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Description: in the quiet town of Holmes Chapel, Amaraâa gentle, nurturing kindergarten teacherâlives a life built on routine, safety, and quiet strength. Sheâs not looking for love, especially not after the scars left behind by someone sheâd rather forget. But when Harry Styles walks into her classroom carrying his three-year-old daughter and a heart still grieving the loss of the woman he loved, everything changes. Neither of them is ready. Neither of them is looking. But sometimes, the people who change your life donât knock first. They just⊠show up.
Warnings: this mini-series includes grief, past emotional abuse/manipulation, trauma recovery, single parenthood, and emotional vulnerability. Later chapters will contain explicit smut (clearly labeled).
Words count: ~ 90K.
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PART ONE â Tiny Brave Things (Words: 15K)
AMARA
The kettle clicked off just as the sun began its slow rise behind the garden hedge, spilling pale gold through the kitchen window and casting a honeyed glow across the tile floor. I stood barefoot by the sink, hands wrapped around a mug that still steamed gently against my palms, and let the morning settle around me. The quiet was soft and familiarâno cars, no voices, just the faint hum of the fridge and the birds calling to each other through the hedgerow.
This was my favorite part of the day. Before the noise, before the paint-stained fingers and paper towel crises, before someone cried because someone else used the purple crayon first. Just the stillness of home. My own breath, steady and slow. The ceramic weight of the cup in my hands. The ache in my shoulders I hadnât realized was there until the heat began to ease it.
I took a sip and leaned against the counter, watching the steam curl and vanish. My skin was still warm from the shower. I hadnât bothered with the hairdryerâjust towel-dried my hair and twisted it into a low bun. A few strands clung to my temples, already loosening in the morning humidity. I didnât mind.
I glanced at the clock above the oven: 6:41 a.m. Early. Earlier than I needed to be up, but Iâd stopped fighting it. My body knew what it needed. I gave up on sleeping in years agoâaround the same time I realized I felt safest when I had a little extra time. A little extra quiet. A little extra space between me and whatever the day might bring. Some people woke up to alarms. I woke up to the weight in my chest shifting ever so slightly.
I finished my tea, rinsed the cup, and padded barefoot across the warm kitchen floor to my small dining tableâthe one Iâd rescued from a vintage shop three years ago and painted myself on a rainy weekend. Pale blue, a little chipped at the corners now. I liked it better that way. I pulled out the chair closest to the window, sat down, and reached for my to-do list. Just seeing it calmed me. It was half crossed-out already, scrawled in neat loops across lined paper, right down to things like âpick up more lavender sprayâ and âreplace dying peace lily in reading corner.â I didnât mind the repetition. Some people found it exhausting. I found it grounding. The structure. The rhythm. The knowledge that every morning, twenty-three little faces would walk through my classroom door, dragging backpacks and half-zipped coats and stories about their catâs birthday party or a new rainbow shirt.
And todayâthereâd be one more. Olive Styles. Age three. I hadnât met her yet. Her father had registered her yesterday, just before the office closed, so Iâd only heard the name in passing from Mrs. Keller, the school secretary.
âSweet-sounding little thing,â sheâd said. âHe filled everything out perfectly. Very polite. VeryâŠâ Sheâd paused then, lowering her voice even though it was just the two of us. âPut-together.â
Iâd smiled, distracted by a stack of coloring books I needed to sort, and hadnât thought much more of it. At the time. But now, sitting alone in my kitchen with the day stretching ahead of me, I realized I was⊠curious. Which was ridiculous. Parents came and went. I met them at drop-off, at parent nights, at emergency âyour child has a tooth in their pocket againâ calls. I didnât wonder about them. And yetâ
I shook it off.
I stood, slipped into my flats, pulled my cardigan from its hook near the door, and took one last glance around the roomâeverything tidy, everything still. Then I stepped outside.
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Holmes Chapel was still half-asleep as I walked into town. The air was cool against my skin, and the streets shimmered faintly with dew. I took the long route, weaving past hedgerows and low stone walls, nodding to the dog walkers I saw every morning. The same faces. The same smiles.
That was the thing about this townâyou couldnât hide in it. Not really. People knew each other. Knew whoâd married whom. Whoâd left, whoâd come back. And in my case, whoâd once dated Logan Clark, and who now politely avoided the subject.
I passed Mrs. Whitmoreâs house just as she stepped out in her robe and slippers, watering can in hand.
âMorning, love,â she called, not looking up.
âMorning. Theyâre looking lovely,â I said, nodding at her roses.
âThey always bloom early when the weatherâs soft,â she replied, and I smiled.
I turned down the high street, already waking up with the scent of fresh bread drifting from the bakery and the soft jingle of the florist unlocking her front door. The bell above the café rang as someone stepped out with a paper bag and a steaming cup. I walked past it all, my pace steady, familiar.
Ten minutes later, I pushed through the iron gate in front of the school and stepped into the quiet hallways of a place that had become more home than anything else. The fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead as I made my way to my classroom. The moment I unlocked the door, I was hit with the faint scent of lavender spray and childrenâs markers. I breathed it in like oxygen.
This spaceâbright, safe, colorfulâwas where everything felt steady. The paper butterflies weâd made last week still hung from the ceiling, their wings swaying in the faint breeze from the open window. The reading corner cushions were fluffed. The whiteboard still had the words âYou Are So Lovedâ written in big, bubbly letters.
I set down my bag, slipped off my cardigan, and turned on the fairy lights above the bookshelf. Then I got to work. Puzzles out. Name tags in place. Crayons sorted. Paint trays prepped. I moved with the rhythm of someone whoâd done this a hundred times and still cared enough to make it feel new. I was adjusting a stack of books when I heard a familiar voice from the doorway.
âWell, well. Look who beat me in.â
I turned to see Mya, leaning against the doorframe, holding two takeaway cups and smiling like she knew something I didnât.
âMiracles happen,â I said, walking over to take one of the cups. âNo more running in at 7:59 like Iâve just escaped a burning building.â
âI donât know, I kind of liked that look on you,â she said, stepping into the room. âA little wild-eyed. Kept the parents on their toes.â
âYouâre terrible.â
âIâm honest.â
She sank into the beanbag in the corner and took a sip of her drink, eyes following me as I rearranged the art supply shelf.
âSo,â she said casually. âTodayâs the day, yeah?â
I glanced over. âThe new student?â
âOlive Styles,â she said, as if she were testing the name out loud.
I nodded. âStarts today.â
Mya grinned. âThatâs such a cute kid name. Sounds like someone who wears tiny boots and carries a leaf collection in her pocket.â
âI hope so.â
She gave me a look. âAnd the dad?â
I blinked. âWhat about him?â
Mya raised her eyebrows. âYou tell me. The name Styles isnât exactly forgettable.â
I shrugged, turning to face the shelf again. âMrs. Keller said he filled out everything properly. Sounded polite.â
âThatâs code for hot,â she said, sipping her coffee with a smirk.
I rolled my eyes. âItâs code for âI didnât ask.ââ
âSure. Sure it is.â
I tossed a crayon box at her gently. âSome of us are focused on the children, thank you.â
She laughed, catching it. âYouâre such a mum already, itâs scary.â
âMaybe someday.â The words slipped out before I could catch them. I didnât mean to sound wistful, but there was a silence after that. A breath.
Mya watched me for a beat too long. âYouâd be a brilliant mum, you know.â
I smiled, quiet. âThanks.â
She stood and handed me the empty cup. âAlright, Iâve got to go prep for my own little chaos tornado. But text me if anything interesting happens.â
âDefine interesting.â
She grinned. âTall, dark, and devastating.â And with that, she left.
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HARRY
Olive was already in bed with me when the alarm went off. I didnât even hear the first buzz. Just felt her small hand tug at my T-shirt, the way she always did in the early hours. Her knees were curled into my side, bunny tucked between us, thumb grazing her bottom lip like she wasnât sure if she wanted to suck it or not. She never cried out when she came into my roomâjust showed up, quiet, steady, like her body remembered something her mouth hadnât quite learned how to say.
I blinked up at the ceiling, still hazy with sleep, then down at her soft curls resting against my chest. It was early. Still grey outside. Still the kind of hush that made you feel like the world hadnât quite started yet. I liked that part. The stillness. The space between night and day. The part where no one needed anything from me yet. Except for her. I brushed a hand gently down her back, the fabric of her sleep shirt warm from sleep.
âMorning, bug,â I whispered. She didnât answer, just snuggled closer. Today was her first day. The first day of something new. And it felt⊠big. Bigger than it shouldâve.
It wasnât just preschool. It was the first time Iâd let someone else carry her weight for a few hours. The first time sheâd sit in a room full of strangers and look around for a face that wasnât mine.
I pressed a kiss to her hair. âThink we can be brave today?â
Her breath shuddered out across my chest. Just a tiny sound. She didnât answer. I didnât push. We stayed like that for a few more minutes, until the light outside turned a little less grey and a little more gold. Then I sat up slowly, pulling her into my lap.
âToast and jam?â I asked. She nodded, eyes still heavy. âMilk in the bunny mug?â
She gave me a sleepy thumbs up. I carried her to the kitchen, setting her gently on one of the bar stools. She leaned against the counter with her head in her hands, bunny tucked under one arm, curls wild and matted in the back. I started the toast and turned on the kettle, letting the familiar motions quiet the nerves buzzing under my skin.
The house was still. Not emptyâbut quieter than it used to be. There were still traces of Becca everywhere. In the way the mugs didnât match. In the pink apron hanging behind the pantry door. In the stack of kidsâ books on the shelf near the fireplace. I hadnât moved any of it. Couldnât. Some days, it helped. Some days, it made me want to take a hammer to the walls.
Olive stayed quiet while I made breakfast. I knew she was nervousâcould feel it in the way she picked at the hem of her sleeve, in the way she stared at her bunny like it might have answers she didnât. I set her food down and leaned against the counter across from her.
âYou remember weâre going to school today, right?â She nodded, eyes on her plate. âAnd remember, Iâm not leaving until youâre ready.â
Her lips pressed together, like she was thinking hard. âI donât want to leave you.â
âI know,â I said gently. âYou donât have to. Iâll be right outside for a little while. And then Iâll come pick you up after lunch, just like we said.â
She took a tiny bite of toast. âWill there be books?â
âLots.â
âGlue?â
âProbably.â
She looked up. âThe funny-smelling kind?â
I smiled. âThe exact one.â
Her shoulders dropped slightly. âOkay.â
I walked over, crouching beside her stool so I was eye-level. âYouâre gonna be okay, bug. Just try your best. Thatâs all.â
She leaned into me, small arms around my neck. âWill Miss be nice?â
I hoped so. âYeah. I think she will.â
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We were quiet on the drive. I kept the music softâsomething acoustic and familiarâand glanced at her in the rearview mirror every few seconds. She was staring out the window, bunny still in her lap, curls pulled into two low pigtails that Iâd clumsily tied myself. Becca used to braid them. Made them look easy. Olive never flinched when Becca did her hair. Now, she only let me do it if I promised to be gentle. And I always tried.
We pulled into the small car park beside the school, and I turned off the engine. Olive looked up at the building. Then back at me. Her bottom lip wobbled. Just once. I unbuckled my seatbelt and reached for her.
âYou ready to be brave?â She shook her head. âThatâs okay,â I said, lifting her carefully from the seat. âYou can do it scared, too.â
I carried her toward the building, her arms looped tightly around my neck, bunny squished between us. The school was quiet from the outside, sunlight glinting off the windows, the iron gate just barely ajar. When we reached the door, I paused. She was breathing fast, her forehead pressed to my collarbone.
âBug,â I whispered, âyouâre safe.â
She didnât let go. But she didnât pull away either. I adjusted her in my arms, took a deep breath, and opened the door. And there she was.
She turned from the bookshelf when we walked in, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. The room glowed behind herâfairy lights strung above the shelves, sunlight pooling on the rug, soft music playing from a speaker I couldnât see. It smelled like lavender and Play-Doh and something warm I couldnât name.
She looked up at us and smiled. It wasnât polite. It wasnât practiced. It was soft. Real. Welcoming in a way I hadnât expected.
âHi,â she said, walking toward us. âYouâre right on time.â
Her voice was gentleâlike she was speaking to both of us at once. Not just Olive. Olive peeked at her from beneath my chin.
âIâm Miss Amara,â she said softly. âBut you can call me Miss, if that feels easier.â
Olive didnât answer, but she didnât hide, either.
âSheâs a bit shy,â I said, my voice lower now, unsure why. âAnd this is all new.â
âI understand,â Amara said. âShe can take all the time she needs.â
I nodded, heart tugging as Olive pressed her face into my neck.
âShe brought her favorite book,â I added, reaching into her little backpack and pulling out The Koala Who Could. âAnd her blanketâs in there, too. Just in case.â
She took the book gently from my hands, her eyes scanning the cover like she recognized it.
âThank you,â she said. âThis helps a lot.â
âShe likes the part with the tree,â I said, then caught myself. âSorry. I know you probably donât need all that.â
âNo,â she smiled. âItâs lovely. I like knowing what matters to her.â She knelt down a little, meeting Oliveâs eye line. âI heard youâre very good at puzzles,â she said softly. âI saved a special one for you, if you want to see it.â
Olive didnât move at first. Then, slowlyâso slowlyâshe turned to look at me.
I nodded, brushing a curl behind her ear. âWant to try?â
She hesitated. Then let her arms fall away from my neck. I crouched down and set her gently on the floor, her bunny still tight in her hands.
âYou can bring that,â Amara said. âWe like bunnies here.â
Olive blinked at her. Just once. Then followed her toward a little round table covered in puzzle pieces. I stayed by the door, heart full of something I couldnât name. Amara turned back, eyes meeting mine.
âSheâll be alright,â she said. I believed her.
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AMARA
Olive didnât say much. But she didnât cry either. And honestly? That was more than enough.
She sat at the little round table near the windows, gently pressing puzzle pieces into place like it was a task someone had assigned her and she was determined to get it right. I stayed near her for the first ten minutes. I didnât hoverâjust tidied nearby, made soft commentary, occasionally pointed out a missing tail or paw. She didnât respond with words, but every once in a while, sheâd glance at me. Just to check I was still there.
Eventually, I drifted across the room to welcome the others. Kids tumbled inâsome running, some sleepy, one in tears because her snack box had the wrong sticker on it. The usual chaos. The beautiful, joyful, sticky kind. And all the while, Olive watched. She didnât join in. But she didnât shrink away either. She sat with her bunny tucked between her knees and her shoulders squared like she was bracing for something.
About an hour in, I was helping two boys at the paint table when I felt her beside me. Quiet as anything. She held up a small piece of paper. It was her drawing. A tree. A tiny grey shape in the middle. A koala.
I crouched to her level and smiled. âThatâs beautiful.â
She pointed to the koala. âKevin.â
âFrom your book?â She nodded once. âHe looks very brave in your drawing.â She didnât say anything. But she smiled.
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At snack time, I let her sit beside me. Some of the kids liked crowding together in little clusters on the rug, but Olive stayed close. Not clingingâjust nearby. Her bunny sat in her lap while she quietly munched on crackers and watched the others giggle about apples shaped like hearts.
One of the boysâElliotâcame over and plopped down beside her without warning. Olive stiffened.
âThatâs mine,â he said, pointing at one of the puzzle blocks sheâd brought over earlier.
I turned toward him gently. âSheâs using the extra pieces from the bin, sweetheart. Youâre okay.â
He frowned. âBut I used the yellow one yesterday.â
âShe didnât take it,â I said softly. Olive stayed frozen. I crouched, placing a hand gently on her back. âItâs okay.â She looked at meâthose big, searching eyesâand I swear, the tension in her shoulders melted just a little at my touch. I looked to Elliot. âHow about you show Olive how you built your tower yesterday? Maybe you can do it together?â
He grumbled, but after a minute, he nodded and scooted closer. Olive glanced at me again, then sat up straighter. She placed the yellow block in front of him. And when he smiled at her, she whispered, âOkay.â It was barely audible. But it was there. And something in me shifted.
