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Will I ever be enough?

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Panaginip

Mahal, para akong nananaginip

Hindi ko inaasahan na ako'y makikita

Sa dami-dami ng taong nahuhumaling

Ako pa ang maswerte mong napili

Mahal, para akong nananaginip

Dati pinagmamasdan lang kita

Ngayon heto at nagpapalitan na ng salitang "mahal kita"

Sa bawat oras na dumadaan mas minamahal pa kita

Mahal, para akong nananaginip

Dati nag-iisip ako kung kamahal-mahal ba ako

Pero lahat ng 'yon ay nasagot

Dahil ika'y dumating sa inaasahang pagkakataon

Mahal, hindi na ito panaginip

Yaong dating pangarap ko lang

Heto ka ngayon, nangangarap na kinabukasan kasama ka

Heto ka na ngayon, pinapasaya mo ang mundo ko

Mahal, hindi na ito panaginip

Totoong tao ka na, nakakasama, nahahawakan, naaakap, nahahagkan

Salamat sa pagpapasaya sa aking mundo

Mahal, hinding hindi ako magsasawa na mahalin ka.

Mahal na mahal kita.

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Your soul knows. It will always tell you when it's time to distance yourself from those who no longer align with you mentally, emotionally, physically, or energetically.

[genjiiii]

Someday

Someday, those shredded tears

Will be your strength

To hold on, to live on

Someday, those beautiful fake smiles

Will be true and pure

With no pains within

Someday, those lonely nights

Will be your guide

To know more about yourself

Someday, those pains from people

Will be your lesson

To love yourself even more

Someday, you will be happy

Your genuine smile and heart

Will welcoming someone, real

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[genjiiii]

When love finds you again, I wish for you that is kind, gentle, loving, peaceful and tranquil. May it make you smile again, laugh often, dance like no one’s watching, and support your true self without condition.

[genjiiii]

Chaser

I used to chase an impossible dream

Looking for indeed imagination

Creating fake movie scenes

I used to think of you within

They say, "always chase your dream"

I say, "how can I chase a dream?"

My dream is an impossible dream

Unable to reach, a dreadful dream

I hid under the shadows of my past

Faking the present as it was a lie

Creating scenarios of my future

Thinking I am lovely like you

I'm afraid of my future dreams

I'm afraid to be a chaser of you

I'm afraid to reach a dream like you

I'm afraid that I am not your dream

These sorrows is not yours to feel

A silence is already a message

Stop becoming a chaser

Start becoming a star

Choose happiness within

Hug myself from the pain

Only I can create my own medicine

Yes, I can heal myself

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[genjiiii]

I can’t believe i allowed myself to be disrespected so many times just because i care about other people’s feelings more than mine. never again

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[genjiiii]

“Sometimes it feels better not to talk. At all. About anything. To anyone.”

— Breaking Bad

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Imagine falling in love and it works out for the rest of your life.

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“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”

— Unknown

[genjiiii]

Sometimes the greatest fear that you ever had is the fear of of losing yourself for someone.

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[genjiiii]

“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

[genjiiii]

Maturity is when you stop trying to convince other people to treat you right. You just observe their choices, understand their character, and decide what you’re going to allow in your life.

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“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.”

— Winston S. Churchill

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[genjiiii]

no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay