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Gentle touches (soap mactavish x fem!readee)

A/n- hello peoples ! Here a oneshot for you all of soap being cuddly and caring , also this oneshot will also be posted on my wattpad acc , also you can reblog just (please do not copy , translate or repost my works anywhere else on any websites , apps or social platforms without my knowledge or consent!!)

Tw-mentions if burn scars

It has been a long day for you.

You’d been working you ass off overtime all week and lately you’ve been feeling all that tiredness and pain catching up to you. You were a welder , a good one at that. You were part of the 6 percent of female welders out there and you were porous of your work but lately you’ve been working later and more hours since things haven’t been all that good. You have burns and scars in yours hands as when you welded at times sometimes the welding gloves you used to protect yourself from getting the burns didn’t help at times . No matter what you used you always wind up getting burned some how.

You stood cooking In The kitchen wearing nothing but slippers and a oversized shirt that was your husbands ,stirring a stew mixed with veggies and chicken that you had been making for dinner tonight. You were exhausted but you knew you felt you had to feed yourself and your husband. You sighed as you added some grabbed some seasoning and garlic from the cabinets that lied above the stove in your nicely cleaned and organized kitche And you seasoned the stew nicely. As you were cooking you hadn’t even noticed your husband , soap walking into the house coming home from a day at base.

Soap kicked off his dirty combat boots at the door and he took off his jacket and he hung it up on the coat rack that was left at the door and he walked down the hallway to come and greet you. It was a log day for him at the base but it was fairly easy as there wasn’t a mission and it was just a fair briefing and training day. As he went to go see you his eyes widened and then softened as he saw you out and cooking in the kitchen. He saw your tired and exhausted face. The dark circles under your eyes and the messy bed of hair that lies atop your head. He hated seeing you like this , working yourself to exhaustion.

He gently then walked over behind you and wrapped his arms around you as you stirred the spot. He held you tightly as he had hugged you from behind and buried his head into the crook of your neck. “I’m home luv.” The Scott muttered softly into the soft flesh of the neck and you looked up from the pot that you were stirring and you glanced at him. “I see that.” You say in a quiet tone and he looked over at your arms seeing the burns on your hands and on your upper wrist. You noticed him looking over at your burns and you sighed. “It’s nothing , it’s just from work.”

“I know it’s something. Your wrists and hands is covered in little burn marks.” He grabbed your hand as His thumbs rubbed your wrist, his eyes scanning over the other ones.He felt like he felt helpless sometimes seeing you like this and it was killing him. He just wanted to fix it, take it all away, to make you feel fine regardless if he just came home or not.

“Jhonny…it’s fine-“

“Shut up.” His voice was gentle as he spoke, his eyes were still roaming over you. “I’m not going to watch you work yourself to death. So let me take care of you.” He looked away from you as his thumb rubbed the soft skin on your hand still , his touch was so soft and loving.

You loved him more than anything else in your life but you had a hard time letting him do things for you. You were very independent and always felt you really had no one to rely on fully. You grew up in a home where if you weren’t taught it you taught yourself which for the majority of things you taught yourself. It was hard to accept help at times and you just didn’t like being taken care of but today was different , today you were truly exhausted. He gently let go of you and he nudged you a little as he started to take over the cooking. “Sit on the couch luv , I’ll finish dinner.”

You shook your head before hugging him from behind and you buried your face into his back inhaling his musky scent , the smell of his cologne and clothes clouding your senses. “…….i just need you with me….” You muttered and he smiled to himself and he turned off the stove and put a top on the pot before turning around and holding you in his arms for a brief moment and then picking you up bridal style causing your eyes to widened.“You’re coming with me.” He says as he then started to walk to the upstairs part of your house and bring you to yours and his shared bedroom.