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The day flowed in soft, colorful waves. We did handprint art with washable paint. I read a story about a dragon who only ate marshmallows. Olive sat closest to the rugâs edge but turned her head toward me with each page. She never interrupted like the others did. Just listened, wide-eyed, taking it all in. She let another little girl braid one of her pigtails. She handed someone a red crayon without being asked. She laughedâonceâwhen someone sneezed glitter by accident.
And for a few precious hours, I didnât think about Logan. Until I heard my name at the door.
âAmara?â I looked up to see Mrs. Keller peeking in, holding a clipboard. âPhone message for you, love. Not urgent. Just⊠something to have.â
I stood, brushing paint from my hands, and met her at the door. She handed me the pink slip.
LOGAN, it read in thick, rushed letters.
Called to ask what time you finish today. Said he might stop by.
The breath caught in my throat before I could hide it.
Mrs. Kellerâs eyes softened. âYou alright?â
âYeah,â I lied. Because what else was I supposed to say?
I tucked the note into the pocket of my cardigan and turned back to the classroom. Olive was watching me. Not with fear. Not with confusion. Just⊠watching. Like she knew what it looked like when someone got a call that changed the air around them.
I forced a smile. âTime to clean up, sweet pea. Want to help me with the paint lids?â She nodded. Didnât let go of her bunny. But walked with me anyway.
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The clock on the classroom wall ticked closer to one. The sunlight had shifted across the room now, casting warm stripes on the floor where a few kids were finishing their snack. Most had gone home for the dayâearly pickups and half schedules. Olive was the last still waiting. But she didnât seem worried.
She sat beside me at the low round table, her bunny perched carefully on the edge, as we sorted puzzle pieces back into their box. She was focused. Calm. And every once in a while, sheâd glance at the door. Not anxiouslyâjust waiting. It was only her first day, and somehow, she was already part of this place.
I felt a quiet kind of pride settle in my chest.
When the knock finally came, she didnât flinch. Just turned her head and smiled before I even stood up. I walked to the door and opened it.
He was there. Harry Styles. His curls were slightly messier than this morning, like heâd run a hand through them too many times. He wore a grey jumper and jeans, his coat unzipped, his shoulders a little more relaxed than theyâd been before. But his eyes? Still soft. Still searching.
âHey,â he said, a little quieter than necessary. âShe alright?â
âSheâs better than alright,â I said, smiling as I stepped aside. âSheâs been brilliant.â
He looked over my shoulder and saw herâtiny, bunny in hand, puzzle box now clutched to her chest. His shoulders dropped a little more. And for a second, something passed between us. Not a moment. Not yet. But a pause. Like he saw me now. Not just as her teacher. As something more.
Olive slid off the chair and padded over in her little pink trainers, curls bouncing softly.
âDaddy,â she said, not with desperationâjust warmth.
He crouched and held out his arms, scooping her into a hug. âHey, bug. You did it.â
She pulled back just enough to show him the puzzle box. âWe found the fox.â
âYou did?â he said, eyes wide like sheâd just announced sheâd climbed a mountain.
She nodded, then looked at me. âMiss helped.â
I smiled. âShe did most of it herself.â
Harry stood, Olive still perched on one arm. He turned to me with something in his expression that wasnât just gratitude.
âYouâre very good with her,â he said.
âI try to be good with all of them,â I replied gently. âBut she made it easy.â
He exhaled through his nose. âShe doesnât usually let go like that. Not sinceâŠâ He trailed off, glancing down at her. I knew what he was going to say. He didnât need to finish it.
âIâm glad she felt safe here,â I said.
He looked back at me, and for a second, the noise in the hallway faded. Everything stilled.
â If she wants to come back tomorrow.â I smiled. âSheâll have her spot waiting.â
He nodded. âSame time?â
âSame time.â
We stood there for a second longer than we needed to. Then Olive tugged gently at his collar. âCan we get the bread with the holes?â
âThe bagels?â he asked, already smiling. âCourse we can.â
He glanced at me one last time. âThanks again, Miss Amara.â
I liked the way he said it. Like it mattered. âYouâre welcome,â I said. And I meant it.
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The classroom emptied slowly. I lingered, like I always did. Wiping down the tables. Tidying the reading corner. Restoring the classroom to the gentle stillness it always held before the day began again.
The sunlight had faded to a softer gold now, stretching long across the floors. I turned off the fairy lights and packed my things with the kind of slow rhythm that comes after a full, good day. I didnât feel tired. Not the heavy kind. I felt full. Full of little moments. Oliveâs soft voice. Her quiet nod. The way Harry had looked at herâand at meâlike something new had settled between the three of us and none of us quite had the words for it yet.
I stepped out into the early evening air and started toward the square. I hadnât planned to stop at the market, but my fridge at home was bare, and the day had left me craving something warm. Something soft. Maybe bread. Or jam. Or chocolate.
The cobblestone paths were glowing under the fading sun as I walked into the village center. The hanging baskets of spring flowers swayed gently in the breeze. A woman walked past with her daughter, holding hands and humming the same tune Olive had been singing under her breath at cleanup time.
The bell above the market door jingled as I stepped inside. It smelled like oranges and pinewood. I made my way to the produce aisle and reached for a basket of strawberries, still thinking about the way Olive had said Miss helped like it meant something deeper.
âAfternoon, Miss Amara.â I turned.
Mr. Beckett stood behind me in his usual green jumper, arms tucked behind his back like he always had something to say.
âHi, Mr. Beckett,â I said, smiling.
He gave a knowing look. âHeard youâve got a new one in class.â
I nodded. âOlive Styles.â
He tilted his head. âThatâd be Harryâs girl, wouldnât it? Up by the hill cottages?â
I hesitated. âYes.â
âSweet thing, that one. Saw them last week at the bakery. Didnât say much, but the little girl had her eyes on the pain au chocolat like it held all the answers to the universe.â
I laughed softly. âSounds like her.â
He leaned on his cane, his voice gentler now. âPeople talk, you know. Small town and all. Shame what happened to his girl.â
My throat tightened. âYes.â
âI didnât know her well,â he went on. âBut she had a light to her. That kind of quiet kindness you donât always see anymore.â
âShe mustâve been special,â I said.
He looked at me for a long moment. âYouâre one of the good ones, Amara. Always were. That little girlâs lucky to have you.â
âThank you,â I said, the words catching slightly on their way out.
He smiled, tipped his cap, and moved toward the back of the shop. I stood still for a second, basket in my hand, surrounded by fruit and light and the soft hum of old music playing overhead.
I didnât know what I was feeling. But it was something. Something warm. Something real.
I grabbed a loaf of bread, a jar of raspberry jam, andâwithout thinkingâa bar of chocolate I didnât need but wanted anyway.
When I stepped back outside, the sun had slipped behind the rooftops, and the sky was washed in pale pink and lavender. And even though the air had cooled, something lingered in my chest. Not warmth. Not yet. But the sense that maybeâjust maybeâsomething had shifted. And when it did⊠Iâd be ready.
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HARRY
Olive fell asleep before I finished the dishes. She was curled sideways on the couch in her unicorn pajamas, one hand tucked under her cheek and the other still wrapped around her bunnyâs floppy ear. I didnât move her right away. I just stood in the doorway, watching her chest rise and fall in that slow, even rhythm that only came when she was truly safe.
The house was dim now, lit only by the lamp in the corner and the glow of the kitchen light. There was music playing low on the speakerâsomething soft with stringsâbut I couldnât hear it clearly over the noise in my head.
Iâd done it. Weâd done it. Day one.
Sheâd gone to school, let go of my hand, sat at a table beside strangers, and smiled at her teacher. Sheâd come home with purple marker smudged on her fingertips and told me about Kevin the koala like it was the most important story in the world.
And sheâd said she wanted to go back. That part broke me a little. In a good way. I sat on the floor beside the couch, letting my hand rest gently on her foot. Just enough to feel her warmth. I thought about Becca. About how proud she wouldâve been. How sheâd probably cry and then pretend not to. How sheâd make cupcakes for the whole class after week one and write me a to-do list I didnât ask for.
I closed my eyes and let the ache come and go like it always did. Then I opened them again. And saw Oliveâs sketchbook on the coffee table. I flipped it open slowly, expecting crayon scribbles. But there it was. A tree. A koala. And below it, written in crooked three-year-old letters, a name.
Miss.
And just like that, Amaraâs face filled my mind againâher quiet voice, her steady gaze, the way sheâd crouched beside Olive like sheâd known exactly what to say and exactly when to say nothing at all. I didnât know why she stayed with me like that. But she did. And something about it felt a little like the beginning of something I wasnât sure I deserved.
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AMARA
I sat on the couch in my comfiest socks with a cup of tea cooling beside me and my feet tucked beneath a throw Iâd had since university.
The house was quiet. Lavender-scented. Dim except for the reading lamp behind me. I shouldâve been grading. Or planning. Or sleeping. But my thoughts kept circling back to her. To Olive. To the way sheâd looked up at me after storytime with a crayon in one hand and her bunny tucked under the other.
Andâmaybe more than thatâto him. To the softness in his voice when he said her name. To the look in his eyes when she reached for my hand. To the quiet that settled between us like something shared.
My phone buzzed with a text from Mya.
MYA: Sooo⊠how was the dad?
I smiled, shaking my head and picked up the phoneâonly to see another notification above hers. One I didnât open.
LOGAN: Still pretending I donât exist? You know I can always find you.
I locked the screen. Pushed the chill back down. Then opened Myaâs message instead.
AMARA: Polite. Thoughtful. The kind of guy who remembers which page in the koala book his daughter loves most.
MYA: Oh no. You like him.
AMARA: I donât know him.
MYA: Yet.
I put the phone down and leaned my head back against the cushion. The warmth from the tea drifted into the air, sweet and steady. And somewhere beneath the comfort of the night and the quiet hum of my house, I felt it again. That shift. That pull. That soft, slow opening. Something new. Something gentle. Something I didnât have a name for yet.
But maybeâ Maybe when Iâm ready, Iâll let it in.
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Summary: You come across Harry Styles on a dating app. You donât think itâs actually him so you decide to message him and things take a very shocking turn when he decides to FaceTime you. This is a little series that shows how you almost fumble meeting the person who could possibly be the love of your life just because you didnât think it was really him. đ
Pairing: Harry Styles x fem!reader
CW: Language and mentions of drinking wine, this is a pretty fluffy series!
A/N: I didnât intend for this to become a series but it already has two parts and Iâm working on more so figured it would be nice to have them all in one place!
Tag List: Open
Extras: Here

Part 1: Impressed
Part 2: Roses and Petnames
Part 3: Ordinary
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Polished in Love
Summary: When Y/N, a passionate nail artist, first paints her boyfriend Harry Stylesâ nails, she doesnât expect it to become their thing. But Harry, ever the devoted and supportive boyfriend, falls in love with the ritual, and with her talent. Soon, heâs booking actual appointments at her salon, showing off her designs to the world, and, in classic Harry fashion, scheming something in secret. When he finally reveals his surpriseâa nail polish collection inspired entirely by her, Y/N realizes that love, much like a good manicure, is all about the little details.
A/N: If youâve ever dreamed of being in a soft, fluffy relationship where your partner is your biggest fan (and also happens to be Harry Styles), then welcome! This little story is my love letter to all things cozy, romantic, and slightly ridiculousïżœïżœïżœbecause letâs be honest, Harry being obsessed with getting his nails done is peak adorable. Expect lots of heart-eyes, some happy tears, and a man who is completely and utterly whipped. Hope it makes you smile! Based on this request!
Word Count: 4,3k
Warnings:Â
Extreme levels of fluff (proceed with caution if you're allergic to sweetness)
Harry Styles being the softest, most supportive boyfriend ever
Excessive nail polish talk (you might leave wanting to paint your nails)
Emotional tears caused by overwhelming cuteness
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It starts on a slow Sunday afternoon, the kind where the sun filters through the curtains in soft golden streaks, dust motes swirling lazily in the warm glow. Y/N is perched on the couch, her legs folded beneath her, a tiny brush held delicately between her fingers as she finishes the last touches of a new design on her own nails. The scent of fresh polish lingers in the air, mingling with the faint traces of Harryâs cologne as he lounges beside her, his head tipped against the back of the couch, scrolling absentmindedly on his phone.
She catches him watching her out of the corner of her eyeâcurious, maybe even a little intrigued. Itâs not the first time sheâs caught him looking like that when she works. Thereâs something in the way she loses herself in her craft, how steady and precise her hands are, that seems to mesmerize him.
Y/N grins, setting her polish bottle down with a little clink. âYou wanna try?â
Harry blinks, his gaze flickering up to meet hers. âTry what?â
âNail polish.â She wiggles her fingers, flashing the delicate design she just finished. âI think youâd look great with some color.â
He scoffs, but thereâs a smirk playing at the corner of his lips. âDâyou now?â
âUh-huh.â She leans forward, playful and enticing. âLet me do your nails.â
Thereâs a beat of silence. Harry tips his head to the side, eyeing her like heâs trying to decipher her true intentions. Heâs not against itâheâs worn rings, pearls, mesh tops, even feather boasâbut this? Letting her sit and paint his nails like theyâre at some childhood sleepover? He exhales a quiet chuckle, rubbing his thumb along the inside of his palm.
âYouâre serious?â
âDead serious.â Y/N raises a brow, then reaches for his hand without waiting for permission. His fingers are warm beneath hers, calloused in places from years of playing guitar, strong yet gentle. She brushes her thumb over the back of his hand, noting the contrast between his larger fingers and her smaller ones.
Harry watches, amused but not resisting, as she starts rifling through her collection, muttering to herself about what color would suit him best. He lets her have her fun, stretching his arm across the couch cushions, and before long, sheâs settled in, fully focused as she uncaps a bottle of deep navy blue polish.
âAlright, superstar,â she murmurs, dipping the brush into the bottle. âTry not to move.â
He scoffs again, but thereâs something in his expressionâfondness, amusement, maybe even the tiniest bit of anticipation. He lets her guide his hand onto her thigh for stability, and the first stroke of polish glides smoothly across his thumbnail.
Harry is quiet as she works. The soft strokes of the brush, the way her fingers gently adjust his own, the faint smell of acetone and floral-scented cuticle oilâit all lulls him into something warm and comfortable. He watches her intently, observing the slight furrow in her brow as she focuses, the way she occasionally chews her bottom lip when sheâs being extra careful.
âThis is kind of nice,â he admits after a moment.
Y/N looks up, a teasing smile pulling at her lips. âTold you.â
By the time she finishes the last coat, Harry is fully relaxed against the couch, his fingers resting easily in hers as she blows gently on them to help them dry faster. He wiggles his fingers experimentally, his lips pursed in thought.
âAlright,â he says finally, lifting his hand to inspect her work. âThis is actually pretty sick.â
Y/N beams. âSee? You were meant to be my favorite client.â
Harry laughs, low and warm, before pulling her in for a quick, lazy kiss. His lips are soft, slightly chapped, but they mold perfectly against hers.
That night, when he leaves her apartment, he doesnât remove the polish.
The habit sneaks up on them quietly, unintentionally. At first, itâs just a jokeâsomething lighthearted and fun, a cute little activity that makes Y/N laugh and lets Harry indulge in something he never really considered before. But then, it turns into more.
After long days at the studio or on the road, he finds himself gravitating toward her little salon space, dropping into his usual seat with a sigh.
âRough day?â she asks, tilting her head as she starts gathering supplies.
He nods, closing his eyes briefly. âYeah.â
And thatâs that.
