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me flirting is just saying “haha yeah same” until we both die

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“you’ll be okay” is such a violent thing to say when nothing feels real

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it’s not that i want to be alone, it’s just that being around people makes me feel even lonelier sometimes

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i’m not getting stronger i’m just getting quieter about how much things hurt

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it’s weird when you realize no one’s coming to check on you. like oh. it really is just me in here

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i romanticize everything until it actually happens. then i panic

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love is real i just have beef with it

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it’s 2025 and i still don’t know how to reply to “how’ve you been” without lying or oversharing

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do you ever feel like the universe tried to make you gentle but it backfired and now everything bruises too easy?

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every time i get close to someone i feel like a stray dog trying to live in a house. like i don’t know where to put my body or how loud i’m allowed to be.

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everyone’s exhausted, not because life is hard, but because we were told it would make sense by now

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there’s nothing wrong with us. we’re just growing up in a world on fire with no map

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we say “i’m fine” like it’s a spell to keep everything from falling apart

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being emotionally intelligent doesn’t protect you from emotional damage

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we grew up too fast and now we’re too tired to grow up again

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weed turns my overthinking into overfeeling

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some days the best therapy is a joint and not talking to anyone for two hours