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Recently there has been a fall in engagement with Palestinian content on tumblr, and for those of us who are helping Palestinians fundraise it is very obvious that this has happened directly after the very public smear campaigns, carried out by some racist users with significant followings.
It seems half the site somehow found it easier to believe in the horseshit about “belgian scam rings” and “russian botnets” in an effort to justify their apathy towards genocide victims, and the other half seems to think that everything is over and that the evil was defeated just because some racist bloggers got run off the site after giving half-hearted apologies that did nothing to mitigate the damage they had done.
THERE ARE PEOPLE STILL IN DIRE NEED OF HELP !! There are people who are still getting death threats from zionists every day and have to stay on this godforsaken website because their gofundmes haven't reached their endgoals yet...
I'm going to keep this brief:
Siraj's ( @siraj2024 ) family including his parents, and his five siblings and their families were displaced during the recent attacks by IOF on deir al balah
This means there are now 23 family members that Siraj is the sole provider for at the moment.
10 of those members are young children.
Siraj's wife, Halima, is having a terrible flareup of eczema and his children are suffering from skin infections and badly need medical attention.
This whole family has been living in unhygienic conditions in 2 tents, packed like sardines during this heatwave, leading to spread of infections between them as well– all during a time where hygiene products have become unaffordable due to the israeli blockade, and when water has become scarce, and kids cant even receive life saving vaccinations during polio epidemic.
All this while everyday siraj risks his life trying to reach out to us from an internet point amidst violence and shelling from the IOF in what once was a “humanitarian safe zone”, even more desperately than before because–
THIS FUNDRAISER IS NOW THE ONLY LIFELINE FOR FIVE FAMILIES INSTEAD OF JUST ONE !!
Currently at $55,614/ $82,000 CAD
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!! We have to get to 60k by thursday i.e WITHIN THE NEXT THREE DAYS!! DONATE AND BOOST
Vetting link #219
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FMK: Shepherds of Haven
Here's the wheel of spinning!
Note 1: I didn't include Mimir or Neon since they're both aroace and it felt wrong to me to put them in the running when "fuck" is an option. Yes, not all aces are sex repulsed, but since I don't know their stance on it, I decided to error on the side of caution.
Note 2: If you land on "A Faceless Lord", you get to pick which one! (Pretend this is me being magnanimous instead of getting tired and not wanting to look up how to spell all their names to add them individually, lol!)
#lavinet#would marry her in a heartbeat except she is Straight and i am a Woman so some problems#secret fourth thing: we take over the sun court together#i could be her legal counsel#working as the naveens' lawyer sounds like a pretty sweet gig ngl#sighs in broke law student#for what it's worth i think celia would also go for a similar option#except she would be in it for both the money AND the political power/connections#i'm just here for the job security
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I’m definitely very late to the party, but I’ve finally finished the profile for my @shepherds-of-haven MC! Oh well, better late than never, I suppose. She’s loosely adapted from an old DnD PC of mine from a CoS campaign that I had such a blast role-playing! It took a while to hammer out all the details, but I’m really proud of how she turned out!
Anyway, without further ado, please allow me to introduce you to Cecilia Niriviel, Hero of Haven, and gaslight gatekeep girlboss extraordinaire!
(also, if you saw me delete and then reupload this post like 3 times, no you didn’t <3)
(Warning: The following excerpt contains vague references to events that occur in Chapter 9 of the Alpha build) “On the contrary, my friends, I think this is actually one of the better outcomes that could have resulted from that conversation. As much as it hurts my pride to say this, even I must admit that I’m a bit out of my depths when it comes to all this… old magic stuff. But blackmail?” At this, she smiles; a sharp, predatory smile that would have sent chills down the spines of the toughest of men. “Blackmail, I’m very familiar with. If that woman thinks that she’s the only one capable of playing dirty, then it would seem that her little homework assignment into my past wasn’t as thorough as she thinks it is. Oh, this is going to be so much fun!” - Cecilia Niriviel, in a conversation with her allies at the Sun Court.