She doesnât need to say muchâjust gets to work, painting his nails while he rests his head against the couch cushions, humming softly to whatever playlist she has on in the background. Sometimes, they chat; other times, they sit in comfortable silence, just enjoying each otherâs presence.
One evening, after she finishes painting a delicate celestial design on his nails, Harry glances down at his hands with a lazy smile.
âIâm keepinâ these on.â
Y/N looks up from putting away her polishes. âYeah?â
âYeah,â he murmurs, running his thumb over the dried design. âGonna show âem off.â
She doesnât think much of it until the next day, when Twitter explodes with pictures of him at an event, hands adorned in her handiwork. The designs are small but intricateâtiny constellations, a few scattered stars, all meticulously painted in gold against a dark blue base. Fans go absolutely feral over it.
âOkay, but who did his nails???â one tweet reads, with thousands of likes beneath it.
It doesnât take long for someone to find the answer.
âMy girlfriend did them,â Harry says nonchalantly in an interview a few days later, flexing his fingers slightly as the interviewer compliments the look. âArenât they gorgeous?â
And just like that, the world takes notice.
Y/N doesnât even realize it at first. Sheâs busy at work, carefully painting a clientâs nails when her phone starts buzzing insistently in her pocket. She ignores it, assuming itâs just her group chat blowing up over some drama. But when she finally takes a break and checks her notifications, her screen is flooded.
Harryâs latest interview clip has gone viral.
The video is everywhereâTwitter, Instagram, TikTok. Fans are gushing over his nails, zooming in on the intricate details sheâd painstakingly painted just days ago. The internet is obsessed, not just with Harryâs latest look, but with the fact that she did them.
Her DMs are a mess. There are requests for appointments, compliments from strangers, and even a few messages from beauty influencers asking where she gets her inspiration. Y/N stares at her phone, overwhelmed, before calling the only person who couldâve caused this.
âHarry,â she says the moment he picks up, voice caught between exasperation and amusement. âWhat did you do?â
He chuckles softly. âI just told the truth, love.â
Y/N can practically hear the grin in his voice.
From that moment on, painting his nails isnât just something they do in the privacy of her apartment. It becomes their thing, a little ritual of care and closeness.
Harry, ever the extra and devoted boyfriend, takes it one step further.
At first, he still lets her do his nails at homeâlounging on her couch, feet propped up on her coffee table, stealing kisses between coats. But then he starts showing up at her studio. Unannounced. Like heâs just another client.
The first time, itâs almost comical.
Y/N is midway through buffing a regular clientâs nails when the bell over her studio door chimes. She barely glances upâuntil she hears an unmistakable voice greeting her receptionist.
âAfternoon, love. I believe I have an appointment?â
She snaps her head up so fast she nearly knocks over her polish display.
Harry stands there, casually dressed in a loose jumper and beanie, dimples on full display as he flashes her an innocent smile.
He waves his fingers at her. âFigured itâs about time I booked a proper session, donât you think?â
Her client, wide-eyed, looks between them. âWait. Is thatâ?â
Y/N groans, pressing a hand to her forehead. âHarry, you donât need an appointment. You couldâve just come over.â
âAnd deprive you of a paying customer?â he teases. âAbsolutely not.â
Thatâs how it starts.
Harry starts officially booking nail appointmentsânever mind that Y/N refuses to charge him. He insists on getting the full salon experience.
And of course, he never comes empty-handed.
Sometimes, he brings her favorite coffee, balancing two cups with practiced ease. Other times, itâs a fresh bouquet of flowers, a new shade of nail polish he found, or pastries he claims he baked himself (though sheâs convinced his private chef helped).
One time, he walks in carrying a ridiculous heart-shaped box of chocolates, looking so smug about it that she canât even pretend to be annoyed.
She rolls her eyes, but sheâs smiling as she plucks a chocolate from the box. âYou really donât have to bribe me to do your nails, yâknow.â
He hums, settling into her chair. âCanât a man spoil his favorite nail tech?â
Y/N huffs out a laugh, shaking her head. âYouâre the only client who gets this treatment.â
Harry just grins, completely unbothered.
At some point, he starts referring to a specific chair in her studio as his.
âOi!â he calls out one day when he walks in and finds another client sitting in it. âThatâs my chair.â
Y/N chokes on her laughter.
Her client, startled, looks up. âWaitâwhat?â
Harry gestures toward the seat with mock seriousness. âThatâs Harryâs Throne. Reserved for me.â
Y/N groans, facepalming. âHarry, stop.â
But itâs too late. The nickname sticks.
From that day forward, whenever he comes in for an appointment, her staff jokingly refers to it as his throne. He leans into it shamelessly, draping himself dramatically over the chair whenever he sits down.
âReady for your royal treatment, your highness?â Y/N teases one day as she sets up her tools.
Harry smirks. âAlways.â
And honestly? He loves it.
Not just the pampering, but the way she focuses when she worksâher brow furrowing in concentration, the way she tilts his hands just so, the gentle touch of her fingers against his skin.
Sometimes, he hums softly while she paints, some unfinished melody floating in the air. Sometimes, he watches her intently, admiration clear in his gaze.
Other times, he just reaches out, squeezing her hand for no reason at all.
âYouâre staring again,â Y/N murmurs one day, not looking up from where sheâs carefully adding tiny details to his nails.
Harry doesnât even try to deny it. âCanât help it. My girlâs an artist.â
Y/Nâs cheeks heat, but she hides her smile.
Harry is, without a doubt, her most dramaticâand devotedâclient.
And she wouldnât have it any other way.
It starts off subtly.
At first, Y/N doesnât think much of itâHarryâs always been the curious type. He asks random questions all the time, sometimes just to hear her talk, sometimes because heâs genuinely interested in whatever sheâs passionate about.
But then the questions start getting oddly⊠specific.
Theyâre all about nails.
âWhatâs your favorite nail polish finish?â
Y/N pauses mid-brushstroke, glancing up at him. âWhat?â
Harry shrugs, looking down at the glossy black polish sheâs carefully applying to his nails. âJust wondering. Do you like matte? Glossy? Maybe something with a little shimmer?â
She narrows her eyes at him suspiciously. âI mean⊠it depends on the vibe. But I usually go for a high-shine finish. Why?â
He grins. âNo reason.â
The next time, itâs even weirder.
âWhat ingredients should a really good polish have?â
Y/N stops filing his nails, giving him a long, unimpressed stare. âAre you planning to start making your own, orâŠ?â
Harry just laughs, but he doesnât answer.
And then, a few days later:
âIf you could design your own collection, what colors would you pick?â
Y/N puts her tools down.
âOkay. What is going on?â she demands, crossing her arms.
Harry looks up at her with wide, innocent eyes. Too innocent. âWhat do you mean?â
âYouâve been asking so many questions about nail polish,â she says, narrowing her eyes. âAnd not just casual questionsâlike, very specific, detailed ones.â She tilts her head. âAre you planning on opening a rival salon? Should I be worried?â
Harry smirks, leaning back in his chairâHarryâs Throne, as he insists on calling it. âMaybe I just want to be well-informed about my girlfriendâs industry.â
Y/N scoffs. âYeah, right.â
âCanât a man ask questions without being interrogated?â
âNo, Harry. No, he cannot.â
Harry just grins, clearly enjoying himself.
Y/N studies him, trying to piece it together. She knows him too well. Heâs up to somethingâshe can tell from the way his dimples keep threatening to show, the way heâs biting his lip like heâs holding back a secret.
But no matter how much she pries, he wonât crack.
He just sits there, letting her work, humming under his breath like he doesnât have some mystery scheme in the works.
And Y/N, for all her determination, has no choice but to let it slide.
For now.
Y/N doesnât realize it at first.
Sure, she notices when Harry starts posting more pictures of his nails. Sometimes itâs a casual Instagram storyâhis hand resting against the steering wheel, rings gleaming, nails freshly painted. Other times, itâs a candid shot of him mid-performance, microphone in one hand, the other adorned with intricate designs that Y/N had carefully painted herself.
But itâs not until a week after she finishes a particularly detailed setâdeep emerald green with delicate gold accentsâthat she wakes up to something different.
Her phone is blowing up.
Itâs not just the usual notifications. Itâs thousands of them. Tags, mentions, DMs flooding in faster than she can process.
Her stomach flips as she clicks into Twitter (or whatever the app is calling itself these days).
And there it is.
A tweetâno, several tweetsâfrom popular beauty bloggers, fashion accounts, and actual magazines, all talking about her.
âHarry Stylesâ latest manicure is an art piece. The woman behind it? The insanely talented Y/N, who runs a small studio in London. We need to talk about her work.â
She blinks. Scrolls down.
Another tweet:
âY/Nâs nail artistry is insane. Look at the details on this design. Someone get this woman a brand deal IMMEDIATELY.â
And then, a TikTokâone of manyâwhere a beauty influencer is attempting to recreate the very design Y/N had painted on Harryâs nails just days ago.
âAlright, so today weâre trying to do THE Harry Styles nailsâyes, the ones by Y/N. No promises mine will be as good as hers because, like, have you seen her work??â
Y/Nâs jaw drops.
Itâs not just one person. Itâs everywhere. People attempting to recreate her designs, tagging her, gushing over her work.
And just like that, her little nail studioâthe cozy, quiet place sheâs built with so much loveâis suddenly the hottest spot in the industry.
Her phone rings, startling her out of her daze.
Harry.
She answers immediately. âDid you see this?â
âI did.â He sounds entirely too smug, and she can hear the smile in his voice. âKinda amazing, innit?â
Y/N lets out a shaky laugh. âIâI donât even know what to say. Itâs⊠overwhelming.â
âYeah?â His voice softens. âGood overwhelming or bad overwhelming?â
She swallows, looking at the endless flood of notifications. âI mean⊠good, I think? Just⊠a lot.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, then:
âSee, love? Youâre brilliant.â
Her heart clenches.
Itâs such a simple statement, yet the way he says itâso full of quiet certainty, like itâs the most obvious truth in the worldâmakes her throat tighten.
She bites her lip. âYou really think so?â
Harry scoffs. âI know so.â
And, okay. Maybe the attention is a lot to process. But with Harry in her corner, she feels like she can handle anything.
And sheâs going to have toâbecause things are about to get even bigger.
Her studio is fully booked within days.
Appointments she would have normally spaced out over months are now being snatched up in seconds. Celebritiesâactual A-listersâstart reaching out to her, inquiring about appointments, collaborations, anything to get a piece of her work.
And through it all, Harry remains her most loyal, most devoted client.
âHope youâre still making time for me, love,â he teases one night, winking as he drops off her favorite coffee.
Y/N laughs, squeezing his hand. âYouâll always have a spot in my chair.â
Harry grins, his fingers curling around hers, warm and steady. âGood. Would hate to think fameâs gotten to your head.â
She rolls her eyes, nudging his arm. âOh, please.â
But she doesnât miss the way heâs looking at her. Fond. Proud. Like heâs known all along that this momentâher success, her recognitionâwas inevitable. And somehow, thatâs even more overwhelming than the notifications still buzzing in her pocket.
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A few days later, Harry texts her out of nowhere.
H: Pick you up at 7. Wear something nice.
Y/N frowns at the message, a small smirk tugging at her lips.Â
Y/N: Excuse me? Am I normally walking around looking like a gremlin?
H: No, you always look perfect. But tonight is special.
That makes her pause. Special?
Harry isnât the type to get crypticânot unless heâs planning something.
And judging by the way he shows up at her place that evening, hair perfectly styled, rings glinting in the golden glow of the setting sun, dimples fully engaged, heâs definitely planning something.
âOkay,â she says slowly, sliding into the passenger seat of his car. âWhatâs going on?â
Harry just smirks, shifting gears as he pulls onto the road. âPatience, love.â
Y/N groans, throwing her head back against the seat dramatically. âYou know I have none of that.â
He laughs, reaching over to squeeze her knee. âItâs worth the wait.â
She grumbles but lets it go, letting the warm hum of the radio fill the space between them as they drive.
He takes her to one of their favorite little restaurantsâsmall, cozy, the kind of place where no one bothers them. Itâs tucked away from the chaos of London, all dim lighting and soft music, the scent of fresh bread and wine hanging in the air.
And yet⊠heâs nervous.
Harry never gets nervous.
But she can tellâby the way his knee bounces slightly under the table, by how he keeps fiddling with his rings, by the way heâs not eating, which is the biggest red flag of all.
Y/N raises an eyebrow. âOkay, now Iâm worried. Are you dying? Did you commit a crime? Blink twice if you need me to hide a body.â
Harry lets out a startled laugh, shaking his head. âBloody hell, love.â
âWhat?â she says innocently. âYouâre acting weird.â
He exhales, rolling his lips together before finallyâfinallyâmeeting her eyes.
And then he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small box, sliding it across the table.
Y/N stares at it.
Then at him.
Then back at the box.
ââŠI swear to God if this is an engagement ring and youâre proposing to me in the middle of a risotto courseââ
âItâs not that,â Harry interrupts, laughing, cheeks pink. âJustâopen it.â
She eyes him warily, then flips open the lid.
Inside, nestled against the black velvet lining, are three bottles of nail polish.
Not just any nail polish.
Her colors.
She recognizes them instantly. The deep emerald green, the soft blush pink, the inky midnight blueâall shades sheâs used on him before, all shades that have become his favorites.
She blinks. Her heart stutters. âHarry, whatâŠ?â
He leans forward, hands clasped together on the table. âIâve been working on something,â he says softly. âFor a while now.â
She looks up at him, wide-eyed. âWhat do you mean?â
He takes a breath, like heâs really nervous now, like the words are heavy in his mouth.
âIâm launching a brand, called Pleasing.â he finally says. âBeauty, lifestyle, all of it. And the first collection?â He nods toward the box, a small, almost shy smile on his lips. âNail polishes. Inspired by you.â
Y/Nâs breath catches.
She looks at the bottles again, hands slightly unsteady as she picks one up.
Itâs not just the colors. Itâs the detailsâthe names on the labels.
đ Green like your eyes đ Blush when I call you mine đ Midnight Hums
Her throat tightens.
She flicks her gaze back to him. âHarryâŠâ
He reaches for her hand, thumb stroking over her knuckles. âBecause you love nails,â he says, voice low, steady. âAnd I love you.â
Y/Nâs heart shatters.
Not in a bad way. In the best way. In the I-donât-know-how-to-handle-this-level-of-love way.
Because he did this. For her.
Her vision blurs slightly. âYouâyou made these for me?â
Harry chuckles softly, squeezing her fingers. ââCourse I did, love. Everything about themâthe colors, the branding, even the formulasâI made sure they were exactly how youâd want them.â
Y/N stares at him, completely overwhelmed.
She blinks rapidly, trying to process everythingâhow heâs been working on this in secret, how every little detail screams her, how this isnât just some business move for him, but something deeply, intimately thoughtful.
And then her vision blurs again.
âOh,â she breathes, voice trembling. âOh, no.â
Harryâs brows lift in alarm. âNo?â
She lets out a watery laugh, swiping at her eyes. âNo as inâGod, Iâm gonna cry.â
And she does.
Right there in the middle of their cozy little dinner, with candles flickering around them, with the soft murmur of other diners in the background, she completely breaks down.
Happy tears, grateful tearsâtears that carry all the emotions she canât quite put into words.
Harry doesnât hesitate. He reaches across the table, thumb brushing gently under her eyes, wiping away the warm, glistening trails down her cheeks. âDidnât mean to make you cry, angel,â he murmurs, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead.
She sniffles, smiling weakly. âYou always make me cry. Youâre disgustingly sweet, itâs offensive.â
He grins, dimples deep and warm. âThatâs a bit rude, considering I just launched an entire line of nail polish inspired by you.â
Y/N lets out a half-laugh, half-sob, shaking her head. âExactly.â
Harry chuckles, leaning back, then suddenly reaches into his pocket again. âWell, since Iâve already got you cryingââ He pulls out a single bottle of polish, holding it up with a boyish glint in his eyes. âSo, love, what color are you painting my nails tonight?â
Y/N sniffs, still laughing through the last of her tears. âYouâyou brought a bottle?â
He shrugs. âWas hopeful.â
And God, she loves him so much she aches with it.
Without thinking, she grabs the bottle from his hand, twisting it open. âGive me your hand.â
Harryâs grin widens, and he immediately obeys, stretching his fingers out across the table.
Theyâre surrounded by warm candlelight, by the soft hum of quiet conversations, by the smallest flicker of fairy lights strung along the restaurantâs windows. Itâs intimate, private, theirs.
She works with slow, careful strokes, the same way she always does. Harry watches her, his gaze unwavering, soft as ever.
And when she glances up, meeting his eyesâshe swears heâs looking at her like sheâs the only person in the world.
From that night on, Y/N isnât just Harryâs favorite nail techâsheâs his muse.
She becomes part of the Pleasing process, helping him pick new colors, testing formulas, brainstorming ideas over coffee and late-night chats.
Her little studio, once a quiet hidden gem, now has a months-long waitlist. But no matter how busy things get, she never gives up her chairânever stops doing what she loves.
And Harry?
Harry never lets anyone else touch his nails.
It becomes their thing, a quiet tradition.
Before every event, every launch, every momentâsheâs there, polish brush in hand, fingers steady as she paints his nails, grounding him the way she always has.
Even when life gets chaotic, when theyâre traveling, when heâs on tour and sheâs juggling her own work, they find moments for it.
Sitting cross-legged on a hotel bed, half-dressed for the next show. Curled up on a couch after a long day, with Netflix playing in the background. Backstage before a performance, where the only thing keeping him still is her touch.
And itâs not just about the polish.
Itâs about love. About care. About the way it all started, with one perfect manicure.
And, if Harry has it his way, itâll never end.
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This is so beautiful this author has absolutely made such a beautiful story I love the trope childhood friends reconnecting â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
two peas in a pod | harry styles x reader | part 1
once upon a time, you and harry were two peas in a pod. however, physical distance turns emotional, and the two of you lose each other once harry becomes a part of one direction. years later, your paths intertwine.
word count: 2,079
notes: use of y/n, not much angst but a bit sad in the middle, it's a happy story though (probably)
âI canât believe you made me sit through Princess Diaries 2. Again.â Harry groans, stretching his legs across the sofa, purposefully bumping one into yours.
âWhat can I say? Chris Pine is an angel in this movie.â You smirked.
Harry was leaning against your shoulderâa common occurrence at your movie nightsâbut he pushed you away at your words. âYou have horrible taste. Ever since you liked Barney when we watched him at six.â
âHey! At least I didnât have a crush on DJ from Full House.â
Harry picked up the pillow next to him, throwing it at your face. You ducked easily, grabbing it and smacking him back.
âHey! Not fair!â He said, and you giggled uncontrollably.
Soon, pillows began to fly in the air as the two of you began a war. Harry got you in the stomach multiple times, but when you buried him completely with your pillow on the sofa and declared yourself the winner, the fight ended.
Your laughs finally subsided as the two of you leaned back on the sofa, your legs tangled with Harryâs under the blanket you were sharing.
âI canât believe youâre leaving tomorrow.â
The wide grin on his face faded, his sea-colored eyes turning sad as they met yours. âMe too.â
Tomorrow, your best friend (from the fateful day in kindergarten when you beat him in tag) was going to be auditioning for the X-Factor. He was a talented singer, and chances were that he wouldnât be coming home, instead, following his new journey as a singer. 11 years of friendship made it just a bit hard to separate.
âYouâd better text me.â
A small smile grew on his face. âWhy would I not?â
You nudged him with your shoulder. âBecause you might get famous and get too busy to talk to the people from home.â You played it off as a joke, but this was a deep worry laced within your gut.
But Harry could read you like a book. His grin faded, and his eyes became sincere. âI would never get too busy. Not for you. Youâre my best friend. Nothing will ever change that.â
It was an odd moment of vulnerability breaking into the well-honed banter you typically had, but it was the last day youâd see your best friend before he left, so you let it happen. âPromise?â
He took your hand. Squeezed it. âPromise.â
âGood. Because youâre going to be getting zero sleep starting from tomorrow. Iâll be texting you at all hours of the dayâwherever you are.â
He groaned again. âOf course you will.â But a small smile grew on his face as you leaned your head on his shoulder, cuddling in comfortable silence.
The two of you fell asleep on the couch, tangled in your blanket. The next morning was an early one, and you both woke up at Anneâs soft reminder.
âHarry? You need to get ready to go, love.â
A soft ray of sunlight fell onto the two of you as you rubbed your eyes. You had fallen asleep on Harryâs chest, and his arm was wrapped around you lazily. With the two of you, there was no such thing as personal space. You hoped it wouldnât change when he left.
âIâm coming,â he rasped, and you groaned, shifting to the side as he stretched and got off the sofa, flicking you on the head as he went to his room to get ready. You glared daggers at his back, but there wasnât much you could do since he was already gone.
âHoney? You okay with toast for breakfast?â Anne caught your attention, and you nodded. Of course, she saw the troubled look in your eye, and she quickly bustled over to you, sitting down.
âYouâre going to miss him.â
You nodded, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. âA bit. Itâs justâI know heâs going to do well, and be successful, and even if he visits home, nothing will be the same.â Quickly, you blinked, sniffling. âSorry. Youâre his mom. I shouldnât be feeling like this while you're so put together.â
Anne quickly brought you into a hug. âHoney, you have every right to feel this way. The two of you are two peas in a pod. Youâve never been apart. Weâre all going to miss him, but it will all be okay. And for the record, I cried earlier this morning, too," she whispered, making you laugh a bit.
You nodded, wiping your tears as Anne gave you one last squeeze, heading back over to the kitchen. At that moment, Harry came out of the bathroom, wearing his X-Factor outfit that you and Anne had helped him pick out yesterday, and gave you his bright smile, his dimples popping out. You couldnât help but smile backâto you, it was always contagious.
The car was packed, and Anne and Gemma were in the front. The back door sat open, but you and Harry were still on his porch, the chill morning breeze blowing his hair haphazardly. You chuckled as you imagined Gemma smoothing it down before he auditioned.
He looked at you. âAny last words of advice?â
âDonât mess up.â
He laughed, and before you could cry, you quickly brought him into a warm hug. His arms immediately went straight to you, holding you tight. You heard his sniffleâalmost identical to yoursâand laughed, pulling away.
âItâll be okay. Weâve got texts. And emails.â
He nodded. âOf course.â
You look into his eyes, and there they wereâsad, excited, and happy all at once. He opened his mouth, looking right at you, about to say something, but quickly closed it, shaking his head.
âIâd better go before Iâm late. Donât miss me too much!â He grabbed your hand, squeezed it, then rushed back to the car, shutting the door behind him after climbing into the backseat.
âSays you!â You called after him, waving goodbye as the car tore away.
You took a deep breath. It will all be okay.
Harryâs audition had gone well, he had said in an email. He was selected to be part of a bandâOne Directionâand they would begin writing their own songs, being managed by an official label. The four other boys were friendly, apparently, and they had become fast friends.
His emails were frequent, almost daily. You anticipated their arrivals, itching for new updates on his life. They were always filled to the brim with something eventful. There was never a free moment, it seemed, for him.
Your return emails felt empty. You ended up realizing that your life outside of Harry was almost non-existent to you. Although you played hockey and wrote your stories, your activities were not as time-consuming or emotionally impactful as the moments you spent with him. Random school romances or a sports injury seemed like nothing compared to his grandiose descriptions of meeting famous people.
And, as you had predicted, One Direction became huge. They were a rapid internet sensation, and as a fanbase began to collect behind Harry, his emails began to get more sporadic. Days in between emails turned to weeks, and soon, they were simply just here and there.
Although he visited home, it was never announced, and it was never matched up with your own schedule. Once, he visited for a few days while you were out of the country. Another time, you were at a funeral for the one night he came as a surprise.
You missed him a lotâespecially after the days he visited home and you never got to see him. But soon enough, you learned to have your own life, and days without him became less painful. You grew closer to your hockey team, got your first boyfriend, and pushed yourself in your academics. You never forgot Harry; he was always lingering in your mind. But at some point, your close friendship with him was more of a distant memory, and even writing an email with these updates felt too hard.
His emails to you ended two years after they started. The band had just released another album, and it was even more popular than anything before. Of course, you listened to all the songs, smiling at Harryâs voice, settling at your computer to type up how much you loved the songs. But scrolling through your page, you realized that the last time the two of you had communicated was months ago. The last two emails were yoursâthe final one being your good news of getting into your dream university. He had never responded.
Now, he was on his own path, and so were you.
Sighing, you logged out of your email and turned off the computer.Â
The two of you had diverged, and it was time to accept it.
Years passed; life went on. You attended Cambridge and majored in International Relations and Creative Writing. Writing had always been your passion, and you loved focusing on inter-country politics, so your academics kept you busy and invested.
You graduated at the top of your class, and soon, you became a published fantasy author. You dipped your toes into the romance genre, writing a novel about childhood friends growing up in the countryside becoming lovers, and it became a huge hit. Soon, you were a well-known, renowned author, and you began writing with a large publishing company.
While following your dreams, you visited your home often. You were always attached to your small community, and youâd often spend a weekend sitting with your own parents, Anne, and Gemma (if she was available) for an outdoor lunch or dinner. Though the questions were often directed to everyone, they landed on Harry at some point, and you were once again reminded of your childhood friend.
Harry. The boy who had now become a manâone you hadnât seen in seven years. You had never once come home at the same time he did during his breaks. He had separated from One Direction two years ago, and had recently published his debut album. You wouldnât tell him, but you listened to it. Listening to his voice, singing lyrics that sounded so strongly like words directly from his mouthâit was enough to make you cry.
And you actually did, once Sweet Creature came on. You had never fathomed that Harry would write songs about you, but you were sure this one was. Running through the garden, your stubborn fightsâthe lyrics were simply your childhood experiences. Now, it was always on repeat.
And every time you heard his name, saw his face on the internet, heard his musicâyou missed him.
But he probably wasnât even thinking of you anymore.
You were coming home one more weekend. You had written another novel, this time a fantasy, and it had gone viral on social media. It was a big hit, but it began to receive some hate from extremists for including too much diversity. It was all too much for you, and when your mother invited you home for a weekend, you knew you couldnât pass up the offer.
So, you took a train back to your small town from London, brimming with anticipation. Sweet Creature began to fill your airpods, and a smile grew on your face as you reminisced upon your times with Harry. Although he didnâtâwouldn'târemember you, you would never forget how wonderful he made your childhood, no matter how untouchable he was today. His old email address was most likely inactive by now, too.
All too soon, the train reached its station, and you walked all the way to your home. Voices collected from the backyard, and you grinned in excitement. It seemed that Gemma and her parents were over. It would be fun to hear about their life updates.
You opened the back door, and your mum turned at the sound. âDear, youâre back!â She rushed to give you a warm hug, and you all but melted in your motherâs arms. âHow was your trip?â
âIt was good! Itâs so nice to see you Mum, I missed you more than you know.â
âWe all missed you here. Come say hi to everyone else.â She took your hand, bringing you over to the rest of the bunch. You looked around to find all your siblings dispersed and talking, but a captivating laugh grasped your attention.
You knew that laugh.
Disbelieving, you turn around to find Harry Styles himself, talking to Gemma, a full grin on his face, his dimples grooved into his cheeks as she made a joke.
Your eyes widened, and Gemmaâs gaze landed on you. âY/N! Youâre back!â
But your eyes were fixed onto Harryâs. He turned to look at you.
âY/N.â
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He's actually the best human possible it's not fair
harryâs not even my favorite but heâs still my favorite because

i wouldnât read this if i were you
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Cuteeee


From the book One Direction: Dare To Dream, 2011.
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I've always thought the boys deserved so much more than the world offered them. Even what they did as people not artists alone should give them so much recognition. The system is horrible to celebrities who actually deserve it.
me thinking to myself âwait, did one direction ever get nominated for a grammy?â
also me: âseems a little weird that theyâre only shedding light on the band just because of the passing of one of its membersâ like seriously it saddens me that it really had to take THAT to even get recognition by one of the most prestigious events in the music world, where one direction deserved to be EVERY. SINGLE. YEAR they were active⊠and like wait ben knew them. still knows them. and yet his team never gave two cents about them when they were at their peak and winning awards everywhere else like WTF.
ainât the industry fucked up? (iâve always thought these awards shows were fucked up in the first place but because this hits so deep in the heart for me, it particularly and especially boils my blood.)
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Sassy since 1991, he's a pretty princess đ

i guess some queens donât need a crown
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He's actually so adorable I can't I just wanna give him a hug đ„č

my little cutie boy i wanna squeeze him so bad
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I absolutely love this author, all the writing in these is absolutely amazing there's so much of it too I keep coming back. There's so many different au about Harry you can read and it's just absolutely amazing đ€©
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ALL RISE TO DADRRY đ„č
The Young Dad!Harry Universe

a series of oneshots and blurbs about Harry and Y/n as young parents!

(this list is in chronological order!)
The Timeline (2012âPresent/future)
The First Time
Family First (2013)
Secret Little Rendezvous (2013)
Love Games (2015)
Margaritaville (2015)
Just a Taste (2016)
A Nice Surprise (2017)
Failure (2019)
Building a Home (2019)
Momâs Night Out (2021)
Shopping Spree
The Haircut (2023)
The Grammys (2023)
Moments Caught on Camera at the Brits
Love on Tour: The Documentary (released sometime in the near future)
Part One Part Two Part Three
Family Vacation (2025)
Curious Gazes (spans across multiple years)
The Newlywed Game (far into the future)
Before the Show (2023)
Father's Day Fun (2023)
The Final Show (2023)
Baby Fever (spans across multiple years)
Mommy-daughter dates with Y/n and Simone
The Thing About Having Six Kids (spans across multiple years)
Baby Mine
Merry and Bright (far into the future)
The Nickelodeon pregnancy prank (2012)
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This is so cutesy, we love a Harry fic where the partner actually has a brain. This is amazing xx
Design Choices

Hi, Iâm back with some inspiration! As a designer in product development, this photo really resonates with me.
Pairing: Harry x Designer Reader (curvy or plus sizeâwhatever you feel works best! This is just my preference đ) Summary: Harry invites you to a Pleasing meeting. Warnings: None. Just fluff đ
Please enjoy! Iâm just doing this for fun. ...
Today, Harry had a meeting for his cosmetics brand, Pleasing. While getting ready, he saw his girlfriend sitting at her desk, working on designs and 3D renders for various brands vying for her talent.
Heâd always wanted to add Y/N to his team of designers or do a small collaboration. However, being the shy and offline person she is, Y/N mostly kept her work to her portfolio and artworks online, with little to no social media presence. Sheâd told him before that she didnât want to be seen as the girl who got work because of her boyfriendâsomething Harry found ridiculous since he wouldâve gladly welcomed her on the team if sheâd asked.
After slipping on his socks, he tiptoed to her workspace, wrapped his arms around her shoulders, and placed soft kisses on her head. Briefly, he watched her work on what appeared to be a floor plan for a coffee shop. An idea crossed his mind, one he hoped sheâd be open to.
âHey, baby. Are you busy today?â
âUhmm, not really. Iâm just finishing my files, and my meeting got moved to tomorrow. Why?â she replied while continuing to type up details and notes for her contractors.
âWell, if youâre done with that, would you like to join me in a meeting today?â
She quickly saved her file and closed her laptop, looking at Harry with curiosity.
âFor⊠your next album?â
âNo, silly! For Pleasing. Weâre finalizing some packaging boxes and stickers for a new nail polish release this New Year.â
âOh! Right, sorry. My mindâs been all over the place.â
âNo worries, love. So, do you want to come?â
âSure, but can you pack my stuff for me? Iâll just go change.â
âGo ahead. Iâll take care of it for you.â
Harry rummaged through her work bag, filled with her essentials: a pen case, notebooks, journals, sample swatches, three different types of measuring tools, and other knick-knacks she might need for meetings or site visits. Knowing her, inspirationâor a design mishapâcould strike at any moment. He added her laptop and earphones to the bag just as she walked back into the room.
âReady! Do you have my bag, babe?â
âYup, everythingâs secured. Iâll just put on my shoes, and we can go.â ...
As Harry drove them to Pleasingâs unofficial office, he broke the silence.
âBabe, thank you for coming with me today. I thought youâd say no and stay home.â
âWell, I know Iâve said I didnât want to be part of the product development team, but I still want to support you. If going to this meeting means so much to you, Iâll gladly hop in when Iâm free.â
At a red light, Harry grabbed her hand and kissed it gently. ...
When they arrived at the small office, Harry and Y/N were greeted warmly and offered coffee, pastries, and nuts. She placed her bag on the floor and settled onto the couch, her eyes immediately drawn to the sparkly, hot-pressed foils on the PR boxes inside a nearby cardboard box.
âYou can touch them if you like,â said Harryâs head designer.
âThank you. Harry, may I?â
âI know youâre dying to feel it, love. Donât let me stop you.â
Harry smiled at her excitement as she examined the new products Pleasing had created. He silently observed her body language, sweating a little as he hoped nothing was out of placeâknowing how detail-oriented she was.
âThese are so nice. The feel is great. Do you have options where the box is fully foiled or mixed with matte finishes for texture variety?â
A sigh of relief escaped Harryâs lips as he saw her getting into her element.
âYeah, we have all of that here,â the head designer replied. âHere are the inserts, the bottles, and other packaging weâve printed, along with the initial samples, if you want to try them.â
They laid everything out on the table. Y/N immediately locked eyes with Harry.
âThese are amazing! The supplier you got is really good. You have to tell me who they are!â
Harry chuckled at her enthusiasm.
âItâs a secret, love. I canât reveal that to the competition. I might even ask the team to whip up an NDA before you leave.â
The three of them laughed at Harryâs joke, but soon the meeting shifted into a more serious tone. Work began in earnest, with Harry choosing his preferred designs, giving feedback, and discussing limitations and options with the team.
Meanwhile, Y/N started snapping photos of Harry looking serious, as well as top-down shots of the table and the stickers he was pointing to.
**âWhat do you think, love?â Harry asked.
âSorry, I was distracted. Can you say that again, babe?â
âI asked if we should add another color to the collection, or if this is enough?â
âWell, is it in your budget? I thought you already finalized a color story. Adding another might confuse the supplier if itâs a last-minute change. Iâd recommend saving it for your next release or an expansion of the range, maybe with a different collaborator.â
Harry nodded, impressed by her quick, thoughtful response. He felt a surge of pride, knowing he was in a relationship with someone as brilliant and passionate as she was. ... Thank you so much for reading! I have more in store and might write again soon. See you! đ
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O EM GEE AHHH
I'm a feminist but I would let duplicity Harry use me as his sucker đTHE HOUSE WOULD BE CLEANED AND DINNER WOULD BE SERVED EVERY NIGHT!!!!! THE ANSWER WOULD NEVER BE NO đ„”
Slavin' in the kitchen
Iced you cake
Then I served you a plate
But that ain't what you ate, no
LITTLE MIX ADIDAS

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Life had slowed, but only justâsomehow still breezy with that undercurrent of momentum that carried him from One Direction fevered heights, to the steady rhythm of his own solo journey. Fame was no stranger, but this? These moments were the ones he cherished most. He glanced at his wife, her eyes twinkling as she sat with their son. The simple joy of this evening reminded him of how far they had come. The quiet, intimate wedding in Holmes Chapel five years ago, the shockwaves it sent through the internet because they had managed to keep it so private, and then, only a year later, the unexpected news that YN was pregnant with Atlas.
He could still remember the exact moment he found out about their little surprise, how the world had seemed to tilt on its axis when she told him. It had been unplanned, a complete shock, but one that had filled him with a profound sense of love and responsibility.
Five years ago felt like a lifetime ago, yet it also felt like yesterday.
Five Years Earlier â November first, Holmes Chapel
The cold was sharp outside, but the small cottage Harry and YN had rented for the holiday season felt warm, cozy even. A fire crackled softly in the fireplace, and YN sat curled up on the couch, her hands wrapped around a steaming mug of tea. Outside, a gentle snow, the first of the season, had started to fall, covering the village in a blanket of white.
Harry had been out all day, helping his mother with some last-minute holiday preparations. The quiet of the house felt calming to YN, but there was something on her mind, something that had been gnawing at her for the past month. Her period was lateâlater than it had ever been.
She had noticed other small things too. A slight queasiness in the mornings that she initially brushed off as stress from the hectic, upcoming holiday season. But now, as she sat there, the weight of realization started to sink in. She might be pregnant.
Her heart pounded as she thought about it. They hadnât planned for this. They had only been married for about a year, and though they had talked about children, it had always been a vague, distant future sort of conversation. But now, the possibility was staring her in the face, and she wasnât sure how Harry would react.
Would he be excited? Nervous? Overwhelmed?
She glanced at her phone, considering whether to text him and ask him to pick up a pregnancy test on his way home. No, that felt too impersonal.
She had paced the empty hallways of the cottage, occasionally texting her husband back or scrolling through instagram. She knew Harry like the back of her hand, he wouldnât be upsetâperhaps a bit overwhelmed, but upset? No, from the years theyâve known each other, he loved children. She couldnât count on her fingers the amount of dance sessions, hide and go seeks, and cartoon watching sheâd walk in on when he was with the children of his family or friends. And from the discussions theyâve shared of their own future children, she knew heâd be ecstaticâshe just didnât think itâd be so soon.
A few hours later, the front door creaked open, and Harryâs voice echoed through the small cottage. âLovey, yâhere? Sâcold as hell out there.â
She stood, wrapping Harryâs sweater tighter around her frame, trying to keep her nerves in check as she walked towards him. He looked so carefree, a light dusting of snow in his hair, his cheeks rosy from the cold, a grin already stretching across his face when he saw her.
âGot yâfavorite mince pies from the bakery,â he announced, holding up a small paper bag as he walked towards her. âMum says we need to fatten you up fâthe winter.â
YN laughed softly, but it didnât reach her eyes. She could feel the words bubbling up in her throat, but she didnât know how to say them. Instead, she took the bag from him and set it on the counter.
He began to shuffle around the kitchen, searching the cupboards for a few glasses. He absentmindedly hummed a tune his wife didnât quite recognize as he floated toward the freezer, pulling out a frosted glass bottle of rum with a smile. âMum said she wouldâve made it herself butââ He laughed, shaking his head as he set the bottle down on the counter with a heavy clank. âSheâs decorating the house. Looks like autumn threw up in there.â
YN only responded in a gentle chuckle, one that made him look up with his eyebrows furrowed. Harry frowned, immediately noticing the shift in her demeanor. He paused, his eyes scanning her face with concern. âEverything alright, sweet girl?â
She swallowed hard, trying to steady her voice. Her eyes burrowed into his, shifting gaze from one eye to the other. Her lips parted, unsure of how to form the words that sat heavily in her throat. She exhaled, managing a smile as she shook her head. âJust a bit tired, thats all.â
She couldnât tell him until she was sure. If he were to be overjoyed, she didnât want to get his hopes up on the off-chance she wasnât pregnant.
Harry paused for a moment, not fully convinced, but he didnât want to push. If something was wrong, sheâd tell him when she felt ready. So, he only smiled back as he unscrewed the rum and poured into the square glasses. He looked at her expectantly as he raised his eyebrows, bringing her a glass.
She stared at it as if it would jump out at her, her reflection waning in the amber liquid. She pulled her lips between her teeth, shaking her head as her cheeks flushed. âNot feeling it tonight.â
At that point, Harry knew something was wrong. He furrowed his eyebrows, setting herâwell, what was supposed to be hersâdrink on the counter before he took a sip of his. âYou sure yâalright?â
She brushed it off with a laugh, stepping toward him as he remained leaning against the counter. YN pressed a gentle kiss on his rum-slicked lips, cold to the touch. âYou worry too much.â
He wrapped his arm around her head, pulling her into his chest with a sigh. âRightfully so, mâlove. Stubborn as a mule, you are.â
She scoffed, though only humor was laced in her tone. She pushed back from him, folding her arms over her chest with a feigned frown.
âWhat?â He smiled, taking another sip. âShould be titled an archeologist the way I dig for your heart.â
âOh shut it, Styles. Youâve done no such thing.â
He laughed, placing his glass on the counter behind him and gently holding onto the edges. âYouâre only proving my point, lovey.â
She rolled her eyes, flicking his chest before she began to step off toward the bedroom. YN looked over her shoulder expectantly with a sly smile. âYouâre not gonna join me?â
She didnât need to ask him twice.
He tugged his shirt off, tossing it aside as his wifeâs laughter echoed down the hallway. She darted toward their bedroom, her giggles trailing behind her like music. Grabbing his glass from the counter and kicking off his shoes, he chased after her, a wide, mischievous grin lighting up his face.
There was a gloomy, gray sky the next morning, the kind where the clouds stretched thick across the sky, holding back any hint of sun. YN had woken up before dawn with a gnawing queasinessâa feeling that had been creeping up more often lately. She pressed her hand to her stomach, trying to calm the discomfort.
She reached into the plastic bag, pulling out the small pregnancy test she ordered from doordash before the sun rose. She had tipped the dasher generously before staring at it in the restroom for what felt like hours. Her mind buzzed, unsteady with thoughts she couldnât quite wrangle. The idea of being pregnant had only crossed her mind like a shooting star. She was nervous. They were still basking in the simplicity of their life, the unexpected quiet of their year-old marriage. This hadnât been in the plan.
But here she was, two minutes ticking by like hours as she stared at the test resting on the edge of the sink.
And then, there it was.
Two blue lines.
Her heart raced, a mix of emotions she could barely process flooded her chest. She didnât know what she was supposed to feelâexcitement, worry, fear? It was all tangled together in a knot she didnât have the strength to untangle. She felt a hint of guilt wash over her; how could she feel uncertain about something so beautiful? But it was real, and she knew it. This was so real.
She sank to the edge of the clawfoot tub in the small bathroom, hugging her arms around herself. She let herself sit there for a while, just breathing in and out, letting the realization wash over her like waves on a shore, eroding her hesitation bit by bit. Eventually, she felt a warmth begin to spread, a tentative but growing love, a sense that maybe, just maybe, this was meant to be.
Oh, godâbut Harry.
Mere discussions about a hazy future never felt so prophetic.
Footsteps on the old wooden floor outside the bathroom brought her back to reality. Harryâs voice called from the kitchen, warm and sleepy, a mug clinking on the counter. âLove, you up?â
Her stomach twisted again, this time more with nerves than nausea. She took a deep breath, tucking the test in her hand and opening the door. As she stepped out, she found her husband leaning against the counter, his hair tousled from sleep, a soft smile on his face as he sipped from his mug.
âCouldnât fall back asleep,â she murmured, her voice just above a whisper.
Harry raised an eyebrow, setting down his mug as he studied her face, his expression shifting to one of gentle concern. âYouâve been off since yesterday, please, just tell me whatâs wrong?â
YN took a breath, feeling the weight of the words she was about to speak. She crossed the small space between them, the floorboards creaking softly under her bare feet. Her hands trembled as she reached for his, and he immediately stilled, sensing her unease.
âDonât freak out, okay?â She said, her voice breaking ever so slightly.
Harryâs gaze softened, his fingers curling around hers. âAlright,â he murmured, his thumb gently brushing over her knuckles. âSwear it.â
She swallowed, her eyes dropping to where their hands joined, and finally, she managed to say it. âIâmââ she sighed, âIâm pregnant.â
The words hung in the air between them, and she felt his hand go still, his thumb pausing mid-stroke. She dared a glance up at his face, and in his eyes, she saw the shock sheâd been expecting. His mouth opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something but couldnât quite find the words.
It was the longest silence sheâd ever felt.
And then, slowly, a smile began to break across his face, soft at first, hesitant, but growing. His eyes sparkled with something she hadnât expectedâsomething gentle and pure, and so, so warm. âYouâre⊠serious?â
She nodded, a soft laugh escaping her lips, a mix of nerves and relief. âYeah. I know itâs not what we planned, and Iââ
Harry pulled her into his arms, wrapping her up tightly as if he never wanted to let go. She felt his heartbeat racing against her cheek, felt the slight tremor in his breath as he held her.
He pulled back just enough to look at her, his eyes glassy with emotion. âThis is⊠I mean, I wasnât expecting this, butâŠâ He paused, his voice catching. âBut, YN, thisâthis is everything.â
A smile broke across her face, the warmth in her chest growing, all her fears melting as she looked up at him. âAre you sure?â
Harry laughed softly, brushing a strand of hair from her face, his thumb lingering on her cheek. âIâm sure.â His eyes held hers, full of something she could only describe as love beyond anything sheâd known before. âI mean, look at us. Weâve done everything backwards and upside down, havenât we?â He chuckled, his dimples deepening. âWhy not this too?â
They laughed together, and in that moment, all her worries felt so small, so distant. Harry pressed his forehead against hers, his hands holding her gently. âI canât believe it,â he whispered. âWeâre going to be parents?â
YN nodded, her own laughter mingling with tears she hadnât realized were there. âI guess we are.â
Harry wrapped her up again, his arms strong and sure around her. âOur little family.â He looked around, a spark of excitement lighting his gaze. âThe start of everything, right here.â
They stood there, wrapped up in each other, in the quiet of the small cottage, a peacefulness settling over them. The morning light had started to creep in through the windows, casting a soft glow over them, and for a moment, the world felt perfectly still.
But as the initial excitement settled, the reality of the situation hit her hard. Morning sickness, which was more like all day sickness for YN, kicked in with a vengeance. She wondered what crime she may have committed in a past life to deserve such a karma.
She spent most of her mornings hunched over the toilet, her stomach in knots, while Harry hovered nearby, rubbing her back and murmuring soothing words. âItâll pass, baby.â He would say, though there was a flicker of worry in his eyes every time she retched.
The first trimester was rough. YN felt exhausted all the time, her body aching and her emotions all over the place. There were days when she could barely keep food down, and the nausea was so overwhelming that she couldnât even stand the smell of Harryâs cologne.
But through it all, he was a constant source of support. He made her ginger tea in the mornings, rubbed her feet when they swelled, and stayed up late with her on the nights when she couldnât sleep. He even held her hair back during the worst bouts of sickness, never once complaining or losing his patience.
Still, telling their friends and family was daunting. Anne had been thrilled, of course, immediately launching into grandma mode, talking about knitting booties and baby blankets. But YN worried about telling the public. Harry had always been fiercely protective of their privacy, and the idea of sharing something so intimate with the world felt overwhelming.
âI donât want people to think anything bad of me.â She admitted to him one night as they lay in bed. She had spent the entire day feeling nauseous, and her nerves were frayed.
Harry propped himself up on one elbow, looking at her with a gentle smile. âNo oneâs going to think like that, baby.. And if they do, then screw âem. This is our family. No one elseâs.â
His words, simple as they were, helped ease some of the anxiety gnawing at her. They would announce it when they were ready, and in the meantime, they would enjoy these private, intimate moments together.
A few weeks later, when YN was finally starting to feel a little better, they gathered their closest friends and family to tell them the news. Harryâs friendâs were among the first to know. They had gathered at their place in London, a casual get-together that didnât feel too obvious or formal.
Jeff had been the first to catch on, his brow furrowing as he noticed YN sipping ginger ale instead of her usual glass of wine on occasions like these. âWait a minuteâŠâ he began, his eyes narrowing suspiciously as he glanced between them. Oh God, youâre pregnant arenât you?â
The room fell silent for a moment as Harry and YN exchanged a glance, a grin tugging at Harryâs lips. âSurprise!â
The room erupted into chaos. Mitch nearly fell out of his chair, laughing and shouting congratulations at the same time. Pauli looked like he might cry, and Sarah immediately started teasing Harry about how heâd better get used to sleepless nights.
âYou two are gonna be knackered for the next eighteen years,â she quipped, though there was a deep affection in her eyes as she clapped Harry on the back. âBut youâll be great parents. I know it.â
As the weeks continued to pass and YNâs belly began to show, Harryâs excitement seemed to grow right along with it. He took over more and more of the household chores, practically hovering over her with a devotion that was both endearing andâjust occasionallyâa little over the top. But that was Harry; he never did anything halfway, and preparing to become a dad was no exception.
One evening, after a long day, they lay in bed, YN nestled against Harryâs chest as he rested a hand on her belly. His fingers traced slow, absentminded circles over her small bump, his gaze softening as he looked down at her.
âHave yâthought about names?â he asked quietly, voice almost a murmur. There was a trace of wonder in his eyes, as if he were asking the question for the first time.
She smiled, shrugging lightly. The idea of names had been floating around in her mind for a while, but nothing had quite felt right yet. âMm, Iâve got a few in mind,â she said with a teasing glint in her eye. âThink Iâm just gonna call âem Fetus for now.â
Harry let out a laugh, his face lighting up as he shook his head. âPoor kid,â he said, voice full of warmth. He shifted lower, pressing a soft kiss to her belly. âFetus Styles,â he whispered against her skin, his lips brushing her gently, sending a spark of laughter through her.
Her smile never faltered, fingers combing through his curls as he settled his head on her bump, gazing up at her through his lashes. He held her gaze for a moment, then suddenly broke into a grin, blowing raspberries onto her belly with glint in his eye.
She laughed, Harry faltering into her growing tummy as his phone began to ting with a mess of texts. He grabbed his phone that lay upon his wifeâs thighs, sitting up beside her against the headboard with a wide smile as the phone illuminated his face.
She knit her eyebrows together, leaning her head against his shoulder. âWho has you smiling?â
He unlocked his phone, âLou. I told him I had to talk to him tonight.â
She laughed as Harry clicked on the contact, pressing the facetime icon as the ringing filled the air. âItâs what..?â She trailed off, flickering her eyes in thought. âNoon in LA? Surprised heâs even up.â
After a beat, the screen flashed to life, and there he wasâLouis, bleary-eyed, half-sprawled across his couch, nursing a mug of tea. He squinted at the screen, a smirk forming as he took them both in.
âBloody ïżœïżœell, look at you two all cozy!â He drawled, taking a sip. âThought I was interrupting somethinâ.â He chuckled, giving them a teasing wink.
Harry rolled his eyes, holding the phone between them. âShut up. Weâre just havinâ a quiet night in.â He glanced over at YN, then back at the screen, his grin a little wider. ââNd I needed to talk tâyou, yeah?â
Louisâs smirk softened, curiosity lighting up his expression. âRight. Whatâs this then?â
He took a quick breath, almost unable to keep the smile off his face as he turned the phone back to YN, who gave Louis a warm smile before glancing at Harry. He squeezed her shoulder, then looked back to the screen, letting the words tumble out. âWeâre havinâ a baby!â
For a moment, Louis just stared, the mug paused halfway to his lips as he absorbed the words. His mouth broke into a grin, and he let out a laugh. âOi, youâre pullinâ my leg!â He leaned closer, shaking his head. âWait, wait, youâre serious, arenât ya?â
âDead serious,â YN said, her voice gentle as she leaned in closer to Harry. âWeâve known for a few weeks now, but wanted to tell you ourselves.â
He sat up straighter, rubbing a hand over his face as he took it in, his grin somehow widening. âJesus, Haz. A dad,â he mused, a playful sparkle in his eye. âI mean, didnât see this cominâ back when you were too busy worryinâ about a pair of blue suede shoes to think about nappies.â
Harry let out a laugh, playfully nudging YN. âSee, Iâm just followinâ yâexample, mate.â
Louis snorted, giving a mock scowl. âBetter beâFreddieâs halfway to graduating high school it feels like. Youâve got some catchinâ up to do.â He settled back into the couch, softening as he looked at them both. âBut seriously, this is brilliant, you two. Gonna make one hell of a mum and dad, arenât ya?â
Harry glanced over at YN, his gaze lingering, soft and full of a quiet pride. âHope so,â he said, smiling down at her before turning back to Louis. âJust been⊠sittinâ with it. So many things I wanna teach âem, yâknow?â
âBest get started on that lullaby playlist, then,â Lou teased, though there was warmth in his tone. âBet youâre already planninâ that first guitar lesson.â
YN laughed, rubbing a hand over her belly. âItâs just been a whirlwind, honestly. We havenât even found out the gender yet.â
Louis grinned, raising an eyebrow. âSurprise ân all? Makes it even better. Though if yâneed tips on anythinâ, Iâve got all the dad tricksâlike what not to say when theyâre askinâ questions in front of their mum.â
âGreat,â Harry chuckled. âStart a whole book for me, will ya?â
Lou winked, lifting his mug. âAlready makinâ notes. First chapterâs on nappies and the art of avoidinâ baby food on your shirt.â Then, his expression softened as he leaned closer. âNah, for real. Couldnât be happier for you two. And for that kid, too. Already got the best start with you both.â
Harry swallowed, his hand finding YNâs, giving it a gentle squeeze as he held his friendâs gaze through the screen. âMeans a lot, youâll be his grumpy, old uncle, yeah?â
Louis grinned, nodding with a playful glint in his eye. âBest beâIâll have âem singinâ the chorus to No Control by the time Iâm done. YN, darling, donât you worryâIâll keep him in line.â
YN chuckled, leaning her head on Harryâs shoulder. âIâll hold you to that, Lou.â
âDamn right you will,â Louis shot back, settling back against his couch, eyes full of pride and a mischievous excitement. âAnd when Iâm back over, sâgonna be you two doinâ the nappies, while I teach that kid how to annoy his dad.â
Harry feigned a groan, rolling his eyes dramatically. âWhy am I not surprised?â
âCheers, mate.â Louis raised his mug, a glimmer of something genuine in his gaze. âCanât wait. Love you both, yeah?â
Harry grinned, feeling the weight of Louisâs words. âLove you, too, Lou. Cheers.â
And as they hung up, YN nestled closer, both of them feeling the joy of sharing their secret with someone whoâd been there for it all.
A few months had passed, and YN was officially eighteen weeks pregnant. The kitchen was quiet, filled with the warm scent of vanilla as Harry carefully set a single white cupcake on the counter. Heâd insisted on something private, just the two of them. No big reveal party or confettiâjust a simple cupcake with the surprise hidden inside. YN stood beside him, hands resting on her bump, a grin tugging at her lips as she watched him fuss over it.
âYouâre really gonna make me cry over a cupcake, arenât you?â she teased, nudging him lightly.
Harryâs eyes sparkled as he looked over at her, dimples deepening. âJust yâwait.â He handed her the small knife, his fingers brushing hers, and his voice softened. âReady?â
She nodded, her heartbeat picking up as she sliced through the cupcake. Slowly, she pulled the two halves apart, then stared down at the filling inside.
Bright green.
For a moment, they both froze, staring down in complete confusion. Harry tilted his head, mouth slightly open, brow furrowed as he looked at her, then back at the cupcake. âUh⊠mâpretty sure green wasnât one of the options.â
YN snorted, a laugh bubbling out as she lifted the cupcake up to inspect it. âMaybe theyâre tellinâ us weâre having a little Niall?â
Harryâs eyes crinkled as he burst into laughter, clutching his chest. âGod help us if thereâs a little Irish guitar player in there.â
She grinned, wiping a tear of laughter from her eye. âYou think theyâll come out singinâ âMull of Kintyreâ?â
Harry laughed, covering his face with his hand. âFirst wordsâll be potato, just yâwatch.â He shook his head, still chuckling. âThis is what we get for trustinâ a bloody cupcake.â
She rolled her eyes, reaching for her bag on the counter. âShouldâve gone with the doctorâs letter instead of dessert.â After a moment of rummaging, she triumphantly held up the small, folded envelope, smiling. âAlright, now you ready?â
Harry nodded, moving closer, his hand resting gently over hers as she slowly unfolded the paper. They both took a breath, glancing at each other before reading the bold, printed words inside.
Right underneath a blurry ultrasound picture printed onto the visit summary, there it was written.
Fetal sex: Male
For a heartbeat, they both just stared at the words, the realization washing over them like a warm tide.
âA little boy,â Harry murmured, his voice filled with awe as he shook his head in disbelief. âWeâre gonna have a son.â
YNâs eyes sparkled as she looked at him, a wide smile breaking across her face. âA son,â she repeated softly, her hand covering his on her belly. Already, she could see himâa little boy with Harryâs eyes, his laughter, his kindness.
Harry swallowed, his own eyes misty as he leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to her forehead, then resting his against hers. âThink weâre ready for him?â
She let out a soft laugh, brushing away a tear. âNot even close,â she whispered, her fingers lacing with his over her belly. âBut I think weâll do just fine.â
It was mid February by this point, a few weeks after celebrating Harryâs twenty-fifth birthday. The air had a sharp chill, and YN readjusted Harryâs oversized hoodie that hung off her growing frame, something that hid her bump well. They were dressed comfy and warm, Harry in a pair of sunnies with his hoodie pulled over his head. She nestled closer into her husband as they walked through the quiet side streets of London. Theyâd just finished lunch at their favorite cafĂ©, savoring the rare chance to slip out together unnoticed. She pulled the hoodie over her head as a gust of wind brushed by.
âWish we had days like this more often,â Harry murmured, his fingers lacing through hers as they made their way back to the car. âJust us, yâknow?â
She smiled, leaning into him. âYou mean just the two of us and fetus?â
Harry squeaked out a laugh that sounded like the ones from his early days in the x-factor, squeezing her hand. âRight, fetus. Canât forget our little tagalong now.â
But as they turned onto the next street, something shiftedâa distant hum of voices, then a sharp click of a camera. Before they could react, the quiet street filled with flashes, and a group of paparazzi materialized around them, spilling onto the sidewalk.
It wasnât a swarm, just about five or so that were tipped off about Harry walking about the city in a pair of sunnies, as if that could keep him hidden.
âHarry! Harry! Just one photo!â A bald man shouted, pushing forward. The camera flashes came in rapid succession, blinding in the midday light.
He immediately shifted, drawing YN closer to his side, his hand protectively resting into her waist as he tried to steer her forward. âAlright, mate, thatâs close enough,â he called out, his voice tense but calm.
âHarry, are the rumors true?â another voice shouted, barely inches from them, more cameras held up like a barrier.
âJust please let us through, yeah?â Harryâs voice was firmer now, his hand moving to shield YNâs face, pressing her into his chest as the crowd closed in tighter.
A jostle from the side sent her stumbling, and Harryâs arm tightened around her, his jaw clenched. âHey, enough!â he barked, his voice sharper than sheâd ever heard it. He guided her forward, his body acting as a buffer as he tried to clear a path.
âJust one shot, Harry!â a paparazzo persisted, his lens pointed squarely at YN, his hand cupping her cheek as he pressed her face further into his chest, her heart pounding as she held onto Harry.
He shot a glare of his shoulder, jaw clenched as he remained silent, maneuvering his wife past the cameras, his hand never leaving her. He kept his eyes trained ahead as he led her through the last stretch to his car.
Finally reaching the door, he opened it for her, a quick but steady gesture, ushering her in and following right after. The cameras pressed in one last time as he shut the door firmly, finally sealing them off from the swarm outside.
Inside, the car was quiet, insulated from the chaos that still buzzed outside, windows tinted as legally possible. YN let out a shaky breath, her hands in her hoodie pocket as she glanced over at Harry. His face was flushed, a mix of worry and lingering frustration in his eyes.
âYou okay?â He asked, his voice gentler now, his hand pulling hers out of the pocket, thumb brushing over her knuckles as he studied her face.
She nodded with a faint smile, trying to steady herself. âNot our first rodeo, H.â She tried to joke. And it was true, it surely wasnât the first time theyâve been bombarded by paps. YN wasnât famous prior to meeting Harry, a smart girl as beautiful as she, he simply couldnât ignore.
She was a friend of Anneâs best friendâs daughter, bumping into each other at a family gathering in 2014, immediately becoming close friends. He offered her a ride home that night, and when she thanked him profusely and offered to give him gas money, he knew then and there he was going to fall in love with this woman.
Fans and paps galore started delving into her life in late 2015, when a grainy picture of them kissing at a bar after a London show exploded on twitter. Since then, she always known about the lack of privacy in Harryâs life. And honestly, sheâs still trying to adjust to it.
He exhaled, his fingers tightening around hers. âHate that they got that close to you. Wish theyâd just..â He trailed off, clenching his jaw as he glanced out the window, his gaze hardening when he saw the cameras still lingering in the distance.
She squeezed his hand, her voice soft. âItâs alright, baby. Iâm alright.â She could see the tension in his shoulders slowly easing, though he still held her hand as if anchoring himself. âThey donât know, and thatâs okay for now. Itâs just us, remember?â
Harry nodded as he pulled from the curb, driving down the narrow street toward the red light. He turned back to her, his green eyes softening, and he nodded slowly. âJust us. Right.â His shoulders relaxed a little more, a trace of a smile returning to his face as he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead while the light was still red.
But before he could pull away, she let out a small gasp, eyes widening as she felt a firm, insistent little nudge low on her belly. She looked up at him, her own hand moving instinctively to her bump.
Green illuminated over them, a honking echoing from behind as he froze in concern. âWhat?â He breathed, turning a corner to head to the grocery store in the distance, seeking a temporary refuge in the parking lot. He glanced between YN and the road, heart beating in his ears. âBaby, whatâs wrong?â He raised his voice, though it wasnât out of anger, just an anxiety that threatened to boil over.
She shook her head, her face breaking into a soft smile. âNothingâs wrong, Harry. He just kicked.â
Harryâs eyes lit up instantly, his frustration melting away as he stared at her, a grin forming slowly. âHe did?â
She nodded, pulling his hand to her belly as he parked. âRight here. Just now.â
He held his breath, his palm pressed against her bump, waiting. And there it was againâa tiny but unmistakable kick, nudging firmly against his hand.
Harryâs face broke into a radiant smile, his whole expression softening with awe. âOi, thereâs my little striker,â he mused, his voice thick with affection as he looked down at her belly. âWeâll have you in a Man United kit before youâre out of nappies, wonât we?â
She laughed, his words melting away the last traces of tension from the encounter outside. âGetting a bit ahead of yourself, arenât you? Picking his team and all?â
He grinned, his eyes crinkling with pure excitement. âNo chance heâll be an Arsenal player.. First kicks mean weâve got a future midfielder on our hands, yeah?â He grinned, âDads gonna make sure yâgot the right colors on you, bub.â
YN couldnât help but laugh, her heart swelling as she watched the joy take over his face. She reached up, tucking a curl behind his ear, her fingers lingering against his cheek. âHeâs already got you wrapped around his tiny little foot.â
Harry chuckled, leaning in to kiss her, his hand still resting against her belly, feeling another small nudge. âSâpose Iâll let him get away with it. Just this once.â
*
March arrived in a blink.
