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been so inactiveeeee

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finished my fast and the scale was dead when I went to way myself, there’s also no batteries anywhere, great

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well, weighing myself on saturday regardless of how good I feel. I’m scared, it’s been a bad week.

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by april 30st I will be 105lbs, hopefully even less.

I now exercise twice a week for almost 2 hours so hopefully I see results soon.

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there is nothing that is more motivating that looking at my old bodych3cks, jesus christ

i really let myself go.. it literally hurts to look at

i hate myself so much

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2 binges in a row is embarrassing. I can do better.

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was gonna fast but, my friend was having a bad day and wanted to get some lunch with me. tomorrow is another day.

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“You’re the one who sees it all,

I know,

I’m so tired

and sick.”

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some of my OMAD for today!

spicy cucumber salad - 40 cals

chobani zero sugar with frozen blueberries - 100 cals

I really recommend the yogurt, left me feeling full and very satisfied

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did OMAD today, had 410 calories total and I’m only gonna have diet sodas later if I feel binge urges

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I love the vibe edblr has, it feels so homey and supportive

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guys guys guys I NEED to know, does binding/wrapping your legs help make them skinnier sooner?

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progress is progress, darling. no matter how fast or slow. you're l0$!ng w3!ght. that's progress.

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okay so, looked at some old pictures and realized how skinny I got in just a month of consistent restricting.

so, might be delusional but I’ll probably achieve goals quicker being at a skinnier start.. so by march 29th I should hopefully be 105lbs

sorry for the yap guys, remember to always stay hydrated, take your meds and exercise 💗

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binged but i’ve been fasting since friday night, so let’s hope I wake up tomorrow and the bloating isn’t horrible..

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Reminder to myself: you are noticeably heavier, stop stuffing your fat face.