haileykendalll

[haileykendalll]

A weight loss log

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[haileykendalll]

I’m disgusting

I am the fattest person ever. Today I ate half a pizza (albeit a mini, it’s not excusable), half a tub of ice cream and a bowl of chips. Self control? We don’t know her apparently. Now I need to think of how to punish myself because I don’t deserve anything now. Probably ate enough calories to last a week. 

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Stop eating.

Stop eating. You’re only getting fatter, everything has calories. “Rice cakes are my safe food” rice cakes haven calories. Just admit you’re too weak and lack any self control. 

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sick and tired of being fat. i’m only down to 123 and it’s still too big. i’ll never be good enough. i need to be out of bmi 20 and i’ll start to feel better. so close but so far.

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me to my reflexion in the mirror

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Low kcal food and sum tips <3

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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

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what should i cut out??

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thick leggings, long sleeve workout top, and thick sweater in the gym. lowk dying but i’m hoping to sweat off this weight???

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i’m addicted to laxatives

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the disordered urge to refuse to see anyone until i drop a shocking amount of weight

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the THINGS i would do to be built like this

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anyone wanna do this diet w me?

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me n who 😵‍💫

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i need to be like them asap

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does anyone know any sites like myproana