It was early, the kind of early that still belonged to the night, when Harryâs phone buzzed on the bedside table. The world outside was still draped in darkness, the streets silent, as if London itself hadnât quite woken up. Harry stirred, slowly pulled from the depths of sleep by the vibration of his phone. He squinted in the dim light, his vision blurry, barely able to make out the name on the screen. Jeff.
With a quiet sigh, Harry picked up the phone, pressing it to his ear and trying to shake off the last bits of sleep that clung to him. He glanced over to YN, who lay nestled beside him, her breathing soft and even, lost in a peaceful slumber. Gently, he reached out and brushed his fingers along her cheek, a tired but adoring smile tugging at his lips. She stirred slightly, her head nuzzling into his hand, and he felt a warmth rise in his chest. Moments like this felt sacred, untouched by the outside world.
But then Jeffâs voice broke through the stillness, sharp and apologetic.
âHarry,â Jeff said, his tone low and serious, as if he wished he were calling for any other reason. âListen, I hate to do this to you, but weâve got a situation.â
Harry straightened, a cold feeling settling in his stomach. âWhat is it, mate?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper, unwilling to wake YN just yet. He kept his hand on her cheek, his thumb brushing gently along her skin, grounding himself as he listened.
âThereâs a magazine,â Jeff continued with a hesitant sigh. âThey got photos of you and YN leaving the clinic yesterday after the ultrasound. Theyâre planning to release them tomorrowânoon sharp.â
The words hit him like a punch to the gut. Harryâs jaw tightened after he took a shaky breath, his eyes falling back on YN, still blissfully asleep. Theyâd planned everything so carefully, wanting to share the news of their son on their own terms. Theyâd waited for the perfect moment, wanting to protect this piece of their life from the relentless intrusion of the outside world. And now, it was slipping out of their hands.
âTomorrow?â he murmured, his heart pounding. He felt a surge of anger rising, and he closed his eyes, trying to steady himself. Jeff waited in silence on the other end of the line, letting him process the news.
âYeah,â Jeff said softly. âI wanted to give you a heads-up. Figured youâd want to tell people yourselves, do it in a way that feels right.â
Harry nodded, even though Jeff couldnât see him, his fingers still resting on YNâs cheek, feeling the soft warmth of her skin. âThanks, Jeff,â he finally whispered, his voice tight. âIâllâermâweâll figure it out.â
He ended the call and placed the phone back on the table, his shoulders slumping as he tried to process what to do next. He looked down at YN, her face peaceful in the darkness, and he felt a pang of guilt at the thought of waking her. She deserved this moment of rest, free from worry and the weight of the world pressing in on them. But he knew he couldnât keep this from her. Not when it was about their son.
Leaning down, he pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, his hand moving to cradle her cheek as he murmured softly, âBaby, wake up.â
She stirred, her brows knitting together as she blinked up at him, still half-asleep, a faint smile gracing her lips as she registered his face. âH?â she whispered, her voice groggy and warm. âWhat time is it?â
âToo early,â he murmured, his own voice weighed down by the news he had to deliver. âSorry tâwake you, but thereâs something we need tâtalk about.â
Her eyes focused, a flicker of concern replacing the drowsiness as she sat up a bit, her hand resting on his. âWhatâs wrong?â
Harry took a deep breath, brushing a thumb across her cheek. âItâs the pictures,â he paused with a sigh, âfrom yesterday, after our appointment. Paparazzi took photos, and theyâre planning to release them by noon tomorrow.â
The weight of his words settled over her, and she let out a quiet sigh, her gaze dropping to the bed. Theyâd known this was a possibilityâtheir lives were never entirely privateâbut it didnât make it any easier to swallow. She leaned into his touch, her fingers lacing through his as they both sat there in the stillness of the early morning, grappling with the realization that their hand was being forced.
âWhat do we do?â she asked softly, looking up at him with a mixture of worry and sadness.
Harryâs hand moved to hold hers, his grip gentle but steady. âWe tell everyone ourselves. Today. Weâll release it before they can, on our own terms.â He paused, his voice softening. âItâs not what we planned, but, at least we can still share him with the world our way.â
YN gave him a small nod, her eyes meeting his with a quiet resilience. They both knew they didnât have any other choice. She leaned into him, and he wrapped his arms around her, holding her close as they took a moment to steady themselves, finding strength in each other.
âOkay,â she murmured after a beat. âI trust you.â
They spent the next hour in the quiet sanctuary of their bedroom, talking about how to share the news. Eventually, Harry decided on something simple, something that would feel personal without giving too much away. He reached for his phone and opened the photo gallery, scrolling until he found the ultrasound image from their last appointment. It was a grainy black-and-white shot, but to him, it was beautifulâa glimpse of their son, small and precious, already loved beyond measure.
He glanced at YN, who gave him a reassuring nod, and then he took a deep breath, opening Instagram. With his fingers hovering over the screen, he crafted the caption, choosing each word carefully, his heart pounding in his chest.
Iâve been waiting to share this part of our journey with you all for a while now. YN and I are expecting a son, and we couldnât be happier to welcome him into the world soon. Thank you for your love and supportâcanât wait for you to meet him.
Love, H
He read it over, then looked at YN, who leaned against him, her head resting on his shoulder. She gave him a small smile, her fingers brushing his arm. âItâs perfect, babyâ
With a final deep breath, he hit post, setting the phone down and letting out a long, steadying exhale. They sat there in the quiet of their room, wrapped up in each other as the reality of what theyâd just done settled over them. This was the first time they were sharing their son with the world, and it felt both exhilarating and terrifying.
Within moments, notifications began to flood in, messages of excitement, love, and support from fans around the world who had been waiting eagerly for news like this. Harry glanced at YN, his hand finding hers once more as he gave her a small, relieved smile.
âCats outâv the bag.â He laughed softly.
She leaned into him, pressing a soft kiss to his shoulder. âThey love you, H. Theyâll love him, too.â She reassured.
As the sun finally began to rise outside their window, casting a gentle warmth over the room, Harry held her close, feeling a sense of peace he hadnât expected. Despite the forced timing, despite the circumstances, they had done this together. And from this moment on, they would continue this journ, hand in hand, as a family.
Weeks passed by, and it another chilly March evening, and soft candlelight flickered in the bathroom, casting a warm glow over the walls as steam rose lazily from the tub. The couple sat tucked into the water, surrounded by a mountain of bubbles that floated between them. The bathroom was cozy as Harryâs arms wrapped around her from behind, she leaned back against his chest, her bump nestled between them.
Heâd insisted on running the bath for her, adding just the right amount of lavender oil to soothe her muscles, and now they were enveloped in that warm, calming scent, the soft sounds of water lapping around them. Harryâs hands rested gently on her belly, his fingers tracing light circles over the stretched skin as he hummed contentedly, clearly lost in thought.
After a few minutes of quiet, he dipped his head to press a kiss to her shoulder, murmuring, âYou know, we havenât really settled on a name yet.â
YN grinned, biting back a laugh. "Sure we have. Fetus Stylesâdonât you remember?â
Harry groaned dramatically, his head falling back against the tub. "God help this boy."
She chuckled, turning her head to look at him. "Fine, fine. So, what do you have in mind, love?"
Harry hummed thoughtfully, his fingers still tracing light circles over her bump. "I dunno. Something that isnât Fetus or something basic, like David.â
"Otis?" she suggested with a playful smirk. She knew he hated the name.
He snorted, his chest vibrating against her back, shaking his head. "Baby, Otis is the name of that big slobbery dog at the park. Our son deserves better than being named after a drool machine."
She playfully splashed a few bubbles toward him, her laughter filling the room.. "Alright, alright. So, we're vetoing Otis and Fetus, oh wise one.â
âGood,â he said, lowering his head ever so slightly and nibbling her shoulders gently. âSo, what else is on your list, then?â
She leaned her head back against his shoulder, looking up at the ceiling as she tried to recall some of the names sheâd been turning over in her mind. âI do like Ezra.â
âEzra,â he repeated, as if tasting the sound of it. âItâs alright. But it sounds like heâd be in a jazz band or something.â
âMaybe heâll be in a jazz band,â she countered, grinning as she nudged his arm. âA little musician just like his dad.â
Harry hummed, his fingers lightly drumming a rhythm against her belly. âAlright, fair point. Ezra can be a maybe. What else?â
She let out a thoughtful hum, swirling her hand through the bubbles. âWhat about August?â
âAugustâs alright I guess,â he said slowly, tilting his head as he considered it. âBut I donât know. August Styles..feels like heâd be a mischievous little troublemaker.â
âLike his dad, you mean?â she teased, glancing up at him with a knowing smile.
He grinned, shrugging. âIf he takes after me, heâll definitely be one,â he admitted, pressing a kiss to her temple. âBut I dunno. Still doesnât feel quite right. But I do like the idea of an A name.â
They lapsed into a comfortable silence, each of them lost in their thoughts as the water lapped softly around them. Harryâs hands moved back to her belly, his touch gentle and reverent, as if he were trying to connect with their son through the warm water and the growing curve of her bump. She closed her eyes, letting herself sink into the warmth of the bath and the feeling of his arms around her.
After a while, Harry spoke again, his voice soft and thoughtful. âWhat about Atlas?â
YN opened her eyes, blinking up at him, a smile tugging at her lips. âAtlas?â
âYeah.â He shifted slightly, his hand still resting on her belly as he looked at her, his eyes warm. âItâs strong, yâknow? Unique. I like the idea of him having a name that feels like he could carry the world if he wanted to.â
YN let the name settle, repeating it to herself, and feeling it take root, becoming more than just a word. âAtlas Styles,â she said softly, letting the sound roll off her tongue. âIt fits him, I think. Strong like his kicks.â She giggled.
Harryâs face lit up as he grinned down at her, his dimples deepening, a twinkle of something unspoken sparking in his eyes. âExactly,â he murmured, trailing a hand gently over her bump. âAtlas Styles. Got the name of a proper legend already. Manchester United should be countinâ themselves lucky.â
YN laughed again, rolling her eyes as she turned to face him. âOh, really? Our boy is still going to save Manchester United, is he?â
âObviously,â Harry said, his grin widening. âJust imagine itâAtlas Styles, midfield maestro, dominating the pitch. The crowd chanting his name.â He mimics the sound of a roaring crowd in a hush, ââAtlas! Atlas!â He chanted in a whisper, âUnited will have never seen anything like him. Theyâd be winning the league every season with a name like that.â
She shook her head, fighting a laugh as she slipped a few bubbles onto his nose. âRight, because he wonât be busy enough carrying the world. Heâll just take Manchester United on his back too?â
Harry shrugged, brushing the bubbles away with a look of mock seriousness. âOur little Atlas can handle it all. With a name like that, heâll be unstoppable.â He leaned closer, pressing a soft kiss to her cheek. âBut, if heâs not into football, I sâpose thatâs alright too.â
YN smiled, squeezing his hand, warmth spreading through her as she thought of their little Atlas and all the dreams they had for himâfootballer or not, world-bearer or not, he would be loved beyond measure.
*
The rain pattered softly against the window as April rolled in, casting a gentle gray light over the nursery. YN stood by the door, watching Harry wrestle with the crib pieces scattered across the floor. She cradled her belly, which had grown significantly in the last month. Her due date was set for mid-May, only a few weeks away, and she could feel the weight of their son settling lower, as if he, too, was getting ready for the journey ahead.
Harry sat cross-legged on the floor, brow furrowed in intense concentration as he squinted at the instruction manual. The crib, which he had eagerly declared would be a breeze to assemble, now looked more like puzzle pieces that lay scattered around him, screws and wooden slats in disarray, as he muttered under his breath.
âAre you sure you donât want me to help?â YN asked with a soft grin, leaning against the doorway as she watched him struggle.
He looked up, shooting her a playful glare. âIâve got it, thanks,â he insisted, though he seemed far from convinced himself. He twisted a screwdriver, only for the wood to creak ominously in protest. Harryâs cheeks flushed, and YN bit her lip, stifling a laugh.
âSure you do,â she teased, crossing her arms over her bump. âMaybe our son will be crawling by the time you figure that out.â
Harry chuckled, dropping the screwdriver with a resigned sigh. âAlright, alright,â he said, running a hand through his curls as he gave her a dramatic pout. âGo on, laugh at the man trying his best to be a good dad. Just what I need, huh?â
She laughed, stepping into the room to get a closer look at his progressâor lack thereof. âYouâre doing great, honey,â she said, her tone light. âMaybe just⊠not great at building cribs?â
He rolled his eyes, but the hint of a grin played at the corners of his mouth. âYouâre lucky Iâm too tired to argue,â he mumbled. Then, before she could respond, he reached out, gently tugging her down to sit beside him.
âHey!â she gasped, though she let him guide her down, leaning into his arms. Her back rested against his chest, and Harry wrapped his arms around her middle, pressing a soft kiss to her cheek.
He maneuvered her gently onto the carpet, hovering over as his hands resting on either side of her, leaning close, his face only inches from hers, a mischievous glint in his eyes. âMaybe I should distract you so yâcanât mock me,â he murmured, his voice teasing.
Before she could respond, he started peppering her face with kissesâone on her forehead, her cheeks, her nose, her chin. She squealed, laughing as he continued, his lips brushing against her skin, his stubble tickling her and sending her into a fit of giggles.
âHarry!â she gasped between breaths, her hands on his shoulders as she tried to squirm away. âYouâre ridiculous!â
âRidiculous?â he repeated, grinning as he planted a kiss just above her lips. âMaybe. But itâs working, isnât it?â
She gave him a playful shove, but he only laughed, pulling her closer as he trailed his kisses down to her neck, the weight of him comforting as he hovered over her, his hands gentle on her sides. Finally, when her laughter had softened, he leaned back just enough to look into her eyes, his gaze warm and full of affection.
God, how he loved her.
After a moment, he brushed a stray strand of hair from her face, his thumb lingering on her cheek. âAlright,â he said with a sigh, glancing over at the mess of crib parts. âMaybe I could use those hands of yours.â
YN smiled, brushing her hand down his chest. âHm,â she hummed, âwhere?â
âOi!â The brunette giggled, swatting her wandering hand away as he sat up, shifting to be beside her. âWicked woman, you are. Get to work.â
She huffed, although there was no anger residing in her. Maybe an ache between her thighs, but thatâs something she could sort out with her husband later. She sat up, sitting cross legged beside Harry as he reached for the instruction manual.
The two of them sat side by side on the nursery floor, her hand resting over his as they sorted through the crib parts. Harry studied the instructions once more, pointing out the next few steps with a renewed confidence that was helped by her steady presence beside him. YN held the pieces steady while Harry carefully tightened each screw, the two of them working together, their laughter filling the room whenever something went slightly wrong.
Finally, after some teamwork, a bit of trial and error, and more than a few shared smiles, they placed the last piece into place, and the crib stood finished in front of them. They both sat back, admiring their handiwork, their hands intertwined as they took in the sight of the nursery coming together, piece by piece.
Harry looked over at YN, his gaze soft as he took in her face, still flushed from laughter. âNot bad for a couple of first-timers, huh?â
She leaned her head on his shoulder, holding her hands out in front of them and wiggling her fingers. âThanks to these.â
He snorted, gently taking her chin in his grasp to force her to look at him. âShut up and kiss me.â
As time passed by quicker than ever, spring took the city by full force, it was finally May. Flowers bloomed in their garden, trees shook with the delicate breeze of a looming summer. The sun fell behind the hills later and later, still offering a golden glow as they ate dinner.
A gentle rain drummed against the windows as YN and Harry shared a cozy dinner on the sofa, the warm light of a movie and fading sunlight flickering across their faces. They were nestled together, plates balanced on laps (and bump) as they laughed at an old comedy. Outside, the world felt comfortably distant. Everything about this moment felt ordinary, like the calm before a long-anticipated storm.