You wanted to protest but your body was giving in and his touch was too strong to not make you feel calm and sleepy. He kicked open the door and then gently threw you onto the bed before sliding into bed himself and wrapped his arms around you.He lay down beside you, his body pressing up against yours.Your bodies fit together perfectly like puzzle pieces. it felt as if warm and safe as he hugged your tired form against him with one arm as He ran one of his hands through your hair, he was in awe of how soft it was. Even in a fragile state you were still stunning to him.

He lightly kissed the top of your head as he pulled you closer. His touch was gentle and soothing, you couldn’t help but relax in his arms. It did wonders for your body as it did your mental state. He rubbed your arm, gently stroking it as He let his fingers travel over the small burn marks that had been caused by your line of work. all he had on his mind was taking care of you at the moment and all that mattered was you.

“Thank you…….” You muttered as you buried your face into his chest and he smiled as he held you. “Anything for you luv.” His words were almost muffled. His touch was soothing, he had his eyes closed for a few moments and he was enjoying your warmth against his body as he too needed this after coming home from base.He laid there for what felt like minutes, but in reality was probably around an hour before he spoke again. “I want you to try and go to sleep now.” His thumb lightly rubbed the side of your neck. “You need your rest, your body is struggling and everything you’ve been doing has taken its toll so I want you to rest love.”

As you didn’t answer he looked over at you for a moment before realizing that you'd fallen asleep. A sleep you so desperately needed.He was relieved you finally fell asleep after awhile.His body was pressed into yours still as he held you and every once in a while he would move slightly and adjust himself so he was more comfortable. The touch of your body reminded him of how fragile and vulnerable you were in this state. He was relieved that you were asleep, your body needed this rest as much as possible. He stayed awake for a long time because he didn’t trust himself to fall asleep in case you needed anything, if you woke up he wanted to be there for you.

He would always be there for you.

#mw2 #soap mactavish x reader #soap x reader #soap cod #john soap mactavish #soap mw2 #soap call of duty #soap mctavish

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grays-internet-shit · 1 year ago

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NO BECAUSE THIS IS SO REAL

#mw2 #mw2 könig #konig cod #konig call of duty #this is real #so true

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Clear as water (Ghost x fem!reader)

A/n-LONG ASS ONESHOT SO ENJOY , also this fanfic with also be posted on my wattpad acc , also you can reblog just (please do not copy , translate or repost my works anywhere else on any websites , apps or social platforms without my knowledge or consent!!)

Warnings- mentions of abuse , death, suicide and foster care , mentions of scars

It was late at base , too late to be exact and you stood working at your desk in your office like a dog , hunched over as you typed away. You mostly stood at work keeping to yourself as you were still going through papers , the bags under your eyes were evident and the fatigue was almost fully shown as you kept working an writing away. You had always stood late doing work , just to take your mind off things and the fact that you had seen so much blood throughout the weeks. You wanted to escape it but this was something you knew you couldn’t. It was something you just lived with and learned to cope with.

You were quiet most of the time , cracking jokes here and there with a witty comment every once in a while but you even knew that you needed sleep but you refused. You knew that if you slept you’d see it all over again , the same moments replaying in your head of your dying comrades and your friends leaving this world. So you kept working to try and take your mind off it until you eventually slept do to exhaustion. Currently at the moment You had been so caught up in your work now that you haven’t even noticed ghost standing behind you, lurking about. The soldier stood there, towering above you , keeping quiet as he did so with an unamused look in his eyes , regardless of the mask you

knew him as clear as day. You saw his reflection on The screen of your computer and you turned around with a tired and unfazed look. You were one of the women around currently at a base filled with men, mostly ones who would tease or insult , but you were no pushover. You cracked jokes, were blunt and spoke when needed, which is exactly what made you fit in for the job. You were tough but even the toughest ones have there struggles.

“What is it.” You sighed as you looked at him.

“You need to go to sleep , you're working around like some stupid emotionless robot and it’s fucking tiring every day to keep telling you this.” His voice was very blunt and clear.

He’s been worried about you but he’s also been angry. He’s angry since you never really show your feelings but most of all he’s angry at himself. He was so used to being an emotionless mask himself that he hated that you had never let anyone behind your walls either. He wanted you to crack.He was angry, angry at the world and angry at you.

“Yknow maybe if you quit being so fucking vuage and maybe let someone in you’d be alright yeah ? But no you just gotta be some emotionaless fucking doll.” His tone was low and slowly changing to one of anger and disgust. This caught your attentions and your eyes narrowed as you stood up from your desk and you glared at him.

“Don’t you fucking project your shit onto me you fucking cuck, you the same like me you fucking asshole yet you refuse to see that maybe I have shit fucking going on I rather not talk about you absolutely fucking oblivious asshole.”

You snapped , you were at your breaking point with him.

He had always tried to get you to open up , always tried to push further to see if you’d crack and give into telling him whatever but that wasn’t it. You didn’t want to tell anyone as you rather forget what you had been through. You went through a lot growing up. You Mother passed away due to suicide and your father was a abusive drunk towards you , leaving so many scars on you to remember for later on. You got put into foster care once your father got arrested for drunk driving and you stood hopping home to home until you eventually just grew out of the system. You never had a chance to grow up really and you had gotten robbed of your childhood. Life wasn’t easy but you walked through like nothing. Ghost looked stunned for a second before his face contorted into anger. He hated that you were seeing right through him and you and him both knew it. He never told you about his past but you knew all too well with just his mannerisms.

"You think I don't have my issues, too?" He glared and you shook your head before listening to him continue on. "Your unemotional mask is just a shield, covering up whatever emotions you have left to protect you. Do you know how pathetic it is to hide your emotions because you're afraid of being vulnerable?" Ghost continued, his expression hard as he looked down at you, his fist clenched at his sides.

“And do you know how much you look like a clown? because I see right through you like clear water. You’re scared , you don’t know what’s happening and you sure as hell don’t know what’s wrong with me.” You snapped again as you went in front of him. Looking him over as you saw his eyes widened. Ghost couldn't believe it for a moment as his eyes widened. You understood him, while everyone else didn't. He was so used to people making comments about him behind his back, about him being emotionless. No one else seemed to get it but you did. You knew how he was all from his mannerism.

Ghost paused for a second as a rush of emotions went through him. He hated being vulnerable, and yet here he was, glaring and expressing himself to a woman he normally wouldn't even talk to. As he looked at you, he suddenly felt weak and wanted you, more than he'd ever wanted anyone before. He’s never dated much , more so one night stands but this was different. He felt understood but he also felt vulnerable. In your case you were just as scared as he was.

“You hide behind that fucking fake facade you call ghost because you were broken down as a child and put back together bit by bit by force and abuse. You take your shit to the feild and get it out of your system until that void in your head reminds you. You think I’m emotionaless you think I don’t feel yet you never fucking saw my work as a cope , I distract myself with work instead of facing the shit I need to face so don’t you dare tell me I don’t understand and that I’m emotionally unavailable and emotionless becasburlyue in reality I’m not and I know what you are , we all know but most of all I know.”

Your words hit him like a semi.

He couldn't believe it. You knew him. Everything you said was true. He couldn't deny it. The muscular , 6ft4 man stumbled back a step. He felt like you had torn his mask off, exposed him completely. He felt like a fish out of water , cold and targeted. "How... How did you...?" he murmured, not knowing what else to say to defend himself. You knew him, his trauma, his pain and in that moment, he was utterly vulnerable before you. “You think I don’t fucking know when I do because I’ve been through it myself” You glared as you looked away from him for a moment.

You knew how it felt , it hurt a lot. The gears couldn’t save you or change anything but it made you feel a bit better but it never helped with actual change. Nothing really did ever help and you just kinda walked on with life after everything was going on. Ghost froze at your statement. Have you been through it? He had never met anyone else who had been through what he had in his entire life. But here, he stood looking at you, staring at you like you were the only thing left in this world. His eyes filled with tears. He was used to never showing his emotions, not to anyone. Not the way you were making him open up But deep down he wanted you to see him for who he really was. To comfort him.

Ghost continued to stare at you, waiting for an answer as you stood silent looking away. His eyes were still wet with tears. If you wanted, you could tear this tough and hard man down. He was weak in front of you, and would do whatever you wanted him to. The once aggressive, rough, mean and cold soldier was crying in front of you, vulnerable and in complete awe that you understood him more than anyone else. He had ongoing feelings for you but he always denied the feeling of that but now he knew and accepted that he wanted you. In every aspect he wanted you.

As you saw the tears in his eyes your gaze softened for a moment and you sighed before walking up closer to him and you gently lifted up his mask causing his breath to hitch in his throat. You were the only one who ever got a pass to take off his mask , you’ve seen his face before but this was different. You saw the light scar marks on his face , his light lashes and eyebrows along with his dark brown eyes. You then stood on your tippy toes and you gently brushed your thumbs under his eyes as you wiped away his tears.

“Don’t…don’t cry okay? I’m sorry….im sorry I’ve been distant with you and that I snapped at you….i'm sorry alright just don’t cry..” You murmur as you felt your whole demeanor change as you went from angry to just lost and hurt.his entire body relaxed in your soft touch. He felt your gentle, soft touch and his heart raced.

He didn't seem to care that you were a foot shorter than him, that you were the one of the few women in an army filled with men, with you alone with him. He was simply content that you were with him, accepting his tears. Accepting him for who he was and how he felt. The hard, cruel man was melting, becoming soft, and he couldn't help but wrap his arms around you holding you into a tight embrace.

He held into you tight, desperate to feel your touch, and to forget the entire world for a few much needed minutes. Ghost held onto you tightly , needing to feel your touch and you felt that you were there with him. He was holding you as if you’d slip away forever.

"Please, don't let go..." he whispered, tears still flowing down his face. He'd never felt this way before. His strong and cold exterior had melted away and he wanted nothing more in that moment than for you to embrace him back. He didn't care what people would say if they saw him like this. He just needed comfort, and to show you that he trusted you more than anyone else. Ghost felt lost and alone, and just wanted a home in your arms.

“Please..." he whispered again, his voice quivering slightly at the feel of your body against him. He was desperate to feel anything that wasn't the cold loneliness he felt inside and the loss and hurt he dealt with as well. Ghost grip was tight, but he didn't seem to care. His embrace grew more and more desperate as his need for comfort grew as your touch lingered and grew on him.

Ghost's heart beat like crazy, his entire body was pressed up against yours, from his chest to his hips. He had his face buried into your shoulder and his body clinging tightly to yours. You could feel the muscles of Ghost's large frame as you stood extremely close with each other and his grip was becoming more and more possessive. He didn't want you to let go. He didn't want the one person he trusted to just push him away. He wanted to be close to you, safe, and cared for.

After a few moments you and him finally pulled away from each other. His face was flushed, and there were still tears on his face from moments prior.He avoided looking at you, his hands were shaking as he wiped the tears away.He was completely lost, and didn't know what to do. Ghost's eyes flickered down to the floor as he seemed ashamed for showing you this side of himself. He was still trembling slightly, afraid that you'd say something about him being weak or not being strong enough to handle things. He didn’t like feeling weak. You noticed this and your gaze softened completely and you lifted ghosts chin to meet his gaze and you gently cupped his cheek.

“You're not weak…just been strong for too long and you are breaking.”

Ghost's eyes widened for a second as you spoke. The cold , hard, and emotionless man in front of you was on the verge of breaking down, and you were offering him support and trying to make him feel better , something nobody has ever done for him. “Your as clear as water to me ghost but that doesn’t change anything about how I feel about you…..fuck it …..ghost , I love you.” You confessed.

