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i know i’m not active on here but i keep getting followers so maybe they wanna ask something?

fanfic writer asks.

1. What’s your favorite character(s) to write for? 2. What character(s) do you find the most difficult to write for? Why? 3. Do you have a favorite scene you’ve written from [Fanfic Name] story/chapter?  4. Did you have any ideas that didn’t make the final cut of [Fanfic Name]?  5. Do you listen to music when writing?  6. If you listen to music when writing, what were you listening to when writing [Fanfic Name]? 7. What story/headcanons do you feel the proudest of?  8. Do you prefer writing one-shots or multi chaptered stories? 9. If you had to assign a theme song to [Fanfic Name], which would you assign?  10. What is the line you’re proudest of from [Fanfic Name]?  11. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc) 12. Who is your favorite author?  13. When did you start writing fanfic?  14. How do you feel about your older work?  15. What is the fanfic you’ve written that you’re most proud of?  16. What fanfic tropes do you avoid writing for? 17. What fanfic tropes do you gravitate to writing for?  18. Do you prefer editing as you write, or waiting until it’s finished?  19. What words do you think you tend to use the most?  20. What feedback makes you the happiest to hear? 21. Is there an idea you’ve always wanted to write, but haven’t yet?  22. Do you enjoy making OCs for your fanfics, or prefer sticking to canon characters?  23. How much do you stick to canon?  24. Do you prefer AUs with the characters, or sticking to the original universe?  25. What scene in [Fanfic Name] took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?  26. Are titles for your stories easy to come up with?  27. What time of day do you prefer to write? 28. Is there a part of [Fanfic Name] you’re surprised no one has picked up on yet?  29. What part of the writing process do you enjoy the most? (Brainstorming, outlining, writing, editing, etc)  30. Do you write down all your ideas? What makes you decide to write one versus the other? 31. What was the development process of [Fanfic Name] like?  32. What story do you think showcases your signature style the most?  33. Have you ever stopped yourself from writing something? Why? 34. Have you felt emotional while writing a scene before? What scene was it? 35. Where’s your favorite place to write?  36. What fanfic of yours has the symbolism you’re proudest of?  37. Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story?  38. What story of yours are you surprised that people liked as much as they did?  39. What area of writing do you feel strongest in? 40. What area of writing do you want to improve in?

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I’m putting this blog on hold. I will be back but just for a while I’m gonna be focusing on my Headcanon stuff so if I get an angst headcanon request i will be posting it on here but other than that I won’t be posting. So sorry to anyone who is upset by this.

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angst head canons

WARNING FOR SELF HARM, BIPOLAR AND FEAR OF THE DARK, SKIN PEALING

Koutarou Bokuto

-Scarily high pain tolerance. He's the type of kid to be running, absolutely stack it then get up and keep running without blinking an eye

-A sick Bokuto is a sad Bokuto. He just feels horrible and miserable. He will attempt to push through but he would probably end up crying and admitting it anyway. His team has learnt to tell and tries to convince him to tell them before the tears begin.

-believe it or not, Bokuto is actually terrified of the dark. The whole situation of not knowing what's there freaks him out. The littlest of noises send him into a spiral of anxiety that keeps him up and last hours. To cope he has his ESA a large German Shepard named Mocha. He also has fairy lights decorated around his room. He likes the low colours they give off.

-bipolar. He was actually diagnosed with ADHD until he was 10. He was unmedicated until he was 16 when he ended in hospital after a manic episode which leads to him destroying his thighs with a razor blade. He regretted it and called out to his parents when his brain slowed down enough to process what he had just done. After the emergency trip to the hospital, he spent the required 3 days at a psychiatric hospital under observation. At the time he had known Kuroo for 1 and a half years and Akaashi for half of one. It had scared them both right out of their skins. He is now medicated and sees a psychologist every month. He got Mocha a little while after the incident. He luckily doesn't need to bring her to school as his team forms a great support system for him there.

-His biggest insecurity is probably his impulsiveness. He hates it when he doesn't have any control because it usually ends in him doing something really stupid or accidentally hurting someone.

-his bad habit of biting his lip. Which in small quantities wouldn't be bad but when it's every minute and to the point of where he's tearing the skin off his lips. Its pretty bad. Akaashi has been trying to get him to stop for years. 

-Now the Bokuto parents aren't bad at all. They don't really understand whats going on with their son. They do try their bests but to an eighteen-year-old bipolar patient, it's not really enough. Ya know who is there for him though? His 11-year-old Seijun. She's an older sister/mum in a child's body. She can cook, read and usually helps Bokuto with whatever he needs.

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What are your favourite angst 'cliches'?

Oooo i love sick fics and injury fics. Tho i don’t like when someone goes into a coma bc it’s no longer than persons pain it’s everyone around them.

I also love fight fics. Between two friends. Violent or verbal. I just like them.

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Who are your favourite characters to angst/hurt and why

OOHH yes this question is lovely!! I’m actually surprised that I got responses that fast.

I would have to say, Iwaizumi, Kuroo, Suga and Yaku. I related heavily to these characters and I like to project into them. Some of my headcanons for them (angsty or otherwise) are relating to me. 

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Angst Prompt #3

During a heated argument, Character A slaps/punches Character B. They are horrified by what they have done and immediately fleds the scene. But not before muttering a broken 

‘i’m sorry,” 

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Im gonna post some more angst prompts but does anyone want to send in some haikyuu angst related QnAs? 

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Angst prompt #2

Character A is extremely upset and distraught. They run away, somewhere anywhere is better than the situation their in. They stand in the middle of the place they have run to and scream. They scream until they can’t anymore and the sobs begin. The last thing they see is character B running towards them as the world tilts and their vision starts fading.  

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Angst prompt

Character A gets hit in the face somehow and their nose starts bleeding. Blood trips onto the floor and A asks for a tissue but instead of using the tissue for themselves they wipe up the blood of the floor.

“That was for you nose..” Character B says as they grab another tissue and start cleaning up A.

“But I made a mess,” Character B is concerned and decides that, that’s an issue for another time.

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Requests are closed as of today!!

I have 20 requests to do but when their done I will open them again.

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Bubbles(Yaku+ventfic)

This chapter deals with body dysphoria if that makes you uncomfortable please proceed with caution. I am not trans but I am genderfluid. Also please do not submerge yourself underwater as a grounding technique.

He hadn't desired to take a bath, but his mother's bath bomb, and the aches in his joints begged him to. Yaku had always resented taking baths the clear open water made his naked body fell far too exposed, and he could see everything. In the shower, he could pretend his body didn't exist. 

He watched the water climb in the tub. He held the bubble bath, something Kuroo had recommended for him to use, over the tub; and poured in half of the bottle. Yaku rolled up the sleeve, of his much too large hoodie and pushed the blue liquid around until the white bubbles formed on the surface of the water. He took a deep breath while unwrapping the bath bomb. He purposely dumped it from his hand it landed in the water with a plop. Yaku flinched out of the way as the soapy liquid landed flew in the course of his face.

He took another deep breath as the bath bomb dissipated into the bubbly water. It was time. He grabbed the base of his hoodie and threw it over his head. Next, he pulled his pants down and over his feet. Standing in nothing but his binder and boxers he looked over at himself in the mirror. He dragged a hand down the side of his body tracing the slight curve of his hips. A disgusted look appearing on his way too soft face. Pulling at the fat on his cheek, tracing the faint freckles and the soft-feminine jawline. Almost offended by what he saw he ducked his head down to look away from his face. Big mistake. He jabbed at his stomach. 

"Gross," Yaku thought, venom dripping from its very being. He hated how his stomach didn't harden up and turn into muscle as easily as the other boys. He hated how soft it was. How it moved under his touch. 

The sudden loudening of the running water startled him. He reached over to turn it off. Knowing by now he had to get in. Sliding off his boxers with his eyes closed. Yaku held his breath and stretched his arms up to his binder. He wished and prayed that gravity could be on his side as he pulled the clothing off his chest. He didn't want to feel anything. He opened his eyes again to get into the tub. 

Yaku slid into the water and dragged the bubbles towards himself in an attempt to hide his chest. The temperature of the water engulfed him. He finally felt sort of relaxed as he leaned his head on the back of the tub. He let the smell of synthetic vanilla permeate his senses.

Just then his arm brushed up against his chest. Yaku bolted up bubbles parting out of his way and water tumbling off his body. A wave of anxiety came crashing down over him. He raised his arms away from his body as he could and, waited for the shrieking voice in his head to quiet down. Closing his eyes again, taking deep breaths; he began to count. 

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10

His trembling arms moved back down towards his body. In time with his arms, he descended into the water completely submerging himself. 

The distant sound of the music he had playing. The sounds of the water rippling as he shifted his legs to make room. He could feel himself running out of time, his lungs started to ache. He knew it was only seconds before they started screaming. 

Yaku broke the surface with a loud gasp. Lungs greedily sucking in immense breaths, and he allowed it. Being underwater was oddly grounding, it gave him the control he never thought he needed. Leaning his head against the tub again he glanced over at the device still blasting music.

He reached out an arm for his phone to see the time.

7:30 pm

It was time to get out.

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I just added more to my headcanons. After days of thinking I finally decided to add more of Oikawas mental issues into his headcanons and went more into Iwaizumi’s speech stuff and at home life. More into Kuroo’s abandonment issues. Deeper into Yaku’s mother and Daichi’s parents as well as Suga’s anxiety. I would also like to mention that I did a lot of research on BPD but if anyone thinks its its not accurate or needs more please message me!! 

Requests are now closed until further notice.

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go check out @animeisfkngreatman for my gender/sexuality and sibling headcanons

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does anyone have an haikyuu characters with eating disorders headcanons? i’d love to add to them.

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do you have a masterlist?

no i don’t sorry. i’m not really sure how to make one.

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Could you do a Hinata one where he's getting bullied and doesn't tell anyone but the team notices something is wrong and he keeps trying to hide it from the others?

!!WARNING MENTIONS OF BULLYING!!

A protective murder of crows!!

They had all noticed it. The way Hinata shrunk away when the team held out their hands for high fives or fist bumps. The way he flinched when Daichi yelled. The way he avoided Suga when the older setter got too excited because that usually meant he was going to punch the nearest person (usually poor Asahi). Regardless Hinata was hiding something from them.

“Maybe his mum is abusive?” Suggested Yamaguchi. Kageyama immediately shut that one down saying that Hinata’s mother was way too nice. No one questioned why Kageyama had met Hinata’s mother. The Karasuno Volleyball Club (minus Hinata, Tanaka and Nishinoya) were sitting in a circle, on the gym floor. They sat there discussing their shorter friends behaviour and what the cause could be when the gym doors swung open. The team looked over expecting it to be their missing teammates or Coach Ukai, but instead, a serious-looking Takeda stood there. He looks at Suga and Daichi.

“You two need to come with me,” The selected teens sent each other looks of concern as they stood to follow their teacher. The walk was silent. Suga and Daichi were dying to know what was going on. This secrecy was making both of their anxiety spike.

“Takeda, what's going on?” Suga asked nervously. The mentioned teacher let out a sad sounding sigh.

“I’m not completely sure. I wasn’t given all the details, though it might have something to do with what you were talking about before I entered the gym,” He spoke in a calm tone, but it didn’t help calm the concern and anxiety building up in the teens.

Their not so long journey ended when they arrived at the VP’s office. Takeda opened the door. Upon opening the door three people could be seen in the room. The VP looked up, he looked quite annoyed. Then there was Tanaka and Nishinoya.

“Oh my god, what happened?!” Suga exclaimed looking at his two friends. Tanaka had a large bruise forming on the side of his face and Noya was cradling his wrist close to his chest protectively. He was asking the two 2nd years but it was the VP who answered.

“You see Sugawara, these two were starting fig-” Noya cut the older man off by standing up suddenly knocking the chair over with the force.

“That's not true!” He screamed. Noya then turned his body towards the 3rd years.

“We were heading to practice when we heard some guy talking really loud and when we went to investigate it was the soccer captain and he was talking to Hinata!”

Noya’s voice rang through the room as Suga and Daichi tried to process what was just said to them. Noya seemed to have thought that’s the explanation they needed as he reached down to pick up his chair, noticeably not using his left wrist, and sat back down.

“Wait, Noya, Tanaka are you saying that the soccer captain is bullying Hinata?” Daichi sounded confused and concerned. Both Tanaka and Noya gave him sad nods. Daichi looked towards the VP who had gone quiet and as he went to speak Takeda spoke up.

“Sir with all due respect I think you should call the soccer captain to join this meeting,” The VP nodded numbly and made the announcement. While they waited Tanaka explained their injuries. He said that by the time they went to confront the soccer captain Hinata had run, but that didn’t stop them from getting up the soccer captains face which led to them getting shoved down the staircase they were on. The door swung open.

“Woah hello?” A tall boy with green eyes and blonde hair stood in the doorway. He was instantly recognised as Haruto Hitoshi the soccer captain. He did his best to seem surprised and innocent as he greeted everyone. Suga and Daichi offered him tight, forced smiles. Haruto grabbed a chair and sat in between Tanaka and Nishinoya. The VP cleared his throat to get everyone's attention.

“Haruto have you been taunting the first year by the name of Hinata Shouyou?” The man in question had the audacity to look surprised.

“What are you going on about? I have no idea who that is,” Haruto exclaimed. Tanaka looked like he was going to take a swing at the guy. Takeda took a step forward.

“These boys seem to differ. Now, why don’t we call Hinata in and ask him personally? Hm?” The teacher gave an innocent smile that sent chills up everyone present spines, while he gestured to Noya and Tanaka. Haruto now looked scared. He looked as if he was going to say something but kept his mouth shut.

The VP made another announcement calling Hinata to come to his office. Haruto started making constant conversation about irrelevant topics.

“You know Haruto-San,” Suga started innocently. “Talking too much is a sign of nervousness,”

Haruto started to stutter in an attempt to get out an excuse.

”I am only stating truths, ” The silver-haired man sent a glance at Daichi who returned it with a confused look, oblivious to what Suga was doing.

The office door once again opened. This time slowly, the door groaned as if begging to open properly. A head of wild orange hair made an appearance in the now open door way. Hinata looked nervous and that did not change when Haruto turned and they made eye contact. His unsure eyes darted around the room until they met with Takeda’s. The teacher called Noya to stand so Hinata could take a seat. The shortest stood near Suga and Daichi, they both instinctively placed their hands on his shoulders.

“Now that we are all here, Hinata there have been uh mentions of Haruto-san possibly bullying you. Are they correct?” The statement from the VP made the orange haired child even more nervous. His eyes met with Haruto’s. Green eyes staring back as if daring him to tell the truth. But then, Hinata’s eyes met with Suga’s. Brown ones encouraging him to tell the truth, a kind smile planted on his face. Without looking away Hinata spoke.

”Y-Yes he has, ” Instead of being confident like he had planned it came out stuttering and weak. Even so, he continued. He started telling them everything. About how the soccer captain had been bullying him for the past weeks, taunting him, yelling harsh words in the first year. As he told the truth behind the past weeks he could see his teammates only get madder, to the point of where he thought they would kill Haruto. Hinata ended his tale by explaining today's assault and lifting his shirt to show a bruise on the side of his stomach.

”Well I guess that settles it. Haruto-san you will be suspended from school for two weeks and banned from club activities for a month!” The VP declared with no remorse. The soccer captain didn't even try to speak up; he accepted his punishment.

The five volleyball, club members headed back to the gym while Takeda and the VP discussed the situation. Hinata told the rest of the team what happened and they made him promise to tell them if something like this ever happened again.

Hinata enjoyed the group hug he received, snuggling into the combined warmth of his teammates.

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I call this the shit i forget in the headcanons

Yaku- bad habits

Not tying his shoelaces. Now you might be thinking mars how is that angst?? Well this usually leads to his tripping and falling at least a 3 times a day. He constantly has cuts and bruises on his hands and knees. Him tripping is such a common occurrence that it’s second nature for his friends to reach out and grab him when he falls. Kuroo is the best at it so far, Kenma has caught him maybe once or twice. Lev sucks at it and poor Yaku has suffered many a graze because the idiot usually knocks him over instead of saving him.

Kuroo-bad habits

He chews his thumbnail. Yaku and Kenma tell him not to and pull it away from his face only for him to do it again. He doesn’t do it consciously. He has tried everything, even that gross nail polish but he just chewed his other fingers and that was worse. His thumbnail is long, it's just chewed. He doesn’t bite it off.

-He is starting to show beginning signs of anxiety

Kenma-bad habits

When he gets a new game he has to play it all the way through in one sitting. This could take days. He only gets up to grab a snack and go to the bathroom. When he is finally done he sleeps for like 3 days.

Iwaizumi- bad habit

He subconsciously picks at the skin on his shoulders. He has small scars littered on his shoulders from it. He’s done it ever since he was quite little. Oikawa has told him not too many times. Sometimes he’ll pick at a scar and it will bleed a little bit through his shirt.

Insecurity- His smile. Even though a lot of people have told him he has a great smile, he doesn’t like it. This doesn’t mean he doesn’t smile at all , because he does. He’ll just cover his face when he laughs and if he forgets too it will hit him when he is alone. you forgot to hide today they all saw how weird your smile is or no one will ever like you with a smile like that

Oikawa-bad habit

Overworking himself you know the drill. He has pulled all-nighters at the gym. Countless times. You people know the drill. The longest time he went without overworking was when he tore his ACL at the end his last year of middle school. He was off his knee for 8 months which lead to his missing some of his first year of highschool.

Nishinoya-bad habit

He eats his food wayyyy to fast. Leaves him feeling gross and icky.