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I need you guys to humor me real fast.. hear me out here.

Puppy Ivy x Mutt Ifrit x Handler Zephyr

(NSFW + thoughts continued under the cut)

What is the difference between Ivy being a puppy and Ifrit being a mutt you may ask?

Ivy is like a precious show dog, perfectly well mannered, and completely. He loves to do whatever Zephyr asks without anything in return. He would sit between Zephyr's legs and cockwarm Zephyr with his mouth all day if that's what his owner would want. He knows to ask for permission and that dogs aren't supposed to speak, so he barks and whines to get what he wants.

Ifrit? Ifrit has to be muzzled. Ifrit cant keep his hands to himself and won't listen unless he's met with pain. He'll try to rip Zephyr's clothes off only to be met with his horns being grabbed or being smacked straight across the face and corrected.

But there's one thing Zephyr trained Ifrit to do, and that is to his perfect puppy, Ivy. Ifrit will spend hours pumping loads into Ivy, and Zephyr loves to watch every moment of it. Sometimes, they even take pics of it to show the rest of the pack because they're the only one who get Ifrit and Ivy like this.

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Thinking about drawing some male ghouls as girls who is with me. We can never have enough ghoulettes

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My Phoenix Ritual Notes!!

In no order in particular!

- Papa rolled a mummy buck and threw it but richie had to grab it and give it to the fan so he said "there you go, richies your daddy tonight" and then followed that up by saying sorry and that he "says a lot of dumb shit"

- papa did an incredible high pitched rock n roll scream (like a big ole WAAAAAAA/YEAAAAAA) before growling all the lyrics for mummy dust!!

- asked if we liked the older songs and called this one vintage and from the vault, and that his dad used to sing it (it was moac!)

- storm did his creature lurching, i think he lurched at rain at one point, and he did some like lurching while holding onto his jacket like a gentleman, i love him so bad.

- aroura and phantom jammed together and it was adorable

- haze is so fun and lively and dances so much, she waved to the crowd and guestured to them from her platform

- papa rose thru the floor for umbra

- rain pointed at dew during "hes they guy you wanna do" while dew p much made out with his neck

- papa said dews boot was for when you kick too much ass, and then he said hes put it up our asses

- mount kept drumming at the end of a song while papa tried to get him to stop and got all pissy and pouty

- papas faces oh my god he made so many EXPRESSIONSSS

- he did like lil pouty faces when the ghouls messed with him and like his smileee

- phan stole papas thunder and totally played right in front of him til papa left exasperated

- i think? dew jacked off for mummy dust

- rain and phan were soooo gay, at one point i looked over and it was probrably like the angle i was at but phan was bent over and rain was behind him and bro??

- cirrus was amazing for mummy dust she ate that shit UP

- papa did a quiet sad little "noo" rayher than copias bigger "nooooo!" during rats after "never to return"

- the fascist regime WILL be gone

- he cowered on the stairs during the latin of satanized and during a "blasphemy! heresy!" he tried to be brave but shrunk back at heresy

- phantom writhed over a speaker/monitor, like full on back splayed out over it laying on it while he played, he was the biggest ham ever and the crowd LOVED HIMMM

- rain was sassy in the middle of the stage, papa wanted his spot and guestured for him to move but he shook his head and pointed for papa to move instead I LOVE HIS CUNTY ASS

- phan and rain did a little creation of adam, almost touching their fingertips together before pulling away, rain quickly putting his hand over his heart while phan pulled away slowly

- PHANTOM ZOOMIES he HAD to be on the other side of the stage so that man RAN

- phan, rain and dew would play to mountain (rain especially!!)(rain was playing for mount soo much like if i couldnt spot him on the main stage he was up on the steps playing for mount)

- papa called us ball scratchers

- he said 10 years ago he first played in az, hes played in tucson before and he said we always showed up

- the phoenix tour shirt features a cowpoke papa v and its so fucking good

- papa asked before the last song "are you happier now than before you walked in the doors? keep that happiness with you, take it with you when you leave"

- aroura danced with storm!

- aroura came down to dance with rain!

- I FOUND A PIECE OF DANCE MACABE CONFETTI IN THE HOTEL LOBBY

- SPIRIT AND PRIME MOVER

- He Is made me sob really hard, and oh my goddd the stage visuals.

- TFIAFL made me sob, he started before by saying "some of you might be fine with how things are right now, and thats fine, but for the rest of us, the future is a foreign land"

- had a lovely lady tell me that i had the kindest jacket/back patch she had ever seen!! (my back patch has a list of supplies I have on me at all times, so if anyone needs anything like first aid, narcan, pads, candy for low blood sugar, earplugs, i have it!)

- at bows, mountain kinda grabbed at storms arm so they could hold hands for bows and it was really cute

- WE GOT MUMMY BUCKS FROM A GAL WHO NOT ONLY WAS AT THE BARACADE BUT ALSO IS IN ONE OF THE OFFICIAL 10 PICTURES!!!

- I THINK WE MIGHT BE IN GHOULBANGERS BALL!!

- was so close to giving vanessa stickers but she walked away before i could :(

- i made a shit ton of art for the band, and security said they would give it to the band and oh my god i really hope that they did, i spent 900+ hours on 4 different portrait pieces

- papa asked if we had heard what hed said before the lil rats guitar solo and when we said no he said "i said theyre gonna tear you all some new assholes, thats like 20,000 assholes" "so many assholes.... so little time" and then he said if he had time, he would rather do something less violent/aggressive and more intimate/affectionate

- lots of lucky numbers!! we were in section 111, hotel room 131, 20 bucks of gas got us 6.669 gallons of gas

everyone was so lovely and looked fantastic, ghost fans continue to be full of love and support for one another and this was a magical experience!!! thank you all so much for this.

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plurality on tv : ahhg..watch out my...EVIL ALTER!!!! HE'S COMING OUT!!!! HES GOING TO JEFF THE KILL YOU!!!!!!

plurality in real life:

friend: is something wrong

me: (staring off) Somebody is mad.because i want the pink donut

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So much I want to say about the new ghoul

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(guy experiencing ocd) maybe its not ocd. maybe im evil

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this might be TMI but being an introject in a body that has a period is so wild. because all I can think about is that meme that's like "giving your favorite/comfort character your period cramps". guys stop please. it hurts.

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I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.

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I think I love the concept of Dewther as a romantic couple because it means being love despite going through a deep transformation that changes you forever but that One Person who's always been there for you still is, that person still loves you and wants you and wants to be at your side despite everything, that person has known both your versions, every shade and shape, and. Still. Cares. And I think it's beautiful

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Part 2 (Secondo) of my Ghost portrait series I plan on giving to the band when they come to Phoenix!

(zoom in for details Im begging you)

Primo took about 30 hours and Secondo took roughly 200!

Will be available on my etsy soon as a print!

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i wish everything was good and nothing was bad

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Nonhuman expressions of affection are great. Purring. Exposing weak points as a show of trust. Head bonks. Preening and chewing. Nuzzling. Biting. Intertwining tails. Feeding each other. Little chuffs, chatters, beeps and squeaks. Fluffing up of feathers, fur or other things. Dancing to impress. Cleaning their fur, scales, feathers or skin. Sharing body heat. Ears pointing toward those you care about to show your full attention is on them. Slow blinking.

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there should be like headmate exchange programs. could be fun and educational who knows

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not to be dramatic, but ghost is literally saving me

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the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

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Wip from our lunch break :3

-Juniper🪷