Youve had feelings for him for so long and now was the time you thought it was good to tell him since it was already a very vulnerable moment for the both of you. Ghost had feelings for you but fet he was never good enough so he shied away but now he had no words as he heard your statement. For a moment he stood quiet before leaning down and pressing his chapped and cracked lips to your soft ones. It was a surreal moment, the feeling of his warm lips on your was something you’ve only dreamt of.

Ghost was now fully leaning into the kiss, the intensity and tenderness of it growing with each passing second.He couldn't help but pull you to him tighter as the moment let on.The rough hands, which once held a gun firmly, were now tender and caring in their grip of your back. The hard, brutal and merciless soldier was now completely lost in the kiss. His hands held you firmly, and the kiss grew deeper, his tongue exploring your own mouth. Ghost could hardly believe himself, his whole demeanor had completely changed around you but you weren’t complaining.

Ghost then pulled away and rested your forehead against his own and closed his eyes, his body growing completely still as he savored the tenderness of the moment.bHe had never, ever felt like this for anyone in his life. He truly wanted you. He truly wanted to love you.He felt he could stay like this with you for eternity.

"I love you too…Just don't push me away again..." Ghost murmured from behind closed eyes, he was still completely wrapped up in the tenderness and closeness between you both.

“I won’t.”

You replied and he hummed.

All was easy and things were settled for more came later in tune with petals.

#ghost mw2 #mw2 #simon ghost riley #ghost x reader #simon riley x reader #ghost cod #cod fanfic

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grays-internet-shit · 1 year ago

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I love how the patches look on my cosplay :D

(If you wanna reblog my posts you can just don’t post me on any other site without my consent or knowledge <3 )

#mw2 #mw2cosplay

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grays-internet-shit · 1 year ago

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EEEEEEEE THEY LOOK SO NICE 🤩

#mw2 #mw2cosplay #patches #cool patches #shadow company

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grays-internet-shit · 1 year ago

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THESE PATCHES BRO <3

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Soothe (soap mactavish x fem!reader)

A/n-i'm sorry if this oneshot doesn't seem so good. i am tired as fuck writing this but anyways enjoy poeple , also this fanfic with also be posted on my wattpad acc , also (please do not copy , translate or repost my works anywhere else on any websites , apps or social platforms without my knowledge or consent!!)

Warnings - fluff , comfort

It’s been hours since you had heard from the rest of the team. You , soap and ghost had been stuck in the safe house you all had been staying at since comms had been down and price wanted you all to lie low. Laswell said they would send evac three days later but you knew it would be longer. It’s just how it usually was. You stood in the corner of the room sitting down , keeping a nice grip on your rifle. They called you fury since you had been well known to snap , you had a temper and they’ve seen how well your temper comes in handy in the field. They’ve seen your violent tendencies and heard your unhinged Comments and dark humor. You stood quiet for the most part but it seemed to you every little thing ticked you off but you had also been the medic of the team.

“What’s fucking taking so long for evac…”

You muttered under your breath , your frustrations growing and showing greatly as you stood in the corner. Soap had been sitting on a chair in the living area with you as he tried keeping to himself as much as possible as he knew how you could get. Ghost stood in one of the rooms down the hallways keeping to himself as he usually did. Soap turned to you as he heard you speak and he gave a small smile as he tried to ease the tension.

“They’ll come soon I know it-“

“Fucking when? It’s been too fucking long soap and if one of you open your wounds again for not listening to my specific order to stop moving so much I’m letting you bleed out.’’

You snapped as you cut off soap and soap stood quiet as he heard your firm and snappy tone.

you and soap had been dating for a few months , its been a little rocky on missions but you got better with your temper around him but in other certain situations it was a no go and nothing really seemed to get passed that temper of yours. ghost knew better than to tick you off , ghost was a man of very few words and tended to be very cold and bitter but to not want to make you mad was something he made sure of. even ghosts had been a little weary of you. you sighed as the minutes that slowly ticked by and started to feel like hours and your pacing grew more and more, your frustrations grew and your patience was wearing thin. you shook your head as your fists clenched tighter causing your knuckles to start to turn white. soap could practically feel the anger boiling within you. He wanted to calm you , he never liked seeing you in this state even if it was often he still never liked it.

soap then wasted no time as he stood up and he gently grabbed your wrist , his soft touch lingering for a moment. his look was soft as he gazed down at you watching as your hard and stoic features turned confused and a little less hardened.

