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Not sure who actually reads my blog, BUT i have created a traveling blog from which I will begin my path of travel reporting (on a budget). Feel free to comment and critique. My broadcast journalism dream is moving along at snails pace, so I am going to be trying this out for now. THANKSSSSS

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My life is pretty awesome 😋

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CRISIS

Pray for Mexico, pray for Florida, pray for Texas.. get on your knees and start praying because our world is going through the shit.

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The biggest bitch I know

karma, why must you be such a cunt?

It is true you reap what you sow. Why must every guy I fall for lead me on, tell me the most lovely things, then simply drop me like a bad habit. I am so exhausted. I broke hearts  when I was younger, but do I honestly deserve constant years of heartache to follow? 

Well, I am done now. Whether this is Karma or God trying to teach me some lesson… I am using this opportunity (two years of single life and countless assholes) to better myself. 

I quit drinking. I went to my first AA meeting this week and whether it was the anorexic looking mothers who cried about putting their dependency in their baby daddies who eventually  left them or the grown men who cried about drinking themselves into oblivion. It opened my eyes. I am addicted to things that keep me numb. I am giving up snapchat and the constant thought of “did he view my story?” I am giving up Tinder and Bumble to get under someone to get over someone else. I want to be addicted to myself. I don’t want to look in the mirror and ask why he didn’t stick around. I want to look in the mirror and say he made the biggest mistake of his life.  

I will never be happy if I look for happiness within others. I need to accept that happiness is wherever I am. 

ROMANS 8:18 The pain that you’ve been feeling can’t compare to the joy that is coming. 

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YOUNG TOM IS JUST SO CUTE I CANT. I REALLY CANT.

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Theserottendays in the MXDVS May Hell Be Lit hat 

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We are children of the corn... GMOs for days.

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I gave up a long time ago.

Love is lost. You force yourself to steer clear of any possibility of falling into love that your wall becomes so thick, simply no one can tear it down. Except yourself, but you lose the urge to. You get so caught up in living in the moment,numbing yourself with drugs and alcohol and mindless sex that nothing really makes sense anymore. You ask yourself “what happened? what made you this way?” You're friends tell you to slow down you're going too fast, but fast is the only speed you know. You want to be known as the one to try new things, but what happens when all new things have been tried and nothing seems to do it for you anymore. You feel old yet you're still so young. They love you, but you don't seem to care. You push the ones away that care the most. Giving into temptation is no longer a sin, because your demons have become your best friends. Danger calls to you and you reply. You can’t give up, because there is nothing to give up on. The only thing left is hope. Hope that you will wake up from this constant nightmare. Hope that your body won't shut down and God won't  take you away.

Hope that you'll stop before its too late.  

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I can't figure it out.

 Hooking up can be easy or it can very difficult. Sometimes theres one that leave you wondering all day where he is and what he's doing and if he thinks that maybe in some way that it was a little more than just a fuck. That maybe he felt the same connection as I did when we touched or laughed while scrambling to rip each other clothes off. 

Sometimes after a long night of restlessness, there’s that one that you just don't want to let go of. You cling to them all night like a newborn, because you're afraid that when he leaves he leaves for good. I pretend to be asleep but squint my eyes just enough to se him sleep and when he wakes we smile and kiss and hide under the covers like when we were young. 

They say that when two people make love, they give each other a part of themselves and I believe this to be true for some, but not all. For some, I wake early to sneak out before they catch me looking for my lost panties and I prefer names to be left unsaid. But others, I just can’t get enough. I have an ADICKTION

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I don’t think I’ll ever get over how clean her split was.

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All day ❤️🏂

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