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Figured out I'm bisexual a few months ago and NOW I GET why 13 year old me liked Maya Hawke is stranger things season 3 sooooo bad. Maybe it wasn't just how funny she was and her haircut. Maybe I didn't want to be her. Just saying XD

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reading a long slow book where not much happens plotwise but i spend a lot of time with characters doing small everyday things and get very deep inside their lives and heads is akin to making a hearty vegetable soup from scratch chopping all the vegetables by hand and letting it simmer for ages on the stove and then sitting down on the sofa curled up under a blanket and taking that first bite and feeling warm from the inside out. to me

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The real brainrot shows when last week I was rereading The Picture of Dorian Gray and found out his and Sirius' birthday are only four days apart, and I think that's something.

Btw, by mere chance, I read this exactly on the 7th of november, which was cute

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This is a project I'm actually really proud of and I feel like sharing. It's only a third done but I think it's good :)

Inspired mostly by atyd but you can spot where tcoptp is in there. You cans alsooo see how I purposely made Sirius look like Conan Gray in Found Heaven Tour, because I absolutely love this fancast. Finally, the song is "the tortured poets department", which is not only one of my favourite songs, but also so. very. extremely. wolfstar coded.

Enjoy! Let me know what you think

Posted it on tik tok too @part.time.fangirl

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Sherlock Holmes should never be the narrator. Never ever ever ever ever. For many obvious storytelling and consistency reasons, but also because when he's the one narrating, he loses all his mystique.

"I'm going to tell you a story that was suuuuper interesting but oddly enough Watson never wrote about. Oh, that's right! It's because this happened when he abandoned me for his wife, the only selfish action he's ever taken. Anyway a client walked in with stern, blue eyes and a strong jaw line - I only care for the necessary facts, btw - and he told me all about how much he loves his best friend and he's going to the ends of the Earth to find his best friend--"

Like oh my god SHUT UP you MAJOR LOSER I can't believe I modeled my life after you

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Ta-da! Some entirely unrequested comics that I drawed in the last few days. It is Marauders (mostly Wolfstar) + The Tortured Poets Department, because I'm absolutely in love with both and also because in my mind this song is sooooo wolfstar coded 😭😭😭

It is just a sketch, I still need to fix some things and add colours, but I think it turned out pretty nice. Let me know what you think, or if you have any ideas to improve it ;)

Posted it on tik tok too @part.time.fangirl

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A little new project :)

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*TCOPTP SPOILER*

IT'S HUGE, HONESTLY, BE CAREFUL

REMUS DEAN???? REALLY???? THADDEUS DEAN?

WHAT IN THE ROTTING. FUCKING. HELL.

I'm only halfway through the fic and I'm so utterly SCARED. Because honestly if you can just toss around with THIS as secondary plot, what can't you do?

Because it was so well done! I went back to check, it was all there: foreshadowing, tiny (and even some not so tiny) clues, but if you're not looking for it, you won't catch up. It was a master's move, I need to say. So even with the hints all fairly placed, the revelations comes as a TOTAL SHOCK.

How could it not???

When Remus said "I'm not my dad's real son" I first thought he meant it metaphorically since they have such a bad relationship; then I thought it could simply be a lie, something he came up with just to answer the game question and get it over with. But then I kept reading.

I kept reading.

I kept reading and I was TRUE???

My jaw dropped to the ground, nearly six feet under.

I was mortified. Paralysed. Could've been dead and buried alive and wouldn't be able to say a word to stop it.

And soon it hit me, Tad had to be his real dad, obviously: it was the only other man who it could be, and it made total sense, so I was just waiting for it to be confirmed. But then... he said his full name.

Thaddeus Dean.

FUCKING THADDEUS DEAN?!?!?!

And I still haven't recovered from the shock. Because so many chapters ago, when Sirius first called him "Remus Dean", I thought it was such a cute joke! Because look at that: the pet name came up when Sirius said he should change his name if he didn't like Lupin, so Moony was like "Remus Mercury or Remus Jagger don't sound appealing at all, so let me think of something random... okay, Remus Dean?" and in his internal monologue, he says it's an instant regret, but I thought it was because he thought it was silly, and what was my conclusion? That it was obviously a reference to JAMES DEAN, the bloody actor, once a teenage heartthrob, and this is why it's such a clever move!

And Remus lets Sirius play around with that bloody pet name like it's nothing? Remus my love, stop hurting yourself like this!

And the truth hits like a train when he says Tad's full name, and it's... fuck it's totally unhinged.

I bloody love it.

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Walburga and Orion: You will marry a rich, pureblood girl and live a respectable life in a large, fancy mansion.

Sirius: No, I’m marrying a poor, half-blood boy, and we’re living a scandalous life in our shabby old flat, thank you very much.

Regulus: Stop lying out of your ass to juxtapose everything our parents say!!

Sirius: I’m being serious this time. Did I mention that he’s also a werewolf?

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FUCK I WAS VERY CLOSE TO DEATH WHEN I SAW IT, I REALLY WASN'T EXPECTING THAT

Somewhat of an unofficial logo for the fic I'm currently reading just for fun ;) let me know what you think!

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Somewhat of an unofficial logo for the fic I'm currently reading just for fun ;) let me know what you think!

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Life was a willow when it bent right to your wind ;)

What do you think of it?

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Fancied some scrapbooking today ;)

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Reblog if you enjoy writing/reading fanfic.

Reblog if you enjoy looking at/creating fanart.

Reblog if you’re proud of the creation of fanworks in general.

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How can I even feel so utterly unwanted and unloved?

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What happens when you realize you never gave yourself time enough to heal and that it still hurts, even if it's been so long?

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Wanted to do a marauders themed bookmark :)

(Still gonna have it laminated but the illustration is final)