‘’hey….’’

The Scots tone came out soft and gentle as he spoke to you , his thumb gently brushing over the top of your hand. your once clenched fists became loose and less tense as soap held them , it was a feeling you weren't used to but something you felt you could get used to but your stubbornness was too much for it.

‘’ soap…’’

you warned but he just shook his head as he led you to the croner and sat down on the floor , pulling you slightly to join him.

‘’ sit for a damn moment you stubborn ass’’

you sighed and shook your head as you compiled but you still weren't liking this.

‘’how this is going to help us get evac is beyond me.’’ you grumbled as you sat next to him on the cold wooden floor.

‘’ this isn't to help evac , its to help you.’’ he spoke as he looked at you and you cocked an eyebrow at him.

‘’ bullshit.’’

you glared.

‘’y/n…’’

was all he said before gently pulling you into his lap between his legs , your back against his chest while his legs were around you and his arms wrapped around you gently as well.

‘’ soap-’’

‘’ you need to calm your ass down lass , its been hours since you've been ready to rip one of our heads off hell you even scared ghost away.’’

Soap said firmly , he wasn't wrong.

‘’you just need to calm down.’’

he explained as he gently took your hand again and brushed his thumb over your knuckles gently , his warm touch from his hands on your causings a warm fuzzy feeling to rise within you.

you wanted to push him away , but you found yourself rather comfortable with this. you weren't uncomfortable as you only had a pass for soap. only he ever really got to touch you whether it be slight shoulder touches or simple pats on the back after a good mission. only he got a pass but now this moment was a totally new ball game for you but you weren't complaining even if you wanted to. soap felt you leaning more into his touch causing him to let off a small smirk.

‘’ softening up on me hm?.’’

he teased and you grumbled something that he couldn't quite make out.

‘’like a angry ball of fire that's been dunked under water.’’

he chuckled before pressing a small kiss to the top of your head.

you didn't mind the closeness , much more you rather craved it. you found yourself leaning more and more into his touch as the moments passed and you just let off a small breath as you felt yourself calming.

‘’seems that fires been put out.’’

soap teased and you let off a grumble.

‘’ shut it mactavish.’’

‘’Yet again , you're my fire. you keep me lit.’’

His words were soft and gentle as he pressed another kiss to your head letting himself enjoy this moment with you. you were the fire in his life , the fire that helped him keep warm and stay safe , weather you could seem like an ass sometimes you and him both knew you had each others backs. he soothes you , he was the water to your fire and you were the fire to his match. you kept him going and he kept you sane and calmed.

it was these soothing moments that made you realize that there was light in every moment of darkness.

#mw2 #soap x reader #soap cod #soap mw2 #john soap mactavish #soap mactavish x reader

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Till death do us part

(Ghost x fem! Reader)

A/n- heres a lil oneshot for you all , thank you @personwhosucksassatmath for the idea. they are a wonderful person so go follow them and this fanfic is also posted on my wattpad and another thing (DO NOT REPOST ON OTHER PLATFORMS WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE OR CONSENT !!) but for the most part enjoy ladies and gentlemen!

WARNING - suicide

It had been about 5 years since you and ghost had been together. life was different between you and simon now compared to when he had first met you when you were both in the same unit. you got married the third year of the relationship and stood married for the rest of the two. At first he was cold , uncaring and very bitter but hwnr you got to know Simon he broke down his walls and let you in and what you saw was a sad and broken man. He was torn from his childhood , stripped from being himself and he simply just had to survive growing up but when he found you that wound that had been opened for many years started to heal and close.

he found peace within you and you were his safe place.