But YN hadnât been entirely honest with Harry tonight. She had felt a dull ache creeping into her lower back and belly since late afternoon, a sensation she had brushed off as yet another round of Braxton Hicks contractions. Her OB had warned her that false alarms would be common in these final weeks, and sheâd already had a few where theyâd rushed to the hospital only to be sent back home. So tonight, sheâd told herself that it was nothingâjust her body practicing, nothing more. But as they watched the movie, she found herself shifting uncomfortably, her breaths deepening whenever another wave rolled through her.
The contractions had grown stronger as they ate, each one hitting her lower back with a dull, throbbing ache before tightening sharply across her belly. She bit her lip, forcing a smile whenever Harry glanced her way, trying to play it off. But she couldnât ignore the way her body tensed or the cold bead of sweat she felt on her brow as she worked to stay composed.
As they finished their dinner, Harry stretched and stood, gathering their plates with a grin. âThink Iâll wash these up. You just sit there and relax, yeah?â
She smiled, nodding as he carried their dishes into the kitchen. He hummed softly to himself as he washed the plates, oblivious to the intensity of the pain building within her. She took a deep breath, gripping the edge of the sofa as a new wave hit, this one sharper than before, radiating from her lower back and spreading between her hips, each pulse making her muscles contract and tighten. She fought to keep her breathing steady, her mind racing as she tried to convince herself it was nothing.
But then, as she watched Harry rinse a glass, her vision blurred with another wave of painâdeeper, sharper, as if her body was tightening from the inside out. Her breath hitched, and this time she couldnât hide the small gasp that escaped her. She braced herself against the sofa, her fingers digging into the fabric as she fought to breathe through it.
Harry looked over, his brow furrowing as he noticed the tension on her face. He set the glass down in the sink, wiping his hands on a towel as he stepped back into the living room. âLove?â he asked, a hint of worry creeping into his voice. âYou alright?â
She forced a smile, trying to play it off, but her voice came out strained. âIâm fine. Justââ She grunted, âBraxton Hicks, I think.â But even as she spoke, it was like an aftershock of an earthquake, stealing her breath, the pain sharper than before. Her hand flew to her belly, fingers pressing down instinctively, and she had to close her eyes, focusing all her energy on breathing through it.
Harryâs eyes narrowed, his jaw tightening as he knelt beside her, his hand moving to rest on her knee. âThat doesnât look like Braxton Hicks,â he said gently, his voice laced with concern. âHow longâs this been going on?â
She hesitated, looking down as she tried to keep her breathing composed. âSinceâ since earlier this afternoon,â she admitted, wincing as the pain reached its peak, leaving her feeling helpless and raw. âI thought it was nothing, really. But itâsâI dunnoâ itâs getting worse.â
Harryâs face shifted from concern to something closer to alarm. He was quiet for a moment, clearly trying to process her words, before his gaze softened, and he slid his hand to hers, squeezing it gently. âAlright,â he murmured, his voice steadying. âWeâre not going to take any chances.â
YN nodded, relief flooding her at the calm resolve in his voice, but as she tried to stand, another contraction gripped herâthis time harder than any before. It started as a dull ache that quickly sharpened into an almost searing pressure, as though her whole belly was clenching in waves she couldnât control. She gasped, her knees buckling slightly as she clutched Harryâs arm.
Harryâs eyes widened as he caught her, his face shifting into a worried frown. âItâs happening, isnât it?â he whispered, almost to himself, before shaking off the shock and focusing on her. He wrapped an arm around her, guiding her back down to the sofa with a gentle firmness. âWeâre going tâbreathe through this one, yeah? Just like we practiced.â
She clung to his hand, squeezing hard as she fought to steady her breathing, but the pain was relentless, each wave feeling sharper than the last. Her body felt like it was working against her, every muscle tightening until she was gasping, unable to fully catch her breath. She buried her face against his shoulder, her voice a shaky whisper. âH, this hurts more than I thought it would.â
He brushed a hand through her hair, his voice soft but unwavering as he held her close. âI know, baby. Youâre doing so well. Just focus on breathing, alright? Iâve got you.â
As the contraction faded, she managed to catch her breath, slumping slightly against him, feeling a mix of exhaustion and dread for what was coming next. She felt his hand at the small of her back, steadying her, and she was grateful for the warmth of his touch, the calm he radiated even as she could see the worry flickering in his eyes.
âWeâre calling the OB,â he said, his voice gentle but firm. âThis doesnât feel like false labor, does it?â
She shook her head, unable to deny the reality that had settled in. âNo..I think this is real.â
Harryâs face softened, a mix of pride and worry as he watched her breathe through everything. When the pain passed, he took her face in his hands, his thumb brushing lightly over her cheek. âOkay,â he whispered, his voice steady. âWeâre going to get you through this, love. One breath at a time.â
With that, he stood, reaching for his phone and dialing their OB, staying right by her side as the call connected. He answered each of the doctorâs questions carefully, glancing at YN between each answer, his hand never leaving hers. After a few minutes, he hung up and turned back to her, a mixture of excitement and resolve in his gaze.
âShe says it sounds like early labor,â he told her softly, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear. âWeâre going tâthe hospital. Just you and me, hm?â
YN nodded, taking a steadying breath as she leaned into him, his strength anchoring her. With Harryâs arms wrapped around her, she knew that she had everything she needed to get through this.
The rain had softened to a gentle drizzle as Harry helped YN into the car, settling her carefully into the passenger seat, his hands gentle but steady. Her breaths were deep and focused, each one an effort to keep herself calm as the contractions continued, not close enough to urge a rush but strong enough to leave her nerves buzzing with anticipation. Harry buckled her in, his gaze warm and reassuring as he brushed his hand over her shoulder.
âYouâre doing great, sweet girl,â he hummed, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead. âNext stop, hospital. Just you, me, and our little Atlas.â
YN managed a faint smile, squeezing his hand as he lingered beside her for a moment before closing the door and sliding into the driverâs seat. The car pulled away from their quiet street, its headlights cutting through the misty drizzle, as they made their way into the city. She leaned her head back against the seat, focusing on the rhythm of the rain tapping against the windows, letting the steady sound settle her mind.
As they drove, Harry glanced over at her frequently, his hand occasionally drifting from the wheel to hold hers. âLet me know if you need anything, yeah?â he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper. âOr if I need to pull over. Anything at all.â
He rambled when he was nervous.
YN nodded, keeping her eyes closed, breathing slowly. Another contraction started, gripping her with that same deep ache that radiated from her back to her belly. She clenched his hand, squeezing as she focused on her breathing, her fingers white-knuckling against his. It was painful, but she willed herself to relax, to breathe through the intensity, letting her breath match the gentle rhythm of the rain.
Harry squeezed her hand back, his thumb tracing small circles on her skin. âOut of all women in the world who gave birth, youâre the most beautiful.â He smiled warily. His stupid compliment even made him want to smack himself upside the head. But he looked at his wife expectantly.
When the contraction passed, she released a shaky breath. Part of her wanted to shoot daggers into him with a glare, but looking at that goofy smile she fell in love with, the way his cheeks flushed pink and eyes looked unsure, she couldnât. She mustered out a weak, breathy laugh.âShut up.â She whispered.
They reached the hospital, and Harry pulled up to the lot, parking the car before rushing around to help her out. He wrapped an arm around her, guiding her through the automatic doors, his gaze steady and protective as he led her to the reception desk. The lobby was quiet, lit by soft fluorescent lights that made the polished floors gleam. Harry gently rubbed her back as they reached the counter, where a man with glasses and a walkie looked up with a polite smile.
âHi,â Harry said, his voice calm but firm, âweâre here for an admission. Our OB requested it.â He grinned lightly, seeking to be polite despite his nerves. He gave his wifeâs name through his smile.
The receptionist nodded, typing something into the computer before glancing back at YN, who was gripping Harryâs hand, her face pale and tense. After a moment, the man looked up. âAlright, we have you here. Just a moment.â
He picked up the phone, speaking briefly with someone before hanging up and nodding toward them. âPatient transport is on the way. Weâll get you into a wheelchair and up to the maternity ward to get settled.â
Harry thanked him, his hand resting on the small of her back, he murmured, âyâdoing so well, my sweet girl.â
She leaned into him, exhaling a shaky breath as another mild contraction started to creep in, but before she could fully brace herself, a transport worker arrived with a wheelchair.
Harry helped her ease down into it, kneeling beside her and brushing his thumb over her hand. She looked down at him, her expression a mix of pain and determination. âIâm alright,â she whispered, her words braver than she felt.
He met her gaze, his eyes full of pride and unwavering support. âI know you are,â he said softly, pressing a kiss to her knuckles before he stood and walked beside her as they made their way to the elevator. The ride up was quiet, each floor lighting up in sequence as they ascended to the maternity ward, and she found herself counting each breath, each second, each floor, until they finally reached the unit.
Once inside the labor and delivery ward, they were greeted by a nurse who led them into a dimly lit room that felt strangely peaceful, its walls painted a soft pink, the lights warm and low. The nurse introduced herself, her voice calm and soothing as she helped YN settle onto the bed, helping her into a hospital gown before taking her vital signs and asking a series of questions, jotting down notes while Harry sat by her side, holding her hand.
âLetâs get you as comfortable as we can,â the nurse said gently, adjusting the bedâs settings. âNow, youâre still in early labor, so weâre going to monitor you closely, but it could be a while yet.â
YN nodded, feeling both grateful and anxious at the prospect of waiting. The contractions continued, rolling in like waves, growing in intensity but not yet regular enough to signal active labor. Each one required her full focus; she found herself closing her eyes, breathing deeply as she squeezed Harryâs hand, centering herself with each wave of pain.
Hours passed, the pain deepening with each contraction as her body adjusted, stretching and preparing for the arrival of their son. The nurse checked in periodically, taking notes, adjusting her position, and checking her dilation with gentle reassurance, but progress was slow. The contractions were more frequent now, each one a sharp, relentless pressure that seemed to radiate from deep within her, pulling her to the very edge of her endurance.
Harry never left her side, his hand a steady anchor as he held hers, his voice low and soothing, guiding her through each breath. âI love you,â he whispered, his forehead resting against hers as they breathed together. âJust a bit longer, yeah? You got it.â
At one point, the pain became so overwhelming that she couldnât bear to sit still. Harry helped her stand, wrapping his arms around her as she leaned into him, her face pressed against his chest. Her arms draped over his shoulders, clinging to him as she rocked back and forth, swaying through each contraction, finding relief in the gentle rhythm. He whispered words of encouragement, his hands rubbing her back as she trembled against him, each wave of pain stealing her breath and leaving her gasping.
âThatâs it, baby,â he murmured, his voice a steady hum that she latched onto, focusing on the warmth of his words as the pain pulsed through her. âJust lean on me. Iâve got you.â
She clung to him, her fingers digging into his shoulders as the pain reached a peak, her knees weakening under the weight of it. But Harry held her up, his arms strong and steady, supporting her fully as she swayed, letting the movement carry her through each contraction. She pressed her forehead into his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath her cheek, grounding her, keeping her anchored in the storm of pain.
When the nurse checked again, the news was dishearteningâonly a few more centimeters dilated. YN felt exhaustion beginning to creep in, the hours of labor sapping her strength, but Harry was there, brushing damp strands of hair from her face, whispering soft reassurances as she closed her eyes, her head resting against his shoulder.
As the hours ticked by, the contractions grew sharper, more intense, each one like a wave crashing against her, forcing her to draw deeper into herself just to withstand the pain. Harry eased her back onto the bed, pulling a mask toward her face, releasing a gas that would help the pain. Her mind blurred under the relentless rhythm of labor. Yet, every time she opened her eyes, he was thereâhis gaze steady, his hand in hers, his words like an anchor.
She held the mask to her face with her other hand, breathing it in deeply. As backward as it sounded, even laboring and pushing out a baby, the thought of a seven inch needle being put into her spine scared her even more. The thought of an epidural was tempting, being numbed from the waist downâbut it made her stomach churn with anxiety, too. She had enough of that already, so she stuck to the gas.
YN lifted the gas from her nose, staring at Harry through half lidded eyes. âCanât wait to have sex with you in six weeks.â She mumbled, her voice hazy.
Harry eased the mask back onto her, his cheeks growing red from her clouded words. He let out a breathy laugh, âOkay, one step at a time, hm?â
At last, as dawn began to break outside, the sunlight bleak, barely there. The nurseâs expression shifted as she checked YNâs progress. She smiled, looking up with gentle relief. âWeâre almost there,â she said softly. âJust a little bit longer.â
Harryâs face lit up, his eyes shining as he looked down at YN, his voice soft and full of pride. He pressed a kiss to her sweaty forehead, brushing strands of her hair back. âHear that? Final stretch, baby.â
YN nodded, too exhausted to respond, but the warmth in his eyes gave her the strength to keep going. With every ounce of willpower she had left, she faced the final contractions, the pain almost blinding but her determination carrying her through, and Harryâs voice guiding her every step of the way.
Once she was ten centimeters, a team rushed in. Two nurses and the OB. Her legs were placed into stirrups, her gown bunched up over her tummy.
It was the longest, most intense thirteen hours of her life, but as she felt the final waves of pain, the medical staff guided her through the last moments, she clung to Harry, his hand a lifeline, his presence a comfort that wrapped around her like a shield. And with one last surge, a cry filled the room, and she knew it was all worth it.
âOh.â She whimpered, her own cry emitting from her as her son was placed onto her bare chest for the first time. A nurse wiped him down as he wriggled against YN, Harry leaning down by her shoulder, staring in awe.
That was his boy, his son. A piece of him and the love of his life brought forth into the world. He wouldnât be able to explain the feeling he felt as he flickered his gaze between his wifeâs and Atlasâs.
Sparse stands of brown locks sat atop his head, a color matching his fathers. He gently placed his hand atop it, his thumb rubbing against his forehead as the little boy continued to cry.
His eyes resembled his mothers, as did his nose. But everything else? That was all Harry. He cooed at him, whispering soft nothings to to his baby boy before the nurse approached him with medical scissors. âWould you like to cut the cord, dad?â
Dad.
Butterflies surged through his tummy.
He drew a deep breath, looking at YN for silent encouragement, to which she only smiled at him. Her husband, the father of her son.
He gently grabbed the scissors from the nurse, hesitantly approaching where he was told to cut. He looked at his Atlas who seemed to calm down a bit, slowly coming to terms with being brought out into the world. He steadied himself, and then with a delicate snip, he cut the cord.
As he handed them back to the nurse, he let out a breath he didnât know he was holding, the enormity of the moment settling over him. He looked down at the two he loved most in the world, lightly grasping onto his little feet and silently counting his tiny toes.
âSit.â YN softly ordered, holding the boy against her chest with one hand and patting the small spot beside her with the other.
He nodded slowly, easing himself down into the spot after lowering the right side bar so heâd fit. He leaned against YN, his feet still upon the floor.
The baby was swaddled into a pale blue blanket before she handed him over to Harry, his heart melting instantly. He cradled him against his chest, tucking his head down to place delicate kisses on his forehead, his cheeks, the tip of his nose. âI love you so much.â He whispered, hesitantly ripping his gaze away from his son onto his wife.
His lip quivered as he placed a kiss against her sweaty hair, âThank you so much.â His voice was delicate, a murmur. âI owe you everything.â
This was all he needed. His heart swelled with a love so profound, it felt almost overwhelming, as if the sheer depth of it might consume him. It was a love that stretched beyond anything heâd known, powerful enough to break him apart and put him back together all at once. But he embraced it, letting it fill every part of him, savoring each precious drop. For the first time in as long as he could remember, he felt exactly where he was meant to be.
This was home.
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