groovygianniart

[groovygianniart]

Chibi Commissions: Open!

Taking commissions in this cute chibi style for just $20 each! Payment will be taken via Ko-Fi. Limited slots available.

Original characters only

Human or human-like designs

Only drawing SFW art

Will not emulate other styles

Feel free to DM me here or on Ko-Fi if you have any questions or would like more info.

Please read my TOS before commissioning

Submit your order here:

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i once again apologize for coming back on this blog empty handed lol

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Sorry I'm not posting a lot of art right now. I've been working in commissions and they're the type that I can't...post on here. If ya know what I mean.

If you wanna see em, they're on my not sfw Bluesky and on my FurAffinity....which I should probably link at some point lol

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New Meds probably making me sick. Missing a lot of work. Will draw for cash.

One of the side effects of this new pill I'm taking is nausea and vomiting, which has been happening nearly every week lately when I would only maybe vomit a few times a year.

Really simple comms like flat colors, no backgrounds/simple backgrounds are anywhere from $10-$25. Same with traditional art. Ask if you're curious.

Full detailed pictures are about $30-$35, usually involves shading, backgrounds, more than 1 character etc.

I can't really share examples since they're explicit but DM me if you want to see what I mean.

Can't draw: intricate backgrounds like cityscapes, cars/vehicles, realism, mecha (like transformers or gundam, but robots are fine), heavy armor like knight armor/power armor, feet, some hyper proportions, instruments, realistic guns.

Won't draw: explicit art of underage characters, real people (unless if it's gift art for a friend or from a selfie), hate art/propaganda art, etc.

Fine with drawing: Safe for work and not safe for work, gore, horror/body horror, original characters/character designs, furry, human, monsters, fetish/kink art, toony stuff, etc. Please feel free to ask.

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$10 simple comm I got from Discord. Simple means flat colors, pfp type pictures.

Character is Kitty Racer from Kitty Cart 64 which belongs to zerojim AKA Zero on Discord.

If you're interested in getting a commission like this or just want to support me:

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*shakes bag of chips* ooooo you wanna throw me some money for me to draw you something ooooo you wanna buy a $35 explicit furry erotica drawing oooo

Ko-Fi Test?

I wanna make some extra side money this week because I'm gonna have to miss a few workdays this coming week.

I've never used Ko-Fi before, but I want to test it out since I think I got everything connected.

I'll take, at minimum, $3 drawing requests. The quality will depend on what the price is, so if you want something dumb and silly, check it out.

I can't draw mech/heavy armor, any level of realism, I won't draw any real people (unless if it's a selfie), no hate art or propaganda art, and I'll only do nsfw requests on things $10 or more. Tell me what style you want, either traditional or digital and let me know if you wanna keep the drawing private or are cool with me sharing the drawing I did for you.

Also, for nsfw, even something like casual nudity would be nsfw, just think of it as something you wouldn't want your boss catching you looking at. I WILL NOT allow anything with underage characters.

Feel free to ask any questions!

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Sorry I haven't posted much lately. I've actually been getting commissions from FurAffinity and they're....not suitable to upload on Tumblr if ya know what I mean.

But I'm alive and active more on my main blog and other socials.

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Ko-Fi Test?

I wanna make some extra side money this week because I'm gonna have to miss a few workdays this coming week.

I've never used Ko-Fi before, but I want to test it out since I think I got everything connected.

I'll take, at minimum, $3 drawing requests. The quality will depend on what the price is, so if you want something dumb and silly, check it out.

I can't draw mech/heavy armor, any level of realism, I won't draw any real people (unless if it's a selfie), no hate art or propaganda art, and I'll only do nsfw requests on things $10 or more. Tell me what style you want, either traditional or digital and let me know if you wanna keep the drawing private or are cool with me sharing the drawing I did for you.

Also, for nsfw, even something like casual nudity would be nsfw, just think of it as something you wouldn't want your boss catching you looking at. I WILL NOT allow anything with underage characters.

Feel free to ask any questions!

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Test art that turned into something emo.

I'll be honest, the last few months have been rough on me. I was possibly facing being homeless again and maybe having to move back in with my mom. Luckily things seem to have become stable again and for the time being, I'm okay. But whenever I go through intense stress in my life, it gives me really bad nightmares, and the nightmares always put me back during the time I was with my ex-boyfriend.

It feels like no matter how much I try to move on, something happens and makes me remember everything I went through so vividly. A few nights ago I actually had a nightmare where my ex called me from the afterlife and was taunting me about how he's gonna keep controlling my life.

Idk if this is just something I gotta live with now or what but that's what therapy is for, right?