Recently he had been off on duty working per usual while you stood at home working at your desk as you had been discharged and , he was out with the others of task force 141 and simply doing the missions and such that Laswell had sent them all on but there had been a mission that's been going on for over a few months. It was a cartel, a very dangerous one at that. him and the others of task force 141 had been assigned to look for tyhe leader and as they had went on the search soap had gotten killed. when you heard the news of soaps death it crushed you but most of all it crushed simon.

Simons has been so stressed lately , he hasn't eaten , stopped sleeping properly and he hasn't contacted you one bit. soap had been the one to tell you about his conditions and your heart broke as you read the letter soap had sent. recent events had been hard but as you stood currently in the living room watching tv nestled into the couch cushions you jumped as you heard the front door open and slam.you instantly stood up , your heart rate speeding up and your breath going more shallow as your thoughts ran. you went to walk to see what it was but your heart dropped when you saw simon standing before you , covered in dirt and grim as well as there was dried up blood on his gear. you saw the anger and betrayal in his eyes as he stood before you at a good 6 feet away.

his eyes were tired. you saw how his eyes grew glossy the longer he looked at you and you saw how his fists were balled up at his sides. The room was tense and the longer you both stood quite the thicker the tension grew. You could tell Simon wanted to shout out at you , you saw the way he held back his anger just by the way he held himself. He was tense , fists were balled up and the silence was palpable but what was even worse was the guilt.

‘’ simon whats going on–’’

‘’thats ghost to you , you know what fuck you did.’’

he cut you off , his deep tone gruff and quiet as he spoke as he tried to keep a level headed attitude but you both knew that couldn't happen. your eyes widened as you looked into his eyes , behind that mask you knew was a hurt man but most of all an angry one.

you were scared , he just stood there for a moment and as you tried to get close you saw him reach for his side where his gun stood holsted. you sighed and you shook your head before your face grew dark and serious. a look of guilt was starting to creep up onto your face slowly as things got tenser when he pushed you into the wall nesby harshly causing you to wince as you felt the wind practically get knocked out of your lungs but before you could react you get the sharp blade of a knife against your neck. he had you pinned down with nowhere to go. you knew that in this moment it changed everything , the way Simon viewed you , the way he looked at you but most of all the one thing that would never change for you was his love.

‘’I loved you…I trusted you and this is what you do behind my back? was all of it a lie just to get here?’’

His tone was firm and blunt but there was a deep unexplainable sadness and grief that lay behind his tone. you couldn't even look him in the eyes when you knew that he knew. you had secretly been working undercover for a well known terrorist group out in the outskirts of Mexico importing drugs in and out but most of all you were the reason for so many innocent deaths. Simon would never usually dare lay a hand on you but in this moment everything was different , he was different. Once he found out that you were the reason for soap's death he knew that there was no way in hell that he would let this go. soap was his everything and he wasn't going to give that up easily regardless if you were his wife or not but now all he saw you as was a target.

‘’ghost i…’’

you couldn't get the words out , there was no justifying what you did and you knew that whatever was going to be done with you was well deserved and you knew all too well that death would be a part of it.

‘’for what? all this for what?’’

he was breaking, his tone was filled with sadness and a feeling of betrayal.

tears filled your eyes as you heard his words and you shook your head.

‘’i love you , i truly do….i cannot justify what i did….i know what you must do.’’

you kept a steady tone but your watery eyes showed otherwise. as simon saw this he felt his hand , the one that held the knife up to your neck start to shake a little.

‘’ i love you simon for you , i love everything about you but find someone worth fighting for…’’

you felt his grip tighten on you.

‘’I FOUGHT FOR YOU I WAS THE ONE TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT YOU WERE THE ONE INVOLVED , I LOVED YOU Y/N WITH MY EVERYTHING’’

he shouted as he let his anger and emotions boil over.

