.

BUT AAHHH WE NEED AN EPISODE(S) WHERE THEY COMFORT EACH OTHER AND OPEN UP ABT THEIR TRAUMA

also i’m writing this at midnight so this probs won’t make sense.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

(also for all the ONS fanfic writers out there..if you happen to see this and accidentally write drabbles for it… :3)

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Stuff. Please read :3

Hi, my name's Kai.

I have a account on AO3, ThatFanFicAuthor107

I just posted something basically saying 'idk what to write. Can I have requests?' because rather than guessing what an audience wants, why not ask them?

Yes, the post was about Haikyuu (I'm addicted to those gay volleyball players) but I do want to start writing for some other fandoms (Ninjago, I'm looking at you 👀).

I want to do mainly Tsukishima, Hinata, Kageyama or Yamaguchi centric stuff, but I'll do others.

I have some vague ideas but some headcanons of the characters would make my year

So if you want to check out that post, and leave some requests/headcanons for a fic either on the post or here, that would be greatly appreciated,

I will try and write/post stuff quickly.

Thanks <3

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ShiGuren❤️

Simple sketch of Lotus and Ninja. I know height difference is not accurately represented in this picture so let's pretend Shigure is sitting on something and Guren is leaning over.

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🌹"I'm in love with your naked soul."🥀 AiMika Ship Aesthetic Collage 3 Photo credits: Pixlr E & Unsplash - Zoltan Tasi, Mathilda Khoo, Evie Fjord, and Alexandre Boucey Fanfiction that goes with this collage: 🍋🍋🍋

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ShiGuren Ship Aesthetic Collage 1

Photo credits: Pixlr E & Unsplash - Tiplada M, Thomas Stephan, Novila Misastra, and K. Mitch Hodge

Guren x Shigure, Lotus x Ninja

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KimiNoa (Shinoa x Kimizuki) Ship Collage 1

Because somehow they are so cute and perfect together 💜🩷

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They're definitely arguing about who's taller💀

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🩸🌕"Drink my blood until I die."🌑🩸

AiMika Ship Aesthetic Collage 2 Photo credits: Pixlr E & Unsplash - Yu Kato

The haunting and obsessive, unsinkable ship!

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 終わりのセラフ | Owari no Seraph | Seraph of the End (Anime & Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Mikaela Hyakuya/Aiko Aihara, Aihara Aiko/Hyakuya Mikaela Characters: Hyakuya Mikaela, Aihara Aiko, Krul Tepes Additional Tags: seraph of the end - Freeform, Dark Romance, unequal pairing, Rare Pairings, Teen Romance, Seraph of the End AU, Canon Divergence, Rare Relationships Summary:

Seraph of the End AU post vampire-human war, an ambiguous peace treaty had been signed. The deal included handing several members from the Japanese Imperial Yokai army over to Sanguinem. They are assigned as property to certain vampires. Aiko Aihara was assigned to Mikaela Hyakuya.

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Source: Pixlr E Stock Images & Unsplash - Aaron Burden, Tomoko Uji, Ethan Robertson, and Anthony Ievlev

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As I binge watched S2, couldn't help but think once again...How breathtaking she is! 🥺🖤💚

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Why is she this cute? 🥺 Like, I got to draw you soon Mitsu😭💜