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Sheesh it's been a *looks at calendar* nearly 3 months....

I genuinely thought I was about to become homeless with debt before the end of this month. Luckily though I was able to work things out but all of that was taking a major toll on me mentally and physically.

For example, it's been super difficult to even feel the want to draw but I managed to get this out...tbh was hoping to draw him covered in blood and dirt but this is fine too.

But hopefully I'll get back into the swing of things, regularly scheduled suffering but the stuff I'm used to.

I drew him in my actual clothes, including my Scarface shirt. It wasnt until merging all the layers I thought "Oh damn I shoulda made the Al Pacino blob a furry!" but eh I don't got the brain juice for that rn lol.

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Test art that turned into something emo.

I'll be honest, the last few months have been rough on me. I was possibly facing being homeless again and maybe having to move back in with my mom. Luckily things seem to have become stable again and for the time being, I'm okay. But whenever I go through intense stress in my life, it gives me really bad nightmares, and the nightmares always put me back during the time I was with my ex-boyfriend.

It feels like no matter how much I try to move on, something happens and makes me remember everything I went through so vividly. A few nights ago I actually had a nightmare where my ex called me from the afterlife and was taunting me about how he's gonna keep controlling my life.

Idk if this is just something I gotta live with now or what but that's what therapy is for, right?

[groovygianniart]

Sheesh it's been a *looks at calendar* nearly 3 months....

I genuinely thought I was about to become homeless with debt before the end of this month. Luckily though I was able to work things out but all of that was taking a major toll on me mentally and physically.

For example, it's been super difficult to even feel the want to draw but I managed to get this out...tbh was hoping to draw him covered in blood and dirt but this is fine too.

But hopefully I'll get back into the swing of things, regularly scheduled suffering but the stuff I'm used to.

I drew him in my actual clothes, including my Scarface shirt. It wasnt until merging all the layers I thought "Oh damn I shoulda made the Al Pacino blob a furry!" but eh I don't got the brain juice for that rn lol.

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Evil Eye

Some people get a freak out of me Some people can't see what I can see Some people want to see what I see Some people put an evil eye on me

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When I first heard this audio I knew I had to make this

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10 minute break.

Bitter-Berry feels a rush of euphoria when he's being torn apart while being with others, though even he needs a smoke break from time to time.

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Oh No!

I just wanted to experiment a bit more. No deeper meaning here.

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All by yourself, sittin' alone. I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind.

At some point in B.B's isolation, within the darkness, a hand reached out.

I figured I was eventually gonna have to post about how my previous friendship and the impact it left on me.

It was good.....and then bad....and then great again but then took a nosedive into concrete.

We became friends when I was stuck in that pit of a relationship and I attached to them like glue. But as time went on it was abundantly clear how mentally ill I was (that's not a joke.).

It's easy for me now when I'm in a spiral to blame everything on them or when I'm in a self loathing kick, I blame everything on myself. I realize now it is mostly my fault and in the end, I'm surprised the friendship didn't end sooner.

I did a lot of self sabotage on top of my very unhealthy attachment to them. I cherished them as a friend but I would also get wildly upset for something they'd do or enjoy that I crossed their boundary to even find out.

I'm not really sure what caused me to be like that, that's what I'm trying to discover in therapy, might be from all the damage my ex bf left on me, my previous unhealthy friendships from back when I was in school, or my mother instilling borderline puritanical ideals in me despite us not even being religious....gotta be some of those things.

Since the friendship broke, my world got a lot smaller and I feel pretty lost and I'm afraid of letting people too close cause I don't know of I'll do all that again or become a total doormat and let people hurt me just to feel a connection that's deep to me.

I'm in therapy and taking meds and also told my therapist I'm interested in starting a specific type of therapy that helps process trauma. I've also taken the time to let myself "get worse to get better" in a sense that made me discover do not get the right to judge people for what they're into cause it turns out....I like some pretty messed up things.

Sometimes I want closure, to tell them I'm so sorry for causing them so much pain but I also know we can probably never be friends again because of said pain. It wasn't healthy for me either because I'd be glued to my phone making myself sick from them taking a long time to reply and then as soon as they did, I'd be an anxious wreck and replying to them within a few seconds. Like I said: I was very clingy.

By the way the inspiration for this picture was TV Girl's song "Not Allowed". Not the full song, just the chorus cause the way it repeats and it really reminded me how it became such a pattern that even others saw it.

Also didn't mean to make the text look bisexual lol. Like I said I was inspired by TV Girl so I had to throw in the pink and blue. The pink represents them, the blue represents me and the purple is both of us.