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“Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible.”

— Lisa Kleypas

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“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”

— Unknown

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Oh, Lady Aurora,

Thoughts of you flood my heart

As ants upon sugar

The warmth in your laughter,

The light in your eyes,

The softness of your skin

The texture of your garment, how it envelopes the contours of your perfectly shaped body,

Even as I go to war against an enemy far worse than death itself, images of you fill me with life, fills me with a desire..

How warm our bodies be, when wrapped together by the fire,

how calm the night above us look,

how the heavens witness us fall into each other's breath..

Aurora, my beautiful maiden,

I want to make love to you as I did the last time,

it might be my last time, for the Romans are unpredictable

how I would pay anything in the world to see you smile to me again

How I would do anything to kiss you again

How I would die everyday to live by your side..

Thoughts of you make me brave, knowing that I protect you and my country out in this wilderness..

I want to make love to you again,

Oh, the nape of thy neck, I want to hold them while drowning into you

I want to kiss you while circling my tongue around your mouth

To hold thy breasts, to fondle them as I have always done

To run my hands down your thigh, to lay hold of the depth of your waist, pulling you to the very life that is growing within me..

To smell your hair, to kiss you till our breath sync..

I want to be a coward and run back to you

To leave the romans and england to their war.. for I have found peace with you

My beautiful one

My precious one..

When I see you, I will fall in love again, watching you ride to me looking gracious and full of life..

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I don't know why I am back here, I can't remember how I found my way back to this place only that I know these paths and they are most familiar, I never thought I would come home but here I am...

Home has always been anywhere my mind travels to, and lately I have been opening here, so I guess this is my new home, not new, but mine..

Out there is a constant struggle, you're fighting familiar demons and strange angels, it's exhausting, it's tiring to wave across different emotions, to feel the need to cry while laughing at your failings, to scream while walking quietly along the halls of hurt and darkness

Oh well, I am home now and that's all that matters

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Hey guys, I guess I am back, I am back to the fortitude found within the tiny space between words

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We are worlds a-part yet lovers in full

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A Love with No flaw is a fairytale that even Disney has not yet thought of... Be patient with Him

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My Deepest Fear?

To Never make it In Time

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Deeper and deeper, as I go

The gates of hell, the depths below

An unrequited love, a powerful wrong

Tell me do you sleep well

For the stories I did not tell

How you poured out your heart with clenched fists

Upon skin and skins, like the morning mist

Tell me, i want to know do you hear my screams

For I cried and cried, I begged, please please...

For a matter settled with words

I have been dealt with blows sharper than swords

Is this love, this is so wrong

But its too late now, all I hear is my funeral song..

Tony, Tony, upon what rocks did we build this house

Or was my blood the foundations and

Your fists the pillars?

Answer me! Say it out loud, I want to hear it from the beyond

This place, this is not where I belong

And it stopped, you stopped, you left for work

It was my cue to drop everything and walk

But I could not move, for my bones were broken

And my soul swollen

When we went out, I covered you with make up

The bruises, the pain..

I convinced myself, you could stop

Oh foolishness, what did I gain

Tony! Do you sleep well

Or do you remember how I slipped away

In the bath tub, with a slit wrist of emotions

How I hoped my blood will help me pay

Do you feel regret, do you see me?

As I walk in bones past your bedside

Do you feel parts of my skin torn apart from under your fingers?

Tony, Listen to what I am about to say

Listen carefully, don't close your eyes to sleep, do you hear the silence?

Don't let your heart rest

Don't think I died for nothing

I know this is not what you bargained

But this is me making sure, you don't sleep again

Because from eyond, I will tell stories of you and hope they make it to your world...

Good night Tony.

-Rebecca

As the lights drained from her eyes, she came to a realization, one that stared her on the face since the first day she met Tony.. "She had not yet felt love, there was still hope, she could run away"

And in those last moments she wished someone opened the door and rushed to her but no one, just an echo, just the silent footstep of death..

Just that.

#Say no to suicide

#Say no to abuse

The End.

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Would it be enough

If I stole all the stars from the sky of the night

If I held them from sharing their light

Would it be enough for me to make it right?

Or let me be foolish in your eyes,

Like a dumb sparrow on a midnight fly

Will it be enough to make you realize?

Realize that I won't live again?

And you won't feel the same

Or that the heavens won't rain

And our feelings, one for another would be a story for another plane

Or that our kids won't get to see our picture

Or there would be no kids in our future?

If it would, then here are the stars of the night

And I long to be foolish in your eyes.

With Love, HeartMemoirs

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MotherHood

Motherhood, A nocturnal and diurnal name of passion and heart

For the love of the child on her back

When threatened, she defends and attack

Up the hill, down the mountain

A diurnal name of passion resounds

Dry as the desert, wet as the floor of a fountain

A nocturnal name of Heart abounds

Destiny on her back, Greatness by her side

Come rain, come sun, no matter the tide

Motherhood, built to last forever

Even when our mothers are gone and never

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To fall in Love, To Burn In War,

A little of both, I do know

To feel the pain, to be insane

Is this what I have become, A lover and a soldier

Altogether, I do conquer

A heart, and A life

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Under the night sky,

Our wishes fly

The midnight upon us

The darkness, the shadows of dust

Here we are, together,

Holding hands, and as the darkness lingers

Our love lingers abit forever

With Love, Heart Memoirs

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Giving your whole heart away to the one you Love in a relationship is what I preach, its what I believe in, because you cant partially love someone, its either you love that person or you dont love that person, there is no inbetweens…

Giving it all out is a risk, your sensitive heart, very sensitive that if anything comes in contact with it with an unusual force, it will disorganize you or…

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Love Conquers All, Even the Ones In Love

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