Some Additional Fun Facts that I Couldn’t Include in the Original Profile
Chase has a whole host of nicknames for her, including, but not limited to: ‘blondie’ (her hair really is very blonde), ‘doll/dolly’ (owing to her large, round eyes), and ‘princess’ (this one comes up often when he’s teasing her for being particularly fussy/diva-like)
Celia has a particularly tumultuous relationship with beauty, like many women do, I’d imagine. She’s always been regarded as very conventionally attractive, which means that, for better or for worse, her looks are often the first thing (and main thing) that people notice about her. This has unfortunately led to her having developed a sense of self-worth that’s wrapped up in her appearance in some pretty destructive ways. A lot of her behavioural quirks are manifestations of this core belief. One of the absolute worst things that anyone, particularly a lover, could do to her is to make her feel as though her looks are the only thing that she is valued for; I think that would really crush her self-esteem and lead her down a horrible self-destructive spiral.
She loves cats. Or any other cute, small animals, really, but especially cats. If she sees a cat, she will immediately drop whatever it is she was doing to either pet the cat or just coo at it from afar if it doesn’t want to be touched. Her very obvious love of small animals is what helped to endear her to Tallys and Shery in the early days of her joining the order, who either wasn’t too sure whether she could be trusted (Tallys) or found her a bit intimidating at first (Shery).
When it comes to her stance on love, she's what I would describe as a 'closet romantic'. After a string of bad experiences, I think she’s convinced herself that she’s just not cut out for all this love business , but deep down she’s always retained that innocent, child-like romanticism. When she was a little girl, she’s always been fascinated by fairytales about brave knights and princesses, of soulmates, and of the power of true love; and I think there’s a part of her that’s still in love with the idea of love and is still waiting for her one true love to show up! (Just you wait, Celia; little do you know, your prince charming is sneaking up on you like an assassin in the dark ;))
She doubled as a black-market informant during the years she spent working as a courtesan, selling information about her wealthy patrons to anyone willing to pay her a hefty sum. Listen: long story short, the girl was stuck in a predatory labour contract, and she needed to make money somehow if she wanted to get out of it sooner rather than later! Occasionally, she would also take on small jobs like stealing, smuggling things, etc… It helped that she had developed a few contacts in the local thieves’ guilds from her days as a street-child who would go on to help her get her foot in the door, so to speak. This line of work has never really bothered her; most of her patrons were, in her eyes, nothing but predatory, hedonistic pigs, though there are some crimes so heinous that even she’s not willing to abet in it, or some people who she just couldn’t bring herself to harm. This is a time of her life that she looks back on with a little shame and remorse, in her later years. Just a little.
Celia was partly inspired by my own struggles with overcoming trauma. I’ve always been fascinated by the ‘femme fatale’ character archetype, and she is, in a way, my take on a deconstructed version of that trope. I think of her journey from ruthless mercenary to renowned hero as less of a redemption story, or of a battle between the good and evil within, but more of a story of healing and growth. A story of someone learning to overcome their maladaptive behaviours and moving past traumatic life events. Learning to stop being beholden to events that have long transpired and to allow yourself to just live life the way you want to live
Her closest friends in the Shepherds are Chase (twin!), Lavinet (bestie!), Tallys (big sister!), and Riel (co-mastermind for world domination!). She also has a particular soft spot for all the female Shepherd captains. I’d say the characters she has the most interesting dynamic with are actually Chase and Briony, but this is a story for another time!
There is betting pool among the officers on who Celia is involved with. Funny enough, for a very long time, Riel is generally considered the top contender, not Blade, which is just hilarious on so many levels. I think a lot of the officers tend to excuse their more suspicious interactions as just... Celia being Celia (read: a notorious flirt) and Blade being Blade (read: a stick-in-the-mud) and can’t fathom the idea of them getting together. On the other hand, Riel and Celia just play off each other really well, so I can definitely see some of the Shepherds extrapolating a romantic connection from their professional synergy. It doesn't help that they’re often seen together on the off chance that they both have some time off, or that they primarily communicate through cryptic looks and subtle eye-glances. I imagine that once Blade and Celia's relationship becomes official/more public, it would cause a mild panic among the recruits because "I thought she was seeing the other commander? Wtf is going on???"
