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no i actually can’t stop thinking about how work song was such an insane song choice for the bobby Real Actual Death scene. my good friend hozier insists that no grave can hold his body down because he will crawl home to his love no matter what. and bobby is like that’s a good point hozier but the grave actually has a certain je ne sais quoi

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“I’m actually doing a better job at getting sleep” says my brain as I look at the clock and it’s 2:30am lmfao

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— Heidi Priebe, As Long As There Is Love, There Will Be Grief

EM’S 5K CELEBRATION ☀️

@drbrennans requested: 💓 — This Is Us

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I’m watching this is us and I’m stuck between I wish I saw this show sooner and I’m so glad I get to binge the whole thing.

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When your doctor finally gives you adderall or another stimulant and your brain actually functions for once.. holy fuck

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I’m NEVER gonna get over attack on titan. I’m already on season 4 of my rewatch and immediately after I plan on watching it in English dub because I need as much content as I can get. It’s just to damn good.

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That attack on titan finale.. my heart, my soul, my lungs, why can’t everyone just live happily ever after??? But also the way it showed that humans are all flawed and will always choose violence and chaos over and over again no matter what or who helps stop it.. damn.

No spoilers but I absolutely loved it. It will forever be my number one anime.

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“When the mind doesn't understand a problem it will literally create whatever it needs to to rationalize it or justify it.” This is the definition of my anxiety. This is what my brain is constantly doing every breathing moment of my life. This is what I mean when I say my brain is constantly overthinking how to solve everything because everything subconsciously isn’t being understood.

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Me trying to tell my dad he’s a cis straight white man so he’s the most represented person in media, and his response is “I don’t watch gay scene cause there gay men but gay women make me happy so I’m ok watching that.” Then I told him it WAS NOT a sexual thing and he said “but I don’t like men and I’m not gay so I don’t wanna watch it.” Bro your also not a women but you like watching that 😒

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Leave Bella Ramseys looks THE FUCK ALONE! they are gorgeous, beautiful, immaculate, stunning, and handsome. The fact some people are saying such disgusting things about a persons looks, something you can’t just change, and if you do then people make even more fun of you is disgusting. Bella Ramsey is an amazing actor. They deserve nothing but love.

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I just watched the red wedding for the first time completely unspoiled, and I am not ok. This show is so brutal, I literally am in shock. This is the first show I can’t always actually watch what is happening, everything’s just so graphic sometimes even for me.

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I am floored I am flabbergasted I cannot believe it

In the game, Bill and Frank were almost nothing. Bill was a joke character, he shows up, he’s a doomsday prepper, he helps you fight zombies, gives you a truck battery, and you leave. Ellie steals some comics and a gay porno magazine from him, and he’s never seen again.

Frank WAS nothing. You never see him. You find his BODY, he got bit and hung himself, and he got bit trying to escape Bill because he hated him so much and the note says he’s happier dead than living another day with Bill 

And then the show. The show took that shallow, mean storyline, and made it beautiful. 

Now Bill and Frank are real characters. We know them. Really KNOW them. And they don’t hate each other. In fact they’re in love. They’re really IN LOVE. And yes they argue and disagree sometimes but they’re a real couple who really love each other while still being two people so sometimes they fight. That doesn’t change that they’re in love 

And they GET TO BE IN LOVE, the whole time, they’re doing things for each other. They’re living in their little gated paradise and it’s beautiful. They make it pretty. They grow food. They’re eating gourmet meals. They’re not just surviving. They’re thriving. They’re living

They took that mean spirited game story, and they made it the point, the heart, the example of what people are still fighting for. The proof that yes, even in the middle of the apocalypse, you can still live a good life. Not an easy life, you will still have bad days, you’ll have bad days with the ones you love, but you will still love them, and they will still love you. And then, with all these grizzly, horrific deaths we see two deaths that are peaceful. Painless. Two men who die old, satisfied, and in the arms of their purpose. 

Don’t you see? It’s about hope 

Bill and Frank are hope  

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sorry I forgot i'm alive Can you please repeat the question.

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I’m having a really good morning, so I just messaged my three closest friends little thank you texts for how they’ve helped me up to this point in life and it felt so good just to know they’ll read that and have a smile on there face and i honestly believe that’s what real friendship is.

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Me, not talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

Me, talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

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sometimes i come home and wash my hands and see myself in the mirror and go ah, i can really see how i might be loveable. then i wash some dishes or something