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[genderless-nymph]

I spent ages organising my Pinterest heh

It's a mostly ED Pinterest I organised the spo into different body parts n shi haha

It's pretty much my blog in Pinterest form

Anyways if you'd like to check it out:

https://pin.it/6gro61K5n

[genderless-nymph]

My fucking boyfriend accidentally called me by the name of his girl bsf

Istg I'm going to fucking bite his dick off

[genderless-nymph]

I ate like a pig today omg

Got high with my friend and one of her friends

I ate so much holy shit

I got home and the high is coming down and I'm realising just how much I ate

I feel sick from the overeating and from just the fact of how much I ate

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It's actually so sad how many people have had similar experiences as me

So sad how many people have been groomed over the internet like I have since the age of 12

This world feels so cold and crowded yet burning and lonely

[genderless-nymph]

I'm in the arms of someone who loves me as he sleeps

So what the fuck do I still want to off myself

[genderless-nymph]

Damn I haven't gotten this one before lmao

Usually they just tell me they have gotten rid of pins on my boards

Even Pinterest is like girlie get help

[genderless-nymph]

My mental health is SUFFERING

[genderless-nymph]

72 hour fast

Gonna starve myself til I see my bf then eat a rlly small meal in front of him to make it look like I'm so normal and good

[genderless-nymph]

*goes through something traumatic asf*

*gets nails done*

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I was fucking horrified the whole fucking time every noise every movement rebounded in my head but I want things to go back to normal

I need things to go back to normal

(ik I said I wouldn't post about the shit that happened again but this is my vent blog and that was insane)

[genderless-nymph]

Tw: st@bbing , mention of g/n sh0ts, mention of d3ath, traumatic event, just scary

Yesterday I saw shit I wish I didn't

I was at work and one of the rarest shit happened, there was a mass st4bbing

There is never shit like this in Australia

I didn't see everything but I saw one of the victims and the killer himself

I wish I hadn't looked when I heard the screams

There were gun shots

We all went into lock down

We later evacuated while police were yelling at us to run out of the exit

I am safe and everyone I know is safe

The poor families that were affected by this in a worse way than I have been

9 people were st@bbed and 5 of them d1ed

I hope the women I saw wasn't one of the dead

I hope the families get all the support they need during this

Anyways sorry this is a dump of dark stuff

It's not my usual post and I won't be posting about this further I just am still in shock and I needed to get this off my chest

If any of you are from Australia or affected by this in anyway my heart goes out to you and I hope you are ok

[genderless-nymph]

As long as I'm hungry by the time I'm going to sleep it's been a successful day

Me when I go to bed hungry:

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Why

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I hate him

He bombarded me with compliments making me feel special

He said shit like how much he enjoyed my company

And now he can barely bother to reply to me

It's been a week and he's stuck in my head

I hate having emotions

Me rn:

[genderless-nymph]

Do you have any tips for purging?

I myself haven't been able to purge. I've tired in the past and it hasn't worked.

I don't recommend it because of all the side effects and lasting damage purging does.

If you are going to purge though please take care of yourself after and take stuff for gut health, electrolyte water and just water in general

I'm sorry that's not much help!! Please try your best to stay safe even though none of this shi rlly safe haha

I hope you have a good day <3

[genderless-nymph]

Me core

[genderless-nymph]

Gym bros are just ana girlies

I've become friends with this like "gym bro gamer boy" on discord and the shit he says is so ana coded it's crazy

I actually love it because he gives me motivation to starve

He legit says things like

"I need to feel clean"

"I need to eat clean to feel human"

He also is clearly scared of gaining weight and is always looking at past photos of himself

He also talks about how much he likes girls with flat stomachs which is more reason for me to starve

Also I can't let this gym bro be better at ana than me lmao

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Been holding on to these brownies my friend made for me for like two hours

Usually my pig self would have eaten it already but I haven't

I'll give them to my family so they don't go to waste

Today is my fasting day and I'm sticking to that no matter what

Felt a little nauseous and dizzy today but I drank water now I'm all good

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