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my partner said something that kinda rocked my world

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in still 16 sooo

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

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me feeling my friend slightly pull away so now I'm just gonna ignore them because if I leave first it doesn't hurt

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how to portray that feeling of wanting to rip your skin off over text

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you ever feel that deep ache in your chest and it feels like you can’t breathe and you’re not sure what’s real or fake and you’re not sure if you’re alive anymore and you feel so intensely empty and like a void is inside of you you just feel so reckless wanting to do something anything to fill that black hole in your chest and you just might try to run away or cvt or even expire yourself idk guys i’m just rambling

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i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

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Yes girl!! Jack off!! It'll definitely help with the stress and not make you feel more numb after!!

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i should stop being like that. but no matter how hard i try, i am still a fucking nightmare to be around.

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nothing happened why am I freaking out

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Every part of me is ruined. I'm afraid I have nothing left to offer you. So if you decided to leave, I wouldn't blame you because if I were you, I would leave me, too.

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my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

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yeah and i feel like i'm just making it worseee

Getting close to someone? Gotta start preparing for their departure in advance

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Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again

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are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or

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okay so it turns out he doesn't hate me at all, all is good, i love life🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 see u when the mood changes in 15 minutes