‘’I LOVED YOU I NEVER WANTED TO BE THE ONE TO END UP IN THIS POSITION , NEVER. I LOVED YOU SO MUCH , I CARED ABOUT SOAP BUT HERE I AM ONLY TO FIND OUT EVERYTHING WAS YOU.””

his words cut through you like a sharp knife , you shook you head and looked him in the eyes.

‘’ finish the mission….do what you came to do. just know in the end that i loved you and know that not everything will be the same but i will always be out there for you and looking out for you.’’

These were your last words before you managed to grab the gun in his thigh holster and you shot yourself. his eyes widened as he saw the red flash past his eyes and your body grew limp as you slid down the wall and onto the floor with a thud with the gun still in your hand. the blood pooling around your body as the red crimson flowed from your head. Simon felt his hands shake as he kneeled down to you seeing your now lifeless body lay before him. He felt his breathing hitch in his throat as he gently held you. it was over. life was over and he felt it held no meaning anymore. The mission was over but what now?. he silently just held you. you were the only person in life that he loved , the only person he'd let touch him , the only person he'd hold at night and keep secrued when having bad dreams but now his life held no meaning. just sadness. he lifted his mask halfway and kissed your now growing cold forhead and he took the gun from your hand

he couldn't take it.

another shot rang off.

he was sure when you all read your wedding vows but now they came true.

until death do us part.

#ghost mw2 #mw2 #simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #ghost x reader #ghost cod #ghost fanfiction #mw2 fanfic

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Departure (soap x fem! reader)

A/n - hello peoples ! , this is a short Drabble but I hope you all enjoy , I also have this posted on my wattpad so if you guys know my wattpad check it out :) , (also PLEASE DO NOT POST OR TAKE ANY OF MY WORK WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE OR CONSENT !)

Warnings - angst , comfort and a smidge of fluff

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''You think one day ghost will ever take off his mask?''

You asked as you looked out at the sun in front of you , the sun setting creating a hue of yellow and orange color in the sky. Your feet in the warm sand as you sat in it with your legs bent and your elbows propped up on them. Soap sat next to you as you felt the soft breeze on your face. He gently leaned his head on your shoulder and he chuckled and you gave a small smile.

'' probably never , shockingly he tolerates your shit the most.''

Soap said and nudged you.

'' he's a dick but he's a trustworthy one.''

You giggled.

'' remember our first mission and we accidentally burned prices hat?''

You smirked and soap chuckled.

'' his face was absolutely priceless.''

Soap snickered and laughed as he pressed a kiss to your forehead.

'' was that a pun intended or are you just fucking with me?''

You smirked as tears filled your eyes and glossed over.

''Love Don't cry because im gone , smile because it happened. I know you miss me...but you must stay here.''

Soap says softly and firmly.

''You’re not here this is just my head....'' Your voice started to crack.

''But I am here with you love , just not in the presence of you and the living, I'm with riley , roach and the others''

Soap reassured you.

It had been a week , a week since his passing and you've been having it rough. You didn't eat , drink and you stood quiet most of the time. Your bubbly and snarky personality is gone , completely wiped. It made you sick to your stomach to see him gone , the day he was shot in plain sight , that day you and the others of 141 spread his ashes , the day where you lost him.

It was soul crushing.

Ghost stood with you trying to force you to eat but not even the hard headed mask man could get through to your stubborn antics. You felt someone tap your shoulder and you turned to see that it was ghost , wearing his signature skull mask and a black hoodie with sweatpants. He saw your glossy eyes and his gaze softened as he sat down with you in the sand as the sun was setting fully and it got darker and much cooler and just quietly wrapped an arm around you. That's all it took for you to break and you leaned into his touch and shook your head.

'' why johnny...out of all people why him simon...''

Your voice was hushed but your emotion was evident as you spoke.

''It was his time y/n...i know you miss him kid. I do too..''

Ghost responded and he rubbed your arm in a comforting manner.

''You'll see him one day....we all will.''

#mw2 #john soap mactavish #soap x reader #soap mw2 #soap cod #mw2 fanfic

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