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I made the boy I was closest to loving go from I love you to I like your company, and that broke my heart.

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My boyfriend asked me last night to be just a little kind to him in the morning and that broke my heart.

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It's hard to grow without critisism.

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I got every compliment a girl could but it was always followed by a good bye.

I am left to believe even at my best I will never be good enough.

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I've never found it important to say what happened in a fight, until I realised how people lie even to themselves. But now I'm seeking the truh in my head too.

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This place was a shelter.

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And you probably don't know because it's non of your business

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The point where my mother made a mistake was when she told me I could do anything by myself… Now she just has no role in my life.

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Here you go… You are pretty! Thats what you are. Finally the only word you desire to hear. Now that I have said that.. don’t you feel empty?

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I love a boy who doesn’t know what it is It’s like peting a rock Your hand hurts and bleeds While the rock insist staying cold Everyone laughs at you And let’s admit that you look ridiculous   I love a boy who doesn’t know what it is He only knows the sexual desire His smart mouth tells only what he needs To make you his own. What a disastre. You let him get every inch of you And let’s admit that you love his touch

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It's strange to see you disapointed in life It's almost like you always wanted the wrong things

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And where the water gets deep Swim

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Hot guys often have ugly girlfriends… So i’m just chillin’ and waiting for a calvin klein model to hit on me

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I miss being in love Even if it's not requited I just miss that intense feeling How being happy is more than a faded smile How being sad is not just staring at the sky Love gives passion to life and that’s something I miss

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Toughts on being not enough

So after all the ‘not enough’s The constant feeling of you are worthless just because someone didn’t want you I decided to write this down…

I really like red and yellow together. And I was looking for a palette with these colors. Found one with many meshmerizing colors but red was not one of them. The blue the green the purple the yellow they looked amazing together. And anyone who likes blue (cause I know it’s a pretty color) would choose it instantly. But I wanted the red too bad. I was not willing to give that up.

So yeah what I wanted to say we are all colorpalettes and sometimes you don’t meet all the desires of the other. But that doesn’t mean you are not enough.. you have hundred beautiful shades. And you don’t get to decide the other have to give their desire up. Be patient and you will find who is looking for you.

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He tells me he doesn't need me I'm laughing But he's not joking

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My biggest problem is, If I want to set something on fire, I'm even willing to burn with it. So prepare my darling Because our flames will warm the night.