Bonus: In a pre-relationship crushing stage, poor Blade is probably 4th on the officers’ betting list of ‘who is Commander Niriviel secretly fucking’, right below Chase and Briony. Chase and Celia practically invented platonic flirting, and there many who mistake Briony and Celia’s frequent sleepovers/girl-talk sessions as something far less innocent than it really is. At this point, I’m pretty sure she’s been suspected of sleeping with pretty much all of the captains at one point or another. Being the busybody social butterfly that she is, Celia’s definitely heard most if not all of these rumours, but she really doesn’t care enough to do anything about it most of the time, plus she finds some of these rumours to be so preposterous that it’s actually kind of funny.
I had no idea that Celia was going to be a Blademancer, and yet here we are! I really thought it was going to be either Chase or Red, but I think it just wouldn’t have worked out quite as well. The slow burn comes from the fact that both Blade and Celia currently have their heads stuck far up their asses, albeit in different ways. It takes Blade a while to realize/accept that he's even in love, and while Celia is self-aware enough to realize when she's falling for someone, she's not emotionally mature enough to deal with it in a normal way. There was a lot of screaming and cursing and "this can't be happening to me; I don't fall for people!! People fall for me!!!" They both learn to get over their fears and hesitations, however, when they realize just how much life and vibrancy the other brings to their life. I like to think that Celia helps Blade come out of his shell, to learn to be a little more selfish when it matters and helps him enjoy the beauty in life; meanwhile Blade is a grounding force for her; he sees past her smokescreens, reminds her of her goodness, and makes her want to be a better person.
If you've made it this far, thank you for indulging me in my ramblings about a fictional character! There may be more Celia content coming in the future; I've been thinking a lot about the events of Chapter 4 and might write something on that. suffice to say I've honestly really fallen in love with the game and with its cast of characters. I've found myself with a lot of free time this week (clearly) and have finally caught up to the update, and all I can say is that Celia and I are both currently having the time of our lives watching the drama unfold. Can't wait to see what else is coming next! <3
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am a fellow D romancer (love them till death istg) and my bestie wouldn't stop making fun of Dara's hairstyle, saying it looks like a fucked up haircut of a little boy, chosen by his mom 😭
I regret to inform you the way D cuts their hair is literally freeballing it with a knife whenever it gets too near to their eyes without using any sort of mirror. It's a miracle Dara's front bangs are actually straight (Delal's front bangs are not but it somehow ended up suiting her face more than Dara lol).
So your friend is wrong in that it's even worse than that 💀
#laugh rule#this is actually so unhinged#i love this so much#the most chaotic behaviour from the most lawful person
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If any of you ever feel like what you're doing for Palestine isn't helping anything, I'll tell you right now it's helping me. I know it is fortifying all of us who have been in this fight for years to see so many people willing to speak up. It has never been like this before.
The tide has already turned. The fact that #free palestine will have new posts everyday, that helps me. It helps my mental health knowing that Palestinians are less alone now than ever.
Yesterday I read some verses from the Quran talking about how "the blame" is not with those who wish to help but cannot, but with those who CAN help and do not.
Truly I do not care if all you do for Palestine is post in that #free palestine everyday, that is still more than many people with the means to do even more would do.
We see you. We see you standing in solidarity with us and with Palestinians. We love you. Thank you.
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#no no no you guys LISTEN#i feel like in a kpop idol au red and blade both give off the most main vocal vibes#they both seem like they could sing#they're also both equally obsessive when it comes to things they're passionate about#like I JUST KNOW they'd both be excellent singers if they set their mind to it#i feel like blade would just a few more lines than red on average though#this is purely to compensate for the fact that i think he would just not be a great dancer#sorry blade#i think he'd probably be the best pick for leader though if that helps!!#red is also absolutely the company-determined “face of the group”#like he's not necessarily the best looking or the most popular#but he's the most marketable/advertiser friendly so i feel like whatever agency signs them will push him to appear in stuff the most#CHASE GIVES SO MUCH MAIN DANCER VIBES ARE YOU KIDDING#he is energy he is grace he will do a backflip on stage#i think trouble would be an excellent rapper!!#he and chase continue to give blade and riel headaches on the daily#i think halek would probably be closer to an all-rounder??#i feel like he'd have a nice singing voice for ballads though#also this man would have THE MOST dedicated fanbase (if all you halekmancers are anything to go by)#i have no clue where to place riel#my gut instinct says he's the manager that's been with the group for so long + is so beloved by the members that he forms his own fanbase#i have more thoughts for a traditional rock band au but this post is alr a metre long i think i will spare you all#THIS TIME
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took my cat to the vet and got very bored waiting at the reception area
#i have come to the realization that marius von hagen as a cat is just. my cat.#took her to the vet today and my god this cat is such a diva#got real mad when i paid attention to something that wasn't her#“mother i am HERE i just went through a traumatic experience (she's totally fine) you must look at me.”#also i second the can opener take#my roommate and i once sat around for 10 min trying to figure out how to use it to open a can#we googled tutorials and then STILL COULDN'T FIGURE IT OUT#took a couple minutes of trying to FINALLY get it open#so yeah if know how to use a can opener and can consistently open cans you're sexy to me i don't make the rules#tears of themis
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If you said yes to the first 3 please explain in the tags what animal it was and what was the damage
#maybe???#i've never been bitten seriously but my cat likes to nibble me sometimes#little love bites#she likes to nibble my big toe specifically#she's just weird like that
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#welcome to another episode of fran takes the premise of internet polls way too seriously#I'M GOING TO TAKE THE GREEN FLAG AS TO MEAN GREEN FLAGS FOR ENTERING SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP#in which case#we all know what the correct answer is#it's thoma#loving and affectionate? check. stable income? check. emotionally mature (and mentally stable lmao)? check#drinks respect women juice by the bottle? also check#i love the rest of the guys but they just.... do not compare to the malewife paragon that is thoma#ayato and kaeya are both more gaslight gatekeep girlbosses#diluc and alhaitham are emotionally constipated (sorry but true)#itto and kaveh would both be excellent picks... but i feel like their lifestyle/financial situation leaves much to be desired#LISTEN financial problems are one of the most common sources of relationship issues#IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO WEIGH THAT INTO CONSIDERATION#and lastly i love my peepaw but he falls into the same category as kaveh which is broke#thoma's not even my favourite of the bunch but he is the One Correct Answer I just know it
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I just know that moms group chat is on fire as they try to figure out how a oil baron and a stand up comedian got together
#honestly having worked with kids before i can say that the mama group chat is 10/10 super accurate#i just know someone in the writer's room is a parent with a school age child this shit comes from experience i just know it#it is spot on and so hillarious#moms man they do be saying the wildest shit#also i cannot get over oil baron rei#kyu-chan went through all the possible explanations for their dispositions and chose the funniest ones we love to see it#assigned clown and assigned sugar daddy#buddy daddies#kyutaro#kugi kyutaro#rei#suwa rei#kazuki#kurusu kazuki#unasaka miri#miri
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rei in the background is sending me into orbit
#this is the scene that literally made me burst out laughing#look at this man he looks so pathetic#also what's even funnier is that from earlier shots of their apartment we know they have some sort of balcony situation going on#it feels so On Brand for them to forget that they have a balcony and instead make Rei smoke under the fume hood instead#love them to death <3#buddy daddies#kazuki#kurusu kazuki#rei#suwa rei
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"Let's make a new year's wish under these magnificent fireworks!"
"Let's make a new year's wish under these magnificent fireworks!"
Thanks to sodaサメ for the fantastic artwork!
#this artwork is gorgeous but i cannot not laugh at it everytime i see it#because LOOK#there's clearly a theme going on#we have hutao yoimiya and dehya#pyro girlies#SO WHY THE FUCK IS KAEYA THERE#IT'S NOT LIKE MONDSTADT HAS NO PYRO GIRLIE#amber is literally right there#and so is klee#so once again i reiterate#WHY ??? TF ?? IS KAEYA ??? THERE ???#either way though i love it <3#if he wants to be a pyro girlie let him be a pyro girlie#be who you are for your pride and all#move over honorary knight#the honorary pyro girlie is in town#genshin impact#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yoimiya#hutao#dehya
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epiphany of the day: alhaitham and kaveh are just a male remixed version of glinda and elphaba from wicked
#was going through my musical playlist when the thought struck me#what is this feeling is THEIR song and you cannot convince me otherwise#one's blonde the other one's green#it all works out#genshin impact#alhaitham#al haitham#kaveh#kavetham#haikaveh#what is their ship name actually
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The art of learning, thinking, and doing

"I can't deny that he's very smart. However, it's a shame that a man of such talent only pays attention to the truth itself and not to the people around him. Or perhaps this is due to an extraordinary sense of individualism, which causes a lot of problems. For example, he doesn't seem to respect his seniors... Of course, I'm not referring to myself specifically."
— Kaveh
◆ Alhaitham
◆ Admonishing Instruction
◆ Sumeru Akademiya Scribe
◆ Dendro
◆ Vultur Volans

The current scribe of the Sumeru Akademiya. This title may sound very impressive, but it's really because the Akademiya has a culture of using official titles to inflate one's ego.
The role of a scribe may seem prestigious, but the truth is, a scribe does not have to be present at all major meetings, nor does he participate in core decision-making. The scribe is simply responsible for classifying and archiving important documents, and his presence is not required at all times. It is for these exact reasons that in Sumeru, where books and manuscript documents were once managed as a resource, the scribe is one of the people in the entire Akademiya who is in the know about various matters. In fact, one can say that this position is rather similar to that of the Grand Conservator. After all, the person who manages the various texts is the one who has privileged access to profound wisdom.
Alhaitham, the current scribe of the Sumeru Akademiya checks all the boxes above. Not many people know who he is, but he knows a lot of information that is unknown to everyone. He does not attend any non-essential meeting, and when he does, he only records key points, jotting down other minute details based on his mood. People don't often pay attention to him, let alone know how much detail this scribe can detect in a simple meeting.
A capable person who keeps a low profile for too long is often perceived as someone with a mysterious identity and ulterior purposes. Alhaitham himself is a powerful rebuttal to all these cliché views: he is a brilliant man, but he is only an ordinary employee of the Akademiya, with a stable job and a cushy house in Sumeru, leading a carefree and comfortable life.

#my god i am so obsessed with this man it's not even funny anymore#it started off as a joke but i don't think it's a joke anymore ma#this man literally stages a coup just so he can continue to do the bare minimum at his mediocre job#everything that's wrong with him is so funny to me#i have like 160 wishes saved up already#he will come home i say 🥰#either he comes home or i drag him kicking and screaming#one way or another it will be#good luck to everyone thinking on pulling on his banner!!#may the rng gods be ever in our favour#genshin impact#alhaitham#al haitham
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#kaveh grabbing alhaitham by his little beansprout strand is what's sending me#friend of mine once said that the little strand of hair that sticks up on his head looks like a beansprout#i have not been able to unsee this#kaveh is unearthing the beansprout#beansprout boy#genshin impact#alhaitham#al haitham#kaveh
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fatui hunters as animals except I haven’t figured out what alhaitham should be
#PLS I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THIS#alhaitham embodying the spooky season spirit#it should be illegal for something to be so absurdly funny#venus flytrap alhaitham is not something i thought i needed to see but it's def something i'm glad to have seen now that i have seen it#anyway thank you for the art it has made me realize the error of my ways 💕#genshin impact#alhaitham#al haitham
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I want to make out with al-haitham in the hidden corners of port ormos but only in an ‘i hate you’ kind of way

#NO BUT ME TOO#literally texted this exact thought to my bestie when we met him for the first time#i want to step on this man AND makeout with him at the same time#beat him to a pulp and kiss him on the cheek#ugh he is the bane of my genshin existence (affectionate)#dear mihoyo: if man annoying why hot#genshin impact#genshin#alhaitham